Attention! This chapter is going back in time, so for no confusion please read. This takes place after Jack finds out about his sister and before Jamie and his friends open the door. Please enjoy.
Jack's head was pounding, a severe pain going all throughout his head, his ears ringing, and he felt as if he was going to throw up any minute.
The new information he was just met with was making him act this way, but how else was he supposed to feel, knowing his sisters were with those things. Everything was spiraling out of control and he had no way to stop it.
He had nothing right now to help. Nothing was on his side right now, it never was. It seemed as if everything was against him. Right now he was trying to get out of the tight spot on all fours, and he desperately needed help.
He felt dizzy, as if he was going to pass out, Mim, he didn't know what was wrong with him right now, but he knew he wasn't okay.
The dizziness was getting stronger, and he felt his legs give out. He was thankful right now for Aster that was still holding onto him, keeping him from going to the floor.
The pooka seemed to be speaking but he didn't know what he was saying. He felt he should be panicking right now, but he just couldn't bring the energy into it. All energy seemed to be drained form his body, and the only thing left was the feeling of dread.
His sister- he didn't even want to finish the thought. Why did this have to happen.
His life was like some sick game, that always has to go bad when something goes good.
He dies, but it turns out he became a spirit with powers, only to be left alone because people can't see him and the other spirits want nothing to do with him. He finally gets people to acknowledge him, only because they need help defeating Pitch. He gets his memories back, only to find out he left his sister and mother behind. He gets a boyfriend, he gets dragged into another fight because of a demented tribe. He has his first time with his boyfriend, a evil demon tries to kill him in a dream. He finds out his sister is still there, she's the leader of that demented tribe.
Everything just seemed fucking wonderful to Jack right now.
He began laughing, this situation was just so horrible it didn't even deserve tears right now.
He didn't care how everyone was looking at him as though he was crazy, he felt as if he was on the verge of going crazy right now. He was only a few more bad things happening until he finally gave up and became mental.
He wish he could just change this all. He could make everything better.
Perhaps if he didn't die, he could've watched out for his sister. He could've kept her safe, so she wouldn't have felt alone.
It was his fault really, he hadn't snuck out with his sister so he could get away from his demon of a fiancé then maybe he never would have gone on the ice with his sister, and it wouldn't have cracked, and he wouldn't have fallen through, and he wouldn't have turned into a spirit by MiM, and he would've have had to deal with any of this, wouldn't have had to deal with As-
He froze. Was he really just about to finish that sentence? Jack looked at Aster, through blurry eyes; when did his vision start to get so fuzzy? He clinked his eyes a bit, until the sight of Aster began to focus.
Aster was starting back at him, eyebrows furrowed in worry. Aster didn't speak however, seemingly waiting for Jack to say something.
Jack felt as if he should smile, at the thought of the pooka worrying about him, but he turned into a frown before it even started. Here he was feeling regret for starting a relationship with Aster, while the pooka was worrying for him.
He already knew he would feel bad about it for days and days to come. But was it okay to think this way? He felt for thinking it, but not that bad, he felt as if not only Aster, but the other guardians as well were at fault for this.
...And perhaps in some way it was their fault. Maybe if they had come to accept in the beginning some things could have turned out differently. They could've helped him in trying to convince children he was real, and he wouldn't have been so lonely. And would have friends, and people to look after him, while he looked after them. And maybe Tooth could've shown him his memories earlier on, and he could've known he had a sister, and perhaps he could've watched over her, making sure nothing happened to her. And maybe if she began to see him, she wouldn't have been alone.
The pounding in his head began to grow stronger as he thought of more of these what ifs. The thought had him frowning, because that's what all of these thoughts were, what ifs. He couldn't change the time, he couldn't stop any of this from happening. No matter how hard he wished he couldn't make anything better.
He looked around the room, each face filled with concern for him. And the regret for his pass thoughts was rising in him. Yes, the people in the room with him right now weren't with him in the beginning, but they were with him right now. And they would stay with him, the whole way, he knew it.
At least he hoped they stayed.
He felt arms tighten around him, and looked up at Aster. " Can we go home?"
Aster seemed shocked at the sentence Jack said, and the winter spirit knew it was because of his choice of words. But right now the Warren was more of a home to him than anything. Like the saying goes, home is where the heart is. And his heart was wherever Aster was at.
Getting over his initial shock, Aster nodded, and began to speak to the other guardians, but Jack wasn't paying attention. He couldn't bring himself to want to know.
Aster seemed to notice Jack's lack of attention, and placed his hand Jack's shoulder, the winter spirit barely acknowledging it. " Ya ready?"
Jack only nodded his head at the question, and grabbed onto Aster knowing their means of traveling. Aster let curt nod go, and tightened his hold on Jack. With a few stomps the hole opened up, and they were soon shooting through it back into the Warren.
Upon arrival, which was luckily inside of Aster's home, Jack quickly went to the bed and flopped down upon it. He was emotionally and physically tired right now, and really right now he wanted to sleep. But the thought of doing that had him snapping back up.
If he slept, he dreamed, and what if he came into contact with one of those things again. He couldn't, no wouldn't face that demon again. He didn't need to be pushed anymore than he was right now.
Even if someone said everything was going to be alright he wouldn't be able to sleep, but he was physically and emotionally drained right now, he didn't know how long he could last awake.
He looked at Aster, the Guardian of Hope still having not moved from his spot that was across the room. As though he was waiting for Jack to call him over. Which Jack did, wanting Aster near him.
The pooka, walked over the bed, stopping only when his legs touched the mattress. He was eyeing Jack, as though he was waiting for Jack to suddenly begin crying or go into a rage. But Jack only lifted himself onto his knees so he was in a height range of Aster.
Neither spoke for awhile nor did either take their eyes away from the other. This went on for awhile until Jack brought his hand up to Aster's cheek, running his fingers through the pooka's fur. At the touch, Aster froze as if expecting the hand to do a different action, a much more violent action.
And soon, slowly, but surely Aster bought his hands around Jack, and pulled him into a hug. And something seemed to break.
Jack was holding onto Aster for life, silent tears were falling from his face. He didn't know what to do right now. What was he supposed to do.
Aster continued to hold him as well, no words leaving his mouth, as though he had nothing to say. Which is true. The Guardian honestly had nothing to say, what was one to say in a situation like this. All he could do right now his be there for Jack, and do whatever Jack needed him to do.
And it seemed Jack did need him for something right now, as the pooka was dragged down into a kiss by Jack.
It was a desperate kiss on Jack's part. A wanting kiss.
He needed things, things that only the pooka could give him.
He pulled his lips from Aster, and looked into those gorgeous green eyes. " I don't want to sleep," Jack began," keep me from sleeping."
Aster nodded. He didn't want the teen sleeping either, not with the knowledge of what might be awaiting him in those dreams. And if he was going to keep Jack awake, then why not make it in the very least bit pleasurable.
He lowered Jack onto his back, laying the winter spirit onto the bed. Lowering himself as well, until their lips met into another kiss. Which quickly heated as Aster pushed his tongue into Jack's mouth. Their tongues danced with each other, neither pushing for dominance at the moment.
He slowly began to run his hands up Jack's shirt, taking it off in a slow but definitely arousing manner.
When the clothing was removed Aster stopped. Staring at the four scratches that adorned Jack's body.
He had let this happen, was the only thought that passed through his mind. He wasn't there when his lover had been attacked, he wasn't able to protect him.
" But you're here now," Jack said, his voice taking Aster away form his thoughts," that's all that matters."
Aster looked at Jack, a small smile gracing his features. " I'll never let anything happen to you Jack, I promise."
"I'll keep you to that promise, Aster."
Pressing his lips down onto Jack's chest, he began to place kisses all along the winter spirit's chest. During some points taking Jack's nipples into his mouth, nipping and kissing the pink nubs. Earning him some soft moans from Jack's mouth.
He continued his trail of kisses, stopping short at Jack's waistline. He quickly undid Jack's pants, lowering them until they were no longer on Jack's body. Once again he began to leave a trail of kisses along Jack's body, this time trailing from Jack's thigh to his cock.
Jack groaned at the contact as Aster bought lips to his the tip of his member. His moan getting louder as Aster bought his tongue out, swirling around the tip. With one swift movement he was soon sucking Jack's now hardened cock.
Jack moaned, his hands reaching out grabbing onto Aster's fur.
Aster began to suck up and down Jack's member, occasionally giving Jack long strokes with tongue, that had the Guardian of Fun moaning wantonly underneath him.
"MiM, A-Aster...so good," Jack moaned out," I-I think..I'm gonna-"
Aster didn't stop, it only increased his vigor in trying to pleasure Jack. He continued to bob his, sucking with the drive to send pleasure throughout Jack.
"Oh,MiM! Aster right there!" with that exclamation Jack came inside Aster's mouth.
Well there you go a new chapter. Honestly, this homework is killing me, almost finished thankfully.
Had a work view session with my friends a couple days ago and we some how ended up in her pool along with a couple others and a squirrel. I don't think I'll ever be able to explain that...
Well anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I felt that I should allow you guys to see what happened before Jamie and his friends got to the door, and showed you how Jack ended up in bed with Aster in the first place.
Well hope you enjoyed, and take this long chapter as an apology of sorts for such a late update.
Bye everyone, and see ya next chapter.
