Sorry for not having an update yesterday but i am sure this one will make you all worth for waiting.. First, this chapter is way too long and secondly.. I am not going to tell you.. Instead i will wait for your comments.. :)
To pankton: I though the same.. While writing i just thought of having Madison on the picture.. And as we all know she is a very unique person..
To OriginalSoundtrack: thank you very much.. I think that our girls can't hold it either.. I think i should do something about that..
To Foreverinlove: Ok.. good to know you don't like Madison.. I don't either and she seems not to understand what no means.. She will eventually.. Maybe i will have Spencer kicking her ass
To Hj: hola, por supuesto que leer los comentarios de todos. Era difícil para mí entender lo que estaba diciendo, pero ahora sé por qué. Usted es de brasil .. gracias por gusto mis historias y sobre todo este .. Gracias por tu comentario
To TheQueen: about the drama part.. Paula maybe involved in the future but not now.. I have planned something different.. Someone is involved though..
Chapter 28
Spencer's POV
I never have thought that a person can change your life.. Or a person and a half to be more exact.. My girlfriend and her little daughter that now became mine too and I was planning to be the best mom.. Who would have thought that Spencer Carlin, the girl who didn't want kids, now all she was thinking about was that little girl with those blue eyes..
When she called us her mommies I had this huge smile on my face.. It was a feeling I can't really describe.. It's when your baby say his or her first word.. It's a feeling close to that.. I turned and looked at Ashley and she was smiling too, holding my hand tight in hers.. This moment, right there, we became a real family.. And I was ready to do anything about my girls.. I mean it.. Even if that meant to kick some latin ass.. Although I hate violence..
Back home, Emma run to the bathroom to wash her hands and me and Ashley stayed there looking at each other.. She put her hands behind my back and kissed me the way she only knew how.. The incidence back to her work, well, it had me wet the whole day.. If we didn't stop we would make love to each other for the first time in the bathroom. And I really didn't want that.. I wanted our first time, my first time, to be special.. To our bed, where we could cuddle afterwards.. Yes, I am a hopeless romantic..
"So mama.. What are you going to cook for us?" Ashley said and placed a tender kiss to my neck..
"I think that the cook here it's you honey.. So here is your apron.." I said teasing her.. It's not that I couldn't cook.. It's just that I liked seeing her behind the kitchen.. She was so damn sexy..
"See? I shouldn't cook for you that day.."
"But you are a great cook baby.. The greatest actually"
"Sweet talker"
"Only to you.. For the others I keep my cold exterior"
"I am sure you do.. So what would you like to eat my lady?" I didn't have the time to tell her.. Our little one came all jumpy and spoke for me..
"Macaroni and cheese"
"Eeemmaa.. This is not healthy.. We ate that already three times this week"
"Don't care mommy.. I like it"
"I think we should eat something healthier. What do you think baby?" Emma came right next to me and moved her finger so I could bend on her height and she whispered to me..
"Mama.. say macaroni and cheese"
"Well.. I want macaroni and cheese too Ash.. I really like it" Ashley moved her hands on the air like she was giving up.. yeah, Emma and I were a good team..
"Macaroni and cheese then"
We sat there joking and laughing and teasing Ashley that she looked cute with her apron.. In my mind Ashley was wearing only her apron and nothing else.. But that was my fantasy.. We ate and then we helped Emma with her school work that wasn't so difficult.. They weren't doing anything in her class. She was still young but she was very smart for her age.. I might have a talk with Ashley about sending her to a bigger class next year..
Our evening was simple, talking about Eddy's party that was this Saturday, meaning tomorrow.. Ashley already asked me if I wanted to come.. It would be our first time together as a couple in a social event. And since she didn't have any problem I didn't have one either..
"Baby girl, it's time for your bath and then sleepy time.. Up up.."
"But moooommmyy.."
"No mommy me.."
"But it's Saturday tomorrow. I don't have to wake up early"
"So? You are still very young and kids of your age must have a sleep time. Yours is 8.30pm the most"
"Mama?"
"I am sorry princess. Mommy is right. You have to go to bed baby girl"
"Ooooookkk.. Not that I want to.."
"We know you don't want to.. Now come on.. Bath time"
Ashley took Emma in the bathroom and I prepared her bed.. I put her favorite teddy bear next to her pillow, her pjs and I took out her favorite tale.. yes, we were reading to her every night.. Only that Emma didn't like books of her age.. She liked books that an adult could read.. Now we were reading to her The Wonderful Adventures of Nils.. Yes, no princess and no prince charming.. Our girl loved that book..
"We are back.. Are you ready young lady?" Ashley had her in her arms with the towel.. Sometimes I forget that she is still a baby.. She talks like an adult.. But right now she seemed like a four year old in her mother's arms..
"Yes, mommy"
"Lift your arms" she lifted her little hands on the air and Ashley put her top.. When she finished dressing her, Emma got under the covers and we were ready to start reading her book..
"The elf began to speak, and begged, oh! so pitifully, for his freedom. He had brought them good luck these many years, he said, and deserved better treatment. Now, if the boy would set him free, he would give him an old penny, a silver spoon, and a gold coin, as big as the case on his father's silver watch.
The boy didn't think that this was much of an offer; but it so happened that after he had got the elf into his power, he was afraid of him. He felt that he had entered into an agreement with something weird and uncanny; something which did not belong to his world; and he was only too glad to rid himself of the horrid creature."
"Is she asleep?"
"Yeah, I think she is" we kissed her and let the door half open and the little light inside her room turned on.. She was living here for a whole month and her room didn't seem like a four years old.. It was time to decorate it..
"Did I tell you how much I like it when you read to her?"
"Nope, you didn't"
"Ash.. you are a great mom.. You are amazing with her. Do you know that?"
"Once, I promised myself that I would do anything for that kid. And I mean it Spence.. I could do absolutely anything" I saw her look and I could understand the meaning behind her words..
"I know" she came right next to me, took my hand on hers and looked at me in my eyes..
"I never thought that I would be so happy that someone hit me with their car.. I think that was one of my best days"
"Really? I remember that you were kind of mad at me and I would say you were acting like a bitch" she smiled and kissed me on my lips..
"It was just an act baby.." and now she was kissing my neck..
"Mmm.. an act?"
"The girl that I was watching every day, coming where I work, buying muffins and then leave now she was in the hospital right next to me.. I had to realize that it was true"
"You were very convincing Ash"
She took my hand in hers and guided me to our room.. Where I was waking up and sleeping right next to her every day and night.. And I just followed her..
I could see her look.. I knew that look.. It was the same with mine.. Love, lust.. We both wanted the same thing and my heart was beating so fast.. This was the moment? This was our moment?
She was walking backwards to our bed, looking at me and still holding my hand in hers.. I couldn't take my eyes off her.. She was breathtaking..
"Spence.. I love you.. I don't think that I loved someone else before except my family and Emma.. With you everything seems right.. Just you, me and Emma.. Us three together, it seems right"
"I know what you mean baby.. I feel the same.. Where were you all my life?" she smiled and kissed my lips..
"Just in another state.."
"Well.. I am glad you are here now"
"And there is nowhere else I would like to be"
We laid on the bed and I couldn't turn off my mind.. I knew what I wanted and it was her.. I should have felt scared because it was my first time being with a girl but with her I felt safe..
I started caressing her breasts under her shirt and I felt her moans in my ear like music.. She liked it and I liked touching her like this.. She put her hand behind my back and brought me closer to her.. So close that I could feel her hot breath in my mouth.. Her lips attached with mine, kissing like there was no tomorrow.. I wanted this.. I wanted her..
She was wearing those shorts I loved and that wife beater that left nothing in my imagination.. Her nipples were hard and I could feel her abs tighten with every touch.. I took her leg and brought it up to mine.. My hand tracing patterns on her thigh.. Her moans even louder..
"Baby.. If we continue.. I don't know if you are.."
"Ash.. I am so ready.. Please.. I want you"
"Are you sure?"
"As sure as I love you sure"
She didn't say anything else.. We both were into this.. She removed my shirt and I did the same.. It was the first time that I was looking at her naked.. Last time that I did she was wearing only her bra.. I stayed there for a moment mesmerizing her beauty.. Her brown curls loose on her shoulders and her breath heavy.. Every move was so slow, so tender.. Her fingers were like feather touching my body.. I was getting goosebumps and the need I felt was driving me crazy.. She placed her fingers on my waist pant moving them back and forth and all I was thinking about was how much I wanted those fingers to touch me where I haven't been touched for a long time..
"You are so beautiful Spence.."
She leaned to my stomach, placing her wet kisses on my belly button. Her tongue up to my breasts taking my right nipple into her mouth.. God, how good she felt.. Her hand on my other breast massaging my erect nipple.. I couldn't help but moan.. I was trying so much not to scream her name.. She was taking her time with me.. She wanted me to feel every touch, every kiss.. And I loved her for that.. The sensations were amazing.. I was closing my eyes and I could hear her heart, I could feel her touch, I could smell her perfume.. All my senses were alert.. I didn't want this feeling to end..
I was lost to her.. I was lost to how good her hands felt on my body, when she whispered in my ear, biting my ear lobe..
"Are you ready baby?" I had no words.. I couldn't even say yes.. I just nodded and kissed her lips.. This, right now, it was my first time.. Not only with a girl but my first time in general.. I felt like a virgin with her..
She removed my pants and I was there laying naked infront of her.. She looked at me and removed her shorts by herself.. I think that my heart would break of how fast it was beating.. Ashley was naked, her body on mine.. She started kissing my lips, down to my each breast, tracing her tongue to my abs and I felt her down on my center.. I was so wet.. I never been so wet before in my life.. She started licking my slit with slow moves and I could feel her playing with my clit.. I was so close to come only with her tongue but I didn't want to.. I wanted for her to continue.. I wanted for her to make me hers.. I was hers..
And then I felt her one finger inside me.. It didn't hurt.. It felt so good.. Together with her finger I felt her tongue teasing my hole.. She was so good with what she was doing.. She was amazing.. She was..
"Oh, God.. Asssshh.. Mmm.. Aaahh.. yeeess.. yeesss baby.. more"
She put another finger inside me and started stroking me in an out.. Never fast, never hard.. Just slowly and tenderly.. She was taking care of me.. I could feel my walls tighten her fingers and I am sure she could feel it too.. I felt her mouth on my clit, sucking it.. Her fingers still deep inside me.. I was so ready to come.. I was so..
"I am there.. Oh, fuck.. I am close.. I am going to come.."
"Come for me Spence.. Come on baby.." and I let it out.. I tried so hard not to be loud.. We had a child in the house.. When I did come I saw her smiling at me.. She kissed between my thighs, up to my abs, my breasts and then she found my lips.. I could taste myself in that kiss.. She was amazing.. She laid right next to me, facing each other, my hands on her chest, her one hand stroking my hair and the other caressing my thigh.. I wanted to steal a kiss from her..
"Are you ok Spence?"
"I am more than ok. I am perfect.. You were amazing"
She was there, laying right next to me, naked.. Her nipples still hard and I wanted her.. I wanted to make her feel like she made me feel moments ago.. I just needed to touch her..
I turned her over and now she was laying on her back.. I started kissing her breasts and she started to moan.. Both her hands on my head, placing my hair behind my ear..
"Spence, you don't have to do anything.." I looked at her.. she was so beautiful.. I kissed her lips for one more time before I answer to her..
"But I want to.. I want you so bad Ash.. I wanted this for a long time now.."
It was my first time touching a girl besides myself like that.. I wanted to be ok.. I tried to make her feel like she made me feel..
I kissed her neck, sucking her pulse point.. I am sure that tomorrow she would have a hickey.. Good.. That latin girl will know that she is taken..
"Mmm.. baby.. yees"
I was on top of her, our breasts touching.. Hers were bigger than mine and full.. She had amazing breasts.. I started playing with her nipple, making it hard.. Taking it into my mouth, biting it slightly.. That made a louder moan from her..
I placed my hot center on top of hers, her right leg on my ass.. I started caressing her thigh when I heard her whispering..
"Please baby.. I need you.. No more teasing.."
Who was I to deny my lover's wish.. I wanted nothing more than to make her mine.. Than to be inside her and feel how good she felt around my fingers.. And as she did to me I slide one finger inside her, massaging her walls..
"Ooohh yeeess.. Like that.. yeeess" I looked at her and she was biting her lip.. I guess I was good to what I was doing.. I was pushing my finger deeper and deeper inside of her.. Every time I did I could feel her walls tighten my finger.. And she was so fucking wet..
"More.. I want more.."
And I slide another finger inside of her.. She was so tight and I didn't want to hurt her.. I could feel how she was pushing my fingers out..
"Am I hurting you?"
"Noo.. please don't stop.. It hurts so good.. Please don't stop baby"
And that I did.. I was making love to her.. I was getting so close to her that I never been with anyone before.. She and I just clicked.. Our bodies as one.. Our souls united.. I felt that spark when I first met her and now I was feeling that spark again.. Is that how it feels when you meet your other half?
"I am going to come.. Oooohh baaaby I am going to come.. Yeess.. Aaahh.. yeees"
And I felt her release.. She came on my fingers and she was glowing.. If anything I believe that she was never so beautiful before..
"Thank you" I had to smile.. She was thinking me about what.. I should thank her..
"For what baby?"
"For how good you made me feel. For how amazing you are.."
"You are just a sweet talker, you know that?"
"Only with you.. To the others I keep my cold exterior" and I remembered those words.. They were mine..
"You are one hot mommy.. Do you know that?"
"Aha.. And you are one hot mama" she kissed my lips once again.. I could still feel myself into that kiss..
"Thank you for making my first time as beautiful as you"
"Thank you for making love to me.. You were my first after four years"
"Really Ash? Nothing for four years?"
"Emma was more important" I smiled.. I knew that Emma was important to her and that made me love her so much.. Ashley was a great person and that's why I could forget what she did in her past..
"I love you"
"And I love you"
"We should sleep baby.. Tomorrow we have a party to attend"
"Hmm.. Emma's boyfriend. That will be fun"
"Stop teasing our daughter"
"I'll stop if you kiss me again" she was acting like a child sometimes but I kissed her either way..
"Hmm.. I liked.. Now I can sleep. Will you hold me?"
"Of course I will.. Come here"
This night became one of my favorites.. This night I became hers and she became mine.. She asked me if I could hold her.. I could hold her forever if she wanted me to..
TBC
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