Au Note: Hello, here is the next update and it's a little short. I do hope you enjoy! Please read and review!

Bluehaven4220: you will see how Sadie reacts in this chapter!

Jan's POV

I was still in a tight embrace with Sadie when she looked at me and asked," Have you ever done that with anyone else?"

I shook my head. "Sadie, like I told you before I'm not as tough and confident as I might seem. I haven't really had a serious girlfriend expect for you."

Sadie smiled and I kissed her softly as she whispered," I liked it, I've never felt like that before."

I smiled and kissed her once more as she buried her head in my chest and I kissed her forehead softly, I was scared at first of being so intimate with Sadie but now knowing that she liked what I did made me feel a little better and she looked happier. Anything to make her happy.

I smiled as she looked at me and I kissed her, I knew it was getting pretty late so we were probably heading out of here soon. I didn't know if taking her here would be such a good idea but she surprised me, she told me she enjoyed it and from the look on her face she did enjoy it.

"I'm tired Jan."

I smiled and kissed her as she zipped her pants up and I held her close as we walked out of the frat house and once inside the car, she looked at me and I asked," Are you okay?"

She nodded. "I'll be fine."

I wasn't so sure she was okay, I hoped that she wasn't having second thoughts about being with me and starting a relationship or what Les had told her. I figured he told her that it wasn't a good idea and I just hoped that she wasn't reading too much into what he had told her.

"Goodnight Jan."

I smiled and looked at her and kissed her forehead as she smiled at me and I said," I'll call you tomorrow."

"Ok, thanks for everything Jan. I had a lot of fun."

"You don't have to thank me."

She smiled and hopped out of my car and walked into her house and I waited until she made it in her house and then sped off towards mine, I had cheerleading tomorrow and then I planned on dropping by Sadie's house and taking her out to lunch, I just hoped she would be okay.

Sadie's POV

Maybe this was too much for me, I thought maybe these feelings of being scared and afraid would go away but they were still with me. Maybe we were going to fast, maybe Les was right.

Suddenly, the phone rang and I picked it up and said," Hello?"

"Hey, it's Missy."

"Oh hi Missy, how are you?"

"I'm doing fine, how about you?"

"I'm a little confused."

"What do you mean Sadie?"

I sighed. "I think we may be moving to fast. We started a relationship as soon as the trial was over."

"Sadie, are you happy?"

"I don't know."

"I know Les is upset, he doesn't think it's a good idea for the two of you to date so suddenly."

"I think we are moving to fast. I just need to take a break and collect my feelings."

"Then maybe you need to tell him that."

"I just don't know how."

"Talk to him, tell him you need time. He's not going to hate you."

"I know, I just need sometime to think this over and think if it's a good thing for me."

I sighed as we finished the coversation and I realized I needed more than time, I know realized that starting a relationship with Jan right off the bat wasn't the best idea like I had thought at the time.

Jan's POV

"Sadie! Are you here?"

I had tried calling her earlier but she never answered and missy told me she had talked to Sadie last night and she sounded upset and worn out. I was glad that cheerleading ended earlier so I could find out what was wrong with Sadie.

Suddenly, the door opened and I saw Sadie standing there and I leaned over to kiss her forehead but she back away from me.

I looked at her and asked," Sadie, what's wrong?"

"I can't do this. I can't be in a relationship with you, it's too soon."

"Then we'll take it slow."

"Jan, you don't understand. I can't be in a relationship with you, I need time away."

"But Sadie, I care about you."

Tears streamed down her face as she said," Please understand, I can't be with you. I need time."

She slammed the door in my face and I was left to wonder, what had I just done?