Ok, so I have had some people ask me questions or correct me on the behavior of Lily Evans, well this is a chapter that I put in the story to clear up some of you questions. I know its not a very good on but basically I wrote it quickly so whatever.

The train ride was uneventful, they boys talked amongst themselves as I stared out the window blankly, once again wondering why it always rained on the way to Hogwarts.

"Rosette. Hey, El, are you there?" I blinked a couple of times then turned to look to see who was saying my name. "Finally." James said. "Are you getting something from the trolley?" He asked. I shook my head and turned back around.

Half a year ago my only friend was Charlie, now I'm friends with these four morons and Charlie hardly ever talks to me. I had to think about it for a minute but I realized why Charlie and I never talked anymore. Lily. Everyone else thinks Lily is so sweet and nice and kind. And she is, to everyone but me. Oh well, maybe she'll get over it…eventually.

I stood up quietly when the train pulled to a stop. I jumped up a little surprised when I felt a strong hand on my shoulder suddenly. "What's wrong?" I heard Remus ask. I turned to look at he and he looked concerned. I blinked twice and had to shake my head a little, all of my thinking but me in a dream like state.

"Nothing," I said, "Just thinking too much."

"What about?" I shrugged then looked down at my stomach as I heard it rumble.

"Hmm… I think it's time to eat." I said, brushing off his question. We started walking towards the carriages when I heard a peppy greeting form Charlie. We both turned around, Charlie was standing behind us, Lily by her side wearing a wicked smirk.

"Um…Remus, can I talk to you alone for a minute?" Charlie asked, her voice not quiet steady. I knew what was going to come, she always got that sound in her voice when she was going to break up with someone, and by the look on his face Remus knew too.

He followed her silently, leaving me alone, with Lily, Great. I started to turn around, for once I didn't want to deal with her.

"You must think your pretty hot stuff don't you Washington ." Obviously Lily had other plans.

"No not really." I said calmly.

"Just couldn't wait for Charlie to break up with him, you had to go after him now." I couldn't say anything, I just stared at her for a couple of seconds.

"What?" What she was saying was making absolutely no sense.

"Oh don't play coy with me, everyone knows you're a whore for all of them." I rolled my eyes, I could see where this was going.

"Hey Lily." I heard James say from behind me. Saved by the stag. "Where's Remus?" He asked.

"Went to talk with Charlie." He shrugged.

"Well then lets get going, Lily, want to come with us?" She didn't answer just turned on heel and walked away. I walked away wondering why it was only me she was a bitch to, although the answer was pretty obvious.

I went to my dorm shortly after the feast, I still had some stuff on my mind, but now it was about that strange attacker. I had pulled the curtains to my bed closed so as the girls came up stairs to go to sleep they didn't realize I was still awake. I got out of bed and got my invisibility cloak and my murderer's map out of the trunk, then decided against the map and stuck it under my pillow. I wanted to run but not by myself.

I walked up the stairs to the boys dorm and put my ear to the door, I heard some deep breathing and the soft sound of people talking.

I quietly opened the door, Remus was sitting up on his bed, knees pulled up, leaning against his headboard, James, Sirius, and Peter sitting on the edge of the bed, quitly talking to him. They turned to look at me as I walked into the room.

"What's going on?" I ask, just loud enough for them to hear me. One of the other boys stirred in their bed. I sighed and walked in so I could talk softer.

When I got to the bed I expected to see Remus crying or something by the way he was acting but he just sat there with a blank look on his face.

"Charlie broke up with him, he's a bit depressed." Sirius said as if it was nothing. The boy stirred in his bed again.

"Look, I was going to go for a run, maybe some fresh air would be good for him?"

They nodded and all got to their feet, I stood by the door as they all walked past me. Sirius was the last person out the door so I grabbed his arm.

"Don't worry about him too much, I know Charlie, she'll probably ask him out again tomorrow, but I don't want to see him treated like that.

"Charlie would do something like that?"

I opened my mouth to talk when James called for us to hurry up. I walked out the dorm following James. I'd finish explaining later, and then threw the invisibility cloak over Padfoot, Wormtail and my self.

Once we were outside I took the invisibility cloak off and walked behind them. The night air was cool on my face, but that's what I wanted, the cool air would help clear my mind.

"Now what were you saying?" Sirius asked, hanging back to finish our discussion.

"Charlie has this weird fear of commitment, don't ask why I have no idea put she'll ask him out again soon."

"Yea, well if she doesn't. Remus will be torn up for quite a while." He sounded angry and I had no idea why.

"Hey what did I do?" I protested.

"Your friends with her, why didn't you do something to stop her?" My anger flared, there was no way I was going to get blamed for something I had no say over.

"Knock it off, your being irrational." He took a deep breath.

"I know I just hate people treating my friends like that." I rolled my eyes.

"Just calm down." I said then walked away to talk to everyone else, I didn't do shit and had no idea why he was being such an ass.

We stayed out all night, trying to cheer him up, it worked…kind of. When we got to breakfast that morning I saw Lily and Charlie sitting farther down the table, Charlie was leaned over her plate looking miserable, and Lily was hanging on Damien and kept looking over at me. When I saw her all over Damien I got mad. If you combine that with the lack of sleep I was ready for a fight.

I saw Damien carefully try to untangle himself from her and get up, leaving the Great Hall. Once he was gone Lily came over and leaned on the table, next to me, talking to one of the girls sitting across the table. Her hand moved toward my plate and pushed it off the table, onto my lap.

I jumped up and glared at her, as my breakfast fell onto the floor. I had my wand ready in hand then noticed something, she had her robe open and a clean white t-shirt under it. I grabbed for my orange juice and threw it in her face, although a lot of it got on her shirt as I had hoped. Then I brushed my food off of my robe, luckily I had only been eating toast and eggs, then I walked away, trying my best to look dignified.