I don't own twilight or the characters
I'm now writing a little more, will update again tonight and more before Christmas.
***BPOV
I was so disgusted and angry with him, I couldn't help it. I snapped "Ohh No! You are leaving now. Go away, Go home, go chase your whore, I don't care. We're through you fucking scumbag!"
I saw him sway a little more and then he dropped on my floor like a sack of potatoes.
"Get up, this ploy isn't going to scare me into staying with you or anything… pick yourself up and get out of my house!"
He didn't move. I touched his side, trying to tickle him, still not moving..
I began to get very scared. My heart was beating way too fast and my body temperature was rising rapidly.
I knelt down beside him, breathing deeply. I felt for a pulse. He had one.. Good. It felt pretty strong. A Little slow, but strong.
I lifted his head into my lap and ran my fingers through his hair while another hand traced his face. "Wake up Jasper. Wake Up… please, wake up" I was too worried to move from my spot to call anyone. I wanted to call Peter but I didn't want to leave Jasper alone.
I kept checking his pulse and his temperature, which seemed okay. Thank god for taking first aid when I first moved here.
After what felt like hours he finally came to.
"Darlin" he sounded so weak. I stared into his eyes and he stared into mine for a few minutes. We were just sitting in silence.
"I'm here, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean what I said. We aren't over. I take it back" Caressing his face, he tried sitting up and was facing me"No don't try to sit up right now you just passed out" I tried to stop him.
"I'm okay, I swear. Just didn't eat babe." he smiled and proceeded to sit up, then took both of my hands and bringing them to his lips. Softly kissing them.
I moaned a little at the touch of his lips. It's been a little over two months since I felt his lips. Had him touching me, without pushing me away. I missed his touch.
"Can I please, explain what you saw today?" I Nodded. "I think its all due to not eating.. But… I swear I got to work, started to fill out papers and I looked up and saw you in a secretary outfit, with a real tiny skirt. Teasing me, telling me to get undressed. So, I thought I was doing what you were telling me to.. Sounds dumb huh? That's what I get for pushing you away and giving myself blue balls." he laughed slightly.
My eyes moved instantly to his dick.. Hmm, I really wonder if he's just as turned on as I am right now.
"Do I even make sense?" He lifted my chin, he leaned into my face; his lips were a mere millimetre from my lips.. His blue eyes bore into mine. They looked so sad, he had bags under his eyes and stress lines were on his face, probably from scrunching his face too much lately.
"You do.. Well I don't get how you would think that it was really me, considering I was working." He exhaled deeply and It was arousing me even more.
"I just thought it was a cover up to be a sexy vixen, well.. More then you already are right now. But you know" he winked. Exhaling again. "You don't know how much I've missed you Darlin" he cupped my chin with his hand, the other hand intertwined with my hand.
"I missed you even more" I brushed my lips up against his and he smiled.."I missed everything about you."
"You don't know how its tortured me, how it's killed me not to be with you. I haven't even been a good friend let alone lover. I've left you unattended and left myself down too." He kissed me and I pushed him backwards.
"Hey.. Not.." I straddled him over his now very noticeable bulge. "…fair" the last word was breathless.
I began sucking on his neck and he started purring. I missed his purring. His hands began massaging my body.. Smacking my ass lightly.
I ground my hips into his erection and he moaned loudly. "Watch it, its been a while, I'm pretty close to Cumming as it is babe"
I lifted my head from his neck and looked into his eyes "Who says I want you to cum yet? You can't until I say"
"Anything you want babe, but I wont be able to hold on much longer" he grabbed my ass roughly and I grinded against his dick again.
"Your being pleasured first. I have so many dreams that I want to re enact with you." I pulled off his shirt and massaged his muscles.. He moaned. Making me more wet.
I thoroughly massaged his chest and moved to his shoulders. He was really tense, wow. "No wonder you were day dreaming of me.. Your shoulders are so tight" I began roughly massaging his shoulders, trying to work out all the kinks.
"I'm sure you feel a lot tighter than my shoulders Darlin" he winked at me and kissed my collar bone. He began rubbing my legs using the same speed I was applying to his shoulders. He was getting closer and closer to my centre. I had to stop him, I was suppose to be pleasing him first.
"How about we get off this floor and I'll finish my rub?" He picked me up bridal style. "Then I get to give you a nice rub" his hands traveled up my shirt. The feeling of his hands made me moan. They were rough but soft. Very loving. They travelled up my back and undid my bra.
He ran up my stairs taking 3 steps at a time and laid on my bed with me on top of him. I got up and grabbed my oils.
"Take off your shirt." He shook his head.
"You gotta take off your clothes too babe." he took off his shirt and I was so pleased with what I saw.
His chest was still as lean and muscular just as I remembered it. His left breast had beautiful Latin script with a lasso around a small heart which was dedicated to his mother, His jeans were riding low on his hips, showing those sexy deep v lines I love so much. And that sexy "I'm Lost" script on his right hip.
I had to take off my clothes now, I had to get him back. I took everything off and he was smirking at me, with his head tilted. "Lay down, I'm not finished. You can stare at me later."
He laid down and I crawled on top of him, hoping and praying I wouldn't get any wetter. I began massaging his back, working out all the kinks, kissing the spots I finished working on and hearing him moan and groan in satisfaction. "Remind me to ask you for a daily massage, you are an absolute Angel. This feels so good. Ahhh, That's a bad spot. Darrlinnn" he began groaning again and to be honest it was making me feel so damn horny.
I feel like a horny teenager but fuck, when you don't get laid in over 2 months, the littlest thing turns you on. Except for me, Jazz always turns me on. 1 kiss, 1 touch, even his voice, his eyes, the way he walks, how his body moves.
Do I sound like a love struck idiot? Yes.
Have I found my other half? My soul mate?
Yes.
Has Edward finally left my dreams…
Heart…
Mind…
And soul… alone?
Yes.
