A/N

Wow, so I guess I'm kind of getting close to the end, here! How have you guys liked it? I promise this isn't the last chapter but its close.

Logan's POV

I was pacing back and forth impatiently, waiting for Kendall to get home. I knew about the paparazzi stopping them on their way home, possibly, but I was hoping they wouldn't have any trouble getting home safely.

"Logan, calm down." Dak hissed from his spot on the couch. Drake was curled around his dad, who was lying on the couch. Drake had decided to take a nap while we were all waiting.

"I can't. I already told you about that conversation we had, Dak! I think I hurt his feelings from it. What if nothing is ever the same again?" I looked at Dak and he sighed, rubbing his temples slowly, as not to wake his son.

"Then just leave it alone. YOU were the one who left Kendall."

"And YOU kissed Steve. I wonder what Kendall will think of that?" Dak sat up a little, holding his son, who began whimpering in his sleep.

"You wouldn't dare." He hissed. I looked at him with a malicious smile.

"Oh, maybe I will." Dak laid his son down gently before stalking over to me. I watched his hands clench and unclench. If it wasn't for the fact I was holding Nathaniel, Dak probably would've pummeled me into the floor.

"Why are you trying to tear us up?"

"Because YOU'RE the reason I can't get back with Kendall! You've convinced him I'm a bad guy, when really all I've done is made some bad choices!" I hissed at him. Nathaniel looked at me and Dak before he started crying. I sighed and ran my hands through his shaggy black hair that hung around his ears, before I adjusted his plaid shirt and made him more comfortable. He didn't stop crying so instead, I pushed his pacifier into his mouth. He stopped, then pulled it out and examined it for a moment, before he put it back in his mouth and suckled it.

"Well, maybe you should think about what you're doing next time." Dak hissed. I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Oh, I'm so bad? I'm so bad? I love Kendall, but do you remember what he did to Carlos? How bad he hurt him? Is that a better choice than what I did?" I watched Dak's demeanor lower before he sat down on the couch and pulled his son into his arms. He rocked Drake back and forth, nuzzling his nose into his chestnut brunette hair. Drake whimpered and stuck his thumb into his mouth.

"Look, please, just don't tell Kendall, alright?" I rolled my eyes but gave a small sigh.

"Okay. I promise I won't, but you better not hurt Kendall." I warned. Dak nodded.

"I won't."

The door suddenly opened and we all turned to see Kendall, James and Carlos walk in, three baby carriers all in hand. Veronica walked in behind them all slowly, rubbing her eyes. She went over to the couch, where she climbed up on it and curled into the corner. James smiled and set down one of the carriers to walk over and put a blanket over his daughter, before coming to me and kissing his son.

"How was he?" He questioned before he picked up his son and held him close. Nate giggled behind his pacifier and James blew a raspberry against his face. I smiled and turned to see Kendall and Carlos taking the babies into his room.

"Kendall-"I started after him, but the door slammed shut in my face. I knocked, but only after a few minutes did it open, and Carlos slid out before the door was locked. I jiggled the door knob and sighed.

"Carlos? Carlos?" I trailed after him, but he sort of ignored me. I sighed.

"Carlos, please tell me what's wrong with him." Carlos sighed and turned around, crossing his arms.

"You want to know why he's so upset? Because he came home! He doesn't want to be around you, and I agree with him." Carlos turned back around but I narrowed my eyes at him.

"And I'M the one you want to avoid so badly? God, I can't stand this anymore! What did I do to lose your guy's trust so badly? I mean, yes I did leave Kendall, but is it any worse compared to what all of YOU did?!" James, Dak, and Carlos all looked at me in shock. Mama Knight stood in the background, and I watched her eyes go wide. Katie sort of backed out of the room, and we all heard her slam her door and small sobs were heard.

They broke my heart, but I had to make my point clear to everyone. I pointed at Carlos.

"You became a damn slut for James and didn't tell him about the baby!" Carlos's bottom lip quivered and he turned away. I pointed at James.

"You fucking beat Carlos within an inch to his death and then raped him, not once but twice, and not to mention caused Carlos to have superfetation!" I pointed at Dak.

"You used Carlos sexually and then let him go when he moved back to Minnesota! Not to mention, you also kissed Steve while Kendall was in the OR."

"And Kendall? Kendall fucking raped, beat and then molested him! I love Kendall and all, but what you guys did compared to what I did, is just despicable. You guys are turning on me, when you should be turning on yourselves. I'm done with this shit, I'm done trying. You guys are throwing away our friendships because we all have made some bad choices. We were all supposed to help each other through it, when instead, we're turning on each other."

I shook my head and looked at everyone. James was now sitting at the counter and holding his son on his lap, hiss head hanging. Carlos had tears pooling in his eyes, but he was holding them back, along with holding his bottom lip between his teeth. Dak had just hung his head and buried it in his son's hair, who kept sleeping on, suckling his thumb.

"You know what? I'm sick of this bullshit. I'm done." I turned and left, stepping into the hallway as I heard a tiny, sad voice whisper,

"You kissed Steve?"

Kendall. Damn. I didn't mean for him to hear any of that.

But really, I can't care anymore. I just can't. If I keep thinking that I care about this, then in the end, I'll just be hurt worse than I already am.

I slam my door behind me and collapse on my bed, before glancing around the room and sighing. I need to do something about this once and for all. Its either I stay here for Kendall, or I leave, because there's no point in staying here any longer if I'm not wanted.

I grab my phone and turn it on before I dialed a number and pressed it to my ear, nibbling my bottom lip. This is NOT the best idea; this is actually the WORST idea ever.

"Logan?"

"Hi, dad. Listen, before you say anything, get mom. I have some…big news."

Kendall's POV

When I finally got home, I went straight to my room. I didn't want to see anybody, or talk to anybody. I just wanted a nap.

I heard Logan as he jiggled the doorknob, but I ignored him and went to work, puffing up and stacking pillows around the triplets so they would be safe. I really need some bassinets or cribs for the triplets so I don't have to share the bed with them and accidentally roll on them.

I climbed into bed, and curled around Abigail as she suckled on her pacifier. I kissed her cheek and started to doze, but grew more angry as I listened to Logan's screaming. I climbed out of bed carefully and marched out as I heard what Logan said.

And to be honest, it shattered my heart in two.

"You kissed Steve?" I whispered at Dak. He looked at me in shock and set his son down before he ran to me and grabbed my hands, but I yanked them away.

"Kendall, please, it was one time!"

"You kissed him, Dak! Why?" I watched Dak's eyes grow cold and sad and his bottom lip trembled.

"K-Kendall, he was- it…he was apologizing for how he acted a-and-"

"Oh what, your tongue just accidentally found its way into his mouth?" I huffed at him, letting my tears fall. I shoved Dak away and he let out a small sob and covered his mouth.

"Kendall, it's not like that- I love you, please believe me!" I shook my head and looked at everyone in the living room, knowing Logan was still hiding in the hall. I hung my head as I backed out.

"I don't think I can trust anyone anymore." I sobbed before I went back into my room and locked the door. I climbed into bed and buried my face into the pillow. I let out a couple of sobs and woke Abby up. She began bawling gently, and her pacifier fell out of her mouth. I held her and rocked her gently before I stuck the pacifier back in her mouth. She suckled on it and then stared at me, her large pale green eyes staring at me intently.

I kissed her forehead as Kaleb began squirming and began sobbing a little in his sleep.

I pressed my forehead to hers as I picked up Kaleb and held them both so Lucas won't wake up, too. He seemed close enough to it, though, so I pushed the pacifiers into their mouths and rocked gently.

"I don't need anyone else, I only need you guys." I whispered in a baby voice. Kaleb and Abigail stopped crying and both looked at me, their pale green eyes focusing and unfocusing for a moment.

"At least you two stopped crying."

Lucas let out a cry and I sighed.

A/N

What is Logan doing?

Aw, hell I don't know. XD help me out some guys.

So, I'm SOOOO upset… my mom took my phone! And BAKKAAAA I was talking to a good friend who wanted to try a real relationship with me! BAKA FML MOMENT! *sob sob sob*

So here's my deal; I have to raise $100 to get it back. (Phone bill+guitar lessons and NO my phone bill is not the reason why it's gotten taken up…)

My mom won't let me get a job, or babysit, or do chores, or…basically do anything… for money….My only option is to paint our fence or go stand on a street corner dressed like I'm homeless and grovel for money but that won't last me long T_T

So I know I usually make long authors notes, and I sound like an attention whore, but seriously, I need some advice. I can NOT blow it with my friend, he is homeschooled and I never get to see him. Calling on the phone is our only option until we can put something else together. Please, please help me guys. Please?

Reviews and story ideas could be nice to! Thanks, hope you enjoyed it!

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