*TRIGGER WARNING FOR THIS CHAPTER! TALK OF ABUSE/ASSAULT AS WELL AS TALK OF A SUICIDE ATTEMPT. PLEASE BE WARNED BEFORE READING THIS CHAPTER!*

"Dr. Torres, come on in." Dr. Wyatt opened her office door and ushered the Latina in.

Callie smiled, "It's actually Robbins, now, but Callie is just fine."

"My mistake, I heard you got married." Dr. Wyatt took a seat in a chair and offered Callie the couch across from her, "And these two must be the new twins!"

"Yeah, this is Axel and Dashiel Robbins, their big brother, Ace, is in daycare."

"I believe I've met Ace in passing, adorable, all three of them are. Congratulations on the new bundles of joy and your marriage. But, how about we cut right to the chase; what are you here for?"

Callie sighed as she looked over to the twins sleeping soundly in their car seats that were clicked onto their stroller, "My wife, Arizona, thinks I have post-partum depression."

"Ok, and what do you think?"

"On one hand, I think she's right, on the other, I don't want to believe it." Callie spoke softly, feeling like she was going to cry already.

"Why don't you tell me what's been going on? How you've been feeling since Axel and Dashiel have been born?"

Callie went on to tell Dr. Wyatt of her mood swings. She explained how she would cry constantly, for hours on end, how she threw a glass at the wall a few days ago because she got a rush of uncontrollable anger. Callie also told the psychologist how she would randomly snap at her wife for no apparent reason.

"Well, hearing all of that, I think Arizona might be right," Dr. Wyatt spoke as she wrote in her notepad. "There's also a possibility that you had depression or something of the sorts that was never diagnosed."

"Why do you think that?"

"I've seen and treated many women with post-partum depression, a good chunk of those being new mothers to multiples but your mood swings seem to be a bit more than that." Dr. Wyatt noticed the look of shock and hurt on Callie's, "What are you feeling right now?"

"I…" Callie wiped at the tears in her eyes, "I'm not depressed. I'm a happy person, I love my life and my family."

"You've never felt this way before? Never had these extreme feelings?"

Callie shrugged, "I mean, maybe occasionally; when I'm on my period or something. I mean, I get sad sometimes but who doesn't?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"I'm pretty sure you've been asking questions for the better part of 45 minutes," Callie laughed.

Dr. Wyatt chuckled along with the brunette, "Good point. This one, though, is pretty important. What is that scar on your forearm?"

Callie looked down where she knew the scar on her arm was. The scar was about four inches long and almost perfectly straight. Callie's mind wandered to the day she got that scar and began to tell the doctor the story.

"It was 7 years ago," Callie sighed. "I was just graduating med school and couldn't lie to my parents anymore about my sexuality. I had a girlfriend I thought I was in love with and finally came out to them. My father, he didnottake it well. He called me just about every n-n-name in the book and attacked me with a b-belt."

At this point in her story, Callie was crying pretty heavily, Dr. Wyatt handed the Latina a small package of tissues and told her to take her time.

After a few moments and a couple of deep breaths, Callie continued, "He yanked the belt from his waist and kind of just… whipped it in my direction and caught me in the face with the buckle. After I realized I was bleeding, I turned and tried to run for my room but he caught me and pushed me to the ground before beating me with the belt. He left some welts, not hitting me hard enough to scar, though, he knew better. Once he finally stopped, I ran for my room and locked myself in. I sat in my bed and cried for… I don't even know how long. By the time I got out of bed, it was dark and decided to take a shower before heading to bed. When I got into the bathroom, I found the medical bag my parents bought me when I got accepted to med school with a brand new, shiny scalpel. I'm guessing I don't have to tell you what happened next."

"I suppose not. Now, do you think if anyone else told you that story, would you think they suffered some kind of depression?"

Without a second thought, Callie nodded, "Yeah, that doesn't exactly sound like sunshine and rainbows. But, does a suicide attempt automatically make you depressed?"

"I think that might be a matter of personal opinion." Dr. Wyatt watched Callie who wouldn't take her eyes off the twins. "Does Arizona know about the suicide attempt?"

Callie shook her head, tears falling again at the mention of her wife.

"I think you should tell her. She deserves to know, don't you think?"

After another 15 minutes with Dr. Wyatt and setting up another appointment for next week, Callie shook the doctor's hand before pushing the stroller out of the office.

"Do you guys think we should go get Ace and track down Mommy?" Callie spoke to the newborns, knowing they wouldn't answer. "I take your silence as agreement so let's go!"

Within ten minutes, Callie was walking onto the Peds floor in search of her wife.

"Jo!" Ace yelled as he saw the brunette standing at the nurses' station.

Jo turned and smiled at the boy, picking him up as he ran into her arms, "Ace, you're getting so big! What are you doing here?"

"Find Ma, you see her?"

Jo smiled at Ace, "I do know where you Mommy is, she's in her office. How are you Dr… Robbins. Great, now I'm going to get all kinds of confused."

Callie laughed at the young brunette, "Eh, you'll get used to it. Ortho Robbins and Peds Robbins."

Ace wiggled his way down from Jo's arms and ran for the door to his mommy's office and barged in without even knocking, "Ma, Ace here wif bruddas and Momma!"

Arizona had been sleeping on her couch when Ace ran in, he scared her so much when he yelled that she shot up and fell off the couch, "Fuck."

"Ooooh, Momma, Ma say no-no!"

Callie laughed as she pushed the twins into the room, "He scare you?"

"Yeah, came flying in like a bat outta he-…" Arizona stopped as she noticed Ace's eyes on her, "Heck. Bat outta heck. My butt hurts."

"Aw, want me to kiss it better?" Callie asks with a mocking pout.

"Maybe," Arizona teased back.

Jo cleared her throat, "Not to be a buzz kill but I'm not sure the kids wanna see you literally kiss her butt."

"You're probably right," Arizona laughed, "What are you guys up to anyway?"

"I just finished my first appointment with Dr. Wyatt and it went pretty well. I was actually hoping you'd be ready to go home soon? I wanted to have a nice family dinner and then have a talk when the boys go down?"

"Yeah, I can go home as soon as Alex gets here." Arizona spoke with a yawn.

"Alex actually got here an hour ago."

Arizona eyed Jo by the door, "What? What time is it?"

"Almost 5."

"Well shit," Arizona groaned as she finally climbed off the floor.

Ace gasped and pointed at Arizona, "Ma say a no-no!"

"Don't worry, Ace, Mommy is gunna get punished later." Callie nodded at her oldest son.

"Yeah, no 'sert Ma!"

Arizona pouted at her son, "I don't get any dessert? Well that's no fair!"

"Well, if Ace can't say no-no's then neither can Momma," Callie laughed at the blonde's pout. "Come on, let's get you up and home so we can have dinner and our talk."

Ok, so, here's another chapter. Short one but it's here. Also, I have a few things to say.

One is to the one guest reviewer who will read a chapter almost as soon as I post it and then immediatelysay they're sick of waiting for the next one. Listen, I'm sorry but I have a life and a job and I'm in the middle of preparing to go to courtto get my daughter back in my life after her mother ripped her away from me. That is my main priority right now. I'm glad you're so interested in the story, and I'm glad you like it so much, but you gotta cut me some slack, please?

Two; JCap and Sarah Drew have been 'let go' from Grey's and I'm just... So mad! Whatever the reason was, it sucks and I hate it but I plan on continuing to write Grey's Anatomy, specifically Calzona, fics because this is my... relaxation from life.

So, anyway, I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I will try to have a new chapter before Wednesday but I make no promises