Disclaimer: I hope everyone realises that all the original characters of Twilight belong to Stephanie Meyer.
Chapter 28
*****Here's the lemon warning! It's finally here, so the rating's gone up too.*****
(First lemon I've ever written, so keep an open mind when reading. I don't think I've made it that graphic, added a splash of comedy even. I was trying to reflect the awkwardness of a first time mostly.)
Remy released my hands, moving to hold my hips to his while I dug my hands in his hair, massaging his scalp. He moved and started marking his way down my neck as he lifted me and wrapped my legs around his hips, making the tingles come back, and I hadn't realised I'd bucked my hips until I felt Remy's groan on my collar bone. I grinned at the response, rubbing my hips against his some more. But he pulled away.
"Remy?-"
"You're killing me here Ana," Remy said into my ear. Grinning again, I slid my hands down his chest and to his trousers, pulling him closer by his belt loops. "Ana..."
I kissed his ear and rested my hands on his belt buckle, "Let me help you then." He nodded, and I unbuckled his belt and let it drop to the floor, moving to the zip on his trousers. I slid the zip down and started to push Remy's trousers down his legs. But he was very, distracting, kissing me wherever he could reach. The tingles wouldn't stop, and I was finding it a little difficult to concentrate on removing Remy's trousers.
He seemed to read my mind though, and I felt the smirk on my neck, as he reached down and pushed his trousers down to his ankles. Then he reached to me and unbuttoned my trousers, stepping back a little to see what he was doing, only to fall over, dragging me with him, as he tripped over his own trousers. I burst out laughing as I was lying on top of him, his put out face was absolutely adorable. "S'not funny Ana."
I kissed his nose, "Maybe it would be safer for us to move this to the bedroom?" Remy nodded, trying to get up, only to fall over again, "You're trousers are stuck baby, we forgot to take off our shoes." Remy frowned down at our feet, before snapping his fingers and making both sets of shoes and trousers disappear. "I hope you haven't 'lost' those either."
"I would never lose anything of yours." Remy said, sitting up with me in his lap, "Now, where were we?"
"On our way to the bedroom."
"Right." He pulled us both up to stand, brushing invisible dust from us both before taking me by the hand and leading me to the bedroom. Once inside, the slightly awkward atmosphere returned. We were just stood there, in our underwear, wondering what to do now. After another minute or two though, Remy seemed impatient with the awkwardness, and grabbed me by the waist, pulling me right against him and merging our lips again. His hand I could feel was toying with the bra clasp on my back now, and I could feel both of us were shaking a little. At least I'm not the only nervous one.
He still seemed unsure about taking my bra off, and I wasn't sure if it was nerves now, or he couldn't undo my bra. I pulled my lips away from his and looked up at him, both of us panting slightly now from lack of oxygen. "Remy? Are you- do you want to continue?"
"Yes!" he said, pecking me on the lips, "Why? Do you want to stop?"
"No... but you've been toying with my bra for a little while now."
Remy flushed, "Sorry, I was just figuring out how to undo it."
I smiled, "I'll take care of that. I can't say I'm not pleased that you don't know how to undo a bra, because I am."
Remy nuzzled his face into my neck, planting a kiss on my neck on the spot that sent shivers through me, "I'd only ever have done this with you, even if I didn't know what I was waiting for until now." I internally melted at his words, wrapping my arms around his neck to hug him. He held me to him for a minute, before pushing my hair over my shoulder and leaning further over my shoulder, "Okay, take the bra off. I'll pay attention so I know what to do for next time."
Next time?! I was probably bright red then, and glad he wasn't looking at my face. Reaching behind me, I easily and with practise undid the clasp with one hand, after which Remy pulled away from me. My self-consciousness suddenly returned however, and I held the bra to my chest with one arm.
"Ana love? Are you going to let me see you?" Remy said, kissing the knuckles of my free hand. "You know you'll always be beautiful to me. Besides, I've not got anything on my top," he smirked as he tugged a little at a strap still on my shoulder, "It's only fair if you do the same, right?"
I bit my lip nervously. Sure you can go topless; you're all sexy-god-like and tan. Me? I'm pale white and not really 'endowed' with very much, what if I disappointed Remy? He drew me towards him by my hand though, and kissed each shoulder before pulling the strap down, and then wrapping a hand around the arm holding my bra to me. Leaning forward, he kissed me gently as he drew my arm away from me, and let the bra fall between us.
Well, this was further than we'd ever gone so far. At least he wasn't looking at me yet. He was busy marking my neck again, nipping lightly at my skin the way I liked, as I felt him steering me backwards until I felt a bed hit the back of my legs. A little push and Remy and I were lying on the bed, him on top with his hands on either side of my head and my hands on his back. He nudged my thighs apart with his knee, before settling between my open legs, and letting me feel just how excited he was. I felt really exposed now, but so excited. This was really happening.
Pulling his knees up so he was kneeling and my legs was raised slightly off the bed, Remy could now move both hands freely without crushing me, Remy started to slide his hands up from my hips, then my waist, the pausing for a moment just below my breasts. His touch was electrifying, but he kept it so only his hands and face were really touching me. I wanted more, more contact. Then he raised one hand and palmed my breast. It wasn't the first time he had felt me up, but it was the first time without the clothes between us.
And it felt so much better.
The instant his warm palm made contact with my skin I let out a moan, finally, gripping his shoulders as my toes literally curled from the tingles. Remy I could feel was smirking between his kisses, obviously feeling smug with himself. Well I couldn't let him have all the fun. Wrapping my legs around him, I started to grind down on him, smirking now too when he growled in my ear. Then he started to massage my breast, twirling his finger around my nipple so I was literally panting. It felt so frustrating, I needed more contact. But he wasn't letting me. His other hand now joined in his torment of me, massaging my other breast and setting my nerves on fire, but he was a lot stronger than me, and even when I tried to pull him down closer he could keep himself up. "Remy..."
"Patience love, I want to savour this whole thing." He whispered against my skin, starting to move down from my neck. I just let my head fall back, he could do whatever he wanted to me right now, as long as he kept doing it. Remy's lips eventually reached my breasts, and he planted kisses all over, before doing exactly what he had done with his hands before, but with his tongue. Oh god... I don't know how much longer I could last, but I felt him growl again when my fingernails dug into his back, sending vibrations straight through my breast and down around my stomach. Most of the tingles seemed to come there. My hips were bucking of their own regard now, and the friction felt good, I wanted more. Remy was grinding against me too, and I was starting to feel really hot now.
I couldn't stop moaning now – I meant it when I had said Remy's mouth was sinful – and Remy seemed to realise that I was on bursting point right then, because he pulled back and sat on his heels to look at me. I was past my self-consciousness by now, and instead ran my hands down Remy's chest, scraping my nails slightly as I went, making him growl again. I'm really starting to love that sound. He looked straight into my eyes then, and I shivered from the intensity. "Shall I keep going?" he asked, tugging at my underwear with a finger, a small smirk on his face making it hard to talk.
So I nodded instead, and watched as he placed a kiss just above my panty line before dragging the underwear slowly down my legs, kissing his way down and up again. He had barely time to look at me properly before I pulled him down to me, moaning when his body made contact with mine. This was almost all the contact I had been wanting. I kept my legs wrapped around Remy's hips, pulling him down to almost lie on top of me, his body weight feeling wonderful and warm on top of me. I reached down and tugged on his boxers, "You gonna get rid of these any time soon baby?"
Remy pushed up onto his elbows, looking at me. "Are you really sure Ana? We can stop if you want."
"No, I'm ready Remy." I said, "Well? Are you going to take your boxers off?"
"Already done love." He said. I realised he must have used his power to get rid of them, and couldn't help but look down. My eyes widened slightly, was that going to fit? It looked quite big to me. Remy pecked my forehead again, "Don't worry so much babe." I nodded, leaning up to kiss him. He pulled away after a while, grabbing a condom out of thin air and rolling it onto him, before placing his hands on my hips and positioning me over his erection. The nerves were just about killing me. "Ready?" again, I nodded my head. Remy leant forward on one arm, his face only an inch from mine. "I love you." He said, before he kissed me and slowly started to push into me. It didn't quite hurt at first, just a little sting, more a feeling of being stretched. It felt quite good actually. But then I felt Remy pause, and I knew he'd reached my barrier. I clutched tighter to Remy's shoulders in anticipation as he kissed me harder to distract me, before he quickly entered me fully, and then I felt the pain.
God that hurt! Ow ow ow ow ow! I almost bit Remy's tongue from the sudden pain, but I just managed not to, ripping my lips from his instead. Remy wasn't moving though, which I was thankful for, kissing me anywhere he could reach trying to distract me. I think it would hurt a lot more if he had moved straight away. When the pain was starting to lessen, I lessened my vice like grip on Remy's shoulders – probably leaving an imprint of my nails there – he took it as a sign to go ahead, and slowly pulled out of me before thrusting back in, a growl just escaping his lips. It wasn't hurting as much now, and I was starting to feel a lovely friction.
It was a little strange at first, we were both out of synch with each other, but then I managed to get a good hold on Remy's back, and it was wonderful. Oh god! We were both breathing hard now, Remy growling every now and then, making me shiver and groan. I think I'd scratched his back several times with my nails, but my mind was on too high a high to really notice. The tingling in my stomach before had turned into all out spasms, and I felt like I was on the edge of something. "Remy, I need- ugh! P-Please..." now I couldn't even speak properly. But I felt so close, and I think Remy did too, because he started to speed up his thrusts, pushing my legs wider and into me harder and faster. And then-
Oh my god!
He hit something inside me that just amplified the tingles tenfold. My fingernails definitely left lines in Remy's back this time, and I convulsed from the pleasure. It must have affected Remy, because he bit down on my neck to muffle a loud growl. It didn't really take long for us both to climax. I didn't come screaming Remy's name, I don't think I could have said anything at the time anyway, my mouth just opened in a silent scream of pleasure as I felt Remy bite down harder on my neck, his growl sending vibrations throughout me.
***** End of Lemon ;P *****
When we had returned from our high, Remy half collapsed on top of me catching his breath, still connected to me. It wasn't crushing me, it was actually quite comforting having his body on top of mine, just relaxing. I ran a hand through his hair, massaging his scalp as we both calmed back down. When he had caught his breath he pushed off and out of me, making the used condom disappear as he flopped by my side, pulling me so now I was the one half on top of him. One of Remy's arms was wrapped around my shoulders, while his other hand rested on my hip, both our legs intertwined. We didn't say anything for a while, we didn't really need to, just enjoying the aftermath. Remy eventually spoke though, breaking the silence, "Covers?"
"What?"
"Are you cold? Do you want me to put the covers on us?"
"Okay." As soon as I had said the word, the covers which had been under us were now on top, and I snuggled up closer to Remy, wrapping an arm around him too. We were probably a mess, covered in sweat, bite marks, scratches, not to mention other things, but we were too tired to care right now. We could freak out in the morning. "I love you."
"Love you too Ana."
