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Freddie was coming down, in Chandler's arm, everything was easier, and he felt so much better

Chandler was looking at Freddie, worried

« Are you feeling any better babe ? Do you want to talk about it ? »

« Im fine, I can't work with this guy, I just can't »

« Babe, you re gonna have to, you can not lose your job, I won't let you do this »

« God, i want to get out of that studio, and never look back »

«What is it with this guy ? »

«Well, When I was in high school, I didnt have many friends, the few I had knew I was gay, I was bullied by mst of the class, and there was that guy in a higher class, who was calling me a faggot all the time, that was very painful »

Chandler started opening his eyes very wide

« What ? Are you telling me that the guy who was doing that is the guy you are working with ? »

« Yepppp, it is, and what Im guessing, is that Corday knew about that »

« No Way, are you kidding me ? »

« I wish I was, hes just decided to make my life a leaving hell ! »

« Im gonna punch this asshole, I really am »

Freddie was so admiring Chandler, the way he was standing up for him, after all he went through

« Dont do that love, not worth it »

« Does the guy remember you ? »

« I dont think so, But Corday must have done some research, I dont believe they chose him, I dont believe they got rid of you, I dont believe this all nonsense crap »

Freddie had tears falling down his cheeks, Chandler pulled him closer to him, making him rest his head on his shoulder

« Im here, Don't forget that, I will always be here for you no matter what ! »

Freddie loved listening to those kind words, Chandler had been fired, and he was the one conforting him, what strentgh really !

He knew he was gonna have to go back to the studio, but he was really done for the day, he called and invented an excuse for running away.

He was happy being with Chandler, they enjoyed so much the time they were together, and he was so looking forward to that week away from the studio, for the book signature event Because he was gonna be with his lover, and that meant so much to him

Chandler and Freddie spent the day cuddling, watching movies, talking about their future, and looking at apartments on magazines,Chandler had already started looking for places to move with his baby, Freddie had followed Alyssa and their roomates in the new place, Molly had nearly moved with them too, leaving stuff every time she was coming, When Chandler was around, Freddie had his own private place for them both, to be alone and enjoy the peacefulness, But Chandler had some issues with being there when Alyssa was around.

That night, Freddie staid in Chandler's arms, listening to his heart beat, his head his chest, Chandler was asleep, and Freddie was thinking about so many things that he couldnt close his eyes, but he was definitely sure about one thing, That bond between him and Chandler was very strong, and noone could break that.

« Good morning babe », Chandler was coming out of the shower, water was still running along his body, he had just a towel covering his intimate parts, his hair was wet too, the day light was rising, and shining through it, A ray of sunshine was making his eyes all glittery, Freddie was contemplating this beautiful man, in front of him, feeling so lucky he was his boyfriend.

« What are you looking at babe ? »

« YOU, im looking at you, you're so hot »

Freddie lift up, to reach Chandler s hands pulling him towards him, Chandler didnt give any resistance at all, he let himself fall on the bed

They kissed, and in a second the towel was just history, they both rolled over, moving like crazy, making the sheets fall on the floor, kissing, touching, burning, enjoying each other s body, making passionate love.

All good things come to an end, Freddie got dressed and had t go back in the studio, he didnt know what has happened after he left, but he was going there backwards.

Greeting everyone, he went t his dressing room, didnt have much rest until someone came to tell him to go in the office, see Corday

_ Crap, What does he want again ? Hasnt he done enough damage already_

Freddie went to see the bosses, he wasnt too sure what it was all about

« Good morning, Freddie, sit down »

Freddie sat down without saying a word just shook his hand by respect

« We have a little problem here, so I need your help on this »

_ what the hell was he on about _ thought Freddie

« I had a word with Guy, hes not aware at all of the story, and he doesnt know his character very well »

_ No kidding, as if it was breaking news _ Freddie was thinking

« Ive allready asked him to watch the old episodes, and get some more acting lessons, we cant afford t les time replaying the scenes over and over again, so youre gonna have to do extra time »

_ what the fuck ? _ Freddie started to get angry, he wasnt answering though, was listening still

« Youre gonna have to work in between takes with the new, he needs to get into his character, and he needs you to back him up, so you re gonna have to develop a chemistry somehow, a few hours a day »

_ He was kidding, what the hell !Working with him extra hours, that was a joke, develop a chemistry ? Got to be joking _ Freddie wasnt feeling very good with that at all, but he was still keeping his mouth shut

He just said Ok no problem, and left the room

_ Working two hours, a day, between takes, just with him, was making him feel sick, how could he work with this guy ? He knew he was gonna have to do it, Corday was certainly laughing his head of now _

Freddie went on set, started playing his bits like a robot, and then had his two hours each day, working with the new, who didnt have a clue what kind of person Will wa, Freddie was so missing Chandler, how could he possibly work on a chemistry with Guy, as he didnt even like him at the first place, you have the chemistry or you dont, its instantaneous, you dont work on it to get it, its not like you can eat it for breakfast,

He was trying very hard, but his heart was somewhere else, and he was feeling very down, lucky he had still a few friends on set, supporting him .Some people from the cast were not very happy about what happened to Chandler either

A boring endless week, was finally over, Freddie had an event in Disney with some AA friends, and fans, He knew Chandler and Casey were seeing some fans too the same week end.

So they managed to be together just before leaving, Chandler arrived late at his event because he dropped Freddie first, they had spend the night together, and theyve both had planed to see eacht other the next day for a barbecue, at Alyssa s new place ( Where Freddie was living too).

Freddie had not that much fun at Disney hanging out with his mates and a few fans, he was always on his phone texting Chandler, he even called him a few times while he got a chance, he wasnt feeling good , unhappy about what was happening in his life, and pissed of about the new guy's behaviour too, especially on the social network .

He was getting fans attention, putting pictures of his name on the DOOL wall, his dressing room door too, he was telling things he shouldnt , especially saying that he was friends with him, which wanst quite true, Freddie was nice to him, because he had to work with him to kee his job, but he wasnt friends with him

_ So much arrogance made himself not look very good to some fans to, especially Chandler s fans_

After Disney, Freddie called Chandler and asked him to come around to his place, he didnt want to spend the evening alone, Alyssa was out with Molly and her friends, and He wanted Chandler to be with him

Chandler had his day with fans too, had some breakfast with Casey, did some pictures with fans, he had to be nice and look good in front of them, but hes till answered his texts Freddie was sending him., When Freddie called him that evening, he left straight away, he just wanted to feel him against him.

When the door opened, Freddie just pulled Chandler's body close to his, and hugged him very tight

« Im sick of all this, this is very hard you know »

Chandler knew what Freddie was referring too

« I know, babe » He put his fingers in Freddie s hair,caressing it

Chandler knew that Freddie was feeling down lately, there was nothing he could do apart from being there for him, he was sad thinking that even with the support he was giving him, he couldnt heal this sadness,

« Im no help am I babe ? You dont feel an better »

Freddie looked at Chandler with those incredible loving instense eyes

« oh yessssssssssssssssssssssss !You do hun, you have no Idea, you are the air that I breathe, if you were not there, I would be oppressed, I need you so much »

Chandler kissed him, he wanted to make this pain go away, he knew what Corday was doing, and he knew that wasnt gonna get any better, but his lover needed his job, Chandler had gone to a few interviews, and casting to find something to do, it was gonna be hard finding an other job , but he had too, he wasnt quite ready for college, wasnt sure if he was gonna go back that way or not, but for the moment he was too worried about Freddie, Freddie who was nearly at the edge of the nervous breakdown, and Chandler didnt want that to happen to him.

He was gonna be there as much as he needed him, because he loved him with all his heart.

September 23, Kate Mansi Charity night, Freddie was all dressed up, Chandler went too, but didnt go near a photograph, Freddie was officially there with some of the cast, answering some journalists questions, trying to avoid one about the new guy, but then he told the truth to one journalist about what he was feeling.

Then he left early, so did Chandler who wasnt there officially, they both lived a few minutes from each other, met in the carpark and drove away.