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Life's Obstacles

BPOV

I could feel light gentle kisses along my stomach. I smiled to myself keeping my eyes closed. I wasn't sure what time it was but I couldn't care, especially when these kisses were slowly trailing down, reaching just above the hem of my panties. His hot breath along my sensitive skin there sent a shiver through me making him chuckle lightly at me.

I was on my back, the covers completely off of me, leaving my chest completely bare, just how Edward liked me to sleep and in my skimpy lace boy shorts, but I had a feeling they weren't going to stay on for much longer.

"Mmmmmm…" I hummed as the tip of his tongue began tracing lazy patterns over the hem of my panties. I began to writhe slightly as it was becoming a little ticklish. Before I knew it, I felt Edward's hands grabbed onto the hem of them and tug them down. I lifted each of my feet up helping him slip them off. This was going to be good.

He kneed my legs apart and settled himself in between and without warning I felt his warm tongue lick me up and down.

"Uh….Edward!" I moaned out loud. I opened my eyes and saw the bronze mop of hair between my legs.

His tongue plunged inside of me and I bucked my hips up involuntarily. He was going for it, plunging his tongue in and out, twisting slightly as he entered me and then twisting back the other way as he pulled out.

I grabbed the sheets beside me and pulled at them, letting the extreme waves of pleasure possess every part of my being. My breathing picked up and I began panting, succumbing to the throbbing between my legs.

"You taste so fucking sweet…" He moaned into my heat as he continued thrusting his tongue into me, now adding a finger to increase my pleasure.

"God! Edward…Don't fucking stop…" I yelled out. I could feel my legs beginning to weaken as my climax approached hard core. I was panting heavily and loudly now, my eyes rolling into the back of my head as his tongue and fingers worked their magic.

"That's it…let me make you cum…I want to lick up every bit of you…" Edward said breathlessly as he added another finger and then returned his tongue to my heat.

I was writhing in pleasure, I wasn't sure I had ever felt this strong of pleasure just through oral.

"Ungh! Edward…Fuck…Oh God!" I started panting as my walls clenched around his tongue and fingers. Instantly he curled his fingers inside of me and plunged his tongue as deep as it would go, causing the most extreme and incredible orgasm I have ever experienced, his movements lengthening it as I felt my body experience wave after wave of extreme pleasure.

"YES! FUCK YES! OH MY GOD!" I screamed not caring who heard as my body shuddered over and over. Edward stayed down there, lapping up all my juices that poured out of me, licking up every little drop as my body came down from its incredible high. I was seeing stars, white, my head was spinning. My body went limp as he pulled out and hummed in satisfaction.

I shut my eyes and just lay there feeling like jelly, my body trying to overcome the pleasure. I felt his warm bare body slide up mine till his lips were on mine, devouring them hungrily, his tongue forcing their way between my lips causing me to immediately allow him the access. He sucked my tongue as soon as it came into contact with his. He kept moaning into my mouth, his hard as rock penis digging into my thigh.

He pulled away from my mouth and moved to my neck, licking and sucking.

"You are too fucking sexy…." He whispered breathlessly as he continued to work his magic with his tongue along my neck and chest.

"I love making you scream in pleasure…" He continued as he moved his mouth and began sucking on my nipple that was much better now.

"But you disappointed me a little back there…." He purred as he worked his way back up to my ear, pulling my ear lobe between his lips. I was too far gone to form anything coherent so I just hummed and moaned in pleasure, trailing my hands along his back.

He moved right up to my ear and whispered, in the most seductive voice, "You didn't fucking scream my name…" I felt a new pool of wetness between my legs and I was happy to let him do me over so I could scream his name on repeat, because there was absolutely no one who could ever have this kind of effect on my body like he did.

"I might have to punish you…pound into you until you scream out my name over and over again, my name slipping between those plump pink lips of yours…fucking you senseless….how does that sound?" He purred as his lips brushed against my ear.

I grabbed handfuls of his hair and pulled him to my face, our noses touching and staring into each others lust filled eyes.

"Fuck me…now." I demanded seductively. His crooked grin played across his lips and before I knew it, he thrust into me hard and quick.

"Uh!" I moaned as another wave of pleasure over took my body.

"I'm going to fuck you till you scream my name…hear me?" He asked breathlessly as he pounded into me. He sat himself up leaving himself inside of me, till he was kneeling between my legs. He grasped my hips on either side and lifted my butt off the bed just enough to meet his hips. He thrust deep into me, the sounds of his pelvis smacking against my pussy was….indescribable.

He was a sexual predator in this moment; just pure fucking and I loved it. The both of us were just desperate for that wave of extreme pleasure to overtake every inch and cell of our bodies.

"Edward…" I began panting as I was coming close to my release. I could feel a light sheen of sweat over my body and I was sure he had the same. I was soaking wet, I could feel my juices dripping down my thighs.

"That's right…fucking say it….out loud." He growled as his thrusts became frantic.

"Edward…fuckkk…Edward…" I moaned out louder than before. I wasn't sure how much extreme pleasure my body could take in such a short amount of time, I felt like it might go into shock.

"Fucking say it…" He growled again.

Just as I felt my walls clenching around his dick, I cried out, "FUCK! EDWARD!….EDWARD YES!…FUCK YES!…EDWARD!" As soon as those words left my mouth he exploded deep into me, continuing his thrusts, never stopping but slowing down slightly as I felt my body go through another wave of pleasure over and over again. Once we were both absolutely spent, he let his limp form slump on top of me careful not to crush me.

He was panting heavily as was I, neither one of us able to move or say anything as we tried to calm down. Once I was able to move, I wrapped my arms around his sweaty neck and kissed the side of his face, over and over.

"I love you so much Edward…I can never tell you how much." I whispered into his ear. He pulled away slightly, his crooked grin in place.

"Is that because I just made you cum?" He asked with a smirk.

"That may have something to do with it." I joked.

"You are incredible, you're just too sexy and I feel like I can never get enough of you. I will love you for the rest of my life Bella, for the rest of forever." He said boring his deep sparkling emeralds into my eyes. I felt myself tear up but I blinked them back and then held him close to me. He rolled over to my side and held me close to his side, facing each other and staring at each other in content.

We sat like that for what felt like hours. He had the day off and so did I. We sat in bed, within each other's arms, snuggling into each other and chatting quietly. Talking about the baby and thanksgiving and how our parents reacted. We were both relieved that they were happy for us and we both completely understood their initial concern, it was quick, no one could deny that but we knew it was right.

At eight o'clock we got a little soft knock on our door. I groaned in annoyance as I wasn't ready to leave the safe haven of Edward's warm body.

"Mummy?" Brady's voice croaked out.

"I'll go get him baby. You stay a little while longer." Edward said as he tried to pry my arms away from his neck.

"But I want you to stay with me." I whined like a little kid. He laughed at me.

"Baby, Brady is calling…let me go." He slapped my ass playfully causing me to let go of his neck.

"Fine." I sighed as I sat up in bed and watched Edward's naked form scurry around the room looking for his clothes. He grabbed his black track pants and put them on as well as a white t-shirt. He blew me a kiss before he slid himself out the door before Brady could get a glimpse of me.

We were back at my place now and we decided that we would try the sleep over again at Edward's soon so that Brady could get used to it slowly. Edward suggested he take Brady shopping in the next week or two to buy some paint so he could paint his room whatever color he liked. He really was trying hard to get Brady to accept living there.

I forced myself out of bed and into the bathroom. I pulled my hair up into a pony tail and brushed my teeth and washed my face. I slipped on my track pants and jumper and headed for the kitchen. I walked in and found Brady sitting at the kitchen table with pancakes in his plate. Edward was at the stove flipping some more.

"Good morning my Brady." I walked over to him and gave a little kiss on the lips.

"Morning Mummy. Look!" He pointed excitedly to the plate he was eating from. I glanced down and found the remains of what once looked like a Mickey Mouse pancake. There was half his face missing but the ears were still intact. Edward had even put chocolate syrup eyes and a nose in there.

"Mickey Mouse! Is it yummy?" I asked. He nodded eagerly as he shoved another spoonful into his mouth.

"Edward made it." He tried saying with a mouthful of pancakes.

I turned around and saw Edward staring at us proudly. I walked up to him and gave him a chaste kiss on the lips.

"You were finally able to do it." I stated with a smile.

"I actually made one before that one that turned into a blob again that I had to throw out. But look…the second one turned out perfect!" He said with a grin.

"Sure did, just like you." I smiled.

"You're too sweet baby. Now you go sit down while I serve you a plate." He said as he turned back to the stove to the flip a batch onto a plate. I took my seat but didn't eat till Edward was sitting beside me with his plate of food. I didn't like eating without him.

We spent the day around the house, just lazing about. Edward went out with Brady briefly to get some ice cream as Brady was some how craving it. I took a brief nap in that time. They were back within the hour.

At about 4pm the phone rang, and I jumped up from my place on the couch to answer it.

"Hello?"

"Bella babe, its Seth." He said happily.

"Seth! How are you?"

"Good, good. I was hoping you weren't doing anything tomorrow afternoon. I wanted to invite you and Edward out for some lunch. And of course Brady." He laughed.

"That should be fine, I would love to catch up."

"Great! Well, how bout I meet you at your place at noon?" He asked.

"Perfect. Edward will be thrilled."

"Ok, excellent. Look forward to it, see you soon Bella."

"Thanks, bye Seth." I hung up. I walked into Brady's room where Edward and Brady were working on a puzzle. Edward saw me walking in and he looked frustrated.

"Who bought this puzzle? It's nearly impossible to solve." He complained raking his fingers through his hair. I chuckled at him as I sat on the floor beside him and across from Brady.

"He got it as a gift, I don't really remember from who though." It was a tedious puzzle with the extremely small pieces, there were hundreds of them scattered all over the floor.

"Who decided to do it?" I asked as I tried a piece in the corner. Nope, wasn't it.

"I did. We did one before this that we finished in like five minutes so I wanted a more challenging one. I didn't think it would be this hard." Edward seemed stressing out over the puzzle I couldn't help but laugh at him, he was just too cute sometimes.

"I don't want to do this…its boring." Brady whined throwing a puzzle piece at the board in annoyance.

"I'll help you. We'll all do it together." Little did I know how hard it actually was. It took us an hour and a half to do it and in the end as we got closer we got more impatient to get it solved.

"YES! WE DID IT!" Brady cheered as he bounced on the spot excitedly once Edward placed the final piece in its place.

"Sure did little guy. It just goes to show, once you put your mind to it, you can do anything." Edward said as he pulled Brady into his lap and began tickling him.

"Edward! Ah…Stop!" Brady giggled as he tried to squirm out of Edwards grip. Their laughter was filling the room it made my heart sing. It was so great to see them so close together. I glanced at Brady's 'Cars' clock on his dresser and saw it was six thirty.

"Hey stop it you two, dinner time." They didn't listen so I started tickling Edward trying to get him to let go of Brady. It worked and so then Brady joined me in tickling Edward. Edward was laughing so hard he was gasping for air so I stopped and made Brady stop, all of us in a fit of giggles on the floor. We all laid there for a few minutes trying to calm down.

"Who feels like Pizza?" Edward asked sitting up.

"ME, ME, ME!" Brady jumped up and started bouncing on the spot, pleading with his eyes at Edward.

I sat myself up and Edward helped pull me up off the floor.

"Feel like pizza?" Edward asked me with a smile.

"Sounds great." He gave me a chaste kiss on the lips before we all walked out and ordered some pizza. We sat down in front of the TV for the rest of the night while we ate. I have to admit it felt good to just sit and enjoy time just the three of us.

I bathed Brady as it got closer to his bedtime and once we were done, Edward read him a book to get him to sleep. I had a shower while I waited and then slipped into bed wearing absolutely nothing. Edward got a nice surprise and I got 4 orgasms out of it that night.

Perfect life.

We woke up early the next day and I made breakfast wanting to give Edward a break. We had our breakfast and then Edward and Brady did some activity sheets from a book I bought for him once. I cleaned up while they did that and then did a little cleaning which Edward helped me with. Before we knew it, it was almost noon so we all went and got ready. As I was getting ready I started to feel some mild cramping in my stomach, I knew this was a symptom sometimes so I didn't think much of it.

At 12.10pm Seth arrived and we headed out to Port Angeles to have lunch. We ended up at this cute little restaurant style café.

"So, how was your thanksgiving?" Seth asked from his place across the table from Edward and I. Brady was sitting beside Seth.

"It was great! The food was amazing and there was so much of it and it was really nice having the whole family there." I stated while rubbing Edward's leg lovingly under the table.

"How was yours?" Edward asked Seth.

"It was…good." He hesitated a little. I looked over at him questioningly and he shook his head at me.

"What's wrong?" I asked. But I was sure I knew. Billy did spend thanksgiving with them. I'm sure I was a lovely topic of conversation I thought sarcastically.

"Brady, why don't you go and have a little play in that play room there?" Seth suggested nodding toward a play room to our left. It had a large glass front so you could watch the kids playing inside and the kids could see you too. It had a ball pit, activities and video games…the lot.

"Can I go mummy?" Brady asked looking over at me with a little pout.

"Sure, just be careful."

"Yay!" He jumped up from his seat and Edward got up to open the gate for him. Brady scurried in while Edward came back and sat down beside me, pulling his chair closer to mine so he could wrap his arm around my shoulder.

"So?" I asked looking back at Seth. He looked hesitantly between Edward and me before taking in a deep breath and letting it out in a long sigh.

"Well, as you know Billy was there." Seth shrugged. Edward pulled me in closer to his side, knowing what the mere mention of Billy does to me. I waited for Seth to continue.

"Look Bella, you do know Billy can't control your life-"

"What happened, Seth?" I asked getting impatient. He looked at me apologetically before he answered.

"Let's just say he gave us a little piece of his mind regarding you and Edward."

"What is wrong with him?! Can't he just get over it and let me be happy?" I asked in frustration. Edward rubbed my forearm soothingly with the arm that was around my shoulder.

The waitress came and took our orders for lunch. As soon as she walked back off Seth spoke.

"Bella, babe, listen to me…Like I said he has no say what you do in your life. He asked me if I had seen you yet since returning and I said yes. He then asked if you were still seeing that….I won't use the name he used for Edward…and I answered yes. I noticed he was angry and I told him that it was time for you to move on and he snapped." Seth seemed a little uncomfortable explaining what happened. I took a deep breath to calm myself down.

"Why can't he be happy for her? I'm sure Jake would have wanted her to move on." Edward stated in annoyance. "I'm not fucking trying to take Jake's spot as a father or husband. He will always be a part of their lives and I will never…ever let Jake's memory falter from Brady's mind…" Edward was getting angry, his voice was getting louder as he went.

I pulled his face to me with my hand and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Seth looked down at his lap.

"I'm really sorry Bella, I don't want to upset you with all this."

"Seth don't. I want to know everything. I hate that Brady can't see him because of what he has done."

"Yeah….uh…now that you mention it, he said that Edward is trying to keep Brady away from him."

"WHAT?!" I shrieked.

"Shhhh." Edward tried calming me.

"What makes him think that when he was the one that told me off in my own home? Charlie was the one that decided he was not allowed to see Brady until he could get over his grudge and accept me. I can't believe this." I said slumping myself into my seat in annoyance and frustration.

"Billy said that he would apologize for his actions that day but he would never be able to accept Edward. He said that accepting Edward would mean betraying Jacob. Bella, I tried talking to him, the man is hurting still and he is really struggling with all this that it's painful to watch. I think it has something to do with the fact that he was never really supportive of your marriage to Jacob and I think he feels guilty for that. He is trying to hold on to it in a way to make himself feel better."

"So, what does he want me to do? I don't understand."

"Bella, I don't want you stressing over this…please." Edward tried reasoning soothingly. I shook my head.

"I want to know." I retorted. Seth looked over at Edward apologetically. "Just tell me Seth, please." I demanded impatiently.

"He is missing Brady like crazy and doesn't want to lose his last link to Jake. He is going to apologize so that he can see him again and he said he will try his best to be kind….but he can't accept Edward."

"That does not matter. The only person that needs to accept Edward is me. That's it, besides Brady of course. Seth…I never thought I would ever move on…the way he died, how sudden it was…Brady being so young and Jake still being so young it was too much for me to handle. Then when Edward came along I didn't even try, I wasn't thinking about dating…it just happened. I got to admit I tried fighting it but I couldn't help the feelings in my heart that Edward arose in me whenever I was in his presence." Tears starting forming in my eyes and I didn't bother fighting them back. "He treats me so well and he loves Brady so much. I'm happy Seth, so, so happy and I wouldn't change anything for the world." I finished as my tears were freely streaming down my face.

Edward kissed the top of my head before whispering in my ear, "I love you too baby, for the rest of forever…and even forever isn't enough." He made me cry more with the last bit and I heard Seth whine.

"Don't get all lovey dovey on me now." He laughed. I couldn't help but laugh through my tears and so did Edward.

"You know what Bella?" Seth began, "I never thought you would move on considering the relationship you had with Jake, you guys molded together perfectly but now with you sitting in front of me with Edward, I see the same thing and I hate to say it but this seems different, stronger even…I can't put my finger on it."

"Thanks Seth, you don't know what it means to me to have you so supportive of me." I said trying to smile through my tears at him.

"No probs. You deserve only the best…Jacob would have wanted that, I would know." He said with a little sadness in his voice.

I began to feel a little dizzy but ignored it, I tend to get it every now and then with this pregnancy. We finally got our food and began eating. The mild cramps in my stomach that started up this morning were getting a little stronger suddenly but I kept quiet about it, I knew this was also a symptom at times. I didn't want Edward freaking out.

We chatted during our lunch but never mentioned Billy again. I was going to have to have a serious talk with him when he called me, he didn't need to accept Edward but he needed to accept me moving on.

As lunch went on the cramps just got worse and I wasn't able to focus on the talking going on around me. I kept closing my eyes trying to will the pain away but Edward finally noticed my silence.

"You ok baby?" He asked looking really concerned. I shook my head before resting my forehead on the top of the table.

"Bella?" I heard Seth question.

"Baby, what is it?" Edward asked trying to lift me off the table so he could look at me.

"Just…just cramps." I choked out through the pain.

"Is it really bad?" He asked, I could tell he was trying hard to stay calm.

I nodded against the table. Deep down I was freaking out, I knew pain this strong couldn't be normal.

"Ok, let's get you to the hospital." Edward said calmly as he tried lifting me up.

"What's wrong with her?" Seth asked with a little fear.

"I'll tell you later." I answered. My voice was so weak as I tried to speak over the pain.

Edward helped pull me up out of my chair and I felt like I couldn't walk.

"Edward?"

"Yes baby?"

"I need to use the restroom…I feel something." I said looking up with my tear stricken eyes. He knew straight away what I meant and I saw his adam's apple bop as he swallowed heavily.

"Ok, I'll walk you. Seth, could you get Brady and wait for us please?" Edward asked as we turned to the restrooms.

"Sure." Seth replied before I heard him scurry off.

"Here, go inside the handicap one. Can I come inside?" Edward asked hesitantly.

"No, just wait out here." I didn't really want him seeing anything, I knew he was a doctor but I wasn't his patient, I didn't want to gross him out.

I slowly walked inside and locked the door behind me as I tried to fight back tears. I pulled my jeans down and then my panties and gasped even though I was expecting it.

I cleaned up the little mess and grabbed lots of toilet paper and folded them into a pad and put them into my panties and pulled them back up. I flushed and washed my hands before opening the door. Edward was pacing back and forth and halted as soon as he heard the door open.

My bottom lip quivered and he knew immediately. He grabbed me tightly against him and led me to the car.

"Please don't worry baby. These things happen all the time…it's probably just a false alarm, ok?" He tried comforting me as he helped me into his car. I saw Seth getting in his own car with Brady.

"Where is he-" I stopped as a strong wave of pain overtook my abdomen and I leaned forward hoping it would help but it didn't.

"Shhh…he is just taking him to Alice's, I gave him their address. Baby, take deep, deep breaths and try to focus on that as I get you to the hospital as quick I can. Please don't panic."

I nodded slightly as I closed my eyes and tried to think of something else other than the pain. What if I lost this baby? I couldn't, I wanted this baby more than anything…everything was starting to work out perfectly for us. I let out a groan as a strong one attacked.

Edward brought his hand to my lap and grasped onto my hand tightly, rubbing the back of my hand with his thumb. I lifted it up and kissed it softly. I wanted him to know that I loved him and that no matter what happens we could get through this together.

He made a quick call to which I assumed was Dr. Winston, the GYN/OB he had booked an appointment with for me for the following week. He explained to her our situation and then hung up. He must have her getting ready for us.

"Bella, when we get there, they are going to run a few tests on you, Ok? Just some routine tests to find out what is causing your pain and bleeding. I'll be there every step of the way." He grabbed my hand and kissed it lightly as I rested my head on the back of my seat, shutting my eyes and trying to deal with the pain quietly, I didn't want to make any noises otherwise it would just worry Edward more, I knew this was hard enough for him watching me go through this.

As we drove I heard him talking on the phone with Emmett and asking him to meet us at the hospital. Before I knew it we had arrived. Edward parked outside the emergency entrance and to my surprise Emmett was already there.

"Stay right here baby, I'll be back in a sec." He climbed out the car and walked over to Emmett. I watched as he said something real quick to him and then disappeared into the hospital. Emmett walked over to me and opened my door.

"Bella, you'll be ok, Edward has just gone to get you a wheel chair so you don't have to walk." He rubbed my back soothingly as I cried and leaned forward, resting my head on my knees.

"Just remember Bella, no matter what happens we are all here for you two…these things happen. Just try and relax and Edward will be here." Before I knew it, Edward was by my side lifting me out of the car and sitting me in the wheelchair.

He led me to the maternity ward and then we were led to a room immediately. Edward helped me out of the chair and inside. Emmett waited outside for us.

He sat me down on the bed there and walked over to the doctor, who I assumed, was Dr. Winston. They exchanged a few words I wasn't able to pick up on.

"Bella," I heard Dr. Winston say.

I looked up at her while Edward stood beside me and held my hand in between both of his, wiping away my tears with a tissue before hand.

"I'm just going to ask you a few routine questions before we begin any physical examinations, is that ok?" She asked politely while smiling. I nodded and looked over at Edward. I needed his face to help keep me calm down. He weakly smiled at me before giving me a feather light kiss on my cheek.

She began to ask me questions, writing down my answers as she went. She asked me when was the first day of my last period - Edward and I had already worked out that one. She also asked, my regular pregnancy symptoms that I had been getting, when I started feeling the cramps, where about on my abdomen was I feeling them, are they constant or come and go. Many different questions that would help her solve what was going on. Edward held my hand the whole time and whispered sweet nothings into my ear in between the questioning. He was acting like my partner rather than my doctor which I was grateful for.

We finalized that I was six weeks pregnant exactly what Edward and I had worked out.

Once she had asked all she needed of me she had me change into a paper gown while she left the room. Edward helped me undress and put the gown on as I cried from the pain. He held me close to him till Dr. Winston walked back in.

Edward helped me lie down on the bed, the paper underneath me rattling as I adjusted myself.

"Ok, Bella since you are only six weeks in, an ultra sound won't show us all that much. I would try a fetal heart monitor but even if everything is perfect, it may not show us anything, six weeks is still early. So I am going to have to do a pelvic examination first in order to see if your cervix has dilated. Is that ok?" She asked as she washed her hands. I nodded still unable to speak because of the pain. Edward stood beside me holding my hand and brushing my hair off my forehead as Dr. Winston slipped on her latex gloves.

"Ok, Bella if you could bend your legs for me, please." She had me bend my legs up so my feet were flat on the bed.

"It's ok baby…I'm here…just think good thoughts…" Edward whispered into my ear as Dr. Winston slipped a finger inside of me and started her examination.

"Just think of us on our honeymoon, somewhere tropical with you in a teeny tiny bikini looking sexy as hell…" He continued, his hand clutching mine tightly, as his lips were pressed into my ear as he whispered to me, trying to get my mind off of what Dr. Winston was doing to me.

"Ok, Bella that is done." Dr. Winston stated as she gently lay my legs back down and then ripped her gloves off. She washed her hands again and then began writing things down on her clip board again in silence. I tried to watch her expression but she was blank as every skilled doctor is taught to be.

"Ok, it seems that you have begun to dilate which is the cause for your bleeding. I am going to have to do a trans-vaginal ultra sound so we can get a closer look at your uterus and see if we can hear the baby's heart beat that way, the ultra sound will always pick up on the heart beat, even from as early as three weeks."

"You doing ok?" Edward asked with concern looking down at me. I nodded and tried smiling through the pain. He gave me a delicate kiss on my forehead while Dr. Winston prepared the ultra sound machine.

"Dr. Cullen would you mind resting her feet on the stirrups for me please?"

"Sure." He kissed my forehead as he got up and pulled the stirrups out, carefully and gently bending my knees and resting my feet in place on the stirrups.

"You ok?" He checked looking over at me lovingly.

"Yeah," I choked out. He took his place beside me again holding my hand in both of his as Dr. Winston took her position in front her monitor.

"Ok, it may be a little uncomfortable but most women don't feel anything. But tell me if you feel any discomfort Bella and I will try and help." She explained as she applied gel to the probe. I focused my eyes on the second screen that was hanging off a bracket off the wall in front of me.

She began and I didn't feel much and I was thankful, I wasn't sure how much pain I was going to be able to handle at once. Edward was completely focused on the screen in front of us as Dr. Winston kept moving around trying to find my uterus from the right angle. I couldn't really see much, well not much that I could understand anyway. I started panicking when we couldn't hear anything and I felt Edward's grip on my hand tighten.

Dr. Winston began clicking shots and labeling things through her keyboard onto the screen. She was silent but I watched her face as she seemed focused, searching almost. The tears started streaming down my face.

"Shhh…baby, she needs you to stay still, just breathe baby, breathe, I'm here…" Edward whispered into my ear but I could hear the sadness in his voice and I knew that he already knew the results.

"Ok, that is done." Dr. Winston stated without emotion. She slipped the probe out and cleaned it. She washed her hands and then asked Edward to release me from the stirrups. As he got up silently to remove them I could see his eyes were slightly red, trying to hold back tears and I knew the results from the look on his face. Without control, a loud sob escaped me and he ran over to me and hugged me to him.

"Baby, its ok…its ok…please don't worry…just remember how much I love you…I love you so, so much and I'm going to spend the rest of my life with you making you the happiest woman on this earth." He spoke softly as Dr. Winston scribbled more into her notes.

"Dr. Cullen…Ms. Black..." Edward turned to look at her without letting go of me. I tried to but couldn't so I shoved my face into his chest and cried.

"I'm afraid the diagnosis is miscarriage. Just remember Ms. Black these things happen, there is no known cause and it has nothing to do with anything you may have done." She went silent for a few moments before she spoke again.

"I'll give you a moment…" she stated with a little sadness in her voice as she exited the room. I let the sobs escape me that I was trying to hold back but they were making the pain in my stomach worse. Edward held me against him telling me everything was going to ok and how much he loves me. I gripped onto him tightly, needing his touch and his scent to help calm me. I couldn't believe what was happening, I was so happy, everything was so prefect and now it's all gone. I tried to tell myself that as long as I had Edward and Brady I should be grateful but it didn't help right at the moment.

This baby was a physical representation of the love Edward and I shared…and now it was gone. I had a piece of him that I was carrying, a part of him that I could say was mine and now I had lost it. Edward was everything to me now and all I wanted was to have his child, to be the mother of his child, to share our love to our little child.

"Edward…" My voice choked out from the crying.

"It's ok Baby, I'm not leaving your side…these things happen, we're just going to have to accept it." He voice was weak and I could tell he was trying hard to control his emotions around me so it wouldn't break me even more.

"I'm sorry…" I cried.

"Bella, don't. You know there is nothing for you to be sorry about. These things happen and it has nothing to do with anything you would have done, we don't know why they happen. Baby, calm down, I'm here…we're in this together." He spoke softly.

I have only known about this baby for a week now and I felt so attached to it already. I felt its presence in my stomach…I was so happy when I dreamt of our future with this child and I now I feel we have been forced a step back. I knew this was going to be something I wasn't going to get over quickly. Now, I needed my family more than anything.

I out of all people know that life throws obstacles at you to see how strong you are in dodging them and getting up, dusting yourself off and moving on. I've been through so many things in my life that most people my age don't experience till they reach mid-age. Now, that I had Edward beside me, with me in my heart and soul I knew this was something we were going to have to accept and I knew without a doubt he would be the reason I move on, because I love him more that I could ever begin to imagine. We could always try for another one, that was certain, but the emptiness I felt at this moment represented what I once had and that is what hurt. It was living, it had a beating heart, it was ours….now we were just going to have to accept it and look to the future…we still had our whole life to try again…


Should i dodge tomatoes?

Ok, let me explain my reasoning...Love conquers all...True love battles through the obstacles and becomes stronger, it brings people together.

I did this because i wanted to push their relationship, they are moving at a fast pace and i wanted them see how much they can handle together. This will help them take a step back...will they still marry? Will she still move in? Will they try for another baby soon? These are questions that they need to answer. Was this pregnancy the only reason they were rushing into marriage?

I hope you understand, this is an Edward and Bella HEA story, and this will not break them up in case you're wondering.

I also wanted to show that not everyone that gets pregnant everything goes perfect. Alot of people struggle to get pregnant and alot of people miscarry, three in ten women miscarry in the first trimester. I have never experienced miscarriage personally but i know alot of people that have and it is heartbreaking and stressful and can put a strain on the relationship if it is recurring. So i just wanted to point that out.

Because i have never gone through it personally, i had to do a bit of research on symptoms, tests and all that. I hope i did it all correct and i didn't mess anything up, if i have feel free to let me know. That is the reason this chapter took a long time to write, i had quite a bit of research to do.

Love to all my readers and i hope this doesn't upset any of you, i have to admit it was hard to write, i was getting quite emotional as i did it too...

REVIEW and let me know your thoughts, i hope you understand : D