(A/N) Herrreeee wweeee gooooo its saturday and im going to write another chapter of PDLM :)
No Ones POV:
Clare looked at Cara and smiled slightly. "You're so pregnant Clare" Cara repeats and Clare blushes. "You can't tell Eli I need to figure out the right time. So I'm gonna go buy some food and then I'll tell him tonight. But I need my super awesome best friend to watch the twins while I tell him." Cara nodded. "Ok just go to the grocery store now and pick me up a couple of things"
Clare went to the grocery store with Ryan while Skylar and Eli stayed home. Clare put Ryan into the shopping cart and went down the aisle. "Mommy I want da mummies beh-ohs" Clare giggled and looked at Ryan nodding. "Ok Ry we'll get you some gummy bears." Clare went into the candy aisle and handed Ryan his gummy bears. Clare keeps going down the aisles and sees a girl in her teens. No older then 13 and she was pregnant. The girl noticed Clare starring "Can I help you?" The girl said slightly offended at Clare starring. Clare shook her head "Are you ok?" Clare said and walked over to her. "I'm fine just need to get some food." Clare looked at the girl. "I've been there you know had Ryan when I was sixteen" The girl took a deep breathe.
"But I bet you had someone with you though, the jackass walk out and now won't talk to me" Clare shook her head "I never told his daddy" Clare said playing with Ryan. The girl sighed "But it got easier?" The girl asked. "With the help of friends of course" Clare noticed the girl barely had food in her cart and she thought about when she was pregnant and didn't have enough money for food either. She slipped some money into the girls purse. "Well I've gotta go..good luck" Clare smiles and goes to the next aisle and gets everything she can for tonight.
Clare goes to the cashier and pays for all the food. Then takes all the bags to her car and puts Ryan in his chair. "Ryan guess what?" Clare said to Ryan while driving home. "Wha?" Ryan said playing with his toy. "Cara is gonna watch you guys tonight." Clare pulled up to their house and Ryan smiled. "Really!" Clare nodded and took him out of the car. "Yes now go pack an over night bag" Eli came outside and helped Clare with the bags. "Hows Skylar?" Clare asked and handed him a bag and she took the other. She watched Ryan run into house. "Cara said she was gonna watch them..." Eli blushed slightly and looked down. "Should I have kept him?" Eli continued and Clare interrupted him "No! Its fine she told me she wanted to watch them tonight" Ryan went upstairs and packed his stuff while Eli and Clare put the food in its place.
"Fancy stuff in here Clare" Eli said while putting away the food. Clare shrugged and smiled. Ryan came back downstairs "Bye Momma" Ryan said and started going to the basement. "Thats it?" Clare giggled and went to pick him up. She kissed his cheeks and smiled. "Are you gonna be good to Cara?" Ryan nodded "Good now give Eli a kiss" Clare held Ryan in front of Eli and Ryan kissed Eli's cheek. "Bye Daaddie" Ryan mumbled. Clare held him and took his bag. Ryan snuggled into Clare and rested his head on Clare's shoulder. Clare carried him downstairs and handed him to Cara. "Thanks Cara" Clare smiled and they hugged. Clare went back upstairs and laid on top of him. "Hi.." Clare whispered into his neck. Eli smiled and rubbed her back slowly. "I'm pretty lucky aren't I? Eli whispered to Clare. "mmhmm you sure are" Clare smiled and kissed him slowly. Eli smirked against her lips and their kiss got more intimate. Eli pulled on her shirt while kissing her hard. Eli pulled off her shirt and kissed down to her neck. Clare started grinding against him and she felt his pants get tighter. "Shit.." Eli mumbled against her skin and Clare smiled. "Wanna go upstairs?" Clare whispered and gave him a peck. Eli picked her up and she wrapped her legs and arms around him. Eli laid her down on the bed and kissed her neck. Eli moved against her slowly and Clare closed her eyes growing nervous. Eli kissed her lips softly. "Are you ok Clare?" Eli whispered. "You're shaking..did I do something wrong?" Eli rolled off of her and Clare sat up and put on her shirt. She started getting scared and imagined when she told Eli he would leave.
"I'm pregnant.." Clare would mumble "What? How? It's hard enough with the twins" Then Eli would pack all his stuff and leave her while she was crying on the bed. Her life would repeat itself. Cara and Elliot would take her to her appointments while she was alone at night with the pain of pregnancy.
"Clare?" Eli said pulling her out of her day dream. "Yeah..yeah I'm fine just tired..you know how I get sick sometimes.." Clare got up. "I'm gonna go get dinner ready" Clare faked a smile and left Eli on the bed confused. She went downstairs and made the pasta for Eli. "Eli! The foods ready.." Eli came downstairs in his boxers and picked her up. "I'm not hungry.." Eli mumbled into her neck" Clare wrapped her arms around his neck. "After dinner..we need to talk.." Clare said nervously. Eli looked at her. "About?" "Something serious.." Clare looked down. "Just promise you won't get mad." Now it was Eli's turn to get nervous.
They ate in silence while Clare practiced how to tell Eli in her mind. Eli finished his plate quick and Clare took 10x longer than he did. Eli watched her and she couldn't gather the nerve to look him in the eyes. "Clare?" Eli said breaking the silence "Did you cheat on me?" Eli mumbled and looked up slowly. "Can you just tell me what you did..I can't take this suspense.." Eli said. "Clare please.." Clare got up and nodded. "Upstairs?" Eli nodded and followed her upstairs. Clare sat on the bed and took a deep breathe. "Eli..just please don't get angry..." Eli shook his head. "Just please tell me already Clare.."
"Promise you won't get angry Eli.." Eli sighed and nodded slowly "Alright..I won't get angry.." Clare nodded and got up and started feeling nauseous. She ran to the bathroom and threw up all the pasta she has just eaten. Eli tide her hair and rubbed her back. "Whatever it is must have gotten you nervous" Clare shook her head and rested her head against Eli's chest. "Eli..I'm pregnant.." Eli didn't move he held Clare tight and carried her to the bed. "Please don't leave.." Eli shook his head and kissed her not caring that she had puke breathe. "Clare..I would never leave you.."
(A/N) AAWWWWW SHITT JUST GOTTT REEAAALLL ok review and ill update on the weekend :) sounds good? Go!
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