Chapter 26
" 'Happily ever' after is just a fairy tale ending. Life is no fairytale"
'Get out!' both girls chorus with a deep red blush. Ritsu's face is one of utter shock, red coloring his neck and ears a crimson color.
Silence…
Gin can't blink, she never had a boy walk in on her like this before. Sure, the twins were obnoxious and perverted, but they didn't walk in on her so bluntly! The farthest someone ever got to see is her under panties! (And those were even covered by her button-up) 'PERVERT!' she shouts, pointing at him and grabbing the first thing closest to her, which happens to be Tamaki's grouchy-looking teddy-bear. She hits him in the face but he keeps staring.
'M-m-my bad'.
The blonde picks up a shoes and throws it at him, secretly having always wanted to do something like that before. He gasps and flies out of the room, closing the door behind him.
Haruhi turns to the blonde with a small blush but a deadpan expression non-the-less. 'Did you just throw a shoe at him and Tamaki's Teddy bear?'.
'Yes, yes I did' the European answers proudly before quickly buttoning her shirt and putting on the shoe she threw away, which happened to be her own heel. She puts it on, looks in the mirror to check her appearance and turns back to Haruhi 'I'll be going out first'.
'Don't kill him please' Haruhi only answers.
'Can't promise anything' Gin answers and opens the door to see Hikaru and Kaoru about to hit Kasanoda with a baseball bat. The whole room falls silent for a moment when Gin grabs the baseball bat from Hikaru and takes Kasanoda's collar with her fist. Kaoru let go, shrieking and jumping towards his brother when the blonde has an angry look on her face and pushes the terrifies redhead against the wall.
Sure she knows he could over-power her with ease if he tried, but he's so shocked and terrified he seems to have frozen over.
'You. Are. A. Death. Man' she says slow but clearly 'No boy except for the twins have ever seen my underwear before and I'm pretty sure they're gay'.
'Hey!' the twins chorus in objection.
'So what'll it be? Accepting death and letting me do it quickly, or begging and having me play with you for a moment longer?'.
'WAIT!' the twins chorus 'You saw GIN'S underwear?!'.
The redhead nods quickly, sweating while staying under the blonde's supervision 'It was kind of red and lacy…'
'DON'T TELL THEM THAT!' Gin blushes a deep red color and pushes the head of the bat underneath Kasanoda's chin 'Don't tell them things like that!'.
'Oh Gin… red and lacey? Sound more like lingerie than normal underwear' they say with the creepy perverted voices.
'You're gonna die!' Gin raises the bat, ready to actually hit him even though she's not sure she even would.
'That's enough you three' Kyoya pushes his glasses up his nose, holding up a hand 'Let the professionals handle this'.
'What? Are you made of ice? How can you be so calm about this?!' Kaoru asks while Hikaru takes the bat from Gin's hands.
Hikaru points with the bat at Tamaki 'Look! The boss is so deep in shock, he's regressing!'.
The French blonde is sitting on the ground in fetus position, his head turned upwards with wide eyes and a dead-look. He's sitting against one of the pillars like in his emo-corner, though this time all the light is on him instead of the shadow. He does look rather… cooked.
'Well' Kyoya starts 'Now that is appears that the cat is out of the bag….' He looks up at Kasanoda, the glare suddenly gone from his glasses and his grey eyes stand serious and cold 'Let's talk'.
'Haruhi is compelled to hide the fact that she's a girl due to certain… mitigating circumstances. While we can't physically force you to cooperate exactly, there is something I would like you to bear in mind. Coming from the sort of family you do, I'm certain you've heard all sorts of juicy little rumors, enough to know of what is true and what is not. Take the Ootori family's private police force or the black unions squad, it is said that they can be mobilized against our enemy's within the blink of an eye' Kyoya looks up with a kind host-like smile, Gin feels her stomach turn, slightly intimidated herself even though he's not even threatening her 'You have heard of them, right?'.
Kyoya just looks at Ritsu with that certain Kyoya-Shadow-King-aura around him. Making Gin frown a little 'Kyoya… it's no fun if you threaten everyone with that creepy ice-cold aura around you. I can't believe the only nicknames you've gotten so far are Demon-Lord, Shadow-King and Ice-king'.
No reaction. Complete ignorance. Gin's eyebrow twitches 'Jeez, I'm always being skipped here'.
Haruhi choses that moment to open the door 'Come on guys, stop scaring Casanova. Sorry about all this'.
'What do you mean "sorry"?! he should be sorry! He first took a peek at my underwear and then told the twins it's red and lacey! I mean! Who says that to other guys anyway when the girl herself is holding a baseball bat? That's just asking for amnesia!' Gin shouts, swaying with her arms animatedly but Honey just takes her hand and looks up at her with a smile. Gin's stunned for a moment, all anger leaving her body for just a moment. When she looks up again the twins are just asking Ritsu if he's in love with Haruhi since he now knows she's a girl.
'Hey wait a minute!' Gin pulls her hand loose from Honey and stomps over 'You're not trying to say that just because Haruhi's a girl and guys didn't know she was before, doesn't mean they'll fall for her directly after they've found out she's a girl! That's just Hollywood-crap! There's no way that happens in real life!'.
'So Gin…' Hikaru starts 'About that red lacey underwear…'.
'SHUT UP!'.
XxX
That evening, Gin is sitting on her bed and staring at the ceiling 'Why'd I ever buy red lacey underwear? Right… because I'm a sucker for buying underwear…' she groans and turns herself on her chest, face planted into her pillow.
XxX
The next day… is torture.
'I just don't get it…' Gin points at the whiteboard, the Physics teacher sighing 'It's not that hard, just remember the formula and apply it to the information you get'.
'Yeah, that's not the hard part. The hard part is applying the information… For some reason I always seem to get it wrong'.
'That's because you don't learn the formula! Any half-wit could see that!'.
'I'm sorry?' Gin pretends to clean her ears 'What's you say? I couldn't really hear'.
The teacher pales for a moment 'Gin, I agrees to help you with your physics since you seem to find it hard to keep up with the rest of the class. But I can't help you if you don't do anything in return! Learn the formulas'.
'Yes, you've said that three times before, but I still don't get it. So the Space is a half multiplies with the constant acceleration multiplies with the time in the square?'.
'Yes!'.
'So how do I find the constant acceleration?' the blonde looks at the whiteboard and the teacher groans. Gin knows she's being difficult, but she's trying to buy time since the hosts are out playing children's games, besides, she needs to wait for Mori and Honey to be done since her grandmother made sure she's getting a ride from them. Apparently the Haninozuka and Morinozuka family is going to have dinner at her house tonight.
This is also one of the many reasons why Gin's head is so far away from her physics.
'Do you understand?' the teacher asks, breaking through Gin's thoughts.
'Uh… could you please repeat that? I was thinking about something…'.
'Just… ask Kyoya Ootori about it if you still don't get it. Maybe he wants to help you' the teacher sighs and closes her book 'I need to go, a teacher's meeting'.
'But I already tried him, three times' Gin closes her own books and stands up 'He says I'm not trying hard enough and being a lazy, annoying and whiny air-head. He doesn't want to do physics with me anymore since I don't get it'.
'Then ask Tamaki Suoh! He's second in class!'.
'Yeah… but he'd twice as much of an air-head as me. When I asked him we somehow ended up with a pillow fight and Kyoya sitting in between doing Math while continuing to say we're acting like little annoying children'.
'Well he has a point! Miss Crow, as much as I respect your family and you as a student, I must agree with Mr. Ootori. If you're not trying than there's no way you will pass the exams. This isn't Europe, people expect you to work hard here and keep up with us, otherwise you're going to be put in class 2B or 2C if you think that would suit you better. Now I have to go, I must warn you, with the grades you're getting now, you have to get an eighty-five percent on your next exam or you'll be put a class down before the third period has started. Have a good day, Miss Crow' with that, the woman leaves.
'What? Put a class back?' Gin groans 'So I have to study to stay in this class?' she sighs deeply and puts her books in her bag, swinging it over her shoulder 'Damn… Goodbye old lazy days of not doing anything but relaxing and having fun… goodbye old days without headaches and constant stress and frustrations. Hello busy-pain-in-the-ass days'.
XxX
As Gin is walking around the gardens of Ouran muttering about how unfair life could be, she suddenly hears talking and stops. When she looks up into the tree, there's Mori and Honey sitting on some branches looking down at the maze next to them.
The blonde leans against the trunk with her back when she her ear catches something pretty interesting.
'So Hika-Chan may seem oblivious but deep down he's beginning to understand his feelings? And even though it's clear to the rest of us, how Tama-Chan feels, he's still completely in the dark about it himself?' asks the short blonde a little surprised.
'Yeah' Answers the deep voice of Mori.
'Then what about Gin-Chan and Kyo-Chan? Between the two of them I bet there's someone even more oblivious than Tama-Chan'.
Gin sighs softly. What about the two of them? We're just friends damn it!
'Because, even though they're both probably going to be married to someone else. It seems like their relationship is becoming more and more obvious'.
'Yeah…'.
'Considering that. I wonder if something really big if gonna happen before we graduate'.
'You never know'.
'Takashi… do you love Gin?'.
'Yeah'.
'But she doesn't love you, does she?'.
'Probably not. She'll do the right thing'.
'I wonder if… doing the right thing, is more important than doing the right thing for yourself'.
'I don't know'.
'But will she even be happy married to you?'.
'There's no say'.
Gin looks down, bangs covering her eyes. She clenches her fists and silently walks away. Not noticing the two in the tree watching her leave, soft smiles playing around their lips as she hugs herself and looks down while walking away.
'Doing the best thing for yourself and being happy…' she whispers '…isn't of any importance now'.
That's when she makes a decision. She's going to put her mind to work and school for the next few weeks, if she doesn't get these exams right… then she'll never become a doctor. Not only that, but she'll be transferred into another class and away from Tamaki and Kyoya. She can almost already hear Catherine laughing at her.
And besides… maybe school will be the best thing to put her mind on something else and later decide about her thoughts and feelings. You never know… this might be the best distraction for herself and those around her.
Taking a break from the host club. Sound good.
XxX
The afternoon and evening were… tiring. Not only did she try to interact with Honey and Mori the least she could manage (Which wasn't hard with Mori but Honey could be pretty persistent on getting an answer out of you when he really wants it), but she also had to deal with the Haninozuka and Morinozuka family representatives who stayed for dinner (Meaning the parents of both Honey and Mori with their brothers).
It wasn't too hard, until her grandfather started about her advances at school and she almost chocked on a cherry. Satoshi was nice enough to wrap his arms around her stomach and force the berry out of her throat –it landed in the middle of the table-.
Then she just chuckles slightly and told them she accidently forgot about her cherry-allergy. Her grandparents watching her with big eyes, her grandmother with a raised eyebrow and her grandfather with a frown.
Gin excused herself to the restroom while the maids took the main course away to make place for the dessert and sat down in the restroom on the toilet with the lid closed. Head in her hands and door locked. A sigh escaped her lips and she rubs her neck, when the parents of rich families –especially nobles- visit, the pressure on her is pretty heavy, it weighs like a ton. But in this family, Honey's mother is like a hawk, watching her to do anything wrong and point it out to her with a frown. It's like the woman is her mother-in-law instead of her Aunt-in-law. What's the matter with that woman anyway Honey said she's quite nice!
Well, doesn't look that way to her.
Satoshi is nice though, Mori's parents are pretty nice too. His mother isn't snappy or bitchy, she's kind and calm, forgivable and patient. His father is more like Satoshi, with a smile, quite funny and he was the one who laughed loudest when she said she forgot she's allergic to Cherries, which was a lie, by the way.
Honey's parents… they were a whole other story. One would think it would be the other way around since Mori's always so obedient and silent all the time, but it's actually Honey who has the harsh parents. Probably due to his own behavior-errors when he was younger, or well… that's what Gin called it anyway.
She rubs her temples and sighs, these rich people… who knew they could be so… uptight and ridiculously precise about every minor mistake and detail. A suffocating world, but nothing Gin couldn't handle. Even though she always acted tough and confident, her inability to speak her mind to people too unfamiliar to herself, was always mistaken as looking down on those people. No matter who they were, teachers, strangers, old people, parents, her seniors… everyone. Even right now, she would be easily ashamed of staring at people or watching them to take-in their every detail. Kyoya's ability to do this was quite unfamiliar to Gin. To others, it would seem like she didn't even care about them and find the other people just less worthy to talk to. Creating awkward silences where others would think Gin was completely comfortable in since she normally puts on an "indifferent face" actually, she doesn't know how to react, what to say and what kind of face to make.
The blonde sighs and stands up, unlocking the door and walking over to the double sinks. In the mirror she takes herself in, pale skin, not even close to beautiful with the small head and broad shoulders, the Japanese nose, no cheekbones but slightly puffy cheeks –not in a fat way, but just the form of her head- the stupid weird eyebrows she tried to keep tamed, the blonde hair which turns lighter during the spring and summer and darker during the Autumn and Winter seasons. The boring light blue/greyish eyes with the eyelashes which are only long because of the mascara. The fair skin which is only fair due the tiny bit of Foundation. A little bit of acne among her hairline. The broken nails on her fingers which her grandmother keeps nagging about. Short fingers… the only good thing is probably the hourglass figure.
She smiles lightly, the black dress she's wearing is neat, but nothing fancy. The high heels on her feet are just plain black. The silver necklace around her neck holds a ring belonging to Kyoya and the bracelet around her wrist is on old birthday present from her grandparents from the time they were in the US instead of here for her, again.
The only beauty is the jewelry, the dress with the heels and the make-up. What is it that Mori likes? What is it that he likes so much about her that it makes him want to take her as his bride right here and now? What is it that he finds attractive besides her chest and butt? Is it the blonde hair? The fortune? No, not the fortune, he'll get that without asking her for her hand first.
Could it be... her personality? But what's to like about her personality? She has incredibly unstable feelings, is moody a lot, short-tempered, goofy, weird sometimes, self-conscious yet confident, happy yet sad, the one moment she's open and the next she's drawn-in, first she's loud and crazy and the next she's calm or even cold. Who likes such a difficult person?
Gin is well-aware of her bad habits. Breaking her nails by doing stuff that isn't meant to be done by "ladies". The habit of glancing at the buffet table every time they're on a party to see if they have chocolate pie. When she's sad she eats away her frustrations and grief with bad sweet-things. Her total lack of hard work in school. Her laziness towards sports. Her bad morning-mood. Her singing along with music with a voice which could make even babies cry. The fear of even the tiniest spiders and probably every other insect with exception of butterflies, flies and mosquitos. The habit of always getting irritated when the room around her is messy and not-clean. The enjoyment she has watching other people suffer in many ways. Doing everything on the very last moment be it reading a book, studying for an exam, buying a birthday present or calling someone.
What is there that he likes so much? A plain sixteen year old girl with a headache starting to form from all this thinking. She scratches her head and washes her hands, drying them and opening the door to the hallway 'I guess… I'll just need to get over it'.
XxX
That night, she makes her homework in a relaxed way, simply at her own pace until she's done. There's two hours left before bed-time but Gin doesn't care. She takes a hot shower, dresses in her night clothes and turns off the lights, walking over to the balcony doors and opening them, a cold evening breeze blowing into her face. She ignores the cold and walks over to the edge of the balcony, closing her eyes for a moment thinking of nothing at all.
Tomorrow is finally week-end, she finished homework already… she'll have two days all to herself.
'Maybe I'll just stay in bed all day and sleep. No… I'm weighting too much again, I'm getting fatter' she puts her hand on her stomach before moving it to her arms 'And my arms are starting to get saggy from the lack of physical work. I'll starts training again. Alright then…' she smiles slightly to herself and looks at the dark sky 'When I wake tomorrow morning from a good night rest, I'll start a new temporary life. I'll focus on only me and me only. No Host Club, no Facebook or chatting, no friends or family. Just me, I'll get myself in tip-top form, physically and mentally, I'll take time to think things through, I'll study to get my grades up, I'll fitness to get my body back, I'll get someone to give me a well-earned massage and pedicure with a manicure and at the end of the month I'll go shopping for new clothes and get a haircut. Just me and me only' she gives a confirming nod to herself 'Yes, a little bit of solitude and alone-time will do me some good and probably my grades too. I'll inform Kyoya about it later, or maybe not'.
XxX 1 month later XxX
Gin stretches and smiles slightly, the last exam for this period and it went great. The blonde is no longer the girl she was a month ago, she doesn't look tired and emotionally confused anymore, everyone including the hosts could see this clearly. Her hair isn't so straight and messy anymore, it's still a little bit messy but it looks like it's supposed to be that way, it's a playful kind of messy. She has new bangs, the side-bangs a little longer than the bangs framing her face yet they're shorter than the rest of her hair. Her eyes aren't as tired anymore, they're full of energy and good spirits. She looks confident in her skirt –which she continues wearing since she feels for the first time in her life good in a skirt- she looks happy and well-cared. No dead-ends in her hair, no broken fingernails, they're for the first time in her life neat, not very long but not short either and with a special polish one of the maids recommended to strengthen her nails.
Even Catherine could see the differences and for some reason, the redhead was in a chipper mood during Host Club hours yet she was slightly on the edge with Gin in the room.
But not only did she look different, her grades started rising remarkably. Her PE grades and the other ones as well. She could answer the questions easily and somehow raised her grades enough to make Catherine –who's number six of the class- a little intimidated by her knowledge. Gin could often be found on the roof making her homework or reading a good literature book which are on a list of must-reads. In only the last month she had read books like Romeo and Juliet, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Eyre and One hundred years of solitude, classic novels. She interacted more with the other students in her classes and truth be told, she kept interacting with the host club, just not that much. She always had lunch on the roof when it wasn't raining, when it was she would join them in the cafeteria and catch up a little bit.
Haruhi said Gin once came to her house to help her with shopping and just talk with her and Ranka, a normal day without a care in the world. The brunette explained to the other hosts and this is Gin's way of letting it all go and give her mind a rest, to give herself time to think about her problems one by one without any pressure and things going on inside the Host Club to distract her in any way. Everyone agreed, that this seemed to be a good way for Gin to get some rest without vacation, to get her own problems solved and her whole life in order again. It had worked.
Gin felt great again. She never felt so smart and at peace in her life. She would be lying if she said she hadn't missed the Host Club or had no hard time with studying and training. But the moment of alone-time and the now weekly massages after a work-out together with a manicure, pedicure and a beauty treatment, made it all worth it. She has a good talk every week with the gossip-crazy beauty-treatment girls about her life, the women gave her advice and helped her with not only her confidence and her love-troubles, but also with her grandparents. Kyoya and Mori aren't her only problems in life.
So now, it has been one month. In a few days the Cultural festival will takes place and It's time for the Host Club to get more serious with their presentation. This also means that Gin is ready to help them again,. The exams are gone and she's full of energy to get involved with all her friends again.
'Hello everyone! Your beloved most popular Sarcastic-type of the Host Club has returned to your humble club room to light up the room again with her shiny personality!' Gin kicks the door open and takes a pose with her arms wide in the air until she takes a deep breath to continue and choke on a rose petal.
'I- ugh, ugh… You guys- ugh, ugh… damn- ugh… rose petals-ugh, ugh, ugh' Gin wipes the tears from her face and frowns, having swallowed the rose petal and wondering how something so big could land into her air-pipe.
'Gin! You're finally back!' Haruhi is the first one to greet here. She would've guessed Tamaki would run over and give her a bone-breaking hug. But it's Haruhi this time who gives her a hug.
'Yeah, one month has passed, since the exams are out of the way and the Cultural festival is going to come soon, I'm ready to assist you guys in any way I can. Except for playing the stripper' she adds, the twins frowning directly.
'You're very sharp today Gin' Kyoya notes 'But it's good to have you back, we can sue an extra hand right now'.
'Well of course you can, after all, you missed me, didn't you? Kyoya-Chan' she smirks when he sends her a glare. Gin usually doesn't use honorifics, not being used to it at all, she only calls Honey and Mori "senpai" since everyone calls them that. For her to use "Chan" and that on Kyoya, it made even Tamaki stop in his tracts while running to Gin to give her the bone-breaking hug she expected first thing she arrived.
'Chan?' asks Catherine.
'Well yeah, Kyoya was born on twenty-two November around five o'clock in the afternoon. But anyways, what can I do to help you Kyoya-sir?' she puts her hands on his shoulders and gazes over his shoulder onto the lap-top screen 'Aw… only numbers… how boring'.
'Gin, are you sure you're alright? You're acting a little bit… strange. To put it in terms everyone can understand clearly'.
Gin shakes her head and smiles 'I'm just happy that it's all over and that I can get to spend time with you guys again. Last month was really a treat, I've never had so much time for myself and never studied so hard while getting back on my perfect weight and getting myself fully cared-for. It was fun, but I have to admit it, I kind of missed you guys. So remember that, I'm not saying it again, it's out of character for me to admit it'.
The hosts smile knowingly at the blonde who claps in her hand 'That, and I missed your chocolate pie also pretty much'.
'Well, if I remember correctly, there's still some left in the kitchen' Kyoya says, turning back to his laptop and continuing to type down more numbers.
'Thanks. Honey, do you want to have some cake and tea with me? I bet you can tell me everything about what I've missed so far'.
'Uh-huh!' Honey nods fiercely and runs after the blonde to the kitchen where they start choosing pie, talking about the new cakes and cookies, "secretly" tasting one cookie each before returning with their own piece of pie.
At the end of the day they've planned they whole Cultural festival and Kyoya is put to work. Gin walks through the empty school together with Mori and Honey.
'Oh!' Honey suddenly shouts 'I forgot our task-list Takashi! You two wait here!' he jumps off Mori's shoulders and starts running back to the Club room 'I'll get it!' he calls over his shoulder.
Gin blinks and then smiles lightly, turning towards the window to look outside 'You know, you and Honey don't have to act so innocent about it when you want to talk to me about these matters, Takashi' she folds her arms in front of her chest, the small smile still playing around her lips.
'You noticed?'.
'Of course. Normally, you wouldn't let Honey-senpai run off alone to get something. Besides… I've had a feeling you would soon come up with it again'.
'I'm sorry about it. I don't want to press you. But my parents… they've started to plan things for our marriage already. It won't last long until they'll confront you about it with the whole family present'.
Gin nods 'Don't feel guilty or anything, I've felt it coming. My grandfather is acting a little uneasy around me, almost secretive. My grandmother… she acts just like always though. No changes there'.
'So… before they'll confront you, I would like to have your answer'.
'Takashi…' she slowly turns and looks at him 'This past month has been a real relieve for me. I had a lot of time to carefully get my thoughts in order again and to understand my feelings. I must admit it though, my hairdresser helped me too' she chuckles slightly and a small smirk appears on Mori's lips 'Even if I say no right now, then the marriage will still continue anyway. I like you, very much. At first, I liked you as a friend, then a brother and then as a better friend again. I don't exactly "Love" you yet, but I don't know if I've felt that feeling before, really. So…' she stops for a moment and looks down to fiddle with her hands a little uncomfortably 'To decide this… I'd like you to ask me again, so I can make a decision, alright?'.
Mori nods, and before Gin knows it he's holding her hands, sitting on one knee before her 'Gerrylin Crow, would you please, do me the honor of giving me your hand in marriage and become my wife?'.
Gin felt many things rush through her She felt amazed and touched by the way he just asked her for her hand in marriage. Confused about the seriousness and tad bit of hope in his eyes. The feeling of her heart skip a beat and the clamp feeling of her sweaty hands. The feeling of being loved in her heart together with the warmth of friendship and an amazing unknown amount of courage. She couldn't really remember Honey standing on the end of the hallway watching them.
She could remember her answer though. 'Takashi Morinozuka, I…'.
TBC
A/N: Damdamduuum! Hahaha, I'm evil, this cliffhanger is the worst I've ever made. But it's not as bad as the feeling I have right now. Because… I'm so incredibly sorry! I'm ashamed of myself for once again not keeping my promise on updating. The fact is… I'm SO incredibly busy! School is a real killer and this month is full of parties and visits and planning and whatever! SO BUSY!
I've partly written the next chapter but I'm pretty sure it has to be rewritten again. So I'm sorry about that. Also, I've got the whole story planned out and I've already planned some for the sequel which I'll put in this story right after the last Chapter. However, I will warn you, it'll probably be longer and you will have to wait until I've actually planned all Chapters in the story perfectly and have written the first ten chapters before I continue.
I'm still a little unsure about the outcome of this part of the story though. I've got three different endings in my head and I'm still not entirely sure which one is the most likely. However, I'll try and you'll read. At least, I hope so.
Well! Please stay with me everyone! I promise I'll finish this story since I can't stop writing about Gin right now!
Also a funny fact:
Did you know that Gin means "silver"? It's partly why I chose this name since Gin isn't like gold but more like cold silver, it's not as valuable as gold, but in my eyes, I find silver more beautiful than gold. Besides, I didn't like the name "Kin" since it means "Chin" In Dutch, which is kind of weird... I've actually no idea why I chose the name Gerrylin but who knows, I don't even like the name very much, but well… who cares right? It's hardly mentioned anyway XD
Thanks everyone out there reading my story! For staying with me all this time!
