SPENCER'S P.O.V

I feel horrible, i've handled everything wrong.

I should have been honest from the start, I should have told her how I really felt.

Now she thinks I think she's a slut and I don't. I've just never been in a relationship before and I feel like i'm out of her league.

She's gorgeous and she could have any girl she wanted. I just don't want her to wake up one day and realise i'm not the right girl for her.

"Spencer honey is something wrong Kyla said you wanted to talk to us..."

I had breakfast with Kyla and Aiden this morning and I asked them to get my parents to meet me here.

"Nothing's wrong mum, I just umm... I just wanted to tell you guys something"

I'm so nervous I'm actually shaking.

"Spencer now i'm worried..."

"You don't need to worry dad"

Maybe if I keep looking down at the table they'll vanish and I want have to tell them.

"I...I ummm...I have to go"

I hop up out of my seat.

"Spencer..."

As much as I want to run from this situation, I can't.

"I'm sorry I know i'm acting strange, I just... this is really hard for me"

I sit down again, i'm so nervous.

"Spencer can you please just tell us what's going on?"

I don't even know how to start.

"I'm gay..."

I can't look at them.

"You're gay?"

I only nod, i'm still not looking at them.

"Spencer can you please look at us honey?"

Dad hops out of his chair and sits down next to me.

"It's alright honey I know how hard this must of been to say..."

He's rubbing his hand along my back.

"Spencer your father and I don't care if you're gay"

They don't.

I look over to where mum's sitting and she really does seem fine with it.

"You guys don't care that i'm gay?"

"Of course we don't honey, i'm kind of relieved..."

She's relieved?

"Why are you relieved?"

"I was beginning to worry there was something seriously wrong with you..."

"Why?"

"You're an attractive girl honey and you've never had a boyfriend, we were starting to worry..."

"Paula don't say we"

"I'm sorry I meant I was worried"

My mum is crazy.

"You guys really don't care that i'm gay?"

"Of course we don't care. I'm just sorry you were so worried about telling us..."

"Dad the last time I told someone it didn't really go well"

"Wait you told someone else first?"

Of course mum cares about that, she always has to know everything first.

"Mum I only told Aiden, Kyla and Glen..."

I'm so not telling her anything about Ashley.

"... and then Glen decided he'd tell Madison... Yer I guess everyone knows"

"I can't believe your brother didn't tell me..."

Glen's mums favourite and he usually tells her everything.

"Mum you're getting a little sidetracked..."

"I'm sorry honey but you really don't need to worry about your father and I, we love you no matter what and if you're gay that's fine with us"

"Like your mother said honey, we love you no matter what"

"Thanks dad that means a lot..."

I'm so glad that went well, now I just need to worry about Ashley.

"I am a little disappointed honey, I had some cute guys I was going to set you up with..."

"Of course you did mum"

"I guess I'll just have to find some girls for you now honey..."

"Mum I don't want you to find any girls for me, it's weird"

"No it's not honey"

Mum always makes everything weird.

"I don't need your help finding a girl for me mum..."

"Spencer you can't stay single forever and it's part of my duty as your mother to make sure you're happy"

"Do whatever you need to do mum but i'm going to go..."

I lean down wrapping my arms around dad.

"Thanks for being great dad..."

"I love you honey and if you ever need someone to talk to i'm here..."

"Thanks"

I walk around giving mum a hug.

"I'll see you guys later at dinner..."

"Spencer before you go can we tell Christine and Raife the news?"

I have to laugh when she says that, of course she wants to tell Christine.

"Go for it mum, I don't care who finds out anymore..."

As I start walking back to my room, I can't help but smile.

I told my parents I was gay and they don't care.