So this will probably be the last chapter (if we don't count the epilogue). I hope you'll enjoy and of course stay tuned in for my next story which is coming in about week or two. Thanks for all your reviews and for being awesome nair fans as you are.
I don't own any characters or songs used, just the ideas.
Blair stood there paralyzed with shock and desperation. Nate was kissing his ex girlfriend. Nate, her Nate. So he really didn't change like he promised her he did so many times.
She blinked her eyes rapidly a few times and shut them as much as she could hoping she would open them and there would only be Nate, smiling at her, coming forward and embracing her.
But she felt nothing, nothing but cold, cold in her heart.
Those three seconds she stood there felt like a life time.
People say that before you die your whole life runs through your head. He wasn't literally dying but it certainly felt like it. He only saw Blair. So it was true you do see your whole life flash before your eyes, Blair was his whole life. In this three pitiful second he could never get back all he thought about was her and how he won't be able to sleep at nights because of what have just happened. Because even though he had no feelings but hatered shed for Bree, he somehow felt like he cheated on her.
He abruptly grabbed her by her shoulders and pushed her away, anger rising with every second he spent there with her.
Blair saw what happened and decided to just go run. Run and never get back. She had it enough. Enough of her family, his family, Bree, Chuck, this baby and as ridiculous as it sounds, she had enough of Nate. Ridiculous? There was nothing ridiculous about this situation. She felt like a helpless little bird trapped in a cage of endless lies and emotions all over the place. She almost left until she heard it and stopped dead in her tracks.
For the first time in her life the tone of his voice scared her to death, and it wasn't even addressed to her.
''Nate we belon-'' Bree's pleading soft voice started only to be cut off by something monstrous
''We nothing! Nothing… what the fuck were you thinking? Don't say you were that stupid that you thought I would take you bac-'' he yelled at her at the top of his lungs, both Bree and Blair that was on the other side of the door never ever thought he could even yell at someone
''-Why wouldn't you? You have no business doing with that Waldorf slut-''
That cut it for Nate, as far as he cared she was dead now. He grabbed her arm forcefully and made her look at him. He didn't mean to hurt her, he would never physically hurt a girl or violate her in any possible sense, he just had enough of it. He let her arm out of his grasp a second later, trying to calm himself a bit. He took a breath and said as calmly as he could
''You really have to be damaged to think I would choose a sick twisted awful person like you over Blair… Blair who happens to be the only fucking perfect thing in this god awful world and in my screwed up life. You will never be like Blair, you could never even compare. It would be like comparing a self loathed slut to a goddess. Which is exactly what it is. I'm done. Get out''
She stood paralyzed and obviously appalled and offended. She snorted a bit, trying to look okay and not hurt, although she was, and Blair. That bitch would get hers.
''You come crawling back and I will wait, that's just how good I-''
''I don't think you understood. Get out, out of my, my fiance's and my family's life. From now on it's going to be like this. You mean nothing to me or to anyone even remotely related to me. Get. Out.'' He yelled
She nodded slightly and went for the door
''Bree'' she heard his voice saying calmly, a track of hope reappearing. She turned back around, ready for his apology, only it was not coming
''If you ever and I mean ever even think about hurting Blair… I will end you'' he said his voice hoarse and sharp, it dug right through her as she finally left
Blair remained silent, sitting on the floor next to his door, tears sliding down her porcelain skin. She hated herself for reacting the way she did a moment ago. He did change, for her. She was the one who was the problem. She didn't know what to do now or how to face him. She knew that she needs to tell him about their child now. But telling him would come with a risk of him finding out what she almost did today, if Nate were to find that out she was sure he would never want to see her again. her thoughts were shattered hearing a numb punch on the other side followed by a groan.
Nate turned his back to the door the second Bree left. His eyes immediately fell on what was at his table, a framed picture of his love. He felt like the stupidest person in the world. He should have said Bree to just go the minute she stepped in, he should have gone home and be with Blair, instead this happened. He felt an instant rush of anger and punched the closest wall to him.
She finally found the strength to stood up and entered his office to find him facing the wall, his forehead and his clenched fists pressed against it.
She got inside so quietly he didn't even notice. Her jaw started shaking as she spoke barely audible
''Nate''
He turned towards her slowly, scared to death, she couldn't see Bree kissing him, no, no, no
''Blair'' he said his voice as shaky as hers ''Wha…what are you doing here?'' she must have seen it, he could see she was crying and immediately cursed himself for doing this to her
''I saw you'' he couldn't read a single emotion from her voice, he could see the disappointment in her eyes
''Blair I swear I-'' he started and stopped when she rushed to him and hugged him, holding on to him like he was the thread keeping her from falling, crying . His pupils dilated in surprise and his emotions were going wild. He felt so much love for this fragile person in his arms and he couldn't thank God enough for sending her to him.
''Shhh…baby its okay. Please don't cry. I know what I did was wrong and –''
''It's not you. Nate you did nothing wrong, I know what happened, it's not your fault. It's what I did-'' she couldn't make herself come clean about it. She couldn't in this condition anways, she just kept crying and holding on to him tight.
Nate embraced her and kissed the top of her head, he got worried about her now, what could have possibly happened
'' What do you mean?'' he asked gently stroking her hair
It's now or never Blair
''I've kept something from you…you have to promise me you won't get mad'' she said pleadingly looking up at his eyes
''What di-''
''Promise'' she demanded from him
''Okay, I promise I won't get mad'' now he was even more worried
''I'm…I'm sort of….Nate I'm pregnant'' she looked up to him to catch his reaction. His face was motionless, this was a bad idea
''As in we're having a baby?'' he asked her calmly, she nodded
''I love you so much'' he said smiling at her and placing his hand on either side of her cheeks showering her with kisses. He couldn't believe it, this was definitely the best thing he ever could experience, besides being with Blair. At the moment he didn't care about their parents, what have happened with Bree earlier or the fact that half of the Manhattan was on their case. They're about to have a child together and that alone was enough to cancel all of those awful stuff along.
''You're not mad?'' she said pleasantly surprised and wrapped her arms around his neck
''How could I be mad after hearing something like this? Wait, it is mine,right?'' he joked, she frowned and hit chest playfully
''No….see I met this guy the other day aaaand-'' she was cut off by his kiss and smiled against his lips. He looked her in the eyes, his forehead against hers
''Let's go home''
She smiled back at him and nodded, everything was perfect again, so what if everyone was on their case, as much as she was concerned as long as she had him and their little sweetheart everything would be okay.
''Let's''
She picked up her purse from the chair she put it on and was ready to leave.
''Oh hey, something fell out….'' His tone fell. She turned around to see what it was and felt paralyzed all over again. He stood there looking at the paper in his hands in disbelief
''Nate'' her voice trembled
''An abortion clinic?'' he asked his voice as cold as it could be. She winced, a few tears sliding down her face again ''You were-'' he started shaking his head and looked somewhere else, anywhere but her eyes. This couldn't be happening
''I didn't…I mean I almost did…but I was alone and I was scared and William-''
''You were alone? What the hell was I? You were just thinking of getting an abortion without even telling me you're regnant'' he yelled at her
''You need to understand. I didn't want to screw your chances at the election and I was planning on telling you but then your grandfather found out and he threatened me and I got scared and got there, but the second I did I knew I couldn't do this. I love you too much to do it and….I just…'' she shook her head ''You know what. I knew this was going to happen'' she said through tears and ran out as fast as she could.
Nate quickly got himself back to reality and ran after her. He was a jackass. He shouldn't have yelled at her like that, he didn't even let her say him the whole damn thing and of course William would do something like that.
''Blair'' he yelled after her. She got to the elevator and pushed the lobby button wanting to get out of here as soon as possible
He finally spotted her and stopped the elevator doors from closing. She looked up at him and shook her head
''I have nothing to say to you. And I don't need for you to say anything to me okay? I know I'm a bad person, I know that I almost got through it. You don't need to rub it in my face. I know that after hearing this you would turn back time and be with Bree-''
''Shut up'' he told her straight. She frowned in surprise and just stared at him. There was no other way in getting Blair Waldorf to listen to you. She was the most stubborn person on this planet but god damn it so was he. If he wanted something he would get it. And now, he wanted her.
''You think I told Bree all of that stuff because I wanted her? You think I told her she's a slut and I never wanted to see her again cause I wanted her not you? You think I would be standing here with you after all of the crap we've been trough if I didn't want you? If that's what you think than go, just go. But remember I will never ever give up until I can call you and our baby my own. That's how much I love you'' he let go of the elevator door and calmly paced back towards his office.
Blair always believed in fairytales , she just never believed there would be a prince charming in the real life, tonight she was convinced otherwise. And her prince was just leaving.
He knew she would come back to him. He just knew it. He could hear her footsteps behind him and feel her presence mere inches from his body so he stopped
''I love you so much'' she said tearing up, this time it was because of all the happiness she felt when he turned back and kissed her, telling her how much he loved her too.
''I promise, nothing, and I mean nothing, not even death will tear us apart this time, we're stronger than all of them.'' He whispered
Ta daah! I hope you enjoyed and I also hope I'll be able to post the epilogue ASAP.
Don't forget about The clash of two worlds ;)) xo L
