Sorry I didn't update, I'm taking a small leave from YFA because I'm having a bad case of writers block. And rather than have all of you suffer with horrible forced chapters, I'd rather wait and give you ones worth waiting for :) If anyone has ideas for me for the story, anything will help to try and unblock my mind :)
But I will leave you with...
The playlist for Your future Awaits! I hope you like it, it's the music that inspired this story. I decided to instert the lyrics that really made me think of this story, and some that inspired a certain feeling or event. The POV's are before the lyric. BTW, you must hear Nineteen by Tegan and Sara because it was the main song that inspired the Bella/Victor angst.
I would have listed this in my profile, but it was way too long and I like to keep my profile simple :)
Thank You!
Playlist for Your Future Awaits:
1.(BPOV) "I felt you in my life before I ever thought to. Feel the need to lay it down beside you and tell you. I feel you in my heart and I don't even know you. And now we're saying bye. I was nineteen. You were all I had. Love you. You were all mine. Love me. I was yours right." - Nineteen by Tegan and Sara
2. (VPOV)"At your funeral I was so upset So, so upset. In your life you were larger than this. Statue statuesque. I see signs now all the time. That you're not dead, you're sleeping. I believe in anything. That brings you back home to me." -Signs (Acoustic Version) by Bloc Party
3. (VPOV) "This day never seems to end. This pain, never. This day never seems to end. This rage I can not let go." -Totalimmortal by AFI
4. (About Bella) "So change your name. Just keep your face. We're temporary anyway. Before you came we played this game. In our masquerade. So lose your past. I'm sure you'll find it's in the way all the time. Before you're through, you're someone who looks a lot like you." -I Am Trying Very Hard To Be Here by AFI
5. (VPOV & EPOV) "If I could tear you from the ceiling, I'd freeze us both in time. And find a brand new way of seeing, Your eyes forever glued to mine." -Blind by Placebo
6. (EPOV) "If you made up your mind, would I still stand here in denial. So I have made a choice, to stand right here and watch you go. Kiss me at the gate, like none of this had ever happened. We make believe today, but soon we will back to normal." -Kiss Me At The Gate by The New Monarchs
7. (EPOV) "Lost for you I'm so lost for you. You come crash into me." -Crash into Me by Dave Matthews Band
8. (EPOV) "I hear you breathing on the line. Oh baby girl I'm not your type. I leave you hurting every night. So I won't be coming back. I'm such an animal. And baby honestly these teeth won't let you go." -She Makes Dirty Words Sound Pretty by Pierce the Veil
9. (EPOV & BPOV) "Brash and hopeful, That my luck will not perish tonight. When the overcast tries to kill me, It's your slow motion rain, That falls warm on my neck that keep me alive. Consider this song a testament, Of my devotion to your sacharrine scent. And to be completely honest, You're not like all the rest." -The Night Will Go As Follows by The Spill Canvas
10.(VPOV) "We're all still the same dear. I have owned this life forever. I'll always remain. If it's just the same dear. Why have you left before "forever?" Yet returned again? If you show me heaven I will meet you there." -Stiff Kittens by Blaqk Audio
11. (BPOV) "Man, it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has .Lord, it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all." -Carve Your Heart Out Yourself by Dashboard Confessional
12. (EPOV & VPOV) "'Cause I need your sway, 'Cause you always pay for it. And I and I need your soul, 'Cause you're always soulful. And I and I need your heart, 'Cause you're always in the right places." Sway by The Kooks
Now lets see which ones of you can guess which song goes for which chapter/moment???
If you have any ideas or words of wisdom, I'd gladly accept anything :)
