A/N I am so, so sorry guys...I thought that I had updated because it's been a long week, and then, after I moved to my dad's house, leaving all of my writing files at my mom's for three days, I was informed that I hadn't. This was the soonest I could update and I'm so, so sorry.

-Havah


"What?" Joe sat up, shocked at what Kevin was saying.

"I love you," Kevin said, sitting up next to Joe. "I love you and I want you in every way possible."

"Right now?" Joe asked.

"Now, later, whenever you like," Kevin shrugged.

"Don't you remember what happened last time?" Joe asked, clearly concerned.

"Last time was different. I was pressured," Kevin reminded Joe. "This time I'm asking for it."

"No Kevin." Joe shook his head. "I'm not hurting you again."

"You won't!" Kevin took Joe's hands and looked at him. "I want this Joe, I really do!"

"I'm sorry!" Joe shook his head. "I really am, but I'm not going to risk it again, I got out of control last time…"

"Do you want to? I mean, say there was no last time, would you want me?" Kevin looked at Joe, and intensity in his eyes.

"Well yeah…" Joe began hesitantly. "But-"

"But nothing," Kevin said, putting a finger to Joe's lips. "I want you, I love you, and you want me, so why not Joe? I don't want you to feel pressured, but if you want this and I want it, then why not?" Joe couldn't think of a reason why not. He responded by pressing his lips aggressively to Kevin's, accidentally knocking Kevin's head in to the wall.

"Oh shit!" Joe muttered. "I'm so sorry, I-"

"Joe," Kevin massaged the back of his head gently for a few seconds. "It was just an accident, don't worry about it."

"So is it ok if I keep kissing you?" Joe asked hesitantly, as though he might hurt Kevin just by touching him.

"Of course!" Kevin took his hand away from his head and pulled Joe's lips to his, resting his hand firmly on the back of Joe's neck. Joe placed both of his hands on Kevin's chest and bent his elbows so that he could keep his hands on Kevin's skin and kiss him simultaneously. Kevin deepened the kiss by shoving his tongue between Joe's lips. He ran his fingers through Joe's already messy hair.

"We can do this, can't we." Joe stated, pulling away from Kevin and looking at him with admiration.

"Yeah," Kevin smiled and nodded. "We can."

"Let's go for it." Joe smiled and got up, returning a second later with a box of condoms.

Kevin and Joe lay together in Kevin's bed, the sheet pulled up just above their waists. Joe's arm was draped over Kevin's sweaty shoulders. Both boys were out of breath and both boys were smiling. "What was nice," Kevin said with a sigh. He was glad that Joe had been gentle.

"Thank you, Kevin," Joe said, kissing his brother's shoulder.

"Thank you," Kevin looked at Joe. Every source that he'd heard of had been correct; sex really was better when you were ready for it. Joe didn't speak, but put one hand on Kevin's cheek and brushed his lips against Kevin's. "Mmmm," Kevin let out a soft moan as Joe pulled away.

"What? You want more?" Joe asked, slightly cocky.

"Duh!" Kevin smiled and pulled Joe's lips back to his, kissing him tenderly.

"You're a good kisser," Joe said after several minutes.

"Not as good as you are," Kevin countered, licking Joe's lips slightly.

"Eh," Joe shrugged. "That's probably true." He smiled smugly and kissed Kevin again. "I want to go for a run, come with me?"

"Joe," Kevin said softly. "I don't go for runs, you know that."

"Fine." Joe shrugged. "I'll go by myself." He started to get out of bed, but Kevin grabbed his hand. "What?"

"After yesterday I don't want you going out alone." Kevin sighed. "Please, just stay here with me."

"Kevin, I'm 18 years old, no one's going to get me, I can handle going for a run by myself."

"Maybe tomorrow," Kevin whined. "But yesterday you almost got shot, I just want you to stay safe and safe is here with me." Kevin pulled Joe back on to the bed."

"You're over protective," Joe stated.

"Hey, it's only because I love you."

"Well I guess that's understandable," Joe sighed. "I guess I'll stay." Joe fell back on to the bed.

"Thanks." Kevin smiled. "I would just hate to see something bad happen to you, I know that I'm being a pain."

"You're being sweet," Joe said. "That's what you're good it, what you do." Joe smirked. "And this is what I'm good at. "He straddled Kevin and kissed him forcefully, grabbing Kevin's arms just above the elbow and pinning them to the bed. Kevin closed his eyes and let himself get lost in Joe's rough, but passionate kiss. "You really like being kissed, don't you?" Joe asked, pulling away gently.

"Yeah," Kevin nodded. "I really do." He smiled and bit his bottom lip in a shy manner.

"You're so cute!" Joe moved in to kiss Kevin again, but stopped short. "I love it." He closed his eyes as Kevin moved the rest of the way and completed the kiss; passion on his lips and love in his heart. "I love you," Joe said, moving from his lips from Kevin's mouth to his shoulder. Joe caressed Kevin's soft skin with his lips, making Kevin shiver in delight. "I love you," Joe said again, moving his lips to the base of Kevin's neck kissing it gently. Kevin kept his eyes closed, welcoming Joe's love. Joe licked the skin on Kevin's chest, ignoring the salty taste cased by the sweat. "I love you so much." Joe moved his lips back to Kevin's and engulfed him in a kiss. As the kiss intensified, Joe's grip on Kevin's arms loosened, and Kevin's hands leapt to Joe's back, gripping his brother's smooth skin. Joe's tongue twisted in Kevin's mouth, making the kiss still better. His hands ran up and down Kevin's chest, his fingers lightly clawing at Kevin's skin. Tears of joy welled in Kevin's closed eyes, but he knew that he had to suppress them or Joe would stop and that was the absolute last thing that he wanted. Joe broke the kiss to take a breath and pressed his forehead to Kevin's, breathing heavily.

"You're everything." Kevin whispered in Joe's ear. "So fierce, so passionate-"

"So in love," Joe cut in. He kissed the corner of Kevin's mouth, his lips lingering between his brother's cheek and lips. Kevin nuzzled Joe's neck lovingly, running his forehead, nose, and lips over Joe's skin. Joe pulled Kevin into an embrace, his chin resting on the older boy's shoulder. Kevin pulled Joe as close as possible and returned the hug.

"You still wanna go for that run?" Kevin asked quietly, the words so soft Joe could barely hear them.

"God no." Joe moved away from the hug, shaking his head. "I've got you, who needs exercise?"

"I can give you work out." Kevin grinned and flipped Joe under him, pressing his body to his younger brothers. He ran his hands down Joe's shoulders until they rested on his biceps. Kevin kissed Joe's left nipple, sucking on it slightly. He felt Joe's muscles flex and listened as Joe let out a soft moan. His back arched slightly and Kevin pushed him back down forcefully, tightening his grasp on Joe's muscular arms. "Where the hell do you think you're going?" Kevin asked.

"Paradise," Joe replied.

"Alone?"

"With you."

"Kiss me." Joe leaned his head up and separated Kevin's lips with his tongue before their lips connected. Kevin held Joe's body down with his own, pleasure coursing through every fiber of his being. Joe made feeble attempts to escape from Kevin, but he didn't want to succeed, he liked having Kevin's bare skin pressed to his, he liked having Kevin's hands pinning his arms to the mattress, he liked being pushed around. Kevin began to suck on Joe's earlobe, gently so as not to hurt him, and forced Joe's hands above his head. "You're mine," Kevin whispered possessively.

"Thank god."


A/N YAY! Cheesy paradise line! Question for the Readers: ok, we allknow that we watched it last night, who was your favorite character in Princess Protection Program?