Hello! I'm back today again. This chapter is in a P.O.V. of a OC I had somehow forgotten. It been a while we hadn't seen her. And we have some revelation about her here. Also, for another OC I have forgotten alot who is called Lyric, will have her own P.O.V. in the next chapter or the one after the next chapter. Because it had been a more long time than other that I have forgotten these two. Well I think. Sorry for those two owner. Blame my Alzheimerness.
Enjoy!
Sakurai P.O.V.
I walked out of the crowd formed by my classmates. A new was going to be announced. I yawned as I saw Gumo entered the room
"Hi everyone! I'm here to announce you something. Tomorrow, we are all going to a ball. And the day before we left, we're going at a party. Ho! And remember, you shall be accompanied to the ball. If you're not, it's okay. But it's preferable to be accompanied to dance a slow!" He said. Everyone clapped and cheer. Well, almost everyone. Renji, Kamlyn, Kurai, Kagami and Koichi stayed silent. Kurai seemed to enjoy the news, but without truly showing it. Kagami is a calm person, talking a bit, not much but still more than Renji. Renji was always silent, almost never talking. Koichi seemed bored and Kamlyn was as emotionless as ever. Nobody knew why Kamlyn was so… Emotionless. As a dull doll, cold and heartless. He never had seemed to have some pity. It was intriguing the way he thought and the way he act. His opinions were almost one of dead person, or people which had experienced death from near, or actually caused one. Plus, he was unpredictable. I liked that.
As Gumo left, everyone began to leave, with their groups or not. Like Hitomi and Draco, or Hana and Kaido which was a new couple. I heard that they had been match up by Siho, Misaka and Riku, mostly with the help of Mizumi and Kei. Kei. He didn't have the guts to say to Mizumi that he loves her, even if it's evident. So much evident that everyone knows it. Or almost. It's sure that dense people like Lyric, as an example, wouldn't know it.
Lyric has this dense personality, but still not childish. She was this Mrs. Perfect which I hate. Sweet, kind, with no flaws, everyone loving her. Nobody can hate her about me. She is so perfect that it frightens me. Perfection isn't human, you see?
It's sure that nobody can truly hate me too. With that façade of cute Lolita… Argh… It's not me, it's not the true me. But I'll only show my true personality of sadist psychopath to someone I'll trust. That I could trust blindly and wouldn't be afraid of my true self, as freaky it could be. The people like that are rare to find and I know it. That's a reason I have this cute Lolita act façade. Another one is that I have monophobia, or fear of being alone. Why I am like this? It's from a long time ago, so long that I can't remember it, nor I want to.
Thinking about tomorrow's ball… Tch. Like if I would be accompanied. Like if someone would actually invite me. Surely, Draco will ask Hitomi, Kaido will ask Hana, Masomi would ask Amber, Len K. would ask Megumi… Normal, they're all couple.
Thinking of it once again, only the couple had left. The others stood lazily, thinking of who they'll want to accompany. I watched Kei, who stood beside Mizumi awkwardly. Well, it was awkward for him, because he surely want to ask her for the ball. Mizumi, her, didn't show any awkwardness, only boredom. Then, Kei patted her shoulder, making her turned to face him.
"Hum… Mizumi… Would you accompany me to the ball?" he said, unsecure and blushing.
"Sure!" she answered, her eyes sparkling lightly while she was smiling. So Mizumi had a tiny feeling for Kei? At least the green-haired boy had the courage of asking her for the ball… Now, ask her out!
I yawned and choose to go outside. I have nothing to do anyway. Then, I went toward an empty road. Soon enough, I was alone. Afterward, my breathing became heavier. I was hardly breathing. I was panicking. The panic crises due to my monophobia were always hard, making me suffers. I couldn't get out of these crises by myself. Someone had to be there, for me to stop being alone. I clutch my chest. My heart was beating way too fastly, I was hardly breathing, I was alone…
Then, I felt firm hands picking me up. But the crises continue. I wasn't able to breath now, I was panting in search for some air. My vision was blurry; I was incapable of seeing anything about glimpse of grey, black and blue. After, I felt myself get held in a bridal style position. I didn't touch the floor anymore. After, I heard a distorted voice yelling my name. Someone… Was there… Slowly, my vision came back to normal as I was capable to breathe again.
I looked to my savior to saw black hair and mesmerizing electric blue eyes. The guy had blue mecanician goggles on the top of his head. Wait… Kamlyn?
"Kamlyn?" I asked my voice barely audible. I was on the verge to faint. He nodded. I was still in his arms, bridal style.
"Are you okay?" he wondered, looking concerned, anxious. Wow, Kamlyn. You have emotion?
"Yeah… I'm okay. Thanks." I whispered. My voice hadn't fully returned.
"What happened there?" he asked. I shook my head in answer. "Did someone rape you? Or beat you?" he continued, frowning, his voice filled with a slight anger.
"No… I have… Monophobia." I said. Seeing the incomprehension on his face, I continued. "The fear of being alone. Have panic crises when I am all alone or left alone… Thank you, Kamlyn. You saved me."
"You're welcome. Let's go back at the motel, you should get some sleep." He replied. I nodded and he brought me back to my motel room.
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We had finally arrived to the motel room. Kamlyn had laid me on my bed, then asked if he should stay. I say yes. I couldn't be left alone once again. Now, he was sat on a chair near the bed.
"Why do you have monophobia?" he asked bluntly, his voice cold.
"And why are you so emotionless? You tell me and I tell you." I replied, mu voice as cold as his own voice was. He nodded.
"You first, then."
