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Chapter 28
After the two of us had decided to retire back to our room, I figured it was about time to give Edward his Christmas present. He had given me everything tonight that now I was feeling like my gift was going to be very insignificant. It had taken me a while to decide what I was going to get or rather give to Edward for Christmas but after a long conversation with my soon to be sister-in-law and my brother's girlfriend I quickly figured out what I could give him.
Alice was at first hesistant to suggest the idea simply because it was her brother we were dealing with and no sister would want to know the details of their brother's intimate relations but she finally sucked it up and came out with it. At first I scoffed at the idea because that was so unlike me and I didn't want Edward to think I was some cheap trashy whore. In addition, I didn't exactly know how comfortable I would be since the last time anything like this had happened…it wasn't exactly of my own accord.
Flashback
"So what are you thinking about giving my brother for Christmas?" Alice said as she plopped down beside me on the cushy sofa with a huge bowl of popcorn in her hands. The boys had all gone out for a "boys day out" whatever that may be and that had left Alice, Rose and me here in the house alone for a few hours, at least until Esme came back.
"I really don't know. I feel like no gift I give him is going to be an adequate token of just how much I love and appreciate him. I still haven't found the right gift and Christmas is just right around the corner." I popped some of the kernals in my mouth and took a quick glance towards the baby camera monitor that Carlisle and Esme had insisted they install. I smiled briefly when I saw a peacefully sleeping Ethan in his crib.
"I know what you can give him..." Alice trailed off and acted as if she wasn't going to continue with what she was saying.
"What do you have in mind?" I saw the little pixie for once get a bit ancy as she began to move around rather uncomfortably.
"Oh what the heck…give him some lovin' Bella! He is after all only a twenty year old and I feel like this bout of celibacy we've seen from him is totally and completely abnormal for a man of his age!"
"Alice!" I scolded. I had never pegged her for one to think along such lines before. "Don't you think that is a bit inappropriate?"
"Oh come on Bella…we don't live in the 1800s anymore. Sex is a part of life. Sex is the only way the humans can reproduce minus all of the science ways of doing it. Sex is healthy and there's nothing to be ashamed of. It's not such a bad idea and it would be a fantastic Christmas present. Plus it would give us an excuse to go shopping since I'm sure you don't own anything other than ratty old t-shirts and pajama pans to sleep in."
"Alice…that just seems so trashy." I responded. The idea really did seem trashy. I mean who gives their boyfriend sex as a Christmas present. I think Edward may leave me then if I decided to do that.
"Bella, Edward is not going to leave you if you decide to give him sex. In fact it will only serve to solidify your relationship even more." It was as if she read my mind as I listened to her rant about me being a prude. Rose took this opportunity to make her opinion known.
"You mean…you haven't done…really?" She seemed utterly shocked by this fact as I shook my head.
"I know that it's been almost a year and everything but we haven't done anything more than holding hands and cuddling every once in a while occasionally kissing."
"Wait…you haven't slept with him and you share a bed together? He must be one hell of a patient man if that's the case. I feel like if it were any other man in there they would have FLIPPED out by now." Rose said describing a typical male.
"Edward is not your typical male. He is kind and loving and gentle and considerate and…"
"Cut the sappiness Bella, it's going to make me sick. I'm just saying that Alice is right; the perfect gift would be to show him some lovin'. You don't have to go all the way just do what you are comfortable with."
"I wouldn't know where to start with all of that."
"Oh don't worry," they both chided, "we'll give you all the help that you need." I felt my stomach suddenly begin to flutter with butterflies as I looked on at their dark and smug looks.
End Flashback
Thanks to Alice and Rose I was now staring at the somewhat modest yet mostly skimpy piece of lingerie they had deemed "appropriate" for this occasion. I picked up the powder blue nighty and made my way into the adjoining bathroom to change. Edward was out in the living room locking up for the night and ensuring that everything was safe. I took the minuscule piece of fabric and slipped it on over the lacy bra and underwear set that Alice had also thrown in. I pressed my ear to the door and listened as Edward entered the bedroom and and sat down on the bed. After a few deep calming breaths and a small pep talk to myself I opened the door and revealed my scantily clad self to a unexpectant Edward.
"Merry Christmas." I greeted as I stood shyly in the doorway.
"Bella…" He gasped out no doubt catching on quickly.
"I figured…that…we could, well…you know." I was embarrassed to say the word around Edward as I slowly began to walk towards him and sit on his lap. This was more physical contact than we had had in a year. I was taking it slow in hopes that I didn't have a major meltdown.
"Bella…we don't have to do this you know. I'm perfectly fine waiting until you are more comfortable."
"I want too." I said with more conviction than I knew I had. Edward looked up at me surprised. Before I could utter another word, Edward's lips came crashing down onto mine. He plundered my mouth with a new intensity that I did not know resided in him. I felt his lips begin to brush tender butterfly kisses along my jawline as they moved slowly down to my neck where he immediately found the sensitive pulse point.
"You can tell me to stop whenever. I don't care, if you feel one bit uncomfortable with anything just say stop." He whispered as he began suckling on my overly sensitive pulse point. My mind had begun swirling too much for me to think of a word to respond with so I relied instead of nodding my head in acknowledgement. Edward gently scooped me up off of his lap and carefully laid me out on the bed hovering over me but placing none of his wait on my fragile body.
"Have you done this before?" I asked him shyly.
"A few times, yes. I'm not proud of the fact that I've been so careless but I can't change the past." He leaned down and placed a delicate kiss on my lips. I felt a small moan work it's way up through my vocal cords as he trailed his lips down my neck and over my coller bone. There was a sudden heat rushing between my legs and I let out a pleasurable shiver. "Are you alright, love?"
"Yes, just please don't stop." I heard him chuckle quietly as he scooted down a tiny bit still not placing an ounce of his weight upon me. I watched him as he placed a kiss down just above the valley between my breasts. His head suddenly turned its attention back to my face as his eyes searched mine for approval.
"Are you sure this is okay Bella? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or like you have to do this. Please don't do anything that you are going to regret." I could only nod my response and watch, as Edwards head slowly and torturously made it's way lower. I let out a gasp as Edward's hand came up and began to rub my tender peak. His hand left my breast and moved up towards the strap that was holding the negligee up. He moved his other hand in the same fashion and began pushing the straps of it down revealing my bra-clad chest. "You are just so stunningly beautiful Bella. You have no idea." His head leaned down again and licked the tops of my breasts. A certain boldness I never knew existed within me suddenly took hold as I slowly began to reach down to Edward's manhood.
"Bella…" He groaned as soon as my hand began to rub against him creating a pleasurable friction no doubt. His ministrations paused as I watched him fight to regain a tad bit of his composure. I felt another bold streak hit me, and my hand began to slide up towards the button of his jeans deftly unfastening it and sliding the zipper down.
"Off with the pants." I commanded. I had no idea where this boldness was coming from. It's like the sudden rush in hormones was suddenly bringing out the 'naughtier' side in me. I watched Edward's face turn to one of amusement as he quickly shed himself of the offensive jeans. He came back to straddle me and reached around to unfasten the clasp of my bra revealing the hardening mounds. I watched in fascination as his head came down and he began to suckle my nipples like a newborn baby. My head threw back and I let out a cry as a new wave of heat made it's way to my core. I felt the lining in my panties begin to soak. After I had calmed down a bit I reached my hand down into Edward's boxers and grasped the long smooth length of him. He let out a guttural moan as my hand came in contact with him for the first time.
"Am I doing this right?" I asked timidly as my hand began to stroke him up and down.
"Perfect." He moaned out as he leaned down to give my breasts attention again. After a minute or so Edward told me to stop of he'd lose it right there. I quickly followed what he said and stopped my own ministrations on him. "This is about you tonight. I want to show you just how much I love you." He pulled the rest of the negligee down leaving me in just my underwear. "Is it all right if I take them off?" He asked. I almost cried at how caring and considerate he was being right now but for fear of ruining the moment I held back.
"Yes." He slowly slid down the last of my clothing leaving me in nothing but my birthday suit.
"Exquisite Bella, truly exquisite." I felt my cheeks redden as he stared at my naked form. My insecurities overwhelmed me and I suddenly began to feel self conscious under his stare. He immediately noticed my hesitance. "Bella don't let your mind convince you of anything other than the truth right now. You are beautiful and I cannot thank you enough for the gift you are so willing to bestow on me."
"Your welcome." That was the only reply I could manage to croak out in response to Edward's beautiful words. He quickly shed the rest of his clothing as well before showering my body in love and attention. He slid his hand down to my thigh and slowly began to creep his way up. I could feel the fire burning stronger as his hand came closer and closer to my throbbing core. "Please…" I begged him as I felt his fingers right at my entrance but never touching. He gave into my request slipping one finger into me as another began to push on my button. I had never felt anything like this in my entire life. It was like stars were flashing in front of me as I felt Edward's finger begin to move slowly inside of me. His other finger began tracing circles on my clit and I let out an uncontainable moan.
It wasn't long before I felt myself speeding towards the edge and into an experience I had never experienced before. Wave up wave of pleasure crashed over my body as Edward continued his loving ministrations. I felt myself fall over the edge as I cried out his name loudly. After he gave me a few minutes to collect my bearings he straddled my waist again.
"Are you sure about this love?" I nodded my head, my mind completely gone and my ability to form words along with it. "It may hurt a little but I'll do my best not to harm you. Do you trust me?" I nodded again. He crushed his lips down to mine in a searing kiss as I felt his hardened length begin to inch ever so slowly inside of me. I could feel the muscles lining my walls begin to stretch and I felt uncomfortable for a few seconds but it was quickly replaced with the feeling of wholeness. As Edward pushed the last of himself inside of me I realized that I felt completely and entirely complete. It was like two pieces of the puzzle fitting together perfectly.
"Are you okay?" He whispered as he leaned his head into the crook of my neck and nibbled on my ear. He remained completely still not moving a muscle as he allowed me to adjust. I could see the restraint it was taking him on his face.
"You can move. Please move. I need you to move." Edward complied willingly as he set a slow and meaningful pace of thrusts into me. We both moaned out each other's names and could feel our climaxes building. I could feel myself fast approaching the edge I had only just crossed not but fifteen or so minutes ago.
"Come with me love, let go." He whispered as he leaned down and captured my moan with a fiery kiss. We both went sailing off the edge as we climaxed together.
Edward collapsed next to me panting for breath as he wrapped his arms around me. He placed a gentle kiss on my forehead and pulled me closer to his warm and glistening body.
"That was so amazing love. You have no idea."
"Thank you Edward, thank you for showing me what it feels like to be loved. I only wish I could have done the same for you."
"You did Bella, you gave me everything and so much more. I couldn't have asked for more." He kissed me again and pulled me onto his chest. "Sleep now Bella. You must be exhausted after the long day." I could only nod my head in response. Edward began to hum to beautiful lullaby he had composed for me so long ago and I felt myself fall into a blissful oblivion.
A/N: Well, you all asked for a lemon so I figured I would give you what you wanted. I do have to warn you however, that this is completely unchartered territory for me. I have never really written this kind of a lemon before. The only time I've written something remotely close to this was when I wrote the first chapter of this story so excuse me if it's not exactly up to standard.
Also, I wanted to get an opinion of you readers for anyone who would like to see a sequel. I hate to say it but my time with this particular story is coming to a close soon and if you all want I would not be opposed to writing a continuation. I do have some ideas for our favorite characters but I don't want this particular one to seem as if it's going and going and going and never going to end. So all of you who think that a sequel would be awesome, just let me know.
Thank to everyone who has kept up with this story. I have received so many messages from some of you and so many REVEIWS. All of you are awesome and you truly do make my day. Just as a note, my updates may be a little lagging this week because of finals but I'll be off of school for a month and I'm sure I will have plenty of time to work on updates. Please enjoy this new chapter and as always please let me know what you think! I love reading all of your comments and try to reply to them whenever I can! I love all of you! Enjoy and review pretty please!
~Jess
