A sort little fic-let that I honestly just wrote five minutes ago

Inspired by last night's episode. Ethan did it! He asked Sarah out!

It was cute and all, but inside I was screaming (you belong with Benny!)

...

He doesn't know how to feel.

Doesn't really know how he should take the initial shock of it all really.

Ethan had done it.

He had asked Sarah out.

And Benny hadn't thought he would ever really do it.

He had known Ethan liked her.

He had teased him just about every day about that particular subject.

But now that it had happened.

He didn't know how to feel.

How was he supposed to feel?

Energetic?

Happy?

Sad?

Why sad?

He wondered.

Why?

What reason could he have to be sad that Ethan finally asked the babe of his dreams out?

What?

Rory was happy.

And Ethan was happy.

But Benny was shocked.

He didn't know how to feel.

Rory had called him out on it.

He had commented that 'unlike Benny' he had known that Ethan would eventually muster enough courage to ask her out.

And Ethan had just laughed.

But Benny…

Well, he didn't know what to do.

He tried putting up a mask, tried to be the supporting best friend.

But he didn't know how to feel.

Didn't know how he should initially take it.

Why though?

Why?

That night, the most restless night he had ever had.

Benny had thought about it.

Had thought about why he would feel sad, or why he couldn't be supportive.

Maybe it had to do with losing Ethan…

Maybe that initial worry was overwhelming him.

Because it was a true worry of his,

Even before this day it had been.

Ever since Sarah had come into their lives, Ethan had become ever so slightly distant.

It was a subtle change, one that surely must've gone unnoticed by everyone else.

But to him, to Benny, it was both obvious and demeaning.

Thinking about it, Benny nodded in disagreement.

That wasn't the whole answer.

There was something else bothering him.

Something that was far bigger than he could ever suspect.

It had to do with him and Ethan though.

That much was ever so clear.

Yet what it was, he knew not.

And that made Benny unable to feel.

No matter the answer behind it all though.

Benny knew one thing for certain.

He would have to be able to feel.

He would have to be able to be happy.

He would have to be the supporting best friend.

And he would have to wear a mask.

No matter how confused and upset he truly was.

Yes, there was the feeling he felt…

He was upset.

He wasn't happy, or energetic, or sad.

He was upset.

...

And fin.

It's really short and all, but I felt as though I should write this.

I like it, hopefully you guys do to.

It's been a while, and I've lacked writing for this fic even though I have a few ideas to put down.

Hopefully I get this back into course with my life.

- Peace.

(Oh, and if I do end up putting my ideas down then the first one I write will be the one that takes place in the Halloweird episode.

Let's just say I was inspired by the whole turning people into their costume idea, and Benny's once piece attire. To give insight, the one-shot will deal with a girl dressed as cupid, Ethan, and Benny in spandex).

(As another closure, I must also ask this. Since we've seen Ethan and Benny in a one piece, should we expect Rory to fall in that category anytime soon? Hmm? XD)