Hello everybody

I do not and never will own Supergirl. If I did this would not be called FanFiction.

To start off, I would like to address something.

Life is not an easy thing. You will face many struggles and have to make many decisions. They may not always be right, but one day you'll look back and realize that the day you thought was going to be your last, wasn't.

Request - can you do one where Alex still doesn't like Kara but Kara does something that makes Alex appreciate Kara? ~ me (guest)

next chapter - Alex after the red-k incident.

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Kara was slowly beginning to feel okay again. She still hated earth, but at the same time it intrigued her.

It was one thing to learn about it in her Advanced Earth History Class, but a whole other thing to see it in your own eyes.

The culture was so strange compared to Krypton.

Alex helped her a lot, though Kara could sense Alex's distaste for her, superpowers or not.

The older girl made that quiet obvious.

It was ironic, Alex was the only one Kara wanted to like her. She didn't mind Eliza or Jeremiah, but there was something about Alex.

It could have been the fact that they were so close in age, or the fact she'd always wanted an older sibling.

But deep down she knew it was because she looked up to Alex.

She couldn't help but to. The girl was pretty, smart, humorous, and even cool by earth standards.

As for the eldest Danvers daughter, she didn't ever show it, but she couldn't help but want to like Kara. How could she not, the younger girl was adorable, by both kryptonian and earth standards.

But there was a reason for her feelings towards the new girl.

Alex was jealous, very very jealous. Kara was an intruder. She was not part of their family. She was not supposed to be a part of their lives.

Why did Clark have to drop her off and abandon her on them?

Alex hated the fact that Kara could do things she couldn't even dream of doing.

How was she supposed to compete with a girl who could fly? A girl who could physically touch the sun and come back completely unharmed?

She knew she couldn't compare to that, and she knew that it was making her slightly insensitive to Kara and the blondes emotions. But, at the time, she didn't care.

She saw the way Kara looked at her. The alien looked at Alex with nothing but admiration.

It made Alex proud that Kara chose her, but it also made her feel like the weight of the world was suddenly on her shoulders.

Here was a girl who knew nothing about

The world she'd been thrust into, relying on her "big sister" for everything.

How was she supposed to feel!?

This little girl, with soft blond curls and big, bright blue eyes, was relying on her.

It was so much to take in and so much to deal with. And she was only fifteen for gods sakes!

The past three months had been hell for Alex. Her sleep was distracted every night by the same tortured cry.

It was like clockwork with her, Same time of night, every night.

And every night, it would be Alex who Kara would confide in.

It wasn't that Kara didn't like Jeremiah or Eliza, she just felt slightly as though they were trying to replace her mom and dad.

It was different with Alex, Alex wasn't trying to replace anyone. There was no sister on krypton for her to try and replace.

Alex also didn't force herself on Kara. She didn't force Kara to tell her things like Eliza tried to.

Alex just sat in silence with her and sometimes hugged her.

And that was all Kara needed.

Just someone to remind her that she wasn't as alone as she thought she was.

It was Wednesday, right after Alex had taken her algebra test for , and she wasn't feeling very confident in her score.

She knew she should have studied before taking it, but she had really wanted to go to the beach and hang out with her friends.

And when she walked through the front door with Kara right behind her, and she saw Eliza's face, Alex knew the teacher had called her mom.

"H-hey mom." Alex stuttered and tried to rush off to her room only to be stopped by Eliza.

"No young lady. Sit down."

With a heavy sigh and a cringe, Alex sat down at the kitchen table.

"Explain your grade. A D Alex? Really? I thought you were better then this." Eliza put her face in her hands.

"I-" Alex started but Kara cut her off.

"It was my fault!" Kara exclaimed.

"Your fault? How?" Eliza said looking up.

"Y-yes. I umm. I had Alex help me. With... with a project. I. I umm. I had this. It was a. Alex what's the word?" Kara said looked over at the older girl with pleading eyes.

"I think your looking for assignment." Alex covered quickly.

"Yeah! That word." Kara agreed rapidly. "And umm. It uhh. It took us all night long. And Alex couldn't study for her test because she was. Uhh. She was being a good sister."

"Was she now?" Eliza raised an eyebrow at both of her girls.

"Yeah, she was umm. She was really helpful." Kara said, scrunching her face ever so slightly.

Luckily for the two girls, Eliza mistook Kara's indecisiveness for being shy rather seeing her as the terrible liar she was.

"Alright. To your room!" She sent both girls on their way.

Once safely behind the white wooden door to their bedroom, Alex breathed a heavy sigh of relief.

"Thanks. For that, your a umm. Your a pretty cool little sister." Alex complimented and Kara beamed at the other girls words.

"Really? I. I'm trying really hard to be. I'm sorry that I follow you around and annoy you." Kara said looking at her hands.

"No. you don't have anything to be sorry for. I do. You saved me out there. And I treat you like crap. So no, I'm sorry. Very sorry. I'm new to being a big sister, I'm sorry if I'm messing it up." Alex smiled awkwardly.

"And I am new to being a little sister, but from what I can tell, your the best big sister anyone could ask for." Kara looked at Alex, her face as serious as it could be.

"Thanks Kara. Your really amazing. Do you... do you want a hug?" Alex opened her arms and Kara rushed into them, hugging the girl gently. "You really like hugs and cuddles, don't you?"

Kara just giggled and nodded her head. "Thank you. I really miss having hugs." Kara sighed.

"Well, you'll always have them from me." And promised.

"I mean this as no offense to your mother and father, but you are my favorite person." Kara admitted, albeit nervously, to the older girl.

It was Alex's turn to beam. "Thanks, I'm really glad it's me. I promise I'm gonna try and be a better sister."

"As will I." The alien promised.

They sat next to each other for the first time in a comfortable silence since Kara had met the girl.

"Kara?" Alex asked.

"Yes?" Kara looked up.

"You're a horrible liar." Both girls burst into laughter together at Alex's statement.

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Honestly, balancing your life, stories, school, relationships, Netflix, Supergirl, family, and friends is stressful.

I repeat, stressful.

But things Kinda just move along, and suddenly your life is filled with cheesy Christmas movies in your living room, cold evenings, smores on a fire, and everyone seems... happy.

But back to the story, it's continuing. It's going to continue. I'm not going to drop it or anything, it's just sometimes painful to right because I feel like I'm just repeating myself.

Though, the new season is helping me get back into it.

Who else here wants more Alex and Kara moments? Because I do.

Anyway, thanks for reading, reviewing, following, and favoriting.

Updates will be... eventually.

Xoxo ~ Isabella