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Ch28: Blows to the Face

Jake was angry, he didn't even think to bring clothes, he didn't care about clothes. He probably got to the house within twenty minutes. His anger probably made him even faster than Leah. When he reached the house Collin and Brady were fighting on the ground. Jake phased back to human. He pulled them both off the ground by their black shirts and not so nicely threw them in the back seat. Then he told Embry to take Sue's car back and if he knew what was best for him he would not be coming back here.

Leah was in front of him and she was completely fine. She was scared and angry now but she was fine. Jake's wolf calmed down a tiny bit although he didn't like being lied to especially by his mate. His mark was stinging as he continued to look at her.

He stepped to her and she straightened up so she could stare up at him. All the love he felt from her before she left was still there but her anger was slowly becoming more than any of her other feelings.

"Well I'm waiting." Jake glowered down at her she backed up a bit trying to glare up at him.

"Well… uh… um… we… I…fuck. I don't know where to start." She stumbled over her words backing up into the wall. Jake liked that she had pretty much cornered herself so she couldn't run away from him this time.

Jake was getting impatient so he began the list of questions, "How about you start when I deliberately asked you not to come here? Huh. Or how about when you lied to me? Or, or fill me in on why the fuck you were feeling so guilty?"

Leah opened her mouth then closed it shut before scowling, "You wouldn't understand I had to do this! You don't control me. Step back from me Black. You better step back from me right the fuck now." She was shaking and had this been another situation he would have taken her in his arms, kissed all over face and carried her home.

But he was angry and surprisingly still turned on even through being pissed off at her. Jake put out both his arms, leaning his hands on the wall behind her head and gripped it tightly, chunks of the wall came into his palm but he kept his hands there and half whispered, half growled in her ear. "Answer my fucking questions right now Clearwater? Or so help me—"

"What are you going to do?" she tried pushing him away with her hands on his chest but he didn't budge, he wasn't going anywhere until he got some answers. "You gonna hit me Black? I'm not scared of you." She balled up her fists that were still on his chest.

He almost stepped back from the shock of her words, he would never hit her. "I don't hit women Leah! But you are going to fucking answer me. And you are going to fucking answer me even if we have to look at each other all night. You're not going anywhere until you give me something." He slammed his fist against the wall and she flinched, she was definitely still scared.

"Please understand I had to do this." She said unsteadily. "I didn't understand why he wanted me or what the hell he shot me up with. My period came back…it was really short about a day or so when I was stuck down there. He wrote a note explaining… I didn't want any more shots because honestly I don't know what's in them but I thought maybe Carlisle could look at them and help… And the shots were so I could have babies. Babies Jake! I would have never known that had I not come back…" she was rambling on and Jake began to understand a bit. Didn't mean he still wasn't angry.

"Why did you have to go behind my back?" Jake could feel the pain of her not telling him come through his words. He wasn't going to cry in front of Leah not after she did this to him. "Why Embry?" He finished.

"You told me you didn't want me coming back here and I needed to, Embry was the only one I could trust." Leah looked into his eyes the whole time. But Jake's wolf was still pretty angry.

"Trust?" Jake scoffed. What about me? Trust me! "First Sam, then me, so I guess you fuck Embry now too huh… move on from one pack member to another?" he sneered and then thought about what he said as Leah went completely still and quiet.

He was expecting her to get angry, he was expecting her to yell or scream, he was definitely expecting her to not say anything. What he wasn't expecting was a blow to the face. The inside of his mouth bled for a few seconds before it healed.

Jake stepped back, and watched as she tried to run. He needed to apologize. He ran after her, she made it as far as the back steps before Jake jumped on her, making sure he didn't have that much weight on her when they landed, just enough to hold her down. He held her hands above her head with one of his hands. Sucked the blood in between his teeth and spat it out next to them, before wiping what was left on his lips with his free hand.

"Let me go. Just let me go right now! I would have preferred that you hit me instead of saying that." she kicked her legs, when he looked at her face he could see she was about to cry, her clothes were in pieces in the dirt. He realized she was about to phase but didn't get to when he landed on her. Now they were both naked and he was still turned on, and even though she was fighting him so was she.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry babe. I didn't mean it." He tried kissing her face, but she was shaking her head back and forth. He kissed her neck instead.

"Get the fuck off me right now asshole." She said weakly, from how her voice broke at the end he knew she was crying now. "I can't believe I thought I loved you."

She loved him! She did say it as past tense but she finally said it. He didn't know how he was supposed to fix this. He was angry but that sort of went away after her explanation. In his anger he said something really stupid. Now that anger was completely gone but he hurt her.

He kissed her mark gently, as soft as he could. "I love you. I'm sorry."

She stopped fighting him, but she was still crying. Jake kissed her tears before kissing her lips softly. She wouldn't look at him but she wasn't trying to battle him anymore. She was still livid as he kissed down her neck to her right nipple, circling it with his tongue looking up at her. Even though she was trying to be quiet, she wasn't doing a very good job at it.

Jake did the same with her left, before traveling between her breasts, down her flat stomach to her belly button. He let her hands go as he lifted her legs and placed them on his shoulder, holding her thighs in place. He kissed the mound tenderly before licking her slit. Her toes curled against his back. Then took her clit into his mouth, she gripped his hair tightly. She was making the most beautiful sounds even though she was still hurt and angry.

He let his tongue trailed down and he ate her out until she came twice. Jake set her legs back down and slid in between her legs, kissing her mark on her neck affectionately. She sighed and sniffled. Jake grabbed her hands that were digging into the dirt beneath them and intertwined their fingers as he slid into her as slow as he could.

She wasn't trying to be slow though. She seemed to want rough and no passion. Every time he tried to kiss her lips she would dodge him. But she wouldn't push him away. Not like she could with Jake holding her hands. Jake was trying to go slow but she started creating her own pace, causing him to speed up just to keep up with her. She refused to say his name like she usually did, his wolf really hated that he upset his mate. They both came at the same time with Leah shaking and frowning as she lay beneath him. Jake slid out of her but kept a hold on her hands.

He was afraid to let her go because he already knew she was going to run but she untangled their fingers, got up, phased and ran off before Jake could try and stop her. She didn't look back once. He sat on the ground with his head sitting on his arms that was on top of his knees as he watched her disappear into the forest. His mark that started out with only stinging was now fully painful. He had no idea how he started out the one angry and hurt and ended with everything so upside down. Or how he was going to fix this. He just wanted Leah back.


Stupid sexy boysss never learn!

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