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~NFE


Dear so not a diary no matter what cake says,

Cake tricked me. That fuzzball has been bugging me to get out of bed since I came home after the whole Marshall disaster. I haven't wanted to move or do anything. I just lay there. Like a lump. I told Cake I just wasn't well but I don't think she believed me. So today she begged me to go to Party Pat's party. She throws the rockingest parties. She said Mochro couldn't go and she didn't wanna go by herself. So after listening to her whine for like an hour, I agreed. So we get there and go in. And the next thing I know Cake is gone. Totally gone. Vanished. I start moving through the crowd to find her but instead I see Marshall! I quickly ran the other way hoping he didn't see me. I keep looking for Cake but I couldn't see her anywhere. I end up seeing Marshall dance with a bunch of different people. Really close to them. Like any closer and he would be on the other side of them. It really upset me. So I moved away again before he could see me. So I continue on my search for Cake. After coming up empty again, I glanced at the stage and see Marshall getting ready to play. Ours eyes met and we kinda just stood there staring at each other while he sang. It almost looked like he was blushing when he looked away. But that's not possible right? As I listen to the songs he sang, I started to wonder if they were about me.

I decided I needed some air and went outside. After being out for a little while I see Marshall come outside. He was alone so I thought maybe I should talk to him. We really needed to talk. So much has happened and I don't have any idea where we stand anymore. I walk over to him and straight up ask him if the songs were about me. He says maybe and but that it doesn't matter. What the hell man! That makes me all kinds of mad. I tell him that's bunk and he gets all snarky and says I have a boyfriend. What freaking boyfriend? All I could think was he better not mean Flame Prince or I'm gonna freak out. Then he goes and says he knows me and FP are back together and calls me by FP's nickname for me. Well what he knows is crap! I feel my cheeks heat up, not from embarrassment but from anger. Did he think just because I was friends with FP, I would date him again? I'm not an idiot. But the only way he would have known I was even hanging with FP was if he was spying on me, and that's not cool and I tell him so. He gets mad and we start fighting about trust problems. Then he tries to walk away. So I tackled his ass and started beating on him. He flipped me off of him and I lay there catching my breath.

He started trying to say something but it doesn't seem to wanna come out. All I could think of was getting up and beating on him again. So I start to pull myself up. I started yelling about how I don't understand all this and that this isn't some game. He tries to tell me I'm the one playing a game. What the fuck! Then he drops the drama bomb. He says he is in love with me. Then he just leaves. I laid back on the ground. What am I suppose to do with that. I really can't do this anymore. If he loves me. And I'm pretty sure I love him. Why can't we just work things out? Why is this so hard? And why would you tell someone you love them and just leave without them telling you how they feel? I'm just going to let him come to me. If I try to go after him it will just make things worse I think. He is so stubborn. I hope he doesn't take to long.

Fionna