Chapter29 (one month later)
Kenny was buried four days after he died. They closed his case unsolved.
Now I mostly stayed in my room crying until I couldn't any more. I stopped crying a couple of weeks ago I just had no more tears left in me.
So now I just lay in bed thinking of him, I fell asleep.
I was in the park where Kenny and I first met. I was sitting there with him.
"Your dead" I said looking at him.
"Yeah but your not. Why are you acting like you are?" he asked.
"I might as well be." I said.
"No Prue you are alive. And will stay that way. I love you. I'll always be watching over you. You need to move on, find new love. It may not be some time soon but you are going to find someone you love." He said.
"So what now?" I asked.
"You wake up" he said.
"I don't want to" I said.
"Why not?" he asked.
"It doesn't hurt in here. I don't want to hurt; I want you there for me, I want you." I said.
"Well you can't always get what you want. There's a letter for you in my dresser at my house. I want you to live Prue and that's something that I can get. Wake up now" he said.
I felt him shaking me. I opened my eyes and it was mom.
"Hey sweetie I'm going to go to work now. Okay?" mom said looking down at me.
"Yep. I'm going to go get dressed and go over to Kenny's do you think you can come it will only take a second I just need to get something. I don't think I can handle it by myself" I said.
"Yeah sure honey. I'll go wait down stairs.
I got dressed went down stairs grabbed mom's hand tightly and we went and drove over to his appartment.
Just like he said it was in his dresser with my name on it, in his handwriting.
"How did you know it was here?" mom asked.
"He told me," I said. Then we went back home and sat down, I opened it.
"Dear Prue
If you're reading this while your momma's sitting there
I guess I only got a one-way ticket over here
Sure wish I could give you one more kiss
I'm up here with God and we're both watching over you.
The first time I saw you I thought you were an angle.
You were just sitting there alone in the park.
You are the greatest thing that I had in my life
Now I guess I died like my father. I died protecting the love of my life
And can tell my dad I don't regret that I fallowed in his shoes
There's going to come a day
You'll move on and find someone else
And that's okay
Just remember this I'm in a better place
If you're reading this I'm already homeā¦
P.S. I want you to live," I read out loud.
"You okay sweetie?" mom asked.
"Yeah. He told me this where this was in my dream. He said he wants me to live to not be like I'm the one that's dead. He said I'm going to meet someone else. Mom I think I'm going to go back to Rome for a little while. I need to get away from here there's too many memories of Kenny here" I said.
"That's fine baby. For how long?" mom asked.
"How about a week?" I asked
"That's great. Just you?" she asked.
"Well yeah I want to think of a few things alone." I said.
"Okay I'll call your dad to let him know. You can leave day after tomorrow. You have to go to your doctor appointment you need to make sure your okay, you haven't ate anything for a couple weeks and you've been throwing up a lot. And that's not normal for someone your age Prue, your making us all worry" mom said as she kissed me and left.
I got up and grabbed my jacket and left.
