You've waited too long and I'm sorry. School is really talking all of my time lately. Don't be too harsh if you hate it. I tried my best. Sorry its too short!
Again: I am not Stephanie Meyer, that is only in my dreams. And in my dreams I'd write a whole series on Jacob. I love him that much. Anyways, so I don't own anything, but the things I created.
Chapter 26
I Want You More
Sophia
Silence filled the air. Nothing could be heard. Absolutely nothing. There was no breathing coming out of him or me. He just sat there on top of me, trying to comprehend what my nod meant. Technically this was going against my waiting to have sex rule.
Blake gazing down at me made me more uncomfortable. We didn't move, I was still lying on my back. He hadn't muttered a word. Okay, now he is seriously killing the moment. The passion left my body. I tore my eyes away from the dim light the lamp in my room was giving and focused on his eyes, which showed no emotion. He was like a blank piece of paper. Did I have to write the letters SEX, for him to get it? Does he want me to draw him a diagram? My impatience was wearing thin, I tried to get up but the strength from his body was too massive to move.
Finally his lips were creating words.
"Are you sure? I mean absolutely s-sure about this?" NO, I wasn't sure. I was just-! Of course I was, did I not just nod? Okay I needed to calm down, this temper of mine isn't helping anything.
I bet Jacob would have got it. Oops! Damn it! I did it again
"Unless you don' t want to?" His eyes were glued to mine. I felt naked, and he hadn't even taken off my clothes yet. The mood was set. The lights, dim. The radio was on, playing the most seductive song I've heard of. The air was neutral. So what was the problem. It was if he didn't want to have sex with me. I felt completely unwanted.
"I want to, you know how I've wanted to, but I want to make sure this is what you want."Was this what I wanted? My first time with Blake? My first time already at the age of seventeen?
I was in love. That was all that mattered to me now. The change in events tonight made me realize more clearly that his life or any other life could have been destroyed today. You never know how long your forever can be.
So I chose my words carefully. Not letting anything get misunderstood.
"Yes, I'm very sure." He smiled. I smiled. And so my life continued. He kissed my lips, softly.
For the rest of the time, it was like I was watching it through my head, through my memories. It was as if, at first I wasn't present through any of it.
His cold hand rested upon my thigh slowly moving up, while his other hand held my hip. My hands roamed around his dirty blond hair and his back. Thank god I was wearing a night gown.
My hand swirled around his neck making him come closer to me. I started kissing him harder, bitting on his lips, tempting him to not pull back. His tongue was on the rim of the bottom of my lip asking for permission, which I gladly excepted. He slid his tongue into my mouth, causing me to moan, frenzying with my tongue. I grabbed his hair, pulling on it harder, making him aroused. I slid my hands up his shirt taking if off and throwing it on the floor. He came down harder against me, making sure not to crush me underneath his weight. I could feel my breast becoming harder from his cold skin. I pulled him back, to sit up while I started taking off my night gown and throwing it with his shirt. He was sitting on my bed, on his knees, adoring me only in my underwear. I slowly let go of his lips, bitting on his lower lip teasing him with every pleasure in my body. I grabbed his hands, kissed them both and led them to my breast. He seemed like a lost puppy not knowing what to do. I claimed upon his in his lap. I drew kisses on his bare lean chest up to his neck, sucking the life out of him. He felt so good against my skin.
I could see every memory in his head. Every memory he was thinking of at that moment. He could see mine as well, every moment between the both of us. One memory of his struck a chord in me. It was the day he was changed into a vampire. It was very foggy and vague, but it seemed familiar. There was a low light in the background, it reminded me of the dim light in my room.
I let that thought go when I felt Blake's hands messaging my breast. I felt on the edge, I moaned loudly, and out of nowhere a growl came out of my mouth.
Blake let go of my breast and looked at me, bewildered. I grabbed my mouth in shock.
"Did you just growl?" he asked pleased.
"Uh, I think I did. Does that freak you out?" Scared of his answer. I didn't want this to stop. I had too much already to let it stop.
"No, its actually a complete turn on."
He grabbed me and started sucking the life out of my face. It felt good. My tongue explored his mouth, making him moan loudly. I pushed him and myself off the bed, taking in all of him. We stood up and I sled my hand down to his belt. His slightly tall figure out shadowed me. He grabbed my face with his hands, planting kisses on my lips, eyes, nose, chin and then start nibbing on my neck, to my ear, all the way down my chest. I wanted more. I started unbuckling his belt. Then I started on his pants, once they were off. I started on his boxers. When they were finally off, I turned myself around to plant kisses on his back, sending cold shivers down my spin, and warm shivers down his. He sighed which sounded godly.
I turned him around to face me, admiring him from up to down. I kissed his lips and pressed his body against mine. Once he was about to touch me, I threw him on the bed, which surprised him. I climbed on top of him, which he seemed to have enjoyed very much. I could feel his erection harden once I was upon him.
"This is like a whole other side of you." he told me.
"It's my wild side." I said seductively.
"I love you Sophie."
Without hesitation but with eagerness, "I love you too."
The slow part began were he devoured me and I explored him, taking our time as if the world was on in our hands. Making sure not to hurt me. The pain was unbearable, but what came after was much more pleasurable to enjoy.
There were times during, when he'd ask what I was thinking.
But I ignored it, focusing on the task at which caused him to be in ecstasy
He screamed my name and I screamed his name plenty of times, I thought the neighbors down the street could of heard us. His moaning, pleasured me and made me thrust upon him more. I felt completely in control, until he returned the favor. He knew every way to touch me. As if he was reading my mind, he knew every pleasure. At times he was very hesitant, but together, we made it an experience we'd never forget. My first time with the love of my life.
.
There I laid in his arms, panting and taking short breathes. Kissing him ever so often on his chest. I was feeling exhausted, when he was already talking about a round two. I told him I was too tired for it, that one work out was enough for me. He understood, kissed my forehead and listening to the rapid beating of my heart. I saw the scratching on his back and chest, it was unbelievable that I did that.
I took the time to look around the room. My radio was on the floor, upside down. The pillows were ripped and the sheets were in no good of a use anymore. My mattress was detached from the hard mattress below it. My room was a disaster.
"You were so wild. It was crazy." He confessed, holding me in his arms.
"It was m-my w-wolf, it was unleashed and hungry. I s-swear half the time it felt like it wasn't me." I tried to get out, while my breathing returned to normal.
"I loved every minute of it." he sighed, in satisfaction.
"You did?"
"Of course." He said sliding his fingers down slowly, on my chest creating new tingles in my body.
"Will you love me-?" I started to say, but he interrupted me.
"Forever" he said, " I will love you forever." He kissed me causing the passion to heat up again.
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Dun Dun Dun. Its a cliffy!!!! Hoped you liked it! Part two will come soon.
