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Chapter 28

I woke up the next morning to the phone ringing, I felt around on the nightstand before finally finding it, hit the green button and answered it.

"Hello." I said still half asleep.

"Clarke?" I heard a women's voice ask.

"Yea."

"Why are you answering Bellamy's phone?" She didn't sound very happy.

It was that moment that I realized it wasn't my phone that had rung, it was Bellamy's. I held the phone out to look at it, cursed to myself then put it back up to my ear.

"Huh he must have left it here yesterday, I hadn't even noticed." I said the first thing that came to my mind.

"Have you seen him?" She asked concerned.

I turned over looking at the other side of my bed, yes I've seen him but I'm not going to tell her that.

"Not since he was here yesterday." I lied.

"Well if you do will you please tell him to call me, I'm worried." I couldn't tell if she believed me or not.

"I sure will."

Once I hung up the phone I turned around again looking at Bellamy still sleeping peacefully. I threw his phone at him, "Dammit Bellamy."

He started to stir, as soon as our eyes locked he sat up quickly. "Shit."

Neither of us moved for the longest time.

Finally Bellamy said "This was a mistake."

As much as I didn't want to hear him say that I knew it was the truth, it was a mistake.

"I'm sorry Clarke." He whispered into my ear.

I turned my head slightly so I could face him "You have nothing to apologize for Bell."

"That's where we differ Princess." He sounded so down.

"Bellamy what happened between us shouldn't have I agree, but this was just as much my fault as it was yours." I sighed "I've wanted this to happen for so long, I almost feel like it's more my fault then yours."

"You want to know a secret?" He asked all mysteriously.

I couldn't help but laugh "You know I do."

"You're not the only one who's wanted this for a long time." He told me right before he pressed his lips against mine again.

Even though we both had just agreed that what had happened was a mistake we did it again. There was just something about Bellamy that made me not think straight when I was around him. Even though I knew we shouldn't be doing what we were I couldn't stop it, I didn't want to.

We were in our own little world until Amaryllis finally woke up. We hadn't left the bed, we hadn't gotten dressed, hell we couldn't keep our hands off each other long enough to do anything. I didn't know how things would be once Bellamy left today but I had a feeling things would be different. We all had breakfast together then he said he had to go.

I walked him to the door "If you need somewhere to go you know I'll be right here."

He gave me a slight smile then kissed my forehead "keep that bed warm for me."

I laughed, "Will do."

I watched him as he walked from my house to his car, I knew this wasn't how I planned everything would go with Bellamy but I finally felt we were going the right way. We only had one more obstacle to get through and that was Gina. I hoped after today we would finally be right where I knew we should be.

I really had expected to hear something from Bellamy by the end of that night but he never called and he never texted. I wasn't sure what happened when he confronted Gina, I knew it wasn't any of my business but I couldn't help but need to know. I kept grabbing my phone wanting to text him but I didn't, I knew this was an awful experience for him to go through and he'd get in touch with me when he was ready.

A few more days past and still nothing from Bellamy, I didn't understand. He was obviously upset with me once I first told him but I really thought we had moved past that. Finally I couldn't take it anymore and I decided to text him. As soon as I grabbed my phone it rang, when I saw Bellamy's name flash across the screen I couldn't help but smile.

"How odd is it that I was just getting ready to text you?" I asked as I answered the phone.

He chuckled "Great minds think alike."

"So how are you?" I asked cautiously.

"Better" He sounded brighter, happier "Things were rough at first but she didn't deny anything so it went smoother than I thought it would."

"Well that's good…" I hesitated "Well not that anything is really good in this situation but I'm glad that she was honest with you."

"She said that she was planning on telling me eventually." He told me.

"Oh eventually huh? What when he turned 18?" I hadn't meant to say that out loud, not sure how Bellamy would take it but when I heard a soft chuckle it made me feel better.

"That's actually the same things I asked her." It surprised me how much we thought alike "She swore that it wouldn't have been that long, she just wanted me to see how much I actually cared for her."

"She seriously told you that?" I was shocked.

"Oh yea and she wasn't too happy when I told her that you were the only one I've wanted to be with." Bellamy just kept on surprising me.

"You actually said that?" I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks, I was so glad he wasn't here to see how his words affected me.

"Yes and it's the truth Clarke, I tried to make it work with Gina and even before I knew Greyson wasn't mine I knew she wasn't what I wanted, she could never be you." Bellamy's voice was full of emotion.

"Bellamy…" I started.

"I know there's something between us and there has been since the moment I woke up in that hospital bed, I should have never went back to Gina and I hope that didn't ruin the possibility of us exploring what this is between us…" He paused for a brief moment "Clarke if you're not busy I'd like to take you and Amaryllis out to dinner or something."

"Are you asking me out on an actual date, Bellamy Blake?" I said with a smirk.

"That's exactly what I am doing, are you going to agree to my proposal?" He asked, I knew he was smiling as big as I was.

"Well I don't know…" I paused then said what both of us already knew I would "Of course I would like to go out on a date with you."