Disclaimer: I own nothing related to Twilight. Stephenie Meyer owns it all. Ugh. That's depressing
And I'm BACK! Okay, I must seriously thank all of you for wishing me luck with my tests! I was soooo happy with the results and can't thank you guys enough.
Okay, so I have a major plot change coming up, but I can't really decide if I should make the plot thingy into a sequel, or just ending this story and making a whole different one. Okay, so tell me what you think. Sequel or no sequel?
Onto the CHAPTER!
Edward's POV
I officially hate Jacob black. Not that I ever liked him . . . well . . . okay . . .maybe just a little. No way I can actually be thinking that. Jacob. Evil. Jacob equals evil. Its that simple.
But how Bella could have just punched him like that. . . I mean. . . I would have killed him . . . if . . . Carlisle and Jasper hadn't controlled me.
I was driving along the road to our house with Esme sitting in the passenger seat and the rest of them in the back, but all I could focus on as we got home was Bella's annoyed face as she left the house. Apparently Jacob was really bad to her. That just makes me even angrier.
Stop Edward! Stop this! You have to loose this kill attitude by the time you get to the house! STOP!
"Edward?"
"What Jasper?"
"Please try to control your emotions. Seriously. I mean, I'm going insane here with you being all livid and stuff"
"Sorry" I mumbled as sighed heavily. "I seriously hate Jacob Black"
"Edward. . . Hate is a strong word" Esme said looking over at me disapprovingly "Do you want to brutally kill Jacob Black?"
"Yes"
"Esme?" Jasper said as I heard ruffling from the back seat. "Edward will always hate Jacob. Anyway, if hating someone means that you want to kill them, Edward has all the bases covered for Jacob"
Esme sighed and turned her head away from us staring out the car door as we reached the house. She impatiently got out of the car and headed into the house. "Well, someone is certainly is intolerant" I heard Jasper say as we all got out of the car following Esme's suit.
"Yeah." I said looking at Esme with interest "She's never acted like this before. I wonder what's up with her. Maybe I should . . ." I said trailing of before Carlisle bombarded me with restrictions.
"No. You may not go and read Esme's mind. I will if that is necessary." He said finally
"And how will you do that?" Emmett had just come out of the house and like the sneaky eavesdropper he is, listened to our conversation.
"Well. . . Technically I can't. At least not like Edward can. But I can be a sweet husband and end up figuring it out anyway."
"Bleh. Bleh. Bleh!" Emmett said disgustingly "I don't need to hear all the mushiness that with come between you and our mother!"
I shook my head at the obvious immaturity Emmett was displaying. "Emmett, how in Gods name can you be so immature about the relationship between Carlisle and Esme when you and Rose are so crazy about each other"
"Not entirely sure" Emmett said looking from me to the house then back at me. "Bella's waiting for you. She's pretty upset" He scrunched up his face as he said this making me feel nervous.
"How is she?" I asked politely
"Well, every few seconds I swear I hear her gnashing her teeth together in anguish" Emmett said looking up from the ground towards my face
"Great."
"Trust me. Right now, you are in a better mood"
"Okay, so you are saying that after I tried to kill Jacob, Bella is still happier then me?" I said in disbelief.
"Yep" Emmett said as I walked slowly into the house followed by Emmett, Jasper, and Carlisle.
Bella's POV
"Da de dum dum." I said banging my head against my pillow softly
"Are you going insane?"
Edward's voice was like a mockingbird singing in the sunlight, brightening my sky when I am blue.
I lifted my head up one more time saying "Da de dum dum"
"Bella?" He asked quickly before walking over to my side and rubbing my shoulders. "Are you okay"
"No"
"Are you sure that you haven't gone insane?"
"No" I said automatically . . . wait. . . "What?" I said turning my head around to face him.
"Well, you were just rambling a minute ago. I just wanted to make sure the mutt didn't cause you any permanent brain damage"
I smacked his arm playfully. "You are so mean!"
"Really? Emmett had the impression that you wanted to kill Jacob yourself"
I looked over into his honey golden eyes. "Well, technically I wanted to rip his guts out, but . . ." I paused "I guess I had the courage to stand up to that kind of thing, so I just punched him"
"You will forever amuse me" Edward said chuckling darkly
"Hey" I asked quietly after a few minutes of silence "Do you mind if we go back. . . I mean to France. . ."
There was silence in the house while Edward contemplated this. "Um . . . I guess. But do want to just because of all the stuff relating to Jake?"
"Yes . . . and no" I said warily.
"Then why?"
"Because I feel . . ." I stopped short undecided on telling him this.
I mean, I want to leave because of the Jacob thing and all, but I wanted to leave and stay because of all the memories. I have had too many recollections come back to me in the past few days that I felt like I needed some space. Away from all the memories of me and . . .my dad. Charlie.
"Bella?"
"Um . . . I just want to get away from all the bad memories at the moment" I said deciding that I'd tell some of the truth. Not that I felt like I needed some space.
Of course I love Edward. I'm getting married to him! It's just, I don't want to remember the times before he left, and then his departure, and if I told him . . . he would get depressed like he did before I told him that I was me. Wait . . . does that even make sense? That I was me. . . I mean me as in Isabella . . . not Isabelle. . . I mean. UGH!
I seriously have some mental issues.
"Okay. I think Jasper would have already thought that we were going to leave from all the stress coming off of you and me. I mean, we are anger incarnate"
I laughed. Ha. That's probably true. I do still feel like killing jake, but I can tell that Edward feels the same way. What's great about this is that Edward is trying to hide his anger.
"Thanks Edward. I love you"
"Love you too" Edward said softly before pulling me into a soft kiss.
Okay! I might get you another chapter before Friday, but if I don't I'm sorry. But I am going on a trip soon . . . only for three days, so I have to be packing. Poll is still up, and I am totally in agreement with you guys saying that Twilight was the best one out of all of the books so far, but some of you said that Eclipse was great, and I agree with that too. Okay, so I liked all of the books, but each for different reasons. haha . . . I'm rambling. Okay, thanks for reading!
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