Penname: Alsper

Notes/Warings/Rating: M, lemon. Yup lol. and um neither of us is catholic... so this was hard to write LOL!

Disclaimer: NOT YOURS (and Jasper/Alice ain't ours... phooey)

Word Prompt: Blow


I couldn't believe what she just said. She referred to Jesus-who gave his life to save us all- as a zombie. I was furious with her, even though she was giving me those eyes. Those eyes that told me how much she loved me, how much she wanted me. Those eyes that led me where ever and made me do whatever she wanted.

Eternal father, turn thy merciful gaze upon all mankind and especially on us poor sinners, all enfolded in the most compassionate heart of Jesus. For the sake of his sorrowful passion show us thy mercy, that we may praise the omnipotence of thy mercy for ever and ever. Amen.

I sighed and raised my head. I need to go to confession. I thought as I shoved my black rosary beads into my pocket. I walked back into the game room and saw her sitting with her lean, tanned, athletic legs crossed and leaning back slightly as she perched on the top of the pool table.

"Are you still mad at me?" she asked, not even bothering to hide her amusement.

"Yes," i answered, angered even more by the fact that she found this funny.

She jumped off the table and came closer. "Jazz... come on. It was a joke. It was supposed to make you laugh."

My heart started to race from just her coming closer to me. "You know how I feel about that stuff," I mumbled, diverting my eyes from hers.

She wrapped her arms around me and looked up. "Please don't be mad at me," she whined slightly.

I looked down at her and could see how badly she wanted me to forgive her. It hurt me to be angry with her like this. "Why do you make fun of my beliefs?"

"It's not just your beliefs. Besides, think about it. He raised from the dead... that's generally how most zombie films start," She shrugged.

I sighed heavily. "Can we just not discuss this? I love you, despite your... disregard for my beliefs."

"I don't disregard anything. You believe that a zombie is your lord and savior and I think it's crap cause there's no proof. But I love you too." She smiled at me. "Am I forgiven, yet?"

I scowled at her words, "I want to forgive you but you keep saying such blasphemous things."

"But you love me," she pouted. I nodded and looked away from her, finally wrapping an arm around her shoulders. "I can make it up to you..." she said softly.

I turned back to her and raised an eyebrow. "Oh really? How?"

She grinned wickedly as she moved so that one hand went to the drawstring of my sweats. "I can take your mind off of it."

My breath caught in my throat. "I don't think that's a good idea."

She smiled wider as her hand started to rub against me. Me as in my penis. I wish I could say that she was unsuccessful in her attempt to get me aroused, but then I would be lying.

"I think it's an excellent idea," she countered.

I could feel my resolve crumbling. "Not out here."

"Tell me where you want it baby," she purred, looking up through her eyelashes.

"I don't," I tried to deny but she cut me off by squeezing my arousal and raising an eyebrow at me. My lip began trembling, "A bedroom."

She nodded before releasing me and taking my hand as she headed up the stairs. "No one will notice cause they're all outside," she explained over her shoulder. I followed her, willing myself to train my eyes on the small of her back, no lower. I would not stare at her bottom as we walked up the stairs, no matter how much I enjoyed the way it moved with each step.

She opened the door to her room, quickly pulling me inside before locking it. She turned to face me, biting her lip. I pulled her into my arms and brushed my lips against hers. "I'm sorry," she breathed before kissing me harder.

My heart pounded in my chest as I forgave her with my kiss. One of my hands slid down to the uncovered portion of her back, feeling the taunt muscles as they rippled under my fingers. As our tongues and lips moved together, she began to slowly push me towards the bed. My legs connected with the metal of the frame and I landed on the mattress, bringing Alice down with me.

She giggled, moving to position herself over me better as she started to move her kiss from my lips. I groaned because I knew where this was heading and while part of me wanted it the other part of me knew it was wrong. "Alice..."

"Hmmm?" she questioned as her fingers worked their way under my waistband.

"I dunno if we should do this..." I knew it was a futile argument, but at least God would see I was trying, right?

"I think we should," she chirped. "I told you I was going to make it up to you."

"You don't have to," I murmured, letting one of my hands fall to the bed.

She shook her head as her hand wrapped around and exposed me to the warm air. "I know I don't have to, but you need me to," she explained before licking it. Despite my best efforts I groaned and bucked my hips, I knew I needed her, I was addicted.

"Please..." I whined.

"Please what?" she asked, now moving to lick along the shaft.

Heavenly father, please forgive us poor sinners.

"Suck it," I whispered. With that she took me in her mouth and I was gone, all my upbringing, all my beliefs in what was right or wrong, I didn't care. It felt good, actually good wasn't an adequate word. Amazing, good, bliss.

My hand found her hair and helped her bob up and down my length as I sucked in air between my teeth. She always got me to go quickly, much faster than if I were giving into the pleasure by myself. I could feel the tension tightening, ready to explode at any second, all while murmuring how much I loved her, and her talented mouth.

The coil broke and my hips bucked up into her mouth at the same time, releasing the pent up frustration and moaning out incoherently. When my orgasm finished washing over me I laid there panting for air.

She tucked me back into my pants before crawling up along side of me and wrapping her arm around my waist. "Now am I forgiven?"

"Yes, very forgiven, by me anyway. You still didn't have to do that." I assured her.

"I know I didn't have to, but I wanted to," she said, shrugging.

I closed my eyes as the guilt replaced all the good feeling that had been there previously. "You're beautiful."


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