Chapter 28

" I have to go" I said getting up but realized my car was at home

" Let me borrow your car" she must have heard my urgency sience she gave them to me quickly

I drove as fast as her car would drive. I parked in the parking lot of the dinner and ran to wards the door, once I was inside I looed around to see if I could find Charlie, but I couldnt find him.

" Can I help you?" Asked the same waitres from a couple of night when Charlie and I had dinner

" No,thanks" I tried to say as nicely as I could, but still came out harshly. I smiled apologetic to her hoping for her to undestand that I was in a hurry and I dint mean to sound like a complete bitch. Thankgod she smiled back undestanding.

I walked out the door and went aroung the back where Charlie had parked yesturday, I hoped he was there but I dint think he would be. I was right there was nothing in the back of the dinner but the trashcans. I got in the car and drove towards his house. When I got there both Bella's truck and the police car was there, then I remmember Rachel told me Jacob had drove her to work.

I got out of the car and knocked on the door twice. Charlie opend the door, when he realized it was me he looked hurt. I tried to walk past him and into the house but he blocked the path

" What do you want Leah?" he asked without any emotin

" I.. I am sorry" I said

" Why should you be sorry" he said sounding angry

" Why are you sorry,for making be believe you care about me? or for convincing me we could have a relation ship? or for yesturday convincing me that we could go out in public together? or for making me look like an idiot when I was waiting for you at the dinner? or was it payback because I made you wait last time in the dinner?I believed you when you said you forgave me. I hope you are satisfied for making me look loke a fool" he said and shutt the door in my face. I know that he was right behind the door, I could hear his heart beat, I could even smell the salt in his tears that he was shedding.

" Charlie please" He opend the door. His cheeks were all wet from the tesrd that had fallen

" What Leah? Just leave" he again shut the door, but this time I could hear his footsteps going towards the kitche. I was not going to lose him or leave him beliving I didnt care for him so I opened the door and walked in and toward the kitchen. He was leaning against the sink drinking a beer. He must have heard me

" Just lea-" I cut him off

" No, I am not leaving until you lisen and if after that you wasnt me to leave I will" I said pleading for him to lisen to what I had to say

" NO!LEAVE NOW!" he yeled angryly. He scared me, I was scared that he wouldnt lisen to me, wouldnt forgive me.

"Please-" he walked toward me, he was only about a feet away from me yet it felt like miles

" I believed you, I believed in Us" he said. I dint know what to say or do so I did the only thing I could think of I kissed him. I stood in my toes and my lips met his warm, sweet lips that had a lingering taste of the beer he had just drank. I wrapped my arms aroud his houlders, but not only a second later Charli was untangeling them from him

" Leah please" he whispered

" Please Charlie lte me explain" he backed away from me and sat in the chair across where I was standing. He move his hand motioning me to say what I wanted to say

" Last night was great" he gave me a hard look, not beliving me. I couldnt be only a few feet away from him, so I moved twards him and knelt infront of him placing my hands in his knees hoping to calm him.

" It was Charlie" I smiled at him. " but" I looked down at my hands noticing he was wearing basketball shorts and that my hand were touching his skin.

" But last night when I arrived home, Mom and Seth werent home I thought they we at Emilys, but then mom called and said that Seth was in an accident and was hurt" now I was crying. Even though Seth didnt blame me and that he made me see it wasnt my fault I still felt a little guilty that he was hurt. " they were at Billy's house and they were afraid to move him incase his spine was hurt, so they had the doctor come and see him there, and we spend all night taking care if Seth and then Seth and I started talking I...I felt guilty that he got hurt and that I wasnt there to help him, I dint even realize that it was 11 and the next thing I know is that its 11:30,as soon as I realize what time it was I drove as quickly as posible, I went to look for you at the dinner but you werent there so I came here, I swear it wasnt payback for last time" he pulled me up toward him and hugged me and whispered " I am sorry" softy into my hair. I wiped my teas away and smiled showing he had nothing to apologize for

" Its ok" I smiled

" No its not, I accused you of deciving me and , I was wrong, I doughed you, I am sorry" He said sounding ashemed of his self

" I should have been there with you when your brother was hurt" he said sounding guilty

" Its ok" I said kissing his cheek trying to make him feel better

" How is he?" he asked me concern

" He is alot better, mom and Billy went to get the prescription filled"

" How are you? You look exasted" he said traicing the purple circles below my eyes that showed that I barely sleped more that a few hours

" Am ok, I am sorry I really was looking foward to our luch toghether" I smiled at him

" Well my lady" he said in a really bad french accent " I happen to make very good sanwhiches" he said motioning for me to sit where he was sitting before. I smiled at him

He went ti the fridge took out mayo, mustard, turkey, lettuce, tomato, cheese and avocaido, and from the pantry a loaf of sanwhiches were pretty good, or maybe it was that I had barely eaten anything of the breakfast Emily had made.

" Mm these were good" I said taking the plates to the sink, but Charlie ook my plate and put it in the counter , cornering so my back was against the sink and he was only a few inches infront of me

" Yes, but I know something that taste way better" he smiled a sexy smile

" Oh really, what?" I asked liking my lips slowly hopinh I dint come out looking like an idiot

" You " he smirked .He towards me and gently captured my lips, wrapped his arms round me, bringing me as close as posible to him. He was kissing me, his mouth claming mine in a leisure manner like he had all the time in the worold, as if he meant for the kiss to go on forever.

" Leah?" Wait! That sounded like my mom!