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TDF
Monday, October 10, 2011 – 10:26 pm – Home, Bayview Apartments, Port Angeles, WA
I am in love. One hundred and ten percent, head over heels in love. The hair, the eyes, the casual smirk, all of it has pulled me under. His name? The Doctor.
Dr. Who, that is. Ever since Monday became my Sunday, I have spent at least part of it on my couch watching back-to-back episodes of 'Dr. Who.' The time traveling Gallifreyan pulled me in years ago when I was still in college and has yet to let go.
Until recently, I would have claimed that was my David Tennant perfect doctor, but something about Matt Smith with his floppy hair and bow tie has grown on me and now makes my girly parts tingle. It is still my most ardent dream that the T.A.R.D.I.S. will show up on my door step and The Doctor will whisk me as his newest companion and I will get to rip that bow tie off and let him in my police box.
*sigh* A girl can dream.
I am also in love with this couch. I saved up for almost a year to buy it and it almost didn't fit up the stairs and through the door to my apartment, but thank god I did because it is perfect. Overstuffed and fluffy enough, it slowly swallows you into a slouchy reclining stupor. It is big enough it could be considered a day bed, and combined with throw pillows and an old down comforter, I am in my own cocoon of fluffy nirvana.
Oh and this red wine! I am usually such a white wine girl, but this old bottle of red was all I had and it paired itself wonderfully with my lovely dinner of China Chopsticks take out.
Goodness I am affectionate tonight, just spreading the love to the inanimate objects all around me. Perhaps it is how relaxed I am. A day spent with no homework, no work, no phone calls, texts or emails, just me, my couch and a DVR has resulted in an uber relaxed Bella.
I tried all day to limit my time thinking about Edward, Teddy and Jake but it has been hard as all three seem to loom in the corners of my mind.
Edward and his marital status or lack there of have been gnawing at me and I know I need to apologize, I just can't figure out how. Teddy's story about his relationship with the Cullen's upset me and I am trying hard not jump to conclusions about Edward and his family. But it is hard when you see one of your closest friends hurt so much.
Jake has been the easiest not to think of, but every so often when I least expect it, the voice of the awkward virgin wanting to 'go dutch' runs through my brain and I cringe.
I cover my head and try to lose myself in Dr. Who and his adventure with the Ponds on a pirate ship. Watching Roronicus Pondicus swash buckling for his lady love is just enough to drag me back into the state of relaxation my gut is urging me to savor.
I don't often trust my gut, as doing so has led to debacles such as yelling at an unmarried doctor for cheating on his wife and asking a stranger on romantic first date. But right now I want to cuddle up and never leave this couch or Matt Smith, because somehow I know to trust my gut that there is a storm coming. And today was my day to revel in the eerie calm before the storm.
TDF
AN: Sorry this was so late. Life kicked me in the butt and I only got home an hour ago. Long story short, I now have to start my car with a hammer. Awesome.
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