A/N: Brr...it's cold in here! Anyways guys, I'm back with yet another chapter, hope you enjoy. I'm freezing up in here, which is weird 'cause I live in a "tropical" country BUT weather's been crazy as of late. That said, I was glad to hear all of you guys' amazing responses to last chapter. I hope you also like this one.
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WARNINGS: Smut coming ahead...read at your own risk (and I apologize if it sucks).
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Ch. 28_Big Time Confessions
Carlos and Logan sighed unhappily as they held a hysterical Kendall in their arms.
They were pained to see their friend in such a pitiful state.
They knew, from all their years of friendship, that Kendall Knight never cried. He never let himself be betrayed by his emotions.
The only time they'd ever seen Kendall completely lose it, besides now, had been when his father had died.
So they knew that the blonde boy must be a wreck internally to be unable to hide from them the sadness he was feeling.
"Shh…Kendall," said Logan soothingly, patting his friend's back comfortingly "Everything's going to be alright…"
"How can it be?" Kendall cried "How, Logan, when James said he loved me and yet he's still cheating on me? How could he do that? Am I not enough? Is that it? James must not want a loser like myself, he's so perfect- too perfect…he deserves someone better…I don't deserve him,"
"Rather," said Logan through gritted teeth "He doesn't deserve you. Kendall you're talented, you're smart, and yes, as a gay guy I can openly tell you, you're beautiful…any guy would be lucky to have you and James is just behaving like an ass…"
Carlos nodded in agreement to Logan's words.
"I don't want to lose him Logan," Kendall whispered, his eyes wide with fright "He's going to move in with Sean if I don't do something to stop him. He'll-he'll leave me and then I'll have to watch him be with Sean and- I won't bear it Logan, I know I won't."
"So fight for him," said Carlos simply "Don't let Sean win so easily. Fight back. Make James realize he loves you much more than he'll ever love Sean…"
"And how do I do that?" Kendall wondered.
"You'll figure it out," said Logan "For now, just give yourself some time to pull yourself back together…and remember, we're always here for you, buddy,"
"Thanks," Kendall said gratefully "And Logan?"
"Yeah?" he asked him.
"I-I'm sorry dude," Kendall said embarrassed "For-for punching you the other day…you were right…"
"Kendall, it's alright, I forgive you," Logan said, smiling sadly at his friend "If you'd told me the same thing about Carlos I wouldn't have wanted to believe it either…"
"Never ever, ever going to happen though," Carlos said, giving Logan a sweet kiss "I'll never cheat on you Logie, I love you,"
"I'm pretty sure James loves Kendall as well," Logan said, having seen Kendall's grimace at Carlos' words "It's just-"
"Guys, I'm fine, really," Kendall said, drying his eyes up, a new determined light shining in his eyes, "I know James loves me, though he's confused now but, no worries, I'll need you two to give us some alone time for a couple of hours but – I think I might have an idea of how to win my boyfriend back …"
"Really?" Carlos asked then grinned "Wow...that was fast. That's the Kendall we know! Go get your man, dude!"
Kendall smiled back weakly at his friends, internally crossing his fingers that this newly formed, crazy plan of his would work and that he'd be able to keep James…
Just then, the guys heard the doorbell ring and soon enough James' loud voice letting them know he'd arrived at Kendall's house for dinner.
Carlos and Logan both gave Kendall a reassuring squeeze on the shoulder and Kendall took a deep, steadying breath and tried to appear happy so his boyfriend wouldn't suspect what he'd already found out.
"Hey Kendall I'm-" James stopped when he saw Carlos and Logan in the living room with Kendall, his eyes widening.
"Hey James," Kendall said, offering his boyfriend a smile which James did not return. He seemed rather pale and pissed off.
"Hey James," Carlos and Logan both said at the same time, avoiding eye contact with their brunette friend.
"What's going on?" James asked, eyes narrowed in suspicion "Kendall, why are they here?"
"We're-uh-friends and that's what friends do? Visit one another?" Kendall answered sarcastically and with a roll of his eyes as if it was the most obvious answer in the world.
"What did they tell you? Whatever they told you isn't true!" James said, getting agitated, his voice panicky.
Kendall looked at James strangely.
"What they told me?" he asked quietly "James what they've told me so far is that Carlos ate a six corndogs in a row yesterday, something which I find pretty believable and that Logan's mom busted them having sex the other night…which I find is quite possible too…"
"Oh," James said, blushing a bit "Um, is that ALL they've told you?"
"Yeah…" Kendall said with a shrug "Well and also that Logan's dad got a promotion in his job like a week ago and that that has got him really tired lately, he has to take a lot of his work home to finish…"
"Oh," James said again "I see…"
"Why?" Kendall asked, playing dumb, "What is it that they were going to tell me that I shouldn't believe?"
Contrary to popular belief, he too, was an excellent actor. He stared back at James, looking as innocent and naiive as possible.
"Oh- um-um-" James stammered, going even redder.
"It's a prank we were thinking about pulling on James," Logan said smiling a little too much for James' liking "We were going to tell you that James had said he was better at hockey and that he'd taught you how to play so then you'd challenge him to a game and we'd get to watch you kick his sorry ass…"
"Y-yeah," James said, though still confused over Carlos' and Logan's attitudes "Yeah that was it…"
"Obviously prank's now ruined though," Carlos thought, appearing to be sad at the thought.
"Next time Carlitos," Logan said, draping an arm over his boyfriend's shoulder "We'll get him next time…"
Carlos then checked his watch.
"Oh shoot, Logie, look at the time!" he exclaimed "We were supposed to meet my parents over fifteen minutes ago in the restaurant for dinner! Shoot! My mom is going to kill us! Guys, we're sorry, but we really have to go, otherwise Logan and I'll be in really big trouble…see you guys later!"
"See ya!" Logan called, following his boyfriend out the door.
"Later!" James and Kendall called.
Kendall smiled. They were alone now, it was time to put his plan in action and he hoped for his and James' sake that it worked…
(A/N: SMUT AHEAD...You've been warned...)
"So…" James said, turning to Kendall "What do you want to do now that they're gone and-"
The rest of his sentence was muffled as Kendall attacked his lips, kissing him roughly, pinning him to the wall.
James moaned.
"Kendall," he panted when Kendall broke the kiss in order to breath "Kendall…your mother-your sister-"
"Are away at the mall and aren't coming back for a good couple of hours," Kendall said before kissing James furiously again, this time grinding his hips into the taller boy's, making the pretty boy moan.
"Kendall…" James whined when Kendall broke away from the kiss "Need more…"
"I know you need more, baby," Kendall purred "But I have a surprise planned for you and you'll have to be patient to see it…I promise though, you'll love it…"
James whined in protest at Kendall's words as the blonde boy ran upstairs to his room, locking the door behind him.
After some time that seemed like an eternity to James, Kendall called for him to come upstairs.
Genuinely curious as to what his boyfriend had planned out for the two of them, James made his way slowly up the stairs and opened the door to Kendall's room, not expecting what he was going to see inside.
His mouth dropped to the ground at what he saw.
Kendall lay on his bed, his arms crossed and supporting his head up while he looked at James expectantly.
He was completely naked.
James swallowed, the bulge in his pants growing tighter.
"Kendall," he breathed "So…beautiful, so…breathtaking,"
Kendall smirked.
"Are you just going to watch James or would you care to join me?" he asked playfully, even though inside he was a mess, nervous over what he knew was about to happen.
James let out a quiet moan at the hotness of Kendall's words.
He quickly stripped himself of his clothes and jumped on Kendall's bed.
Before he could even blink Kendall pulled him forward for a rough kiss, grinding their hips, causing their bare erections to rub against one another.
James gasped in pleasure, his back arching.
"Kendall, baby," he whimpered "Baby, I need you,"
"So take me," Kendall whispered back, his eyes darkened with lust though hoping his voice didn't shake.
"What?" James asked, disconcerted by Kendall's words and by the fact that Kendall hadn't made a move to flip them so that James would be under him.
"Take me," Kendall repeated his voice getting all low and husky.
"Do you…want me to ride you?" James asked disbelievingly, Kendall had never done something like this before, but what Kendall said next surprised him even more.
"No James," Kendall said, fighting back a moan at the hotness of the situation "I want you to fuck me,"
"WHAT?" James asked, completely taken aback, pulling away from Kendall to look into his eyes searching for any sign of teasing on the blonde's part.
"You heard me," Kendall said "I want you to fuck me James,"
"But- you've never bottomed before," James said concerned "And you said you didn't want to last time I asked you!"
"I changed my mind," Kendall said quickly, and avoiding James' gaze "I want to do it…"
"Are you sure?" James asked his voice full of concern.
Kendall smiled at how cute James looked, worried over his well-being.
"I'm sure Jamie;" he said, giving his boyfriend a sweet kiss on the lips "I want to…"
"This will hurt," James warned.
Kendall shrugged.
"I'll manage," he said.
Needing no more reassurance, James pulled Kendall in for another passionate kiss.
He took Kendall's nipple into his mouth, making the blonde gasp in pleasure and arch his back.
He sucked on the blonde's neck, marking him, smirking when he felt the blonde pant and whine. Marveling at the newfound control he had over Big Time Rush's usually fearless and strong leader.
"More Jamie," Kendall begged his eyes almost completely dark with lust "Please!"
James sighed before he brought his hand to Kendall's mouth.
"Suck," he said gently.
Kendall took James' fingers into his mouth eagerly, sucking on them.
When James deemed his fingers slick enough with Kendall's saliva, he took them out of the blonde's mouth and pressed them against his entrance before pushing the first finger in.
Kendall gasped and squirmed in slight discomfort.
Soon enough, James added a second finger and began to scissor them inside the blonde, trying to get him to open up more.
Kendall hissed in pain.
James kissed the blonde, trying to distract him from the pain which he knew was inevitable.
Suddenly Kendall's eyes, which had been previously shut tight in pain, opened wide in shock and he let out a soft moan.
"Oh!" he gasped.
James smirked.
"Found it," he said huskily.
Before long, Kendall was bucking his hips against James' hand, trying to get the brunette's fingers to go deeper inside him and brush that spot inside him again.
"You ready for me baby?" James asked him.
Kendall nodded eagerly.
"Yes, God, yes," he panted.
Kendall whined in protest when he felt James' fingers leave him but looked up at him expectantly when he realized what the brunette had pulled away for.
James sighed before taking out the bottle of lube that Kendall now kept in his bedside table and coating his cock with it.
He sighed again before lining up his cock at Kendall's entrance. He hesistated and lookd shyly at the blonde, as if asking for permission.
"Just do it already!" Kendall moaned, his own dick aching for more.
James did not hesitate again before he slid inside Kendall.
The blonde hissed once again in pain.
"Sorry," James mumbled in apology before continuing to slide inside Kendall until he was buried deep inside the blonde.
"So tight," he gasped "So fucking tight Kenny!"
He waited for a while for Kendall to adjust to the intrusion that no amount of stretching really prepared you for while the blonde tried hard to control his breathing, his hands balled up at his sides, trying to think of anything but the pain.
"Okay," Kendall panted after a while "You can move now, James,"
James began to thrust in to Kendall, an awkward rhythm at first, both of them being new in this change of positions but soon enough the blonde was bucking his hips in time to James' thrusts, both of them moaning.
It was all unfamiliar to Kendall at first, but eventually he began to get used to James' rhythm.
Suddenly, his back arched and let out a scream of pleasure as James hit his prostate dead on making him see bright stars and a wave of pleasure he'd never really felt before and instantly craved for more. A pleasure so intense that made all the pain he'd previously gone through definitely worth it.
"H-hit there again Jamie," he begged.
"Your wish, my command," James let out before angling his thrusts so that he'd hit the blonde's prostate with nearly every thrust.
Kendall continued to let out moans, and screams of pleasure along with various curse words and constant whispers of James' name.
"I-I'm so close Kendall," James panted.
"Me-me too baby," Kendall whined.
James took his hand and gave Kendall's neglected member one quick stroke and that was all it took for Kendall to come with a scream of James' name, painting his and James' stomachs white.
Feeling Kendall's walls contract around him, squeezing him tightly, brought James to his own release and he filled the blonde boy to the brim with his seed, making Kendall moan again as he felt James fill him while still in the high of own orgasm.
After that, both boys just laid together, panting, trying to catch their breath, James still inside Kendall.
After some time, James pulled out, making Kendall wince at the action.
"Sorry," James mumbled.
"That's okay," Kendall whispered his voice hoarse from so much yelling. He turned sideways a little and winced again as he felt the dull burn left from their previous actions.
"Kendall," James said "Baby, that was amazing…"
"It was, wasn't it?" Kendall asked sleepily.
"So…what made you change your mind?" James asked, genuinely curious.
"Just-wanted to try something new," Kendall said before adding "I love you James,"
James gasped and sat up, staring at Kendall, dumbfounded.
"Did you just-?" he asked, disbelievingly, not being able to even finish his question.
"Tell you I love you?" Kendall finished for him and with a weary smile "Yeah, I did. I love you James,"
"God, I love you too Kendall!" James cried before kissing the blonde passionately "So, so much!"
"You won't leave me…right?" Kendall asked fearfully.
"Never," James promised "Why'd you even think something like that?"
Kendall bit his lip.
"I know about you and Sean," he admitted finally…
A/N: Ho ho...bet you guys didn't expect THIS turn of events did you?
Don't worry, those of you who were curious about Kendall's reaction. This is not it. This is barely the start, there's more, oh so much more, to come next chapter.
KENDALL: Do I get to bust Sean's face? Please?
ME: We'll see...odds currently are that you will but we'll see...
KENDALL: I can't wait! And I'll bet the readers can't either, how many reviews would make you happy?
ME: 8-10 are my happy numbers.
KENDALL: Will you still update even though you don't reach those numbers?
ME: Sure! I mean, I just have to know at least 1 person's liking my story and I'll update for that person...
KENDALL: You're awesome, you know that right?
ME: Eeh...thanks, I try to be. Anyways review guys!
PS. This episode was written in a post-break up depressing mood, as of Mar. 5, I no longer have a boyfriend...I apologize for any spelling/grammar errors you might've found in this chapter, I was not in the mood to double-check.
On a brighter note...
GENERAL INFO.- There's a new BTR episode coming up. For those of you who still don't know it's called "Big Time Invasion" and its tentative release date is March 23rd- The KCA's day! Come on Rushers, let's vote and vote so BTR can get another Blimp! And Carlos Pena's competing for best male singer this year! PM me if you don't know where to go in order to vote, I'll gladly send a link. And stay tuned for the episode!
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