When I awoke I had the whole fucking dormitory round me. I stared at them all.

"What?" I said in a snappy tone. They all jumped but never tore their gazes. Even Hermione was worried. I sighed heavily and got up.

"You were screaming... And... We are just really worried about you." said a girl I don't even like. She was from the rich families. She waved her money in front of everyone. She makes me a very angry person.

"You haven't been sleeping right for ages Charlie." Hermione said concerned and I slammed my fists on my mattress. I though I was about to tare up my bed sheets and blanket, I was that furious.

The two other girls ran from the room squealing. I flopped back on my bed my hands over my face. I felt the mattress move and knew she was sitting there.

"What do you want Hermione?" I snapped and yet she didn't move. She sighed heavily and I looked out from under my hands.

"I want to know what makes you so scared..."

What sort of fucking question is that? I've told her one million times what scared me. I sat up and looked at my hands, that were shaking.

"You know what scares me Hermione..."

She nodded but still didn't move. I decided if she wouldn't move then I would. I got to my feet and stormed into the bathroom slamming the door. I leaned into the door and slid down onto the cold floor. My knees were up at my chest and my forehead was rested on my knees.

Whatever is moving around this school is stressing me out as well as the fucking Moon this week. I felt tears roll down my cheeks. Do you think anyone would notice of I jumped out of the highest window in the tallest of the towers?

"Charlie? Come on." came Hermione's voice as she banged on the door. I give up. I got up and flung open the door. I grabbed my clothes and shoved them on. I then realised Fred still had all my ties.

"Fuck sake..." I growled and heard a gasped. Really I don't care what I say right now. I rolled my eyes as normal.

"Get over it..." I snapped and stomped down the stairs Fred was sitting on the armchairs arm, threading my tie through his fingers looking at his feet. I sighed and walked over sitting on the couch arm.

"Morning Fred." I said sadly and he looked up. He had red slightly puffy eyes. Had he been crying?

"Morning..." he replied twice as sad. I got up and walked in front of him taking his free hand in mine. He looked up at me.

"What's wrong Fred?" I asked and he looked down. I made him look at me and I tried to search his eyes, but I couldn't seem to find what I was looking for.

"I-I had a nightmare... Ab-about you and I. I lost you... I broken down... When I woke up I couldn't stop thinking about it. I don't want to lose you ever."

A tear left my eye. He will never lose me. I won't let myself go to anyone else. Fred's got my heart firmly in his hands. I ran a hand through his hair, and he closed his eyes. I smiled and moved my hand down his neck making him shiver.

"Fred Weasley I promise you this... You will not lose me ever. You have my heart forever. I won't leave you, no matter what happens."

He smiled and I leaned down and kissed him quickly. He was a bit upset that it was so quick.

"Don't do that face... That's my face." I joked and Fred laughed as he got up. He flung my tie round my neck and stood as close as he could to me. I swear I've grown a tiny bit. Fred doesn't seem tall any more.

"Have I grown or have shrunk?" I asked in all seriousness but he just laughed.

"You must have grown." he replied and took my hand in his. Hermione came down and then Ron and Harry appeared as well.

Ron looked horrified and Harry smile. Hermione was still over the moon. Ugh hate using that phrase. I am not using it again. Anyway I smiled and Fred dragged me out and into the corridor, towards the hall.

"Ron's face was a picture." I said happily and he nodded in agreement. He squeezed my hand tightly and I leaned into him.


Fred and I wondered into the Hall still hand in hand. We got our fair share of stairs but we don't give a shit do we?

He smiled and dropped my hand. He sat next to George and started chatting away. I sat day dreaming when Snape appeared. I took the goblet and glared at him.

"Thanks Professor..."

He glared back at me and proceeded down the Hall to his seat at the table where the Professors sat. Ron and Harry sat either side of me and stared at me.

"What the hell did Snape give you? What if he's poisoned it?" Ron said and I shot him a glare. Is he that fucking stupid?

"Ha Ron he can't poison a student alright and I need this right now. It's... It's important." I said and looked at it grimacing. Harry didn't look to happy at me having this from Snape... Fuck them. I downed the stuff and then closed my eyes. I couldn't stand them looking at me any more.

I felt really sick. I pushed myself up and ran out of the Hall. I was scared and what if I threw up... What if it didn't work? Tears were pouring down my cheeks as I dashed to the toilets.

"Charlie wait!"

I erased his voice and carried on running. I didn't even know where I was bloody going.


Fred's POV...

I ran after her regardless of everyone telling me not to. I don't give a bloody damn about what everyone tells me. I'm scared... She's scared.

"Charlie please stop."

When she still didn't stop I pushed myself to reach her. When I got close enough I grabbed her arm. She was crying.

"Fred I feel really sick." she cried. I felt tears sting my eyes. I grabbed her hand and dragged her down the corridors and to the nearest toilets.


I waited for her. She has never been this bad before. What if everything was crashing down inside her? What if she was breaking inside? I ran my hands through my hair. God this is so not like me.

When she appeared she looked terrible. Pale, and her beautiful violet eyes were dull and clouded. I wiped away her tears and kissed her cheek.

"I look horrible why are you wanting to kiss me?" she said humour still showing in her voice.

"I don't care... I love you Charlie... That's all that matters. Anyway I think you look beautiful what ever the case."

Her cheeks flooded with colour and I took her hands in mine, rubbing my thumbs over her knuckles. I got the faintest smile out of her and that made my day.

"Come on have this."

I stepped back and pulled an apple out of the pocket in my robes. She laughed and I threw it to her. She caught it without even trying. I smiled as she took a bite from the apple. I started feeling slightly hungry actually.

"You can have it back if you want?" she said, her faint smile turning into an obvious on. She held it in front of her and I took it from her hand and took a bite. Her mouth dropped open. I winked and she laughed.

"I can't believe you did that... Germs and shit..."

"Who do you think I am?" I joked and she hit me on the shoulder. I then added,

"When did you become such a... Girl?"

"Ha... Incase you haven't notice Fred... I've been a girl since I was inside my mother."

I laughed and took her had in mine dragging her back to the Hall. She was fighting against me.

"Fred I don't wanna go back there. Can't we just go to the common room?"

I stopped in my tracks. That's a good idea actually. I turned back to her and picked her up throwing her over my shoulder.


I dropped her on the couch and landed on top of her by accident. I mean not like I was complaining about our position but... Okay I don't know what I am actually saying.

She smiled up at me and I couldn't help myself. I kissed her so softly it could have counted as nothing. Her arms wrapped round my neck and I felt her playing with my hair. My head was going absolutely mental.

I pulled away and kissed down her neck and along her collar bone. I sucked on her skin making her close her eyes.

She was so amazing in so many different ways. She was nothing like anyone else I'd ever met.

When I say I love her... I really mean it.


A/N: I know this was a short chapter but you know I'm always tired now :( lmao. Hope you enjoyed anyway. I listened to "Anywhere Else" by Olly Murs. Ah I love Olly Murs he's amazing! Please review! Thanks :) All Welcome

~Destrier~ x