This chapter is dedicated to Claire_Omack. She has stuck with me and this story since the beginning. She has been reviewing, even when I have the reviews up late. So this is a Thankyou. This is for you Claire, and I hope you and everyone like it.

"Marry Me" he whispered, I felt his grip tighten around my fingers. I kept gazing into his eyes, I never wanted to look away. I couldn't say anything, its as if my voice had just given up on me.. I saw his eyes search mine, in search for some answers. One specific answer, one which I have yet to give him.

"I-I…" I choked out, closing my eyes, I didn't want to see the look in his eyes when I told him "Randy…"

I felt him let go of my hand, he knew my answer. He knew it without me even having to say anything. I felt his heat move away from me and I felt the bed sink down by my feet. I couldn't enter into a marriage with him, not yet. Not after I had just gotten together with him. I opened up my eyes, and blinked away the tears that were threatening to fall. I crawled over to Randy and placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Randy…" I whispered… He shrugged my hand off his shoulder, and that hurt, more than you will ever know. He placed his head in his hands and I heard the deep breaths coming from him.

"Randy" I whispered again… crawling off the bed to kneel down in front of him. I tried to grab his hands, but he wouldn't budge. I tried to remove his hands from his face, but they wouldn't move. "Please.. Look at me" I begged.

"You know what I don't get…" he whispered in a husky tone, I could sense the sadness and anger in them "You tell me you love me…. So much, and yet, when I ask you to marry me, you don't say anything?"

"Randy… please listen to me…" I whispered, trying to grip onto his hands after he removed them from his face.

"Am I not good enough to marry?" Randy sneered, his hands removing themselves from mine.

"Randy. You are the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. But marrying you, now… I cant" I whispered, standing up and then sitting down on the bed beside him. I saw him sigh and he turned his face to look at me.

"Mickie… I love you, with all my heart. Please.. Marry me.." he whispered. I looked into his eyes and saw the look of hope in them. The look of love.

I closed my eyes and rested my forehead against his "I cant…" I opened my eyes, to find his eyes were now closed.

"Why not?" he asked, his hands roaming around the bed, trying to find mine. Once he gripped my hands, I brought them up and kissed the inside of his wrist.

"Because…. It was only a few months ago you were asking Sam to marry you" I sighed "I know you mean it for me, but im not ready. I don't want to rush into a marriage when we just entered into a relationship. Im not ready Randy…"

I heard him sigh, and he placed a kiss on the top of my head "Ok.." I couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt strike as I heard his voice sound a little heartbroken. "Randy. I do love you, and I do mean it. I do want to spend the rest of my life with you…"

"I know." he smiled, pulling me in close and resting his head ontop of mine. "But when you are ready to become my wife Mickie… im always ready to be your husband"

"I know.." I smiled, moving my head and placing a kiss to his cheek once again. "I love you"

"I love you too" he said, getting off the side of the bed and kneeling down in front of me, like the position I was in just moments before. He cupped his hands on my face and kissed me, his hands moved from my cheeks to my shoulders, his breathing becoming uneven, as was mine. I opened my mouth to let his tongue enter. Our tongues battled, battling for dominance, which he won.

I moved my hands to the hem of his shirt, pulling it up as my fingers ran up and down his abs. I had to stifle a moan as I felt his lips attack the sensitive parts on my neck that I never knew I had. He broke away to remove his top along with mine. But straight after that, his mouth was now attached to mine once again. I ran my hands through his short brown hair, gasping as I felt his hands make their way to my breasts. I threw my had back and let out a moan as his fingers slowly played with my nipples through the fabric of my lace bra. My hands found their way to belt of his jeans. I fiddled with it in my fingers for a while before finally loosing the belt and undoing it completely. His hands then ventured there way behind my back, unclasping my bra, leaving it to fall loosesly on my shouders. It was then he removed it, leaving me exposed on the top half of my body. I saw him smirk as he licked his lips, and his lips started attacking my breasts, and I arched my back as I was loving the feel or pleasure he was inflicting on me. I gripped his short hair and fiddled with it before pulling him up and pushing my lips against his.

It wasn't a moment later before he had his jeans removed and I could feel his arousal through the think fabric of his boxers. I helped him with my jeans that I had put on an hour earlier when we got back from the club. Once those were removed, he gazed into my eyes, almost as if he was asking my permission to remove the only piece of clothing I had left. Once I nodded, I felt my panties slowly being pulled down my thighs and then my legs, and I couldn't help but smile. I then shuddered in pleasure as I felt him kiss his way up my legs, he was getting so close to the place where I wanted him to be, yet he took his sweet time getting there. "Please…" I begged.

I had my eyes closed, but I could almost see the smirk that I knew would be on his face. I heard the faint sound of a piece of clothing hit the floor, and I knew this was it. I then heard him sigh in a realization kind of way.

"What's wrong?" I whimpered…

"B-Babe.. I-I don't have any protection…" he whispered, kissing me once more. I couldn't help but sigh in a state of disappointment. I needed him, I wanted him.

"I don't care.. Just please…" I whispered, bringing him in for another kiss. S

"But-"

"Please…" I whispered, and that's all I think he needed. He covered his lips over mine, and I felt him slowly insert himself in me. The pain was there, but not as much, all I could feel was pleasure and love. I heard him moan my name and I smiled as I started kissing and sucking on his neck, he was pushing into me, slowly, almost painfuly slow, and I wanted him to speed up.

"Faster… please" I whipered. I then felt him grip the sheets as he started to speed up the pace. One hand went to my breast as his mouth was currently on my neck. I brought my hands to his hips and I pulled him down, which caused him to go deeper inside me.

After a few minutes of this, I was getting close… and I guess he could tell. He started whispering in my ear.

"I love you so much Mickie. You have no idea…" I was about to reply, but I felt his hand on my clit, slowly rubbing it, and that's when I lost it. I felt my walls clam around him, and I kept screaming and moaning his name. It wasn't long after when I felt him come inside me. His moans, and my name was all that filled my ears.

After we got our breath back, Randy pulled me close to him and we wrapped ourselves in the sheets.

"I love you Randy.." I whispered. "So much.. Im sorry…"

"I know babe. And you have nothing to be sorry about…" he placed a kiss on my cheek.

It was then he started singing to me, not loud, but softly, occasionally kissing the back of my neck in some parts.

"I set out on a narrow way, many years ago, hoping I would find true love, along the broken road. But I got lost a time or two, wiped my brow, kept pushing through. I couldn't see how every sign.. Pointed straight to you…"

I smiled, as I knew what song he was singing… my favorite song… so I decided to join him.. Gripping his hand tighter as I began to sing..

"Every long lost dream… Lead me to where you are.. Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars, pointing me on my way… into your loving arms… this much I know is true.. That God bless the broke road, that lead me straight to you…"

Randy pulled me against his body tighter and I turned my head around to look at him… He gazed into my eyes, only for a moment, but as always, I saw just how much love he had for me, in that one simple look. He moved his lips down and placed a kiss on them before letting his head hit the pillow, his arm still tightly wrapped around my waist.

"I love you Mickie… Goodnight…"

"Goodnight Randy…" I smiled, letting my eyes slowly drift shut "I love you too"

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I am sorry for the late update, I had no insperation whatsoever for this chapter, I know how I wanted it to start, but I wasn't sure how I wanted this chapter to end. So I hope this chapter didn't suck! If it did, you can tell me. I also havent written Smut in a while, so I hope that was okay too. I just realized I didn't have smut in this story, and I thought it would be the perfect opportunity to do so(:

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