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Last Time-

"Edward?" I called softly.

"Hmm?" He hummed in response.

"I-I think I'm falling for you." I said softly.

He sighed softly, "I suppose that's enough…for now."

BPOV

The next couple of days went by rather uneventfully.

I stuck faithfully by Edward's side as he made a full recovery.

His cuts and bruises faded quickly, and the cut on his left ear followed closely behind, in the path of recovery. The wound on his back that Edward insisted on not letting me see, took about three days to fully heal enough for Carlisle to remove the stitches. Leaving behind a faint white mar in his skin that was about three inches in length, and about an inch and a half in width.

Carlisle assured me that over the next couple of months, even the scar would fade away.

Over the couple of days during Edward's recovery, I couldn't stop thinking about how I now felt towards him.

He didn't push me any further than I was willing to go, and he never questioned me about my feelings. I was undeniably thankful for that, I didn't want to make a decision based on his pressure, or feeling like I was running out of time.

Edward insisted that we had plenty of time to explore, each other, and ourselves.

It didn't get past me that he said 'plenty of time' and not 'all the time in the world' like other members of the family would say to each other.

Which would lead me to wonder what he had planned for us in the future. Right now Edward was in the bathroom getting ready for bed, so I left myself get lost in thought.

Would he really give up his immortality to live a human life? Hell not even a week ago, Edward put his life in danger without thought of himself to save me, and he was so shaken afterwards it astounded me. Yes, I honestly think he would give up his immortality to be with me, when he would finally be faced with the decision.

But did I really want him to give it up?

It was thinking this way that made me think back over my own past. I tried my whole life to hide from it, keeping it hidden inside of me, and Charlie did his best to understand my decision and to support me in it. But being with Edward made it harder and harder to keep my past locked away. His mere presence tested just that.

And it was now that my thoughts would wander to Edward. He had definitely changed since I had first arrived here, and I couldn't help but notice. I could feel myself becoming enamored by him, all the sweet things he would say, like calling me 'love' or opening all the doors I ever came into contact with. Or when he would hold me close to him, when we went to sleep at night, keeping me safely tucked into his chest.

But, I think the icing on the cake was his reaction, when he wrapped his protective arms around me, holding me safely to him. When I saw the worried look in his eyes, how shaken he was physically, and emotionally. But the pure, unadulterated relief in his eyes when he saw me, smashed through any remaining walls I had built around myself. Any lingering resentment or defiance I had, quickly crumbled away, leaving me just as vulnerable as Edward was.

I was abruptly brought out of my inner musings, when Edward flopped down heavily on his back on the bed next to me.

I couldn't help but giggle at him, "What in the world is the matter with you?" I questioned lightly, as I lay down on my side, propping my head up with my hand.

He let out a fake groan, throwing his arm over his face. "After a long day of relaxing, it feels great to lay back and do nothing." He joked back, while peeking out from under his arm at me.

I rolled my eyes in response, "Yeah, it must be so terrible." I laughed; ducking my head to met his hidden gaze.

"Hey it's a hard life, but someone has to do it." He snickered, hiding his face under his arm again. I laughed at his antics, slapping his chest lightly.

Edward stretched out his free arm, and I scooted in closer to him, placing my arm across his chest, while resting my head on his outstretched arm. As I lay there, I couldn't help but sigh in contentment.

Once again, my mind wondered back to Edward, a few days before.

Suddenly I felt a wave of emotions run through me, and I couldn't restrain myself from leaning up and placing several kisses all over Edward's exposed cheek, chin and throat.

Purposely avoiding his awaiting lips, as I twisted to sit up, and access him better. Edward kept pouting his lip when I would get teasingly close to his lips, and slowly move away. Finally after a bit Edward had, had enough of my teasing, he wrapped his outstretched arm around my shoulders, and using the arm he had draped over his eyes to pull me towards him, firmly placing his lips to mine.

I eagerly kissed him back; and I felt his tongue move across my bottom lip, asking permission into my mouth. I didn't let him in for a moment, making him work for it a little bit, before I relented and granted him access to my mouth.

As Edward continued to explore my mouth, I slowly moved my hand down to the edge of Edward's shirt playing with the hem for a moment before I moved my hand under his shirt. I ran my fingers up and down his stomach with a feather light touch, slowly moving his shirt up along the way. I could feel his stomach muscles clench and unclench as I made another path over him.

Edward grunted as he abruptly moved away from my lips, kissing down my jaw and neck. "Bella, you are seriously testing my control here." He murmured as he continued to kiss up and down my neck, I couldn't help the moan that escaped me, as I turned my neck to give him better access. He easily found my sensitive pulse point, nibbling and sucking on it gently.

I slowly pulled my hand out from under his shirt, and let my middle finger dip below his belt line, running my finger back and forth over his abdomen. Again, he grunted in response, as he continued his assault on my neck and chin. "Maybe-" I started as I pulled my finger him under his belt line, placing my hand on top of his pajama bottoms and began to gently drag the back of my fingernails over his protruding erection. "-Maybe, I want you to lose control." I breathed into his ear.

Edward growled, literally growled, as he gently grabbed my wrist from the front of his pants, as he rolled us to where he was hovering over top of me, holding my wrist above my head, as his legs straddled my thighs. His eyes were alight with fire that burned into me, as he gazed at my face. Ever so slowly Edward leaned down, letting his lips graze mine, teasingly, as he brushed past them, down my neck nibbling lightly as he did so, and I moaned in pleasure.

I could feel Edward smile against my neck as he continued to kiss and nimble there.

After a moment, I wanted to feel his lips on mine again, so I used my free hand to pull Edward's head up towards me.

I cupped his face in my hand, as I leaned up to close the small distance between us, until my lips finally found what they were looking for. And Edward eagerly kissed me back as he used his knee to spread my legs wider to accommodate him, before he settled himself there.

I couldn't help the moan that escaped me, when Edward's erection rubbed against my inner thigh, as he ground himself into me. I reached my hand up and knotted my fingers into his silky hair, making sure to keep him close. Edward lazily began to run his hand up and down my sides, until he was hooking the hem of my shirt and pulling it up further and further up with each circuit, much like what I had done to him.

Edward stopped pushing up on my shirt when my stomach was fully visible, and then he proceeded to move his flatten palm over my stomach and lightly move his hand back and forth. Which caused a tickling sensation, and I tightened and flattened my stomach. I broke away from our kiss as I let out a breathy giggle.

"Stop it, that tickles." I sighed, into his mouth.

I unthreaded my fingers from Edward's hair letting my hand trail down his back and side, until I reached the hem on the front of his shirt. I looked down at my hand as I toyed with his shirt, until I felt Edward's breath across my face. I let my eyes travel back up his body, until I locked eyes with him. I noticed he had a very intense express on his face, and in a way in was strange, but I couldn't decipher what it was.

In that moment I felt like we both had on too many articles of clothing…way to many.

So, I slowly started to push Edward's shirt up over his chest and back until it reached his shoulders, but he quickly leaned up and pulled out of his shirt. His eyes-only breaking contact with mine for the few seconds it took to discard his white cotton shirt.

Edward took this moment to do the same with me.

Easily pushing my shirt up, as I leaned forward into him to make it easier to get off, and pulled it over my head.

"Oh Bella," He moaned quietly, "You're so amazingly beautiful." Then he gave me a chaste kiss on my lips, and I pouted when he pulled away. But he continued down my cheek, to my neck, only to stop at my now exposed breasts.

I had to admit I was a little nervous at this point because I had never done anything like this before. I was truly astounded by my own courage, but I was ready to pursue this with Edward.

I was quickly brought back into the moment when Edward pulled one of my nipples into his mouth, sucking on it lightly. I moaned loudly as I pushed my chest into Edward's face. My free hand grabbing a fistful of his bronze hair to pull his face closer to me, for my other hand was still being held hostage above my head.

Edward used his free hand to firmly pinch and knead my other mound that wasn't receiving the attention of his warm mouth.

"Edward." I moaned as I tried to pull his form even closer to me.

"Hmm?" He hummed in response, the vibrations causing shocking waves of pleasure to shoot through me.

I unsteadily loosened my fingers from his hair and ever so slowly moved my hand down his warm, strong body. I watched as I hesitated only slightly above the pant line of his pajama bottoms, before gently wrapping my hand around his hardened cock. Gently, but with a firm grip, I stroked him through his flannel bottoms.

I watched the muscles tighten in his stomach as he unlatched himself from my breast, and groaned into the crook of my neck.

As I continued to stroke him, he kept his face buried against my neck and firmly pushed his hips into my hand. After another moment, lifted his head to look at me, as he brought his own hand down to once again remove my hand from him, and placing my hand along side my other captive hand. I scrunched my eyebrows together as I shot him a questioning look.

"Bella," He sighed as he eyes darted back and forth between my own, "I don't know if I can do this with you, knowing that it doesn't mean to you what it would mean to me." He murmured quietly as he stared intently into my brown eyes. I returned his stare as I thought about a response to what he had said, but as I looked into his shimmering emerald eyes I could see faint traces of sadness in them. I soon realized that it was my lack of response that had caused his expression to be so.

I closed the minimal distance that formed between us, and placed several kisses along his jaw and cheek, before resting back down. "Edward, being with you these past couple of weeks has been sort of like an adventure, and served as an eye opener for me. But I think the thing that sealed our fate, was when I saw your reaction to my safety that day in the woods. When I saw the wounds that had been inflicted on you, then I saw how shaken you were and how hard your heart was pounding…" I trailed off for a moment to catch my breath before continuing, "I knew…that I was in love with you." I finished in a whisper.

It was quiet for a brief moment, and then Edward crashed his lips against mine as he hungrily attacked my lips. He released my hands from above my head as his hands quickly traveled to my sweat pants and hooking his fingers in the waistline.

He pulled away from my lips just long enough to ask silent permission, and I nodded in response.

He quickly yanked down my sweats, taking my very wet, panties with them, and I arched up towards him to help get my clothes off. Before Edward came back to me, he removed his own flannel bottoms and boxers, and then settled again between my legs.

The sheer sensation of having skin-to-skin contact with Edward caused shivers to shoot down my spine.

Edward slowly rubbed his hard cock against my entrance, coating his erection with my wetness, teasing me almost to the brink of sanity.

Suddenly his ceased his movements before taking a deep breath. "Bella are you completely sure? Because if we do this, then there will be absolutely no chance in hell that I will ever let you go again. Any sliver of a chance of that happening with be gone, without any other thought." He grumbled deeply, as his emerald eyes blazed into me.

"If there was anything on this Earth that I was ever one hundred percent sure about…it's you." I breathed out in reply.

A small smile graced Edward's face, before he pulled me into a searing kiss, as he aligned himself at my entrance.

"Edward, wait a second." I panted as I leaned away from his kiss. He shot me a questioning look as his eyes traveled over my face. "I'm, uhh, I'm not on t-the pill…" I trailed off as I scanned his face for a reaction. His expression turned from questioning to almost livid, and it scared me.

"Bella I'm only going to tell you this once so listen up!" He ground out, "Never and I mean, never, insinuate having something come between you and me. I will not tolerate having any barriers between us!" He seethed; I could only cower at his sudden anger.

But before I could think, his lips were fiercely attacking mine again, seemingly pouring all of his frustration into the kiss.

I slowly reached for his hand that he was cupping my face with, pulling it away from my cheek as I interlocked our fingers together.

He broke our kiss and whispered hoarsely to me, "I'm sorry if I hurt you."

And then, he slowly entered me.

"Oh Edward!" I moaned, as my inner muscles stretched to accommodate his engorged member.

"Jesus!" Edward groaned lightly, and when he was fully inside me, he held himself still. "Bella? From here on out my cock will be the dick to ever be inside you or giving you any sort of pleasure." He panted as his breathing started to pick up, from trying to hold himself steady. "No man shall ever see you this way."

"Only you." I moaned loudly, as I tried to rock my hips against him, to relieve the ache between my legs.

With that Edward pulled almost all the way out, before thrusting fully into me. My eyes rolled back, as I arched up against Edward's chest.

I rocked my hips into Edward's in time with each of his strong thrusts, making our hips come into contact. "Oh Edward!" I panted, as his hips squarely met mine, making a divine sensation spark in the pit of my stomach.

"Jesus shit Bella, it feels fucking amazing being wrapped up in you." He panted heavily, as he used his free hand to prop himself up. He thrust into me again, his new position, making him get a different angle and the most delicious sensation shot straight to the apex of my legs.

My grasp tightened on our, still, interlocked fingers making my fingertips to turn white with the pressure. Edward also tightened his own hand down on mine, as he continued to move.

As Edward was starting to pull out to make another thrust, I purposely clenched my inner walls around his cock. His breath caught in this throat as his whole body shuddered on top of me. His arm that he was using to prop himself up with, shook for a short second before it gave out and he landed heavily on his elbow.

"Christ." He muttered shakily under his breath.

"Don't stop, Edward please." I couldn't stand not having some friction, to relieve the flame that was slowly consuming me.

He wrapped his strong arm around my waist holding me to him, as he thrust again up to the hilt, before pulling back and pumping back into me.

I wrapped my legs around his hips; making my heels dig into the back of Edward's muscled calves.

"Do that again." He grunted lowly, as he began to suck lightly on my collarbone.

So just as he was going to pull out, again, I tightened my inner walls around him. I raised my hips as best I could to meet his powerful thrust, which caused him to hit a particularly sweet spot. His breathing shuddered again and he bite down lightly on my collarbone.

Everything Edward was doing was pushing me farther and farther over the edge. But his last thrust combined with his love bite, it became too much, as I fell over the edge of oblivion. "EDWARD!" I yelled, as my walls clamped like a vice around him, as the pleasure roared through me.

"God I'm…so…close." Edward grunted, as he pumped into once, twice, before I felt his cock twitch deep inside me. Not a moment later I felt him start to spill into me as he thrust one last time, his seed filling me in warm rapid bursts.

When Edward started coming down from his high, he collapsed heavily on top of me. I wrapped my free arm around his neck, playing with and smoothing his sweaty hair, as we both tried to reign in our panting breaths.

After a few silent minutes ticked by, Edward pulled out and rolled off of me, quickly pulling me to his warm chest.

I could feel my eye lids start to droop, sleepiness suddenly trying to claim my spent body.

"Bella?" Edward called quietly, his fingers playing lightly through my hair.

"Yeah?" I answered tiredly, enjoying the feeling he was causing.

"Say it again." He asked vulnerably, seemingly trying to confirm what I had said.

"I love you Edward." I murmured to him, and I couldn't help but smile when I heard him sigh contentedly.

"I love you too love." He whispered, before he leaned for and kissed my shoulder softly.


An: Whew! Now that took a lot out of me. I hope you all enjoyed the chapter, and that it was up to everyone's standards. This chapter was by far the longest chapter I have EVER written! Yay!

NOW, I want to get your guys' opinion. Do you all want me to write this chapter in Edward's point of view so we can see what he was thinking when he got angry? OR do you want me to continue with the story, and have Bella question him about his behavior?

Tell me what you think; I would LOVE to hear from reviewers. Give ideas, thoughts, requests maybe? I appreciate any suggestions! Thanks for reading.