AN: When I first started writing this story, I described it quite poorly to my husband who immediately turned it into a foreign melodrama/soap opera. The Poe/Finn teasing scene is directly from his comments. Enjoy!
"General Organa." Rey said standing in front of R2 watching the hologram of the General.
"Rey. I hear that you went off on your own, did you discover something?" The General asked.
"Sir, I believe we've located the Knights of Ren." She said coolly as she watched Leia's demeanor. She watched as the General frowned harder, clearly annoyed that Kylo Ren had stayed on Rutan instead of returning to the First Order.
"Where are they?"
"Here. With us. They are the ones holding the negotiations."
The General absorbed the information, as if she was digesting that her son was still alive. "And what have they told you so far?" She asked
Rey looked back at where Poe, Chewy, and Finn were seated at the table trying to pretend like they didn't know a damned thing that was going on. Rey smirked at their attempt. She had returned to the Falcon and explained the situation to them. Poe and Finn seemed the most shocked, Chewy's response was silence and R2 and BB-8 had had a binary argument about what to do with the information before Rey had asked R2 to contact the Resistance. "Kylo Ren has proposed to take the First Order down and install a demarchy. A lotto of able bodied people to serve in a republic or democracy."
"Does he have the support?" She asked, clearly not liking where the conversation was going.
"I believe he will." Rey nodded.
"We will be in contact." The General said shutting off the hologram.
"So how's your boyfriend Rey?" Poe started as the rest of them broke out in giggles like school children.
"Shut up." She said balling a fist at her side before realizing that the more she denied it the more they'd tease her about it.
"Rey has a boyfriend." Finn said mimicking her voice then.
Chewy and R2 chimed in then and Rey stood embarrassed, turning red and laughing at the comments they were coming up with.
"Oh Rey." Poe mimicked holding a hand out towards Finn.
"Oh Kylo." Finn said as their hands touched.
"Perverts." She stood watching them with disdain, "I don't know what he is but boyfriend seems so juvenile." Rey rolled her eyes.
"Anyone you are kissing is your boyfriend." Poe commented as Finn started making kissing noises.
"And how would you know that?" She narrowed her eyes at her joking friends.
Poe smacked Finn in the stomach trying to get him to stop laughing, realizing they'd been caught. Clearing his throat, Poe had the decency to turn red before admitting, "We followed you."
Rey shook her head. She knew at some point someone outside of General Organa would find out, she just didn't realize it would be today and didn't realize she would be caught red handed.
"Well then, since you already know everything, I am going to go spend time with my whatever-Kylo-Ren-is-to-me, instead of standing here and letting you lot incessantly tease me." She grabbed her staff as she moved to exit the Falcon. "Don't wait up." She said cheekily before turning and exiting. She could hear their guffaws as she walked off of the Falcon and reached out with the Force.
Rey found him in a small room in the back of the manufacturing building the Ren were using as their outpost. The door was open and a small light came from inside, where she found Kylo Ren reading a book, leaning up against the far corner on a small makeshift cot. She stopped and admired him for a moment before making a small noise with her feet.
"You don't have to do that." He put a marker in the book and set it next to him. "I can always feel you coming."
"Why couldn't I feel you before the meeting?" She frowned from the doorway.
"As soon as I realized you were here I started blocking you." He said crossing his hands in front of him, taking comfort in being able to be honest with her now that neither of them was a prisoner of the other. They were both there of their own free will. He smiled at that thought that she came back again.
"Hum." She stepped into the room. "Wanted to surprise me?"
He laughed then, standing. "No, I didn't want you to run screaming or attack me as soon as I entered the meeting. I had figured that General Organa wouldn't have told you that I'd been banished." He paused briefly. "How is my mother?" He asked then.
"That isn't what I came here for." Rey said shaking her head.
"Then what did you come here for?" He stopped in front of her, just out of reach.
"To be with you."
He reached for her then, pulled her to him. "I'm right here." He breathed out before leaning down to kiss her. Rey brushed the Force against him and he pulled back a fraction. "Not tonight. Just you and me this time." She nodded, stretching her neck to kiss him again. His fingers found the zip of her flight suit without thinking about it, wondering briefly what was underneath before unzipping it. He peeled the fabric from her to leave it hanging at her waist. He took a step back and looked down at her, at how her skin flushed under his gaze and he smiled then. "Did you miss me? This?" He inquired.
"Yes." She reached for the hem of his shirt to pull it over his head. "I missed you." She curled her arms inward and against his chest as he pulled her to him as he kissed her again. Rey's skin pulled away from his when they'd first touched stomach to stomach, like she wasn't used to skin to skin contact and Kylo's conscious swam to the top of his thoughts vaguely remembering an odd conversation they'd had once.
"Wait, Rey. Can I ask you something?" He leaned back to look into her eyes.
"Of course." She said unabashed as she stood in her bra in his arms.
"You once had told me that the feelings you felt for me were inappropriate and that you'd never felt desire for someone while you'd hugged them." He licked his lips self-consciously, nervous to ask the question that would follow. "Have you never been...ahem, intimate with someone?"
Rey laughed then, outright laughed at his embarrassment and the question itself. He'd explored her mind but hadn't looked for those types of memories and she was grateful for that, realizing that maybe he hadn't infiltrated her as much as she'd thought. It was an intoxicating thought that they still had things to learn about each other. "I've been with someone before." She started.
"Then what did you mean?" He asked curious.
"Just that I hadn't been really attracted to the people I'd experimented with on Jakku. It's not like everyone makes me feel lust." She said cocking her head to the side before smiling brilliantly at him. "Did you think I was some sort of virgin?" She asked incredulously.
"Ha-ha, no not really. Just wondering if there might be some tragic story behind what you'd said." He dismissed the thought.
"You did, you thought you were going to be my first!" She exclaimed laughing. "Well, I hate to burst that bubble."
"It doesn't burst anything." He said roughly as he moved a hand into her hair and pulled a bit. Her eyes widened understanding why he might be asking.
"Any particular proclivities I should know about?" She asked as he tipped her head back using her hair for leverage. It didn't hurt but it wasn't nearly as gentle as he usually was and she wanted to know before they were in the throes of something what she was jumping into.
"Hum." He said drawing out the thought. "Well, I like to biteā¦" He ducked his head to her neck and nipping at the skin there softly. "And I enjoy being in charge." Rey snorted at that comment. "And I want you to be present." He pulled back again to look down at her, releasing her hair and smoothing his hands against her face, tracing a line down her neck to her shoulders, tracing his hands down to hers and capturing them both. "And you, where do your proclivities lie?"
"Well, I like to be in charge, so you might have to fight me for that one." She said pushing him towards the small cot. "I like enthusiasm. I like a man that doesn't shy away or think anything we do is disgusting. And I like someone who knows what they want." She said pushing on his shoulder so he sat on the cot then. She stepped back and took the rest of the flight suit off, pulling her boots off before turning back to the door to move to close it. Kylo gestured with the Force to close it before she could reach it which gave him a good view of her standing, unfazed in her underwear as she turned back to him.
"Someday that will be second nature." He stood to take his pants off. Rey drew a breath in and held it slightly. She still wasn't sure what she was doing with Kylo but it didn't scare her any longer. "Get over here." He said motioning with his hand as he sat again. Rey smiled and moved quickly across the room to straddle him unceremoniously. His eyes widened as she sat on him, eyes even with him now and he circled his arms around her then pressing as much of their skin together as he could.
Kylo pressed his face to her neck, moving down one side and up another as his hands roamed her back, teasing his fingers over her skin. Rey gasped, trying to mimic his motions as best she could. It had been so long since she'd had her first tumble with one of the humanoid boys on Jakku, years. She touched the planes of his chest, grazing his nipple and felt more than heard him growl against her, smashing her against him.
His fingers reached up and tangled in her bra straps, dragging them down, before Rey realized he had no idea how to take the sports type bra off. She sat back pulling it up and over her head then. Kylo sat back and watched the motion catching her eye then, making her blush. "You're beautiful." He pulled her lips to his as his hands inched up her sides, feeling her. She ran her hands over his shoulders and down his back as her lips pressed for more him, urging him to take more of her.
Kylo made a noise then, Rey's only warning before he rolled her under him, pressing her into the cot which felt like it might buckle under their combined weight. Rey laughed at that thought. What? His thought came as he began kissing down her neck, to between her breasts. She gasped at the touch trying to remember what she was laughing about seconds ago.
The cot, it feels like it will collapse. The thought of breaking it while doing this was humorous. She thought.
Oh my little light, the thought came as he continued down her body, kissing her stomach softly before nipping at the tender skin there. Rey whimpered softly and trailed a hand from his shoulder to his hair. She gasped as he continued his path down her body and kissed between her legs, over her underwear before continuing down one of her legs. His hands followed every place that he kissed, roaming across her soft skin. He came to kiss her ankle on one leg before he moved to the other leg and followed the path back up her body. By the time he was looking her in the eyes again Rey was having trouble focusing on him, but she did: looking up as he covered her with his body then, moving between her legs imitating things to come.
Rey raised her hips to meet each of his slow roiling movements. She could tell by the look on his face that the act itself likely wasn't to be as slow and gentle as he was being now and she smiled shyly to herself: she didn't want gentle when it came to this. She wanted a little rough, to know that they were alive, to feel him fully. He watched her smile which drew his attention to her lips again; he kissed her then while moving slowly back and forth between her thighs, feeling how good everything felt and enjoying having her under him. When their motions started to get more sporadic and heated Kylo reached down to move her underwear down. The motion stopped all of their kissing and touching as the new focus was on getting completely naked. Rey reached down to help and then used her hands to try to remove his underwear a fraction after he'd pulled hers down. He moved back to cover her then dragging his underwear off the rest of the way before holding himself above her so he didn't crush her and looked into her eyes then, looking into the depth that felt like he could drown in.
"Are you sure?" He whispered, rubbing against her, completely naked. They could both feel the pulse of the others heart as they touched from chest to hip. Rey looked up at the man that had once scared her, to the person he'd become. He wasn't the same monster she'd encountered in the year before.
"Yes." She said wiggling against him, knowing the agony she was putting him through, spreading her wetness against him. He made an unintelligible noise, something between a growl and a moan as he felt the affect their movements had had on her. One affirmation was enough, he pushed inside of her feeling delighted in the fact that they'd come together. He'd thought about this moment over the past few months, uncertain if she'd even let him touch her again after the confusion she'd been feeling about their attachment and he delighted in the feel of her against him before another thought occurred to him.
"Are you, um, on something?" He asked watching as she furrowed her brow at the question. "To prevent children?" He said feeling silly. It wasn't the right time to ask, or maybe it was the exact time to ask. Rey laughed then, and Kylo's hand shot to her hips as she spasmed around him. "Oh don't do that." He warned.
Rey laughed again shortly before stopping as she noticed the seriousness of his gaze. "Yes, I am on something to prevent babies." She brought a hand up to his neck and pulled his lips closer to hers. "And you should have asked long before now." She kissed him and shifted her hips urging him to move.
When he finally started to move, Rey felt as though she was already about to burst. The teasing, the Force exploration they'd done months before, the tension she'd been feeling over the past few months not knowing where he was or if he was okay came out then. It felt like she was sensitive everywhere, not just between her thighs where he was slowly rubbing himself as he moved in and out of her slower than she'd like.
Kylo's body felt similarly: like he was one large pulsing nerve, feeling her feelings even though she wasn't pressing them against him, that he could feel that she had wanted this, wanted him now. He felt amazed that she finally had figured out that she didn't need to know how she felt about him to allow this attraction and to give into it. He felt all of it.
Kylo picked her up and moved so he was under her so he could watch her move. And she did move, frantically, as though it had been something they'd needed to do, as though it was the only thing she could do in that moment. And maybe it was. Maybe all they could do was accept that the universe kept throwing them together. Rey's movements became uncoordinated as the pleasure started to build. Kylo could feel it and sat up moving with her, rising to his knees and moving ungracefully but forcefully against her. He kissed her sloppily once before looking down between them where they were meeting, watching as he entered her over and over. Reaching between them he moved his fingers against her, helping her, not wanting to enjoy this first time alone. Rey gasped at the touch and grabbed the back of his neck as her pleasure reached the pinnacle and she was suddenly tingling with too much sensation.
Kylo felt her orgasm as much as he watched it and increased his speed, knowing what that moment felt like; to continue after orgasm was almost pain but usually quite pleasurable too. His orgasm followed hers shortly after, a tingling sensation running from his legs to where they were joined as he emptied himself into her. He growled out as he orgasmed and clamped his hands around her back and held her against him for what seemed like forever as they both came down from the high of being together.
They collapsed on the cot sweaty but still entangled. Rey reached up to push his hair back, the sweat from their excursions making it stick behind his ear. She smiled and giggled a bit noticing something she'd never once thought about when looking at Kylo. "These are fantastic!" She said sitting up slightly and cupped one of his ears, noticing only now how rather large they were. She moved to kneel next to him and he turned his head towards her then puzzled. "You're ears, they're just...amazing." She moved the hair back behind the other ear and looking down at him with absolute joy written all over her face.
"You are a strange one." He sat then wrapping both arms around hers and pinning them against her body. "Don't make fun." He buried his face against her neck then.
"I wasn't." She said solemnly. Not believing her he began to tickle her sides making her flail about trying to get him to stop. "Really Kylo, I wasn't teasing." She gasped out trying to hold his hands away from her. She projected her thoughts into his hoping he would stop tickling her. Kylo watched and felt the memory that was barely a memory in her mind: the thought that crossed her mind, the flood of good, happy thoughts when she saw his ears, and he saw the way she saw him through her eyes.
It did get him to stop tickling her. He pulled back, still trapping her arms against her and looked at the woman who was dragging him kicking and screaming to the light. He kissed her then, fiercely, as though he might not survive the next moment if he didn't. When he pulled back he looked into her eyes he saw exactly the same thing he'd just felt her project into him: awe and longing and what he might think would be love. "No one has ever felt that way about me." He whispered.
"Does it scare you?" She whispered back. Frowning, he thought about that for a moment. "You're whispering, as if it is a secret." She shrugged as if it explained her question.
He laughed then at her comment. "No it doesn't scare me. It comes from you. It isn't scary when it comes from you." He laid back then dragging her with him. "And I know that you'll be safe with or without me. It doesn't scare me to love you. You can handle anything that comes after you because of me." He kissed her forehead and tucked her against him before settling in to sleep for the night.
AN: Finally eh?! Also I love Adam Driver's ears, they're just fantastic.
TBC...
