I had an writers block for the past few days erasing and deleting words. I had no idea how to wirte the next chapter. So finally inspiration hit me and I am finally unblocked. :) LOL. And You dont have to wait too long for the update. My goal is to get at least another seven chapters or more before highschool graduation. And hopefully finish the whole entire story before college begins. So yea another ???? If I ever finish it should I have a sequl to this story like maybe taking place ten years from now? What do you think?
Victoria's POV:
"You said I was delirious thinking that you told me you had bitten me during my transformation. You said it was the pain that was making me delirious. I know I heard you say it. I could of sworn I heard you telling me that. But of course, you got me thinking I was crazy. So I believed you. I cant believe you would fucking lie to me like that." I yelled glaring at James.
By now James had dropped Laurent to the floor. He quickly scrambled up and sat far away from James.
"Who knows how many lies you have told me over the years." I said continuing. "I know you lie, and steal and kill innocent people. But I would of never thought you would lie to me. I thought I was different, I understand you hurting and lying to others but I thought it would be different with the one you love. I am your mate. I am your wife, how can you do this to me? Don't you love me?"
"Of course I do." James said smoothly. "You know I do."
"Than how could you do this to me? How could you lie to me? How dare you treat me like a fool?" I spat out.
"Victoria." he begin. I cut him off, not letting him continue. I am tired of him lying to me. I had enough. I been lied to once by a man I had loved when I was human. No way am I going to be lied to twice.
"Don't try to explain. I don't want to hear your excuses and lies. I am tired of being lied to. I cant do this anymore James. Our marriage is over." I said taking my ring off and threw it to the carpet.
James stared at me in shock. Than he has his face composed again. "Our type don't get divorced. Our type usually stick together forever. This is unbelievable. This is not acceptable!" he shouted.
"You lying to me talking advantage of me when I was drunk and helpless is unacceptable. Don't preach me on what is acceptable and what isn't." I shot back.
"Your making a mistake, Victoria! You are nothing without me. What makes you think I wont kill you, what makes you think I wont go after you when you are alone with no one to protect you? You know I love you. You are making a mistake!" he said.
"Mistake? Me? No, James, I made a mistake." I shouted. "I made a mistake for being with you, putting up with you all these years. I made a mistake for being with you. I am such a fool. As for killing me, go ahead. I already died. My life already ended many years ago when you bite me and changed me into an vampire. I lived longer than a regular life expectancy. I already lived longer than I should of. There is nothing else more for me to live for. Go ahead James, destroy me. Go ahead I got nothing else to live for."
Sue's POV:
"Henry?" I said shocked when I opened the door to the face of my ex husband and a woman who I assume is Josephine and a young girl who looked around eleven or twelve standing next to her. Who is that little girl?
He smiled at me. It was the same smile that drove me wild back when we were dating. It was the smile that made my heart raced. And even after being divorced and have not spoken to or seen him for so many years the smile still effects me.
But what the heck is he doing here, showing up at my doorstep? What does he want? I wondered.
"Hi, Sue." he said easily. "It's nice seeing you again. How have you been?"
"I'm fi- fine". I managed to get out at last still shocked.
"Where are the kids?" he asked.
This gotten me out of my trance a little. After all those years being away from the kids, now he wants to see them? What the hell is going on here? After years of having no contact with him and all of sudden he just wants to worm his way back into the their lives, I will not let that happen. I will not have him waltz in and out of their lives. They deserve better. They do not deserve another heartbreak coming from their own father.
"Leah is in the hospital, and Seth is at a friends." I told him. "Why?"
"Hospital?" Henry asked. "Is she hurt?" he said concerned for his daughter he has not spoken to and seen for years.
"Relax." I said telling him. "She is visiting a friend of hers in the hospital."
"Oh." he said slightly relaxing. "What happened?"
I debated on whether or not to tell him. I decided to ignore his question instead ask one of mines. "What are you doing here? I assume you are Josephine." I said looking at the woman.
She nodded. There was a moment of brief and uncomfortable silence. "This is Katie." she said introducing the girl. I nodded. "So what are you all doing here?" I asked again.
Josephine looked at Henry. The girl, Katie look at all of us. Henry looked at all of us nervously. He took a deep breath before he said. " I came back to here to show my daughter around La Push, the place where me and her mother grow up in. And also I wanted to pay a visit to see my kids. It's been a long time."
That made me furious. "Why now?" I asked. "Damn it Henry. Why now after all this time? What makes you think the kids will be pleased to see you? After the pain you caused our children, you should of never come back. You stayed out of their lives for so long, why are you back here, wanting to be involved in their lives now?"
Henry stayed silent for a second not knowing how to respond. "I don't know, Sue. I really don't. I came back here wanting to show my daughter where I grew up, where me and her mother grew up. I want to show her the town, the life here. I want her to meet her half sister and half brother. She knows about them all her life but never met them. I came back here trying to fix things. I know when I left years ago, I made a lot of mistakes. I was foolish, but I want a chance to come back here trying to fix things."
That just infuriates me. Now he wants to fix things? After all that he has done over the years now he wants to fix things? After disappearing to god knows where, he suddenly just shows up at my doorsteps and expect me to smile and be welcoming?
"And did you really think that you could just show up and magically fix everything? Did you think that you could of fix your absence by showing up again in their lives again now? Do you honestly think they could trust you? Look at what you done to your kids. When you left Henry, Leah cried every night. She asked when her daddy will come back. She asks, where her daddy went. She would sleep by my side hoping when she wakes up the next morning you would be back.
Henry closed his eyes for a moment. "I am sorry." he whispered.
"I know." I said softly. "You affected all of us. Seth and Leah was too young to understand all of this. They didn't understand than, that their daddy would never come back into their lives. They couldn't understand that daddy has left on a trip and would never come back. Do you know how hard it was for me to explain to them that their daddy just didn't love mommy anymore. That mommy and the kids weren't enough for him anymore. Do you know how hard it was to tell it to little kids? For the longest time I resented you. I hated you. I was so mad at you for leaving me. I was so in love with you. We were in love. We had everything going for us. We had our life planned. We had two kids and a perfect marriage. We were living the dreams. I don't understand why I wasn't enough."
"Listen, Sue." Josephine said. "Henry did love you. He really did. When we met it was love at first sight, more than that, stronger than that. We are connected to each other. We are each other's moon's and stars. We orbit each other like the earth and the sun. He loved you, he was very much in love with you. You have to know that it wasn't because he didn't love you. He met me and felt the gravity, we were pushed to each other and attracted each other like magnets. He loved you, but what we have, the love we had was so much stronger, so much harder to ignore. You just need to know that it wasn't you. It want your fault. It wasn't even he's or mine's. It was destiny. It bought us together. This is all fate."
I clenched my fist's. I very much want to take my fist's and punched this woman in the face. But I kept my hands at my side. I very much want to beat this woman till her nose bleeds. But, I am an adult. I am an grown woman. I will not loose control. I will not loose my shit. I will not give her the satisfaction. I will not hit her. I told myself trying hard to keep my balled up fists at my side. I clenched my teeth to keep from saying things I might regret later on.
Carla's POV:
I am confused. I turned to look at Josh. "What is going on?" I asked him. "What did you have to tell me?"
He looked nervous. Very nervous. I noticed a bead of sweat coming from his forehead.
"What's wrong?" I asked concerned. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I am fine." He reassured me. "Carla, I have something to tell you." he begin.
"Okay, so what is it?" I asked. "Whatever it is, you can tell me . We are friends. We always have no problem telling each other things. So tell me. I am curious now."
"Um, you know how we are friends right? You know how we can tell each other things and how comfortable we are around each other right? Well, here's the thing. I am in love with you. I always have been. I love you Carla. I love you more than a friend. I want to be more than friends with you. I am crazy about you."
"Wow." I breathed. "I am speechless. I don't know what to say." I said. I am completely shocked. I have no idea he felt this way about me. I cant believe Leah was right. Wow.
"Of course." he said. "You don't feel that way. I am sorry. Pretend I didn't say anything. I don't want things to be weird between us." he said avoiding my eyes now. He seems to be looking at everything except at me.
"Josh." I said putting my hand up his chin and made me look at me. "I feel the same way. I have feelings for you too. Very intense feelings that someone who are just friends shouldn't have. I always had a crush on you. But I didn't think you liked me. I just thought you only see me only as an friend. I had no idea. Except Leah does keep on insisting that you like me too. So, I finally see she was right. I love you too Josh Devlin."
"I am crazy about you. Did you see the way I looked at you. Leah noticed, and some of my friend's noticed."
"No." I said. "I cant believe you didn't. Did you notice how I act when I am around you. I get out of breath just being near you. I blush and feel flustered when you compliment me on what I wear."
"No." he said. "I wish I did though, than we would have been together than. God, we were so blind. Such fools we are."
"Yeah." I said softly. "I am glad we finally got it right."
"So, let's make it official. Carla will you be my girlfriend?"
"Yes." I said. "I will be your girlfriend." And with that I pulled his face closer to mines and closed the distance between our lips and kissed him.
Question: Should I let James attack Victoria and kill her? Or should I keep her. I am not sure. Let me know what you think.
Review please. Love u all for reading my fan fiction. You dont know how much I appreciate it. I will try to update soon.
