HEY IS ANYONE THERE!
NPOV:
"What do you mean you're not waiting anymore?" James asked in a straggly calm tone, considering I had his hands over his head.
"I mean I am not waiting anymore," I said, putting emphasis on the waiting.
"Waiting for what?" Are you really that thick? Do I really have to tell you what I am trying to do? Desperate and annoyed I rubbed my semi hard agent my boyfriend's upper leg. There was realization in his eyes. I smiled and went in for a kiss but he slides his head, so I ended up kissing the coach. Why- why did he move? Does he not find me attractive in that way? Oh god, he doesn't I such a moron.
"Nicky," I hear James sigh, "we don't have to do this." He sat up pulling my face off the couch with him. He then slides me off his lap so were looking at each other. "I know you're scared I'm going to die or disappear again and was not going to have a chance to… you know. I get it, I'm scared too. I'm scared you're going to find someone else that has way less crap and baggage in their life."
"You know I don't want anyone else," I started, "I liked you so much since I was like ten. I problem had a crush on you since I was eight and didn't know about it. Why the hell would I want someone else?"
"I do know that, but my fear is amplified from this situation, and I think that's what's happening to you, too," he sighed then continued, "Look, I really want to, you have no idea how much I want to. However, no matter how much I want to, this is not the time. We should do this out of fear that we aren't going to be together for long. Where should when we know were going to be like this for eternity."
"That was the sweetest and nicest thing I ever heard," I cooed.
"Yea and you tell anyone I'll never kiss you again," James threatened. I gave a fake gasp and mimed zipping my lips. With a chuckle James leaned in to give me a peck on the lips, but before he did there was a call from upstairs.
"James is alive!"
"Well Ally is home," James smirked.
"Did you guys tell Nicky?" Alice asked in a shout.
"I love how that is her first concern," I giggled and while James gave me a quick peck on the lips, "well we should let you cousin see you, huh?"
"Unless you want her down here, were probably should." Then the two of us walked up to greet James's half breed cousin.
"James!" Alice shouted when the couple walked up the stairs. Knowing what was coming next James let go of my hand . Then Alice pounced on top of James and the pair tumbled down the stairs.
"Do they do that a lot?" Raven asked.
"About once a mouth," Mr. Sterling answered, at his voice my back stiffened. Even before I knew his families secret I was kind of scared of him, the main reason was because I thought he could sense my true feelings for his son.
"So you're Nicky?" I turned to see a younger Mr. Sterling, even those he was younger I still feared him a little. How was I support to know if he was supportive of his son being with another guy? I gave a same nod in response to his question, not having the nerve to talk. However, my worries were in vane, "Well, son, I'm glad James has someone that will stick by his side," young Mr. Sterling said, he even put his hand on my shoulder. When I looked at him he was a dead ringer for James, but James had blue eyes and he had brown.
"T-thank you," I stuttered shocked. I can't believe it, my boyfriends younger father is glad I'm with his son, God that is the second weirdest thing I ever said to myself, well close second. I kind of think that me saying how much of a cute butt James had when we were nine would maybe be weirder, especially considering that we were both nude when I thought that. However, the downright weirdest thing I sang was, I'm a Barbie girl, in a Barbie world, going to marry my half vampire boyfriend, who uset to be my best friend.
"What's going on?" I turned around to look at the stares, where Alice and James were now climbing up.
"Wondering how to get past me and Alexander to their time," Mrs. Sterling said, "so the same old stuff." There was chuckling from all around at this, I even gave a smile at this. Alice and James finally climbed up the stairs, Alice's blond hair was undone and in knots, while James had most of his shirt ripped up. I could feel my ears turn red; luckily my hair covered them up.
"Seb, who's her mom?" I heard Raven ask, "And if you say Luna I'm tacking this lamp and beating your head with it."
Well there you go…But it is not over Review to find out how this will end.
