Well as pointed out by some of my reviews I need to show the mental effects of the event and I hope that I am able to write them as well as I have in my mind. Haha, so please stick with me as the next few chapters will be difficult with her overcoming her mental fear and physical fear of men.
Chapter Twenty Eight
"I just keep seeing him!"
Renesmee's POV
I kept his hand in mine firmly, leaning against him as he helped me from the car. I looked around my surroundings; it was a small house, with a large garage to the left, tree's almost hiding it from my view. A man was sitting in a wheel chair on the porch, staring at me, I cringed away and tried to get back into the car.
"Ness trust me I wouldn't put you in danger, that's just my dad." Jacob soothed me and wrapped his arm around my waist and practically pulled me from the car and towards the man. He looked like Jacob, older and with longer hair but I couldn't help seeing Jonathon hanging over me, as I fought Jacobs grip.
"Hello Dad." Jacob smiled as we reached the porch.
"It's so good to see you, welcome home." He smiled and then looked at me; I shrank away and buried my head in Jacob's shirt.
"This is Renesmee, my girlfriend and imprint." I heard Jacob explain.
"Is she ok?" He asked and I felt Jacob shake his head.
"No, she was taken from our home by a vampire and…" He trailed off, looking down at me, not sure wither I was ok with him telling his father.
"And raped." I whispered. The words stuck in my heart and I felt as if I had lead weights tied to my body.
"Please come in." His dad called obviously he had heard me. He reached his hand out and I scooted around Jacob until I was behind him.
"I don't think she is going to be able to be around other men, she seems really scared." Jacob explained and turned around pulling me into his arms.
"I completely understand. If you two need anything please tell me." He smiled as we entered the small house. There was a young girl in her late twenty's seated on the couch.
"Paul called me, thank god you found her." She jumped up.
"Too late though." Jacob growled and I closed my eyes, Jonathon's face lingered and I screamed.
"Ness!" Jacob yelled and shook my shoulders, placing me on the couch.
"I just keep seeing him, over and over. He won't leave me alone!" I cried, I couldn't even close my eyes.
"Keep your eyes on me, I'm right here, no one is going to hurt them. I killed Jonathon Ness, he is gone." He assured me as I stared into his face. Jacob, his face soft and kind, was twisted in worry and pain for me and I felt the tears roll down my cheeks.
"I'm so scared, you can't leave me, not even for a second." I begged him, knowing that if he did that Jonathon would invade my mind, that if I couldn't concentrate on him I would have to go back.
"I won't, I'm never letting you out of my sight, ever again." He promised as we past the girl that was standing staring at us and went into a bedroom. It was small, his bed took up three fourths of his room. There was a desk shoved in the corner ad a small closet in the other corner and a very large window. He placed me one the bed and went to the desk to retrieve the phone. He dialed silently as I watched him.
"Hey." He said into the phone.
"Did you find her?" My mother yelled.
"Yes."
"Is she ok?"
"No."
"What happened?"
"We were right Jonathon controls thoughts… he lost control over her mind and then tried to persuade her a different way." Jacob looked at me, my eyes swelled with tears as I started to see Jonathon, hanging over me. I whimpered and Jacob ran to my side and pulled me into his lap.
"What do you mean?" My mother asked.
"He raped her Bell's. God damn it he raped my girl." Jacob yelled and for the first time he burst into tears. I looked at him in shock, crying was my thing; he had always been such a rock. "I am so sorry Bell's I tried to get to her sooner I was too late…" He cried, his tears rolling down his face spattered on my shirt.
"Where are you?" I heard my mom ask.
"My house, he took her to Fork's. Sam was the one to tell me where to find her." He mumbled, trying to fight back tears.
"We'll be there in a few hours." She said sadly and hung up. Jacob chunked the phone against the wall and it smashed in half, leaving a hole in the wall. I jumped in surprise and pulled from his grasp. Kneeling in front of him I wiped at his tears, my own still running down my face.
"Damn it Ness, I'm so sorry." He cried and flopped down on his stomach. I lay next to him, still not speaking. I pushed my body close to him, wincing when I moved my legs. He wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed my forehead, our tears mixing together.
"I love you." I finally choked out before we both cried ourselves to sleep.
Bella's POV
I hung up with Jacob and slowly turned to see Edward standing behind me, his eyes were blacker than I had ever seen. He was frozen, rigid and angry.
"Our little girl, my poor daughter." I whispered before I felt my legs give out as the news sunk in. Edward caught me but the force brought us both down. We couldn't cry, just sit in silence as our hearts broke for our child. The child we had promised to take care of, to always protect and now we had failed.
"I heard what Jacob said on the phone." Someone spoke from the door and I looked up to see Rosalie. "I can help her, I can't fix her but I can help." She whispered before I nodded and Edward helped me up and we ran to the car.
This is going to end up longer than I expected! So keep reviewing!
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