Clarys POV

"come on jace hurry up, you are taking forever" he turns his head, looks at me with a straight face and says "well im sorry i have never set up a tv and cable box before i am sorry" i just roll my eyes at his statement

"well of course you haven't your only worries were killing demons 101" I sarcasticly state. We are both currently setting up a tv in jaces room so that we can watch TV. I am making him watch TV with me, it seems like forever since I have watched TV and I miss it.

"Okay I think I am done"

"You think" I question

"Yes"

"Alright here is the moment of truth" I grab the remote and sure enough the TV comes on with the cable working and all. "Wow Jace you really are good at everything" he gives me this half smile that is only reserved for me

"I know" I roll my eyes. He comes over and wraps his arms around me and just holds me. I am as comfortable as I can be because I am in his arms but I can't see the TV to change the channel.

"Jace let's switch positions..Let me lay on top of you so I can see the TV"

Jace flips us quickly so that I am half laying on top of him. I turn on the vampire diaries and cuddle up next to Jace as he runs his hands through my hair and lay peacefully restarting the vampire diaries so that Jace is caught up.

Isabelle's POV

I wake up to a pounding in my head from all the crying I did last night and the night before and so on. I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. I just want to be loved, maybe it's because I try to hard. I decide to take Jace up on his advise and talk to Simon maybe this is all a big misunderstanding, gos I wish it is. I look in the mirror and am scared at the refection in front of me.

My eyes are puffy and my face is red, I look terrible and scary. I add little makeup to make myself look decent deciding on not going all out with my makeup today like I usually would everyday. The truth is I don't feel like pampering myself up today. The clock reads 9:15 am. This is the latest I have ever woke up, something must really be wrong with me. I walk down the stairs in just a thought shirt and some leggings with some slippers on. I run into Jace on the way.

"Isabelle look I know that something is wrong okay and I know that we are not always on good terms but I love you isabelle..Your my sister and I care about you okay..So when something is wrong tell me and I will try everything I can to fix it and make it right" he finishes I smile loving how caring my brother is

"I know jace thank you I love you for that, I am going to talk to Simon about like you said I should okay" he nods then pull me into a hug. Jace doesn't really hug people well except Clary so having him pull me into a hug is a little surprising. He pull away and I run off out of the institute doors to hopefully fix my love life.

I knock rapidly at Simon's door. He has his own apartment finally after living with his mom for so long. He opens the door looking tired like he hasn't slept for days and I just woke him from sleep after only 5 hours of sleep.

"Simon we need to talk" he barley registered that it's me and nods, too tired to do anything else.

I am currently sitting at his table watching him drink some coffee and wake up. After about 20 minutes of him just sipping his coffee and me starting at him he finally says

"Okay umm what did you want to talk about"

"Us" I state seriously, he shifts uncomfortable under my hard stare.

"Well what about us" he says cautiously

"Do you love me Simon" he looks surprised by my quiestion "because if you don't there is no reason for this conversation..So do you"

"I-i don't know" tears gather up in my eyes, this was exactly what I was afraid of. "I like you isabelle I really do..Maybe love will come along the road later on b-"

"Do you really believe that you will love me one day, that you will love me as much as I love you one day.. do you really believe that Simon"

"I-i dont know okay isabelle..I'm not good with expressing my feelings let alone know what I feel..I'm sorry okay I just know that I like you isabelle and that's that..I know you want more you want it all the perfect love story I know that..And I will try my best possible to give you that" I nod wiping my tear away that had fell from my eye.

I wrap my arms around Simon and hold him needing it and hoping so did he. We end up on his bed in a tangle of sheets. At the moment things are okay and they feel great just being with Simon. I try to pull his shirt off but he stops me I look up at him confused and frankly a little hurt. "Not today" I nod allowing him to just hold me in his arms and respecting his choice. I lay half on Simon and stare up at the ceiling hoping that one day we could be more.