Hello!
First of all, I'm very sorry for those of you who have been waiting for an update all these weeks.. Because you're not so lucky.
I've been pondering about this for a while, and I'm very sorry to say it, but I'm going to put this fanfiction on hold for an indefinite time. That doesn't mean I'm not going to write anything for it anymore, just not now. Maybe not ever, who knows. I feel very bad about it, because I vowed that I'd finish it and that I'd do my best. But it's been almost two years and I've gotten more work-load from uni, which means that I also have less time to write for this fic.
Now, if there were lots of people interested in how it's going to go, I would have considered going on, resuming the story.. I would have finished it in the way I've planned out two years ago. But in those two years it's gotten me more and more anxious, and the hours it took me to write and complete a chapter grew.. and on top of that I got fewer reviews, so I felt like I was failing you all.. Now there is a few of you who are very loyal to this fic, and it's especially for you that I have tried to get myself to write again, and I have been for quite a while, but it's just not going to work anymore. I'm getting to a point in the story that I've been working to for so long, and I'm so scared to mess that up.. It's just too much.
So, I hope you understand that, and aren't too mad at me for quitting.. I have 252 people who follow this story, which I'm very grateful for.. and which has been a blessing in so many ways. And so, I'm sorry to all of you because it sucks when a story is left unfinished. I have considered writing an epilogue of some kind, but I would have never been able to round it up that way. Not the way it was supposed to be. And I wouldn't forgive myself to wrap it up too messily like that. I spent too much time plotting out those things.
Again, I'm very sorry, and I thank you all for staying with this story for so long.. to no avail. I know how frustrating it is when a story isn't wrapped up. Which is why I've been trying.. And I'm never saying never, but I thought I owed you an explanation as to why I haven't been updating much in the first place. Maybe when I have more time again.
Thank you all,
Mathemagician
