As any mother knows, pregnancy brings about a shit ton of insecurities. They surface here, along with some sweetness and sexiness.

Warning (Maybe?): Name calling


"Who would have done it though?!" Lila asked, throwing the gossip magazine down on the bed out of frustration.

"It's not that bad baby. I'm surprised we made it this long without anyone knowin'," Allen said.

With a sigh, she sat on the bed and rubbed at her temples.

"I don't care that people know Allen. I care that someone leaked these pictures and our personal lives out to the vultures for money! We should have been the ones to come out to the press or whoever about it. I mean, I just went on leave yesterday!"

"I talked to Steph and Paul and they said that they were goin' to release an official statement on the WWE site about the baby on the way and everythin'. Play it off that you found out after your injury, if that's okay with ya of course."

"That's fine," she murmured, leaning back and burying her head between the pillows, "I can't wait til you get back from the arena."

"I'll be gone less than five hours," he said with a chuckle.

He was right, but her emotions were going rampant. Between being away from him longer than she had been in months and idiot magazines making vague guesses about their relationship, she was a little stressed.

"I'm gonna go down to the pool and relax in the jacuzzi."

"That's not too safe when you're pregnant," he said immediately, "You can put your legs and stuff in, but too much heat can raise your blood pressure and make ya dizzy, might even hurt the baby."

"Fuck, of course it will. Is anything safe during pregnancy?" she muttered, smacking the bed and sitting up, "Whatever, I'm just gonna play on the internet or something then probably."

"Alright darlin'. Get some rest. I should be back by ten thirty. Make sure ya eat too."

Although annoyed, she found his concern cute at the same time.

"Yes daddy," she teased.

"Thank you," he said seriously, "Gotta keep yourself healthy."

"I know," Lila assured him, "Go do your thing babe. Kick some ass."

"You know it," he replied, "Love ya."

"Love you too."

Before she could hang up, he called out.

"Why don't ya look for some things you want in the weddin'."

Blinking, she felt her heart race and a smile come to her face at the mention of the wedding.

"I can, but I don't know the first thing about weddings."

"Well, ya need a weddin' dress first of all, think about who ya want as your brides maids and who to walk ya down the aisle. Colors and such. Ya can always look up guides and stuff, just get a feel for what you like, okay?"

"Okay, she replied softly, "When are we thinking about doing this anyway? Before baby is born?"

"If you're okay with it, yeah, I'd rather do that," he answered slowly, "I want to marry ya as soon as we can really. The sooner I can call ya Mrs. Jones, the better."

His voice took on a teasing at the end and it made her chuckle.

"Fine, we'll talk more tonight," she agreed.

Hanging up after goodbyes, she rolled onto her stomach and grabbed her laptop. Being on her belly was getting more uncomfortable but she wanted to drag it out as long as she could. She brought up google and started searching for random things pertaining to a wedding. Dresses were her first stop. She never realized just how many cuts and materials there were to choose from, but two stuck out. They were drastically different and she loved them both. While debating the pros and cons of both she must have fallen asleep because the next thing she knew she was waking up to someone shaking her shoulder.

"Darlin'. Hey. Li baby."

Eyes fluttering open, she squinted through her sleepy gaze to find Allen standing by the bed, hair and body dripping with a towel around his waist.

"Holy fuck," she murmured, unabashedly taking in his tanned body glistening in the lamp light.

Allen chuckled and sat by her side.

"How long ya been asleep?" he asked, gently pushing her shoulder.

She rolled over at his nonverbal request and groaned at the immediate relief of pressure on her stomach.

"Uh, I'm not sure. I was looking at dresses and I guess I fell asleep," she said with a shrug.

"Ya didn't eat, did ya?" he asked.

Groaning, she pushed her hair back into a ponytail and said, "No, I didn't intend to fall asleep though."

"I'll call room service."

"Wait, they have that here?" she asked in surprise.

He grinned and shook his head with a laugh.

"Yeah, what sounds good?"

She thought for a good long time before replying, "A burger and fries. Well done, no pickles, with barbecue sauce and honey mustard."

Seeing the amused look on his face, she smirked and sat up, wrapping around his solid bicep and pressing a kiss to his shoulder.

"Please and thank you baby."

With that, he used the hotel phone to call while she returned to the computer, this time resting it on her lap as she sat cross legged. She felt the bed move behind her then hands begin to gently rub her shoulders.

"That's gorgeous," he commented as she lingered on the page.

It was a dress from 2012 and she loved it even more because it was from Alfred Angelo's Disney collection.

"It's named after Tiana from the Princess and the Frog."

He snickered and said, "Disney, that's fittin'."

She gave him a grin and said, "I thought the same thing."

A frown came to her lips as she looked it over again though, noticing how tight and fitted the bodice was.

"Can someone wear that while pregnant?" she asked.

"We can find a larger size and get it fitted probably," he replied.

Lips landed on her neck and made her gasp softly.

"I think you'd look stunnin' in that."

His whispered words in her ear sealed the deal. She turned and captured his mouth in a gentle kiss as his fingers slid into her hair and tugged out the hair tie.

"Ya look stunnin' in everythin' though," he added before kissing her roughly.

Her cheeks heated slightly at his compliment. Their tongues met and danced as his hands rubbed gently along her sides. When his hand came across her belly, she instinctively cringed and jerked back as she felt his fingers on her bare skin. Her reaction even confused herself, unsure why she'd done it.

"What'd ya pull away for?" he asked softly.

"I-I don't know," she murmured.

Looking down and noticing that her belly was poking out from beneath her shirt made her sudden insecurity flare. It seemed like she was a lot bigger than she should be. He would probably be disgusted when he realized how large it was growing.

"Let's just... stay away from the stomach?" she muttered.

"Why? Are ya hurtin'? Did ya lay down on it too long? D-"

"No, no, I'm fine. I'm just feeling weird about it."

His eyebrows lowered and he released a soft sigh.

"Why then?"

"It's getting big. I've gained ten pounds already. I haven't been over one hundred thirty pounds in years. To suddenly be gaining weigh like this is making me nervous. What if I don't lose it? What if Joseph was right back then? What if I'm just eating too much, or-"

"Are you bein' serious right now? You're growin' a baby and you're wonderin' why you're gainin' weight?" he asked flatly.

"Well yes! I am a wrestler. I shouldn't be gaining so much weight."

Allen suddenly cupped her face and brought her close.

"You are pregnant Li. You're supposed to gain weight. It's normal by the end to gain up to like forty pounds so you're doin' amazin' right now. That baby, our baby, needs you to keep him healthy and safe, and that means putting on a little bit."

Hearing him mentioning weight over and over put nasty images in her head of back when she was over weight. No one wanted her to be around when she was. Now she was going to get back to that it seemed. Her eyes flew open when she realized he'd be up close and personal for every pound and inch she gained.

"But if I get fat, you're not gonna wanna see me. It's not a pretty sight and-"

"Damn it Lila, you're not getting fat. You're pregnant. There's a difference." he snapped, "I love ya no matter what anyway, ya know that!"

Pulling away, she slammed her laptop shut and stared at the wall. She willed herself to calm down and not cry. She knew it was a stupid argument but to her, it would end no other way.

"But you won't. You're a man. Men want thin perky women and if I put on any more weight I won't be either of those things anymore!"

"Thank ya for grouping me with a bunch of assholes. Ya really think I'm like the majority of the population? Wantin' only Playboy models? News flash Li. Wendy? She was never perfect. She was pretty and sweet, and I love it just how she was. Just like you're beautiful how ya are, even more now that you're carryin' my child. I love ya for everythin' about ya, not just your great body. Damn it. Can't you just see that-"

A knock on the door stopped their argument immediately. Seeing as she was the one fully dressed, she tugged down her shirt and hurried to the door while he pulled on some sweatpants. After gathering the food and giving the room service attendant a tip, she brought it in. The tension was thick in the room as Allen sat down and opened the tray, sliding her plate towards her. Seeing the huge hamburger, obviously loaded with calories, made her nearly gag.

"I can't eat that," she muttered, sliding it back.

Suddenly he slammed his fork down and stared at her from beneath his hair, the gaze making her nervous. Consciously she knew he'd never hurt her, but those looks always made her take pause.

"Li, ya need to eat. When's the last time ya ate? Lunch?"

She rubbed her arms uncomfortably and shrugged.

"Yeah, but, I can-"

"Ya ordered this, specifically, that meant ya wanted it until ya suddenly got upset with your weight. Why are ya going to do? Not eat?"

"If that's what it takes! I've got extra fat to burn any-"

Before she realized what was happening, her back was firmly against the wall, his hands gripping her shoulders sternly. Lila panted heavily in shock as the rest of her body froze.

"What will it take, Lila!?" he growled.

Eyes wide in fear, she stared into his blue ones, hoping to understand what was happening. Why was he so angry?

"I will tell ya, every second, of every day, if I have to. How much I love ya. How beautiful ya are to me. I will fuck ya senseless and make love to ya for hours if it makes ya realize how much I love ya and want ya healthy, and our baby. Everythin' ya do effects our child Li. Please think about that," he snarled.

As she went to reply, she could only let out a sob. Now she felt stupid again. Of course trying to eat less would hurt the baby. How she kept forgetting everything effected the baby, she wasn't sure.

"I- I fucking hate that I can't control my fucking emotions!" she yelled finally, "I fucking hate that I'm fine and then randomly I hate myself! It's-"

"Normal. It's all normal Li. There's gonna be times ya absolutely hate me and everyone else too. It's pregnancy, darlin'. But ya can't take it out on the baby, okay?"

Disgusted, she snapped, "I know that Allen. I- I keep forgetting she feels the effects too. I'm not trying to hurt my baby! You think I'd do that?!"

He sighed and lowered his head to her shoulder as she glared.

"I- I worded that wrong, I'm sorry."

"Get off me," she muttered.

Surprisingly, he simply kissed her neck.

"Allen, I said-"

"I know."

"Get the fuck off!" she snarled, slamming her palms into his chest.

He let out a low chuckle that made her tense up.

"Oh I heard ya, but I'm not done with ya yet."

With those aggressive words, he lifted up then slammed their mouths together.

"You're pissed at me? So be it. We're usin' it productively. Work ya up an appetite."

Her teeth sunk into her lip to stifle a gasp as he stared lustfully into her eyes. Trembling in sudden excitement, she let out a soft breath as he pulled back on her locks.

"If my memory serves me right, there's always one thing you're willin' to swallow, right?"

Cursing softly, she went limp as he pushed down on her head and shoulders, kneeling before him.

"You even told me ya want to do it more often. Here's your chance."

Her cheeks flushed bright red as she set back on her calves and watched him slide his pants down over his hips, his cock immediately swinging up at full attention. Fuck how perfect he was just blew her mind.

"Well com'on then," he barked, making her jump.

With a moan she jumped up and swallowed as much of his cock as she could. He unleashed a raucous growl and his hands dug into her hair, pulling her deeper and making her gag slightly.

"Fuck that's good," he groaned as he started thrusting with her rhythm, "Such a good slut."

Her eyes rolled in ecstasy as he roughly fucked her mouth, tugging on her hair and moaning loudly. Each thrust put more of him into her, saturating her senses with his familiar taste and scent. An uncontrollable need grew quickly between her legs. Suddenly he slowed in his motions, gently pulling out before teasingly sinking back in with a heavy moan. It was near torture, being forced to go so slow.

"Ya love havin' me use ya, don't ya? I can see it on your face. Ya look so fuckin' happy to have my dick in your mouth ya slut."

It made her body ache for more of him and she moaned. As she was about to jerk away and beg for more, his fingers tightened painfully in her hair.

"I'm gonna cum. And ya are gonna swallow it all. No arguments."

Hands shaking, she dug her nails into his thighs and whimpered around her mouthful, thrilled beyond belief at his tone and direction. The hand not tearing at her hair came across her scalp and smoothed some of the pain from it.

"So good Li. So perfect. Oh fuck."

Her stomach turned as he shoved down her throat, making her gag, but she managed to keep a hold of herself by focusing on him; his moans, his smell, his fingers teasing her hair, his cock throbbing. With a harsh curse of her name, he jerked back. Warm and familiar he released into her mouth and she greedily sucked it down. She took her duty seriously, licking up and down his thick cock when he pulled back. Before he could say a word, she rose nimbly to her feet and spun them around, pulling him with as she backed towards the bed. He said nothing but studied her as she laid on the bed, then drew him in close. Silently she directed his hand down to her throbbing core.

"Please," she whimpered.

"Of course darlin'," he murmured before kissing her roughly.

His hand delved beneath the waistband of her shorts and even before he touched her nub she was panting against his mouth, anticipating the relief.

"Uhhhhhn, oh holy fuck!"

Her body tensed almost painfully as he rubbed over her swollen clit, the sensations overwhelming.

"Shhh baby, I've got ya," he whispered, kissing down her face to her neck

One hand tangled in the sheets, the other in his hair, she braced herself as his digits slid down to her dripping entrance.

"Shit Li, you're so damn wet," he grunted before licking at her her ear lobe.

Cringing against the ticklish feeling, she was caught off guard when he plunged his fingers in. Pleasure engulfed her conscious mind and sent her careening into a lusty haze, only thinking about cumming.

"Ya really love suckin' my dick, don't ya? You're such a perfect little harlot. All for me. I love it."

Without a second thought, she released the sheets and reached down, rubbing at her clit furiously.

"Mother fuck! A-Allen. I-"

A sob destroyed any words she had planned as he curled up his fingers, finding that sweet spot inside. He moaned along with her and his breaths became hot against her neck.

"I don't think I've ever seen ya touch yourself darlin'. I wanna see ya make yourself cum. Can ya do that for me?"

Nodding, she spread her legs farther. Her touches were precise, knowing exactly what she needed to go over, teasing her throbbing clit mercilessly as she rutted on his fingers. Her breath caught as she felt it working.

"I- I-"

"Do it. Cum. Now."

With a sharp flick against her nub, she came hard. Her back arched off the bed as she clung to him, a whorish moan filling the room loudly. White splotches covered her closed gaze as she shook.

"That was fuckin' gorgeous. Damn I love seein' ya cum baby."

His beard scratched against her cheek as he moved over for a soft kiss.

"So are ya ready to eat or do I need to keep goin'?" he asked with a husky laugh, earning a sharp slap to the shoulder.