Chapter 28.

RPOV

I hadnt even noticed when the water had began to run cold. I shivered and quickly turned the water off. I stepped out of the shower and grabbed a towel, wrapping it around me. I picked up another one and wrapped my hair up in it. Then I walked to my bedroom, picking up my dirty clothes as I went. I shut my bedroom door and threw the clothes in the wash bin.

Once I had dried off I put on some clean underwear and wrapped my dressing gown around me. Then I patted my hair dry and went to lie down on my bed.

After half an hour there was a knock on the door. I uncurled myself from the ball that I had been lying in.

"Come in" I called. and Dimitri walked in with Jessika in his arms.

"I know that you said you needed space, but I just wanted to talk to you for a moment. Is that okay?" he asked, in a soft voice. I nodded my head and sat up on the bed.

"I was wondering what you meant by needing space. Do... do you want me to move... move out?" he asked in such a pained voice.

I shook my head. "I dont want you to move out Dimitri. This is your home too, and these are your children." I said, as I took Jessika out of his arms, holding her against me. "I wont ever stop you from being with your children. Your a fantastic father" I told him, honestly. He smiled, a small sad smile at me, it probably mirrored my own.

"Thankyou Roza" he practically whispered. "I cant tell you how much that means to me" he admitted. He put his arm around me and I melted into his touch. But all too soon he moved away, probably not wanting to push me.

"What about you though, Its not only the twins that I dont want to lose. Its you too Rose" he said, with such emotion. I put my head down for a moment.

"I dont know" I wispered. "I just dont know" I said, I kissed my daughter on the cheek, and handed her back to her father. He was so quiet that I had to look up at him, though I wish I hadnt. He was struggling to keep his tears locked away.

"Its okay Roza" he said, in a quiet voice. "Get some sleep. You look shattered. We'll look after the little ones" he said, meaning him and his family. He kissed my cheek and walked out, closing the door, gently behind him.

I touched my cheek, where his kiss still burned me, and closed my eyes. With a sigh I walked back over to the bed, where I sat down. Soon ater there wa another knock on the door. When I yelled "Come in" Olena and Yeva walked inside, and joined me on the bed. Olena instantly pulled me into her arms.

"Rose dear, How are you, Are you okay?" she asked in her loving motherly voice. I shook my head against her chest, and looked over at yeva. "No" I admitted, "Not really". She squeezed me even tighter as Yeva smiled sadly at me.

"He's my son. But your my daughter" Olena said, gently. "I cant tell you what to do. But I can tell you that I have never seen him so broken. Not even after he lost his charge- Ivan" she said. Yeva was nodding, agreeing with everything that Olena said.

"He loves you child. Intensely. Never doubt that for a minute" Yeva finally spoke, a tear fell from my eye. Then she smiled at me, got up and left. Leaving me alone with Olena. I wiped my tears and sat up, facing her.

"It just hurts so much" I told her. "I know Rose... I know it does. I can see what its doing to the pair of you. And im really not here on his behalf. But... If you give up on each other, then you are letting Tasha win anyway" she said, spitting Tasha's name as she said it. "I'll leave you to think it over" she said, kissing both of my cheeks before she left.

Olena was the lovliest, warmest woman that I had ever met, I hadnt known her for long, but she had already opened her heart to me, and I did love her. I realised that she was right. If I gave up on him, Tahsa would win anyway. She'd be gloating from beyond the grave. I wouldnt let that happen. I knew that I couldnt live without Dimitri, and I didnt want to either.

I got dressed and went downstairs. "Im just going to go and see Lissa for a while" I announced. I put the babies into their pram and set of with them. Lissa would kill me if I ever visited her without taking them with me.

We chatted for a while, her, me and Christian. He felt incredibly guilty of course. But it wasnt his fault, Lissa had told me that the strength of the compullsion had been extradinary. He never would of been able to fight it. And I knew that Dimitri would of been even more under her control, he was only a dhampir. It made my decision to forgive him and forget it even more easier.

Before I left, Lissa asked me if I wanted her to remove the memory of that kiss. But I had told her `no`. It would have been so easy to let her, but it was like cheating. I wanted to overcome this on my own, and I almost had already. I knew that I loved him, that I was in love with him, and I was going to go and tell him that. I had a plan.

After we said our goodbyes, I set off. I sat on a bench half way between mine and Lissa's house. And pulled my phone to text olena.

"Can you take the babies to yours tonight. Please. I think Dimitri and I need to be alone.

Rose x".

Then I flipped my phone closed and held it, waiting for her to reply.

"Little dhampir" Adrian said, sitting beside me, with Viktoria by his side. I smiled at the pair of them, especially when I noticed them holding hands.

"Are you okay" he asked. I smiled and nodded.

"Im fantastic" I told him. Just then my phone beeped. I flipped it open and read:-

"Of course we will Rose. Im happy to do it. I'll pack a bag for the babies and meet you. I wont tell him." she wrote I smiled at my phone and wrote "Brilliant. Im at the bench, near the cafeteria" then I flipped my phone closed.

"Im even better now" I told him, with a cheeky grin. "Olena is having the babies for us... over night" I said. Adrian laughed.

"Your a dirty little dhampir, arent you.?" he teased. I nodded then winked at him, "You know it" I agreed.

"Oh... Eww, Rose thats gross. Hes my brother, there is a thing called to much information ya know" she said, with a shudder, both Adrian and I laughed at her expression.

"Im glad your sorting it out" Adrain said, eventually. "He loves you so much Rose. Great aura reading techniques. Remember." he said, pointing to himself and grinning. I laughed again. We sat together and talked until Olena and Yeva appeared.

"Thankyou so much for doing this" I told them. They smiled at me

"Your welcome Roza. Anytime..." they said. After I had kissed each of my children, I handed the pram to yeva, as Olena was holding the babies crib, she must have somehow managed to get it past him. I said goodbye to everybody and rushed home.

Dimitri was in the kitchen when I arrived home. I locked the front door as I closed it behind me. I would not be opening it again- all night...

Dimitri was making himself a coffee.

"Hey" he breathed. "Would you like a drink, rose. Is thee anything I can get you?" he fussed. I nodded my head, indicating that I did, indeed want something. He raised his eyebrow in question.

I met his eyes, and smiled at him. A true loving smile. "I want you" I told him. He smiled and smiled back at me, then he crossed the room and crushed me to his chest. Hugging me hard.

"I love you Dimitri" I told him, honestly and proudly.

He kissed me softly.

"You... have...no...idea...how...happy...i...am...to...hear...that..." he said, in between kissing my lips, before his lips crushed mine, hard and hungryly. Our falling tears only added to the moment as they mixed together.

He pressed me to the wall, Pressing his body against mine. I moaned as I felt the bulge press up hard against me. I quickly opened the buttons on his shirt, shimmering it the whole way from his body. He convulsed under my touch, as I ran my hands over his chest.

He tore the shirt from me, popping buttons as he did so. I didnt care. It was obvious that he needed me as much as I needed him. We never did break the kiss, his lips suddenly moved to let us breath, but he wouldnt remove them from my skin, he moved to kiss my jaw and neck insted.

"Oh Roza. I love you so much" he murmured against my skin. Then we reached down, opening each others, and taking them off, along with our underwear. The next moment he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist, tightly, as I came down on his cock. I gasped as I took him in me. As deep as possible. I buried my face in his neck, and his head flung back, in the ecstacy of our bodies being united.

I began rocking my hips against his thrusts. Each one harder and harder than the last. We began to moan each others name as our climaxes grew nearer. I bounced harder and faster than before. My hands grasped his hair, while his hands were gripping my ass, helping to slam me against him even harder.

Before I even knew that he had moved I was on my back, and his body was pressed full length against mine as he ravished me. One of my legs tangled with his as my other leg wrapped around his waist. My hands gripped his back, hard, fingernails digging in.

"Fuck me..." I breathed as my orgasm started to build again. Our pelvises hit each others hard and fast as we lost control with each other. My hips bucking to meet his fast thrusts.

"Shit... Roza" he grunted, as he started to suck my nipples, hard. I gasped, it only added to the intense feeling of my growing orgasm. His was coming to. He moved much more forcefully. It was mind-blowing.

"Thats it baby... I want to hear you scream" he said, seductively. It was going to happen anyway. And I loved it when he talked that way.

"Yeah. I... im coming" I said, as he slightly shifted position, repeatedly hitting the right spot. "Fuck... Dimitri..." I yelled as my orgasm erupted. With one more final shove he reached his own. "Oh...Roza" he shouted, burying his face against my shoulder and biting down. He shuddered against me.

Once we had finished we kissed, over and over again. Then... almost reluctantly, he got of me. I laughed as I looked around us. We were on the kitchen worktop. He laughed too.

"I love you Rose, so damn much" he said, pulling a naked me... against a naked him. We kissed again.

How about a shower?" I asked, in a sexy voice. His eyebrows rose.

"Only if its a repeat performance of our last shower together" he said.

"You can count on that comrade" I teased as I grabbed his hand in mine.

We laughed and run through the house together. Still naked, in a dash to get to the bathroom.

There you go, all you dimitri fans... like me.

I couldnt have him hurting for too long, so now there back together... yay.

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