A/N: Thank you all for reviewing! Poor Lacey and Justin are a mess now :( Lacey is so confused and dont know WHAT to do or believe now!


After a couple minutes she was able to calm down enough to speak again.

"Why did you get pills from her anyway?" She asked

"Because I was stressed. I dunno I just...she knew I was upset and offered to give me anxiety medication I guess Xanax or something after Andrew died and she had some left over so she said I could take them so I could calm down. I was worried about you and the baby" he said

"You should have went to YOUR doctor and got something instead of getting them from someone else, she was probably drugging you the entire time since she apparently gave you the LSD. How many times have you been to her house?" she asked

"Just a couple times. I went there to grab some pills and I helped her out with changing her light bulb on her car since she was nice enough to give me something to calm my nerves so I wouldn't have to make time to go to my doctor" said Justin

"Did you check and make sure that was what she was giving you?" asked Lacey

"No" he said putting his head down

"So you dont know what she was giving you was Xanax or not? She could have been slipping you something this entire time. Which could explain why you've been acting the way you have but...what did she mean when you shoved her down on her car and start kissing on her?" she questioned dreading the answer

Justin thought for a couple seconds and shook his head

"Nothing, because it never happened" he said hating that he was lieing to her

"Why did you pause for?" she questioned

"I...I didn't" he said

"Yes you did" she said as she began crying again

"Baby, I didn't ever sleep with Kelly. I wouldn't do that to you. I love you too much" he said walking to her and putting his hands on her arm

"You would if you didn't know you were doing it! She was giving you something you had no idea what they were! You could have slept with her without even remembering!" she said shoving his hands from her

"Lacey I swear to God I never slept with Kelly and I never would. I love you too much to hurt you" he said as he tried putting his arms around her

"Stop!" she said pushing him back

"Just leave me alone, Justin" she sobbed

"Please Lacey, dont do this" he begged tearing

"I need time...I need time to think" she said putting her hand on her stomach

"Is it hurting?" he asked putting his hand on her back

"Just leave me alone" she said moving from him

Justin swallowed hard and stepped back from her a little

"Lacey what do I have to do? How can I prove to you I never slept with her and nothing happened?" he questioned really wanting to fix this

"Just leave" she said

"I cant" he said

"Then I will!" she said going to the closet and pulling out a suitcase sitting it on the bed

"No! Lacey! Please God dont do this!" he begged grabbing the suitcase

She turned to him and looked at him and gave him the worst look she's ever given him since the rape it was like she was saying "I am scared to death help me!" but he could tell she was thinking more along the lines of "How could you do this to me?" and his heart broke more then it already was and he felt his legs were about to give out on him

"Give me the bag" she whispered

"No baby, please dont leave me" he begged

"I just need time" she said

"Please Lacey, please?" he begged

"Give me the bag" she again said

Justin dropped the bag on the floor behind him and collapsed onto his knees and wrapped his arms around her waist and laid his head onto her stomach and began sobbing hard and held her tightly. He was squeezing her so tight it was almost painful on her stomach and back

"Please dont" he whispered

"Justin" she said as she started to cry harder

"I cant live without you and Lilly. I wont live" he said

"I just need time to think, we both do" she said

"I dont want you to leave, I want us together! If you want time I'll leave you alone. You can have the room to yourself just please God dont leave!" he begged as he held her tighter squeezing his muscular arms around her more

"Ah God!" she cried out as she laid forward onto him

Justin released his arms and she fell onto her knees in front of him and he put his arms back around her as she laid into his chest and breathed heavy

"What happened?" he questioned

"You!" she said

"I hurt you? I'm sorry baby! I'm so sorry!" he said rubbing her lower back slowly

"You need a second opinion on all this. Something isn't right if you are still hurting" he said

"Its been a week. You try pushing out a human being from your body without a doctor being around or without having anything for pain and see how good your stomach feels afterwards" she said

"I'm sorry" he said putting his head down

"No...I am, I didn't mean that" she said as she sighed lightly

Justin sighed lightly and kept his head down, he felt sick to his stomach feeling it was the end of their relationship.

"I just need time" she whispered

"Okay...I'll run and go grab the door...maybe go look at some vehicles since I still need to get it and I got my insurance stuff" said Justin

"Okay" she said

"But please dont leave" he begged

Lacey shook her head as Justin stood up and helped her stand up

"Sorry I hurt you" said Justin

"Its okay" she said

"No its not I promised I wouldn't hurt you" he said

"You were hugging me you didn't know how tight you could hug me without it hurting" she said

"Yeah but I shouldn't have been squeezing so tight" he said

"I'm going to go talk to Heath and see if he has anything going on" said Justin as he left and went outside finding Heath standing on the porch under a tree shading her

"Everything okay?" asked Heath

"No. Um I hate to do this but can I ask for another favor?" asked Justin

"Yeah, anything" said Heath

"I broke our bedroom door and need to go pick up another one and go look for a new car. Do you have time to take me?" asked Justin

"Of course, yeah I got all the time in the world" Heath said

"I'm going to leave her with Lacey, maybe it will help her" said Justin

Heath nodded and slowly moved Lilly into Justin's arms and they went into the house

"I'll be back" said Justin

"okay"

Justin walked back into the bedroom and looked at Lacey.

"We're going to go" said Justin

"Okay" Lacey said as she took Lilly and held her in her arms and smiled while looking at her

"I love you. I'll be back" said Justin as he leaned over and kissed Lilly on the head and kissed Lacey on the cheek

Justin turned around and walked out of the room and leaned against the wall and leaned over and teared up but did hid best to fight those tears back but not hearing her say she loved him back killed him, now he knew it was over and that thought was breaking him.

"You alright?" asked Heath

"Yeah" whispered Justin as he walked into the living room

Justin grabbed his old car keys that had the house key on it and they walked out the floor and got into Heaths truck and began driving to Home Depot for a new door.

After they were gone Lacey looked outside to make sure they were gone and she laid Lilly into her car seat slowly and strapped her in and carried her to their bedroom where she quickly packed up a suitcase then went into Lilly's room and packed her up a few bags grabbing everything she would need especially her bear and bunny Heath gave her at the hospital. Lacey knew she had a strong bond with those two stuffed animals the way she stared at them. Lacey was breaking down as she was packing up the bags, she didn't really want to leave but she knew they both needed time to think and be separated for a couple days. As soon as she finished she sat down and wrote up a note for Justin and laid it on the table then loaded the bags up in the trunk of the car, aside from Lilly's diaper bag and locked her into the backseat making sure she was strapped in well and got into the car where she completely broke down sobbing as lightly as she could to not wake the baby.

"I'm sorry Lilly" she whispered

She slowly turned on the car and backed out of the driveway and began driving. She wasn't exactly sure where she was going but she knew she had to go somewhere for a few days or so, so the two of them could think. Her heart was broken but she didn't know what hurt worse, leaving the house or thinking Justin slept with another woman behind her back.