Hay
I no it's been a while, sorry :(
However more sad news- The story ends tonight
xoxo
Sammy
LPOV
I felt Jacob's arms wrap tightly around me as he sniffed my hair and placed a light kiss against my neck
I smiled and finally opened my eyes; the room was lit by a dull light with water dripping down the window
"Morning" Jacob said climbing out of bed
I watched as he walked out of my room, but naked
Now that was a sight I love seeing
I smiled, stretching and climbing out of bed myself
I made Toast and hopped into the shower
The morning moved slowly, when I emerged from the shower Jacob stood on one side of my bed buttoning up a shirt
I smiled, and began to get dressed myself, watching Jacob as he found some random cloths he had left hear
I pulled on my shoes and me and Jacob left together, leavening what had happened last night in the house
Our scents were mingled, so I drowned mine in manila body lotion while Jacob was going to sweat it off working over the car's all day
"The Johnson's are coming in to see you about the Honda" Jacob said as we hit the main road
"The one for there son?" I asked, watching as we got closer and closer to work
"That's the one" He smiled, slipping the key in the lock he opened the gate
I stepped behind the car while Jacob shook the rain of the umbrella he had been holding over the two of us
"I hope today's better than the weather" I smiled, switching on the lights as Jacob made his way to the to do list
Turning on my computer I pulled the Johnson's file and planned out what I was going to say to them
Jacob popped in to make a coffee and I told him what I planned on doing
As always he approved winked and went to talk to the drenched customer standing there almost in tears
Jacob went with the pick up truck to get the broken down car while I talked to the Johnson's
I leaned back, watching the rain fall
I had never done a patrol in the rain, I no shocking huh
"Leah?" I finally looked towards my door praying it wasn't who I though it was
"Yes?" I sat forward in my chair, there in the doorway stood Emily
"I just came to talk to you about the bridesmaid duties" She said sheepishly, a file in her arm
"Talk then" I kept my voice even, I kept the anger and jealousy out of it
"Erm... There's a fitting to day at five, it would be a great help if you turned up" She said, still not stepping into the room properly
"Sure" I said, finishing the conversation there
Emily stood there for a minuet, her mouth moving trying to think of something to say
"Well see you there then" She said before turning and walking out
Rolling my eyes I went onto the internet, looking at funny sights and cute pictures
"Is that a cat wearing a watermelon?" Jacob said from the doorway, water dripped from his hair as oil clung to his skin
"Yep, I can't lock up tonight" I said flicking onto the next picture
"What exactly do I pay you for?" I laughed sitting on the edge of my desk
"To keep the customers sweet and to sort out the bills" I said, we had this conversation every time he caught me looking at something none work related
"Oh yes that was it" He smiled again before leaving
The clocked ticked and I couldn't help wishing it would break and pretend I hadn't realized the time
Finally I had to go, I shut down the computer then made my way down stairs
Sitting on one of the work benches was a girl around Jacob's age watching as he worked on the engine
As I stepped into her line of view she scowled a little
"Jake" I said throwing a spanner at him
As always he caught it then looked up from under the hood
That was all he did, tilted his head to look at me
"Going now, I've locked the office. Come by mine after work" I said, keeping my voice the same
Then I stepped out into the still beating rain
"Leah" I turned and caught the big umbrella before it smacked me in the forehead
"Don't kill her" He winked then turned back to the car
I smiled, opened the umbrella and walked to Emily's
And then it all started, a French dress fitter turned up
The dresses already made, just the fittings and adjustment's needed
They were pink
We all took turns, watching the other's try on there dresses and drinking Champaign
Not only did the mindless babble want me to repeatedly stab myself in the ear's the colour pink was giving me a headache
AND there wasn't enough Champaign to get me drunk
Go figure
It was only me Rachel and Kim with Emily
Rachel was maid of honour; thank god she hadn't asked me
I would have made a scare on the other side of her pretty little face
I made light talk, work, the new house and makeup and things
Turning every conversation away from the pack
Then my night turned upside down
We had all been measured and the dresses were packed away to get adjusted
Then out walked Emily in the cream dress
Then the white
Then the one with a slit up the side
She tried on dress after dress, asking us our opinions
I just nodded and smiled, I didn't want to be hear
I shouldn't be hear
Finally everything drew to a close and Sam came home, kissing Emily and turning to us
He said a warm hello to everyone and gave me a slight nod
The nod he saved for he male pack mates
"Well I better get going" I said standing up,
"I'll drive you home" Sam Said
"No, I'll erm run" I said, he nodded understanding my meaning
However I didn't run, I walked in the rail loving how cold it felt against my skin
I didn't even used the umbrella
I focused on the rain, the way it slid down the leaves on the trees
The way it sent rippled across the puddles, how heavy it made the air smell
And then I was home, The T.V was flickering in the front room
I smiled and stepped in, stripping of at the front doo and twisted my short his into a clip then plodded down the hall
I couldn't help smiling as I stepped into the living room
There on my couch sat Jacob, in a pair of Jeans and a clean white shirt
On the table lay Pizza boxes and a chocolate fountain with dipping fruit and things
And the T.V was on the start up screen of Saw 1
"Evening" Jacob smiled, then god bless his cotton socks he pulled up a bottle of Dissaronno
My favourite alcoholic drink in the world
Smiling I sat next to him on the couch, kissing him slowly and he pulled away first
"Leah, I do love kissing you however I love the saw movies just a little bit more and the Pizza is getting a little cold" I smiled, Grabbing two glassed and filling them with Dissaronno and Pepsi
And curled up next to Jacob, who now had a pizza box balanced on his knee
And then he pressed play
And we stayed like that, only moving to get a new Pizza or drink or even to change the film
We huddled around the chocolate fountain and tucked in with the mini marshmallows and banana slices
Finally I was full, we were reaching the end of the Saw marathon and Jacob's side was so comfortable and warm, his fingertips traced small shapes on my lower back
God how did he know what I needed he's amazing
I smiled, my eyes closing slowly
I loved the way he felt warm against me, I loved the way he knew what I needed, I loved the way he kissed me
I curled in closer, his lips pressed against my head
"Worst way to die" He said grimacing at the way one of the character's died on screen
I couldn't help laughing at the face he was pulling
As my laughter died I was left with one thought
God I love this fool
And then I froze, my body going ridged
"Lea?" He whispered watching me
I tried to calm my breathing, forcing my body to relax
I couldn't be in love with Jacob
He's just hot, a booty call
Something... Someone I never want to hurt
Someone who makes me laugh
Someone who will protect me
Someone who knows me
He doesn't fuck me, he makes love to me
The way he kisses me
OH GOD NO
I can't...
I felt Jacob relax neck to me as his breathing evened out
Dam, why do I always fall for the worst guys?
Well, Jacob's not bad he's... he's too good
He's so nice, and perfect
And here's me, jealous and vindictive
Let alone manipulative, tricking him into sleeping with me
Oh I'm a horrible person
He pulled me closer; I could still smell the two of us from the night before lingering on his skin as his warm breath skittered across my cheek
I...I...can't love him
I just haven't been in a relationship for a while
I smiled; I was just getting a little clingy that was it
And I finally relaxed properly into his embrace finally falling asleep
This was the first of the last three chapter that are going up tonight
Please review every chapter please, it is the end of teh story don't forget :P
xoxo
Sammy
p.s
Thinking about another Blackwater, not sure yet any idea's ?
