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Chapter 28


"Edward."

I was sitting in a chair beside the bed watching her sleep. Bella roll onto her back and watching her breathe evenly as she slept gave me time to think. It was the fact that my name left her lips in a moan that caught my attention. I knew she was frustrated. I was frustrated as well, but she deserved better.

All I kept thinking about was last night, how I had told her everything. How could I be so stupid? I shouldn't have told her anything, but me being stupid let myself get emotionally attached to her and I felt like I couldn't lie to her. I had to tell her the truth. The thing was that was only half the truth. There was so much more she didn't know, and she did not need to find out. But I guess it was only a matter of time.

My cellphone buzzed in my pocket and I quickly went into the bathroom closing the door quietly and answering it.

"Agent Cullen," My General breathed a sigh of relief.

"How are you, General?" I asked kindly, I was already on thin ice.

"I don't have time for small talk, Agent Cullen, nor do I have interest for it." She said in a even tone. "Sanctum will find you, Agent.. but not if I find you sooner."

"I'm just trying to keep her safe and get her to trust me-"

"That is bullshit, Cullen!" She yelled. "Without my orders you skipped town with the asset and we have lost track of Renee!"

"I'm sorry-" I tried to explain.

"As of this moment you are considered rogue, Agent Cullen. You are also off the case-"

I ended the call, hearing enough and I smashed the phone off the side of the sink. This couldn't be happening. My head pounded and I stormed out of the hotel room for the second time in 24 hours. I got in my car and went to a local coffee shop in the small town we were in. I drove back and tried to figure everything that was going on in my head. Bella was still sleeping when I got back.

She looked so beautiful. She was always beautiful. I don't deserve her, but I'm so selfish that I don't want anyone else to have her. The only rule is you don't get attached to an asset or fall in love. I had done both and now she knew, but did she love me? I tugged at my hair with all these thoughts bouncy around in my head. I hadn't told anyone I loved them since I lost my family and now the one person I never thought I say it to was laying there in front of me, my name leaving her lips and a content sigh as she rolled on her side.

I smiled and climbed in beside her, my arm wrapping around her middle and bringing her back to my chest. As if she knew I was there with her she said my name again and her hips circulated hitting my groin. I bit back my groan of pleasure as she did it once more. She was so sexually frustrated and that was entirely my fault. Obviously I was more experienced than her and knew how to deal with these feelings but she didn't know what was happening. I knew from her file she had never had a boyfriend or been sexually active. I nuzzled her neck and kissed her cheek whispering in her ear. She stretched out as she awoke and giggled as I nipped her neck.

Bella sighed and relaxed into my body and my hand was pressed into her stomach. I don't know what came over me but I ran my hand to her navel, making her shudder, then back up to her stomach. To her navel, grazing the elastic of her panties, and back up to her stomach. She whimpered as my fingers dipped under the elastic and back up. Each time a little bit farther. I was getting her worked up and she was working me up. Her gasping and whimpering with straight to my member, making me throb. Her hips moved trying to make my hand go where she needed it, but I continued to tease and moved my hand away.

Her hips went backwards and grazed my erection making me groan and I nibbled her ear as I continued to tease her. Tired of my torture her hand reached around to grab the waistband of my sweats. I gasped and knew where she was going to go once she got in there. So I quickly moved my hand down and grazed her center and she moaned. Her hand fell away and I smiled with victory as my hands pressed on her center over her panties.

I made quick work with pushing them over her hips and teased her bare opening with my finger. I tried not to smile as she squirmed under my touch. I was the one her made her squirm. I was the one who made her moan with pleasure. She's mine.

Inserting a finger, she moaned and moved her hips in rhythm with my hand. I inserted a second finger and she started to pant. Her leg raised up so I could get better access and her hands grasped at the sheets beneath us.

"Edward!" She gasped.

Moving my fingers faster and harder I felt her walls clench around me and she cried out, her body rising from the bed. The waves of her orgasm washing over her. After she reached her climax she fell back onto the bed, spent. She sighed in content and turned to we were chest to chest. My fingers slid from her and I wiped them on the sheets before pushing her down onto her back and kissed her lips roughly. I was worried I was being to forward at first but she responded by wrapping her hands around my neck.

God I loved when she did that.

My erection pressed against her thigh and I wanted nothing more than to take this further, but I was already pushing it.

"What was that for?" She breathed once I pulled away.

I shrugged and sat up on the bed and reached over to the box of pastries I had bought from the coffee shop and grabbed a cupcake with pink icing and sprinkles. I held it in front of her smiling as she raised a brow but fought to keep her smile at bay.

"Happy birthday, beautiful."

Kissing her lips, I pulled back and watched her expression change from confused to.. embarrassed? She took the cupcake from my shyly and took a bite moaning as she chewed and swallowed. My mouth hung open as I watched her. I had no idea why it turned me on. Maybe I just wanted her mouth on- Lets stop while we are ahead Eddie.

Bella sat the cupcake on the nightstand and sat up in front of me and cupped me through my sweatpants. I jerked backwards falling onto my back on the bed and with a groan as she straddled me. She moved her hips in a circular motion and God.. wasn't this woman even sated? My hands went to her hips stilling her and she growled. I almost changed my mind right then and there. She was so incredibly sexy.

"Let me return the favor." Bella said in a voice like velvet. I practically whimpered as she kissed along my jaw.

"As much as I'd like you too, we have to get out of here."

Bella huffed and flopped off of me and gathered her things and went to the shower. Rolling my eyes as she stomped off I tried to think of things to calm myself down. I got dressed in jeans and a t-shirt and felt how cold it was outside and pulled on a sweater. I packed our things in the car and Bella emerged from the bathroom looking as beautiful as ever. Her hair was slightly damp from her shower. She simply wore lip gloss with no other make-up and she looked gorgeous. Her blue jeans clung to her in the right ways and she was hiding the rest of herself under a baggy hoodie.

As we headed back to Washington Bella ate her cupcake and stared out the window. I could feel how tense it was in the car but I didn't what to do. I said things last night that I couldn't take away, but she did deserve to know the truth. She probably thought I would still kill her or worse she thought I was using her. I would never do either. I could see out of the corner of my eye her mouth would open and close as if she was going to ask me a question but it never came.

As we entered Washington Bella fell asleep and I smiled at how peaceful she looked.

I totally intended to take her back to her house but the car I saw in the driveway made me uneasy and I quickly turned the car around and racked my brain for places to take her where no one would find us. Where no one could hurt her. Where she could be safe. Where we could be alone. I felt myself smile as I thought of the exact place and pushed down on the gas pedal, trying to bring us closer to our destination faster.

The sky was getting dark as we arrived to the cabin and the lake glistened from the setting sun. Bella woke as I parked the car and we climbed out and walked towards the edge of the lake and I grabbed her hand and pulled her close as we watched the sun set.


I honestly don't know how long it's been, but it's been WAY to long and I apologize for that. Work is my main priority and real life for my family is very bad right now.

This chapter has been written for awhile and I wanted to write more but I'm in a rut right now. I was also nervous about posting it because that's the first 'lemony' thing I've ever written. I sincerely hope you enjoy for those who are sticking with me.

Thank you! You guys are amazing with all your kind reviews and your story alerts and favorites.

~sierraquinn