Hilltop 28- You Reap What You Sew

A/N hello everything and everyone. It is me. The one and only. The prodigy. The Phoenix. The rising star. The king. I'm of course joking about what I just said, that'd be extremely self indulgent to believe I all of those things. I do believe one of them though, I'll let you try to figure that out. Anyway, yes. I'm here. Now before we start the chapter I want it to be known that I am going to do something that may or may not be popular with all of you. If a good percent of you don't like it I'll reverse the change, it's pretty simple to do but I think it should be changed and I'll give my reasoning at the bottom.

Here we are again for another edition of Alpha's PSA. Alright, anybody who knows me knows I can be an extremely harsh and mean person but at the same time there is always that side of people that is caring and sweet and sensitive, where you show it or not doesn't matter. Not many see that side of me and I doubt many will. But that isn't really related to the topic, those of you who get reviews from me may notice that my mean side is coming out a bit more and if your story is bad you'll know because I won't hold anything back. Every problem in your story will be pointed out. Nothing will be spared and there will be no mercy. So remember that when you ask me to review your stuff.

Alright everybody. Do your thing. Read and review. The reviews really help and on the lighter hearted side of things congratulations to country wolf dog for being the 69th reviewer! I'd give you a reward but you don't want what I have to offer ( ;) ) I'm just screwing with you country. But in all seriousness thank you all for your support, if you guys keep going I have no doubt we'll reach 100! Oh and before your allowed to go. Can some of you please go read my story evolutional rifts? Like honestly it's a great story but none of you have given it a chance! Come on guys! Please! Do it for me! But anyway. Go ahead and read alphies (my new nickname for all of you)

Andrews POV the next day

I wake up quickly, snapping my eyes open and jumping out of bed, stretching slightly and immediately striding towards the bathroom. As I reach the bathroom I flick the lights on and look at myself in the mirror. I stare myself down in the mirror and I reach into the shower and start the water, listening to it flowing as I let my eyelids fall slightly. After a few seconds I get in the shower, I feel the water engulf me, it feels calming but awakening at the same time. I smile slightly and I look down to realize I'm still wearing my jewelry, I shake my head and slowly drag my hand down my face. It doesn't really matter since it's all waterproof I just prefer to keep it dry. But now there was no point in taking it off now, I begin cleaning myself letting my thoughts drift around to whatever they want. I think about how life has been the past while, plus how it was before I met all of these guys. I let my thoughts drift back to the old friends I had... The old flames I had... Whatever happened to them? Who knows, I'll probably never see them again. Definitely not the girls, they all had a way of keeping a grudge against me for no reason.

What could I have possibly done? I know it didn't really matter but I couldn't help but wondering what they'd think of me now. It's amazing to see how much I've changed just in this year. I turn off the water and sigh, wiping myself off and getting out, grabbing a towel and drying myself. I walk into my room and I look to the door to see Darryl standing there leaning against the frame. He has a slightly questioning look on his face and I quickly glance down to make sure everything is covered and I see it is. I clear my throat and say slightly confused.

"Can I ask why your here?" He nods and says.

"Why weren't you up when I got home? I got here at like 10:30 max and you were in bed already, why?" I shrug and say cooly, not wanting to bring up the feeling from last night.

"No reason I was just tired, we were walking around a lot yesterday. Plus I didn't have anything to do so sleeping seemed best." He nods and turn and begins walking away saying.

"Fair enough." I sigh as he leaves and shuts the door, going to the dresser and picking out a black shirt and slightly baggy dark blue jeans with a red and black hoodie to put it all together, I look at myself in the mirror and think about how I might possibly have too much red clothing, but I shrug it off and put on some cologne. I look around the room slightly and after a few seconds I walk over to my phone and grab it and unplugging it. I walk out of the room and go down the hall, going to the kitchen and making a coffee, putting some creamer into it and leaning against the counter and sipping the coffee, wondering where Darryl is. I hear some movement in the hallway and I glance towards it to see Darryl standing there in a grey shirt, a white and black hoodie and blue jeans. I nod and he goes into the kitchen and grabs a banana. He begins eating and he must have noticed that I'm not eating anything because he says slightly confused.

"Did you eat already?" I shake my head and say.

"Don't feel like breakfast today." He scoffs and says jokingly.

"Yeah and you didn't feel like it yesterday or the day before or the day before or the whole month before." I roll my eyes.

"Whatever." I say and he shakes his head smiling slightly, I smirk and finish my coffee, putting the cup in the dishwasher and saying to Darryl.

"Ready to go?" He nods and we walk to the garage, putting on our shoes and going to the Bentley and getting into it. I start it and plug in my phone and press play, hearing Get Back Up by T.I and Chris Brown beginning to play. I open the garage door and drive out, looking around the area as I drive out and closing the door behind me. I begin driving down the road towards the highway which eventually leads to the school, not seeing too many cars out today. I wasn't surprised, it looked like it was going to snow any day now. We were lucky that we got this far into fall without winter grasping us. I shake my head thinking about how many people didn't understand how terrible it is to have snow in October. October. I envy whoever doesn't have to deal with snow. As I think about it I realize that Darryl said something to me.

"Andrew? Hello?" I shake my head slightly and say.

"What?" He chuckles and says.

"How are you and Abby?" I sigh slightly at that question.

"I don't know man, I've been feeling odd lately, I'm not really sure if I want a relationship right now." He nods slightly but I can see the disappointment on his face. He looks out the window and I can tell he's already feeling bad for Abby. I sigh and park in the parking lot of the school and tuning into the song to hear this.

"Hello, out there (and you can love me, or you can leave me)
Can you here me? (before you judge me, just let me be me)
Its an SOS (and you can love me or either leave me)
To let me be me (before you judge me, see life ain't easy)" I turn off the car and grab my phone, getting out of it and closing my door, locking it and walking towards the school not really paying attention if Darryl is behind me or not. I walk into the school and see Abby and the others in a group at our lockers, as she sees me she walks over and hugs me. I don't really hug back and that pretty much gives away the fact that something is wrong, she lets go and looks at me a little scared.

"W...what's wrong Andrew?" I sigh and see Darryl walk past us and to the group.

"Abby, I think we should talk about... Us.." She looks like she's about to start crying as soon as I say that. I take a deep breath and begin talking trying to figure it out as I talk.

"Abby, I'm honestly sorry. There's something wrong with me. I love you more then anything on earth but I don't know if I can do a relationship right now, there's too much going on. I have a feeling of being trapped and it's driving me insane. It's nothing to do with you, you are the greatest and most beautiful girl I've ever seen. But I feel that it's best to not continue with this so I don't hurt you any more then I already have and already am. I know you probably don't believe me and think there's another girl, there isn't. I'd never do that to you, I will always love you Abigail." I kiss her cheek and wait for the backlash with my left eye half closed. But surprisingly it doesn't come. She just looks at me for a few seconds before saying.

"Andrew, I understand. Thank you for being mature enough to tell me in person, can we at least be friends and possibly go back to what we have later?" I nod smiling.

"It's the least I can do after doing this to you." I say and as I say that I hear on the intercom.

"Andrew Mathers to the office." I look up at the speaker and raise my eyebrow confused and she says.

"What did you do?" I look at her and say confused.

"I don't know. Nothing as far as I know." I turn and begin walking away from her, I glance back to see her drying her eyes. I look down slightly and shake my head angry at myself for what I'm doing. But it was for the best. As I reach the office the female wolf sitting in a chair in front of the opening says to me.

"Ah Andrew here you are, we have a new student and you have the same schedule, we expect you'll show them around and be a good citizen while doing it." I get a slightly distrusting look from the wolf and I leer at her.

"Yeah whatever I'll do it, maybe ask nicely next time." She scoffs and as I turn to leave I hear a voice say.

"Andrew?" I turn and look to see someone I thought I'd never see again. Standing there in her beauty, was my ex girlfriend. Valorie. I look at her in disbelief, her brown hair straightened perfectly, her teeth as white as pure snow. Her blue-green eyes shining like the sun and looking as deep as the sea. I honestly forgot how beautiful she was, I walk towards her slowly.

"Y-yeah I'm Andrew. Is that you Val?" She nods and says.

"Wow.. I haven't seen you in so long... You look different... Really different." I nod and say smiling.

"You do too, but you kept the beauty you always had." She blushes slightly.

"How flirty of you Andrew, I just want you to know. I have a boyfriend." I look down slightly and nod.

"I thought you would, I had a girlfriend... Two minutes ago..." She looks a little sorry for me and she says.

"What happened?" I sigh, wanting to hit myself for being stupid but at the same time knowing that it was for the best to do what I did with Abby.

"Well I just wasn't feeling the greatest about a relationship so I decided that it was best to break it off now." I say quietly, she nods slightly and says with a slight hint of sympathy in her voice which surprises me.

"I see, well I'm sorry that happened to you."

"Thank you.. A lot Val. You have no idea what that means to me." She smiles slightly and says looking around slightly.

"So you gonna show me around or what?" I raise my eyebrow confused until I realize what she's talking about.

"Wait... Your the new person?" She nods chucking slightly.

"Yes Andrew that should be obvious, plus I'm in all your classes so this should be fun, right?" I nod slightly unsure if everything has worked itself out yet.

"Okay well let's go we should get to class." I say as I begin walking down the hall towards my locker, as we reach it I see that she has one a few down from mine and I grab my stuff. As I close my locker Darryl leans against the locker beside me and gives me a slightly disappointed look. I look up at him and straighten myself out so I'm at my full height and not slouching to lock my locker. We stare at each other for a few seconds until he sighs and says.

"Why didn't you just tell me?" I roll my eyes.

"Do you need to know everything?" I say annoyed and turn to walk away but he puts his paw on my shoulder.

"When it comes to something that can have drastic effects on you, yes. I'd prefer knowing about things like that." I scoff and shrug his paw off of me, beginning to walk towards the German room and Val catches up with me and gives me a confused look.

"What was that about?" She says confused and a little annoyed as she looks back at Darryl. I can't tell if she's annoyed at me or him.

"My brother, just ignore it." She cocks her head and looks even more confused.

"Brother? What are you talking about? You don't have a brother... Last time I checked at least." I chuckle.

"Yeah I know he showed up this year, it's kind of hard to explain." She nods and we reach the doorway of the German room, I step aside slightly and allow Val to go in before me. She smiles as she passes me.

"Thank you." I nod and walk in behind her slowly, sitting in the desk behind her when we reach a few free ones. I look around the room and as I do I feel my mood darken. I really didn't like this class. I sigh knowing this class will drag on forever but I smile slightly that Val is in this class. I think about how Abby could be holding up right now, I shake my head knowing that I will probably get bitten in the ass by this in the future. But all I could think of at this point is that old saying. You reap what you sew.

A/N how was that chapter? Sad? Good? I hope you liked it guys. Okay let's address the elephant in the room. Yes. I broke them up. Now this is because I myself don't have a girlfriend currently and honestly it depresses me to write about a happier me, even though I'm perfectly content with myself it just makes me sad. I have had what i consider a real relationship in 4 years (sorry if I've already said that before) and I miss all the cuddly cute stuff.

Also for those of you who are in a little bit of a less fortunate situation I just want you to know, I'm sorry for what you go through every day. Plus, money doesn't buy happiness. I know I show Andrew as such a happy person (normally) but it isn't because of the money, it's because of the people he surrounds himself with. And yes I am what some consider on the richer side of society but honestly, it doesn't mean that much, yeah I can buy stuff for the girls that I like from the local coffee shop (Tim hortons) when I go and yeah it opens up life a bit but honestly, you could take away the jewelry, the games, the big house, the phone. As long as I have people who care about me and people I care about I will be fine. Honestly I'm being a big hypocrite right now since I got a PS4 yesterday. To those of you reading who have a PS4 and playstation plus I will not be getting plus but if you can still talk in parties without plus please let me know cause I'd like to talk to my Playstation people too. Back to the topic, I honestly look at myself sometimes and just think about ditching it all, but then I realize that I would be wasting money that others could use... So I guess that's my hollow excuse for why I love this way. Do I feel bad about it? Yes I honestly do. Should I? That's debatable. But I know I'm thankful for the life I was given and I realize that I need to better others lives in any other way possible. That is one of my goals, the other ones are harder to explain.

Thank you all for reading and listening. I hope you all have a wonderful day and had a wonderful thanksgiving for all you Americans out there. Yeah I didn't forget. Even though I'm Canadian I remembered. Also anybody wondering yes Val is named after an ex of mine and yes she's in my class this year and yes pretty much everything she says is something the actual person said. Besides the fact that she doesn't know that I've been dealing with a breakup for a couple of weeks to a few months.