Chapter 28 pulling me back.

I sighed sitting on the porch outside it was a little chilly everyone just left and I was thinking about the past two years in my life, I had a shit load of decions I was thinking about, my personal life, my career, randy, and Dave.

I smiled looking at all of the land, Dave and I had a lot of plans for all this land, we were going to build caroals and get horses and shit like that have a little farm, of course when we were done with wrestling and had the time. I felt arms wrap around me and knew it was Dave I sighed leaning into him, I closed my eyes and just took in the comfort I haven't felt since this whole shit has started.

"Whatcha thinking about" his deep voice asked me, I smiled turning around leaning against the porch.

"Us our plans we had for this place, Randy, my life, and my career" I told him truthfully it was time I started to be honest with everyone Paul was right.

"That's a lot to think about" he said staring at me

"Yea it is" I told him

"So what about your career?" he asked looking at me, I smiled.

"That's my little secret for right now" I told him

"Aw well okay, what about randy?"

"I don't know the same thing with you (I yawned) Im sleepy you ready for bed?" I asked him

He smiled and nodded his head walking in behind me he shut and locked the door I walked up the stairs with him I sighed not wanting to sleep by myself tonight, I looked at Dave biting my lip.

"Hey Dave would you lay with me?" I asked him, he smiled nodding his head yes as we walked into the room, I smiled laying down on the bed as Dave turned off the lights we were already in our pajamas so we didn't need to change I smiled as I felt Dave kiss my forehead and put his huge arm around me as we drifted off to sleep.

A week later I stood in the bathroom finishing getting ready, I had butterflies in my tummy, tonight I was coming back I knew Dave would be okay by himself but I also had a huge announcement about my career that no one but me knew what it was, I smiled grabbing daves truck keys, he was already at the arena so I was just going to take his truck, I grabbed my play boy letterman jacket and purse and walked out.

Thirty minutes later I was at the arena and looking for my friends I had on a pair of black tight jeans with my brown knee high winter boots that had fur around them and laced up the front and zipped on the sides, with a white crop top jacket thing my hair was up on top of my head.

I smiled seeing Trish I ran up to her and hugged her, she squalled.

"OH my god Angel!"

"Hey" I said smiling, until randy came around the corner, right then I knew my choice, I knew who I wanted to be with, Trish turned around and smiled.

"I'll catch up with you later"

I nodded as he walked up to me, he smiled a little.

"Hey" he said putting his hands on his pocket's I smiled.

"Hey" I said looking at his blue eyes; I knew I loved him right then.

"How are you?" he asked me

I shrugged "I could be better" I told him, I saw some bleach blonde bimbo looking girl walk out and stand next to randy.

"Hey sweetie you ready?" she asked him, I looked at him shocked and felt so hurt, I closed my eyes to hold back the tears, I bit my lip and swolled hard putting my hands in my back pocket's, I heard randy sigh.

"Angel" I held up my hand cutting him off and tried to smile

"Don't randy im sure somehow this is my fault" I told him and turned on my heel walking away, I leaned against a wall and closed my eyes and as I closed my eyes and the make up ran down my face I knew he just got the best of me.