I walked into the room, quietly closing the door behind me. Still somewhat awed by what I was allowed to witness earlier. The full acceptance of the teenagers into the group. I agreed that they had been very well trained, cared for, and guided to the point that they were a very capable team. Even in the short time I've been around them, I see the same strength in them that their Fathers have. And they could very well play the part that was given to them on our endeavor tonight.
Which brought me here to the woman now resting peacefully. Again I was struck by her beauty as she laid there, a beauty that struck me to my very soul. I moved softly to the bed, not really wanting to wake her just yet, and sat in my usual spot on the bed next to her. Watching her as she slept on, I again cursed myself for a fool for not wanting to see how I truly felt for her earlier. Now I was going to have to go out to face my former master, and do so without her by my side. That thought left me feeling strangely, empty.
My hand seemed to move of it's own accord as I brought it to her face, gently brushing her cheek with my fingertips and her eyes blinked slowly open at the touch and she smiled up at me. A smile that melted my heart as I returned it.
I just looked into those eyes of hers, soft brown orbs that seemed to take my breath away with the feelings she let show in them. Feelings I still really couldn't believe she felt towards me. "We're leaving soon." I told her. "I just wanted to see you before we go."
"How soon?" She asked me quietly, her eyes now taking on a hint of worry. I didn't have to tell her where we were going, she already knew.
"Still a few hours yet before it's time. But I wanted to spend them with you."
Her hand covered mine that was still on her cheek as her gaze never left mine. "So soon? I had hoped to be able to join you."
"I know."
She reached out and pulled on my harness and I followed the request and leaned down to kiss her. Once again tasting her sweetness with my lips. She reached out her other hand and placed it behind my neck, pulling me even closer to her as she kissed me harder before she pulled away. It was then I noticed the tears in her eyes. Again, I didn't need to ask, I knew why she was crying. "Finally able to show you how I feel, and now I might lose you to him."
"But at least you now know for sure, there won't ever be that doubt in you."
"Still...I...I...can't lose you now." There was something in her eyes, something that she wanted but couldn't bring herself to say. I just waited patiently as she struggled to put her thoughts into words. "I want you." She finally whispered out. "Just one time before you go..."
Speechless, I looked at her, this wasn't what I expected. "Lotus, no...you are in no condition..."
"Then be gentle, My Master." Her eyes teared up again as she spoke. "I am still a virgin. I never found anyone worthy of the right to take it from me. Then I realised it was you that I wanted to have the honor...and I may not get another chance to give it to you. Maybe in this way you will have something of me to take with you..." I was stunned as I looked down at her, not sure what to say. "Please..."
I was trembling as I took in what she just told me, and I swallowed hard a few times. After years of waiting for me, I could give her this one thing, couldn't I? But I didn't want to hurt her... Those eyes, I couldn't refuse those eyes. I took off the harness I wore and dropped my katanas carelessly to the floor and followed that with most of my other gear before I moved back towards her, crushing my lips against her soft ones.
She returned the kiss just as hard, her arms wrapping themselves around my neck as she fully gave herself to me. The dim room was quiet, the only sound was that of our heavy breathing and hers turned into moans as I brought my hand down her side. I raised my head away from her just long enough to pull the blanket away from her and I took in her naked body, and swallowed hard again. Her well toned muscles quivered in anticipation, her firm breasts heaving with the heavy breaths she took as she waited, her soft skin warming as she looked at me through heavy lidded eyes, her dark hair lying around her. She was the most beautiful creature I've ever laid my eyes on. Not even the bandages around her midsection could take away from the effect she had on me, and she was waiting for me, willing to give me the most precious thing she had to offer. Once again I felt that I didn't deserve this...but she did...
She watched as I spread her legs apart before bringing my head down, her gasp was loud when I first brought my mouth to her skin, gently covering it with kisses. And when I brought my tongue to her clit the moan she let out filled me with desire for her. I continued to kiss, and lick her, even gave her a few soft nibbles in that most sensitive of areas and my reward was hearing her pleasure. She pushed her pelvis against me. silently begging, letting me know she wanted more from me. I held her hips steady with one hand as I brought the other up, and gently brought a finger into her, now very wet, folds. "Leonardo..." she breathed "Oh Leonardo..." Her head moved back and forth against the pillow, her body unable to contain the feeling building inside of her as her fingers dug into the sheets under her. I didn't want to push her to much farther, not with her injury, so I reluctantly pulled away from her sweet skin and brought myself back over her, lowering my head to kiss her again, those I couldn't get enough of.
It wasn't long before I felt her hands wandering, exploring, as she hesitantly brought them down my body, pulling the pants down I hadn't taken off yet, and I helped her. I could feel her confusion when she couldn't find what she was looking for and I pulled back from her kissing lips with a soft smile. "Let me show you." I whispered in her ear as I took her hand and guided it to my slit. Then, with my hand on top of hers to guide it, she brushed her finger over that sensitive area. Her eyes grew wide in wonder as I lowered my head to her shoulder with a churr coming out of my throat. Then slowly, but building up confidence with each stroke, she brought her hands over it again and again, each movement arousing me more until I let myself fall into her hand. The moan that came from between my lips as her hand wrapped around me was accompanied by a shudder of pleasure that went through my body. How could this small woman stir feelings like that in me? Now it was my turn to stare at her in wonder as she calmly looked back at me.
"Master..." She said softly. "I am ready."
"I told you, I'm not your master anymore." I gently reminded her.
"Yes, you are. You are the Master of my heart...I love you...I've always loved you..."
Any doubt I still had to what we were doing was quickly washed away at those words. I placed myself between her legs and lowered myself in that natural cradle before I dropped to my elbows and slid my forearms under her shoulder blades. Not able to hold back anymore I slowly slid in and her eyes grew wide as I filled her, a long moan escaping her lips. I felt that barrier, then stopped. "I'm sorry, my love...this may hurt..."
She just nodded, still breathing heavy in anticipation. I looked deep into her eyes, letting my own love for her show, before I quickly thrust in the rest of the way. I felt her stretch, then tear, then I was through. She let out a small pain filled cry and I held her close to me, trying to comfort her through this. "I'm sorry..." I whispered in her ear as she lay gasping under me. I waited, not moving anymore inside her, already doubting if I should have agreed to this, when I felt her pelvis move against me encouragingly.
I began again, the pace I set was slow, easy, not wanting to hurt her anymore. A pace she could deal with. My gentle thrusts into her warm, tight, flesh set another chorus of moans into motion. The feel of her around me caused another churr and I could barely keep this pace, I wanted to push into her harder, to make her writhe under me but restrained myself as I held the pace steady. This was for her, not for me. I didn't want to mar this moment for her by hurting her in my haste.
Her legs had by now wrapped around me and her arms held me tight as I kept thrusting into her, her heavy breathing, full of pleasure, rang in my ear as I kissed her neck. Her eyes were closed and her head thrown against the pillow as I felt her tighten around me, I knew what was coming. I held her tight as I could to hold her still as I picked up the pace, I couldn't help myself anymore. Her flesh squeezing around me drove me to push harder, faster, until she clamped down tight around me. Her eyes were thrown wide as she felt the first ripples run through her body. I held her against me, not wanting her to spasm to much in her state, which was why I choose this position. Her head slammed back farther into the pillow as I kept thrusting, so close to my own release now. "I love you!" She cried out into the room as wave after wave hit her. "Leonardo...I love you..." She gasped as I let myself go inside of her.
I still held her close as I looked down in those tired, wonder filled, eyes. "I love you." I whispered to her before placing a soft kiss on her lips. "Are you alright?"
"More than you could ever know..." Was the reply. "It was...how I dreamed it would be."
"At least I could make that come true for you." I was still leaning over her on my elbows, not quite ready to get up yet. I took comfort in this close embrace we shared, knowing that soon enough I would have to leave it, and her. I pushed that thought away as I felt her hands slide softly over my shoulders. I brought my attention to the woman who stole my heart and just spent the next few minute kissing her.
She soon started to nod off, her exhaustion clear on her face and I reluctantly shifted from on top of her and got myself redressed, except for my weapons. I covered her back up and laid down next to her staying close as she fell asleep in my arms. I stroked her hair as she slept, feeling even closer to her now. I stayed there with her until the gentle knock preceded the door opening and Donatello looked into the room. "Things seem to be rapidly evolving between you two now." He said knowingly as he looked us over.
"After years of not seeing it, I would say I have a lot to make up for to her."
"And you are taking those steps to do just that. I'm glad you finally found that part of you, my brother." He smiled at me. "It's time to go, the others are gathering their things already."
I just nodded and he closed the door quietly back. As careful I was getting up, I still woke her and she quietly watched as I strapped my katanas back on. Once I was done I moved back to the bed, and placed another kiss against her lips. "Please, come back to me." She whispered.
"I will do everything I can to make sure I do." I kissed her again. "I now have someone to love waiting for me to return."
I brushed her cheek gently one last time, then turned and walked towards the door. I looked back at her before I opened it. "I love you, Lotus. I love you so much. Never forget that." Then I walked out the door and towards whatever fate awaited me tonight.
