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1 Week Later

"Baby when are you coming home? I miss you. Kay, call me back. I love you." Leaving Jesse a voicemail for the 4th time this week, it sucked. Jesse has been at the studio everyday all day and does not come home till I'm already asleep and leaves before I wake up. I decided to wait up for him until he got home and it was already 1:00. We were supposed to bring Shanna and Ryan to the airport together yesterday but I wound up bringing them by myself. Lea and Timmy went back to the Hotel with Ginger, so saying I felt scared and alone in this huge house wouldn't be a lie. I should have gone to Starbucks to get a job. I got up to get a drink and started walking down the hall. I heard moving around down stairs and got worried. I tiptoed down the stairs and got down to the bottom and looked over toward the back door, the door wasn't open and there were no shadows. I started to walk towards the kitchen still examining the back door and I walked into someone and started to scream.

"Hey…Hey…Shh, relax it's only me." Jesse said hugging me.

"OhMyGod! Don't do that Jesse!" I said smacking him. He chuckled.

"I'm sorry, I just got in and your still up?"

"Yeah. I'm not tired and I haven't seen you sense last week."

"Yeah I know. I'm sorry. I got a lot going on right now." It was still dark so I took the opportunity to roll my eyes.

"I understand but I'm just gonna start getting bored now that Shays gone…"

"Shit. They left yesterday didn't they."

"Yup. Ryan said to call him and Shanna said bye."

"I totally forgot." He said.

"I noticed." I said back walking into the kitchen to get my drink. I opened the fridge and got a water bottle.

"Hey…I need to talk to you." Jesse said following me into the kitchen and flipping on the light. I sat at the table and he came over and sat down next to me.

"Ok. 'Bout what?"

"Well…they need me to go to Miami for a couple days."

"When?" I asked.

"…Tomorrow." He hesitated. I took a sip of my water and put my foot on the chair.

"I don't think I would have noticed you gone, if you had just left Jess…I mean seriously, I have not seen you for one second this week…"

"Yeah well it's my job Colleen. This is my future, that I would love to see you in but if you can't handle it…" He said raising his voice. "…then don't sit here and complain about it!"

"I'm not complaining! I just want to actually hear from you at least once to actually let me know your ok. Jesse…I've been with you sense the beginning…I know this is what you love doing…but I need to go to bed knowing your ok not worrying that you're not." I said getting up and walking upstairs. I was halfway up the stairs and he grabbed my wrist turning me around.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know I worried you." He said looking me in the eye. They were different. They weren't green, hazel?

"Jesse, seriously? You should. I would not be with you right now, I would not be wasting my time or even wasting my breath on you if I didn't care about you. I love you way to much not to care." He pulled me into a hug.

"I'm sorry."

"What time are you leaving?" I asked.

"Six."

"Then you probably need to get to bed." I said.

"Tonight, yeah. When I said tomorrow I meant tomorrow."

"So what are you doing today?" I asked.

"Hanging with you." He said with a smile.

"Aww…" I said with a giggle. "Thanks babe." I said kissing him. "You tired?"

"Nope. Are you?"

"Yeah, tired of waiting…" I said pulling him up the stairs by his hand. We got to the top and I turned around to kiss him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he put his hand on my hips. He was guiding me down the hall. I felt his hands go to back of my thighs just below my butt. I hopped on him not breaking the kiss. We made it to the bed and he got on top of me. He took off my shirt and started kissing the exposed skin. I took off his shirt and started focusing back on him. I kissed him roughly and playfully. He kissed down my neck and I moaned he came back up to my lips. He kissed me once and stopped. I looked at him he had watery eyes and I made a confused face. "What's wrong?" I asked running my hand through his hair. He shook his head.

"I'm sorry. I can't do this." He said getting up and putting his shirt on as he went to the door.

"Jess wha…" He was gone before I could finish. I sat there confused at how odd that was. I was sitting there and was thinking about how stupid I felt. I stood up 5 minutes later feeling like I wanted to cry because I was embarrassed. I put my shirt on slowly and walked down stairs. I saw him on the couch. He was holding his head in his hands running his hands threw his hair. "Jesse, what did I do?"

"Leenah, you didn't do anything baby."

"Then what's wrong, I feel pretty stupid right now." I said crossing my arms.

"Colleen I can't tell you or your…your gonna leave. I love you and you mean everything to me and I don't know why I did it." He said. I could hear he was about to cry.

"Did what?" I asked not really wanting to know the answer. He did not answer me and I started crying. "Did what?!" I asked raising my voice. I saw him stand up and run his hands through his hair like he regretted even starting the conversation. I knew what he was about to say. When Jesse's eyes are Hazel, he's lying.

"Colleen…I…cheated on you." He said uneasy. Those were the words I never wanted to hear from him. Those words made my world crash down. I looked up at his face he had tears strolling down his face but compared to me he was losing by a long run. He was about to break the silence but I knew anyone one of my movements and this point would make him think twice. I nodded and smiled lightly. He knew too well he killed me but there was no way in hell I was showing it. I walked up the stairs slowly, leaning on the wall for help. I got in the room and shut the door locking it. I went to the closet and put on some jeans and put a shirt over my tank top. I got my cell phone and called a taxi as soon as I hung up I started to cry. Hard. I went into the bathroom I looked at myself in the mirror and tried to convince myself I was over it. Was it working? No. I calmed myself down, eventually. 10 minutes later I walked down stairs. Jesse saw me and noticed the bag.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"I doesn't matter as long as I'm away from you." I said.

"Don't be like that. Colleen, I'm sorry!!" He said walking over to me.

"You say that a lot Jesse! This time it's not gonna work." I said walking to the door.

"I love you. Don't leave me." He said going to grab my hand.

"Don't do that Jess…" I said starting to cry pulling my hand away. "…that's not fair." I opened the door and walked out closing it behind me. I heard a muffled shout that sounded like the word 'Fuck.' I knew I couldn't live without him but I couldn't forgive him for what he did. I was almost happy to see the taxi pull up. I got in and the cab driver looked at me. "LAX please." I said as I sniffled and took $40 from my purse as well as my ipod and cell. I looked back at the house as we pulled out of the driveway. Jesse was propped against the porch with his arms crossed and tears rolling down his cheeks.

I arrived at the airport and offered the guy my $40. "Thank you." I said getting my stuff and getting out.

"Ma'am, will you be ok?" He asked. I smiled lightly and nodded.

"Yeah. I think so."

"Have a good flight and it will all work out eventually."

"Hopefully. Thank you." I got on board and decided to do what every girl does when it comes down to it and wallow. So let Beyonce fill my ears and drifted off to sleep. 5 hours later I woke up back in NY. I got another cab and arrived home around 7 in the morning. My parents weren't home but my brother and sister were. I walked in and scared Cienna and Matt to death.

"Colleen!!" Matt yelled running to me. "Matt!!" I yelled back laughing. I hugged him tightly and then released him to hug my sister.

"Heyyy."

"Heyyy." I said in a mocking voice.

"Why are you back so soon?"

"Um, things did not work out so good. We're better as friends." I said, tears forming in my eyes.

"Riigght…so why do I get the feeling that's not it?"

"I don't know."

"Yeah well that boy is driving me insane. He won't stop calling. Every time I pick up the phone the only thing I hear is 'Is she home yet?' 'Tell her I'm sorry and that I love her.' 'Tell her to call me'… "

"Ok. Alright. You know what? I get it. Um I'm gonna…" The phone started ringing. Cienna went to pick it up. "If you have any hope of living I advise you not to pick…" She picked it up and automatically new who it was.

"Hold on Jesse." She handed it to me and I shook my head 'No.' She shook the phone to warn me her patience was low. "I'm pretty sure China doesn't even make this many calls in a decade. Colleen, the boy is desperate. If I hear that mushy stuff one more time I'm going to vomit. No Joke. Take the damn phone!" I took the phone and covered the mouth piece.

"I hate you." She smiled and walked upstairs.

"Hello?"

"Colleen, just listen please?"

"You better not say I'm sorry once Jesse or you will be wishing you didn't call."

"Leenah I love you. I need you. I want you. I can't live without you in my life and you are the only stable thing in my life colleen and I need you there to help me."

"Jesse I'll be there for you no matter what, you know that…but we can't do the dating thing no more. I'm too broken." I said sitting down on my coach and hugging a pillow.

"Don't say that. God. Please don't say that." He said I could hear his voice cracking.

"I gotta go Jess. I need to take a shower. Bye." I said. As I was pulling the phone away from my ear I heard him say my name. It didn't change anything, I pressed end and went to take my shower.

I walked upstairs to my room and I sat down on my bed fiddling with my fingers. Something caused me to look around my room. There were pictures, a lot of pictures. Pictures of me and family, me and friends, Jesse and I. One picture specifically caught my eye. It was on my night stand. It was a picture of me and Jesse when we were little, 5 or 6 and we were hugging. 'That is when I thought he would never hurt me.' I thought wiping a tear that ran down my cheek but that was only the start of them, more and more started to form. I heard my door being opened and wiped my face quickly.

"Hey. You ok?" Cienna asked sitting down and giving me a side hug.

"Yeah." I said nodding with a soft smile.

"Colleen…"

"I'm fine. I promise." I interrupted her.

"Jesse's like my brother Colleen. I would say I know him kind of well but one thing I know for sure, he would have flown back with you to make sure you got home ok." She said softly.

"He offered but I told him no. He has the studio tomorrow. That's more important." I lied. She looked at me.

"That's not it. Come on Leenah, you can tell me…" She saw a tear slid down my cheek. I laughed getting up and wiping them again.

"I feel bad for dogs. They have a life where they're always being stalked. They have their tails, you know the thing that follows them…" I looked at Cienna.

"Colleen I know what a tail is…" She said confused.

"…then they have their owner and they…they're worse…" I giggled and started taking pictures off the wall. "…they follow the dog around as they walk it around on the leash so it can only go so far…" I started to pack a box full of Jesse's stuff. "…and then when the owner wants the dog to go back home, it does. I'm just the bowl of water he goes to for hydration, so he feels better, and when he's hydrated enough, he goes back to the owner…" I stopped packing and turned to see Cienna standing with a worried look on her face. "…he goes right back to her." I said softly not even caring about the tears now flowing freely from my eyes. Her face softened.

"OhMyGod Colleen…" Cienna said coming over to me and hugging me.

"No it's ok…I, I'm not meant to be with a guy…no, I'm not meant to be with anyone…but at least I won't die a virgin." I laughed at my stupidity of trusting him.

"Stop… Stop Colleen, you know this is not you…" She said hugging me tighter.

"No. It is. Jesse was supposed to be with me. He was supposed to be mine. We didn't grow up together to be separated later on…Why would he do that?! I-I-I Can't!" I said loudly crying harder now finally giving in and hugging Cienna back.

"Shh…Shh…You'll be ok. He's stupid. He's just stupid Leenah and when he gets home we can take turns kicking some common sense into him." I giggled still crying. The phone rang.

"He's calling at the wrong time." She said going to get the phone. She came back with it and handed it to me. "It's Lea. She wants to talk to you." I took the phone.

"Hey." I said still crying.

"Colleen are you ok?" She asked stressed.

"Yeah. Give me one more hour. Is the key still where it usually is?"

"Yeah. It should be. Why?"

"I gotta go put his stuff in his room and get mine." There was a pause.

"What are you doing with the stuff here?"

"Where are you?" I asked.

"Well Jesse decided to call my mom and tell her what happened and my parents are both pissed at him, no joke. I'm mad and Timmy's upset to…We're at Jesse's. He's right here if you want to talk to him." She said with hope. I smiled lightly but went back to being depressed.

"No. I'm good. Just tell him to get rid of everything…I'll by more stuff here." I heard her tell him.

"I don't wanna get rid of it. I want her here wearing it, using it, I just want her here." I heard him say in a loud hurt voice.

"He said ok." Lea said.

"No I didn't." Jesse said in the background.

"What he wants is never going to happen. Ever again." I said strictly. It went quiet for a minute.

"What'd she say?" Jesse asked Lea.

"Listen, I gotta go. Tell him I'm putting his stuff in his room." I told Lea.

"She's putting your stuff in your room and taking hers." She told him.

"Ask him if he wants the pictures of us…I'm throwing them all away…" I said.

"Colleen I can't." I heard her voice crack.

"What?" Jesse asked in the back ground.

"Fine. Just tell him he's getting them. He can keep them or throw them away, it doesn't make a difference to me. I just don't want them." I said.

"Are we still going to be friends?" Lea asked.

"No." Jesse said loudly.

"Don't listen to him. We will hang when you get back. You're still mine and Cienna's sister." I said.

"Ok." She said and I could tell it was with a smile.

"I'll talk to you later." I said.

"Ok. Colleen?"

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Don' cry. Not over a guy. It's not worth it." She said.

"What?!?" Jesse asked angrily. I smiled.

"No. Jesse is definitely worth it." I said. I heard Jesse's tone in his voice change as he said my name and it wasn't till then that I knew I was on speaker the whole time. "Bye." I said hanging up.

"You gonna be alright?" Cienna asked seeing me calm. I looked around at my empty room and then to her and smiled.

"Yeah…It's just a guy right?" I said shrugging. She smiled.

"So I guess now would be a good time to say your comparison about the dog and Jesse…" I nodded. "...not the best you've said. That one actually confused the hell outta me." She said. I laughed.

"Sorry but you seemed to have gotten it." She smiled and walked to my door.

"I love you Colleen."

"Love you too Cienna."


(A/N: Sorry its so short. Review please?)