Authors Note- TOO STARTTT. R.I.P PATRICK SWAYZE!!! Poor dude died of cancer...
ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS!!!!
Q- When will they reunite?
A- As of right now I am thinking chapter 30, 31 or 32. Most likely 31. No promises though, it's going to be one of those three.
Disclaimer- I know I keep forgeting these, but does it matter. S. Meyer owns them, now my heart can clatter.
Just So You Know- Jesse McCartney, Crazy For You- New Found Glory, Dirty Little Secret- All- American Rejects, You'll Be In My Heart- Phil Collins, Collide- Howie Day,The Way I Feel- 12 Bullets, Tremble For My Beloved- Collective Soul, This is For Real- Motion City Soundtrack, In The Summertime- Mungo Jerry, Never Think- Robert Pattinson, Supermassive Black Hole- Muse, The Kiss- Karmina, It's My Life- Bon Jovi, Let Me Sign- Robert Pattinson, Rise Above This- Seether, Never To Late- Three Days Grace, Angels On The Moon- Thriving Ivory, New Divide- Linkin Park, The Middle- Jimmy Eat World, Thunder- Boys Like Girls, Paralyzed- Finger Eleven, Good Riddance- Green Day, Smile- Uncle Kracker, Dreaming With a Broken Heart- John Mayer, Gotta Get Through This- Daniel Bedingfield, In The Place Of Someone You Love- Carter Burwell (Twilight (The Score)), Humans Are Predators Too- Carter Burwell, I Miss You- Blink 182.
Possessive- Kaci Battaglia
READ LYRICS, I SWEAR IT'S WORTH IT!
Warning- This chapter earns part of it's T rating. Swearing, not mild.
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Call me crazy, but everytime that I turn around you're on my baby, ooh but I'm his lady. Am I possessive, just because I am claiming what's mine. You're crossing the line. Why are
you constantly calling him up. Let me know now. How can you call me you best
friend. Then turn around secretly text him. You call me crazy. Ooh I got
you crazy. Call my man again and I'm a f*** you up. I'm a f*** you up.
And then you call me your best friend
And then you call me your best friend
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BPOV
...BEEP
BEEP
BEEP...
I groaned and reached over to smack the top of my alarm clock. I just wanted a few more minutes of sleep, but the stupid alarm clock...
It was April and the weather was slowly getting warmer. The sun never made an appearance, I wished it did but I wouldn't get my hopes up. Spring break was long gone, it lasted a week. A week of doing nothing. I was actually going to fly out to Calfornia to visit my mother and Edward but when I even brought up the subject my dad dismissed it and said that I wasn't getting out of here until August. I felt like I was in jail.
School and work passed slowly. Winter flowed into spring and all I was waiting for was the end of summer so I had something to look forward too.
More and more applications came and I greedily filled them out. Not failing to mention to Edward what college's had law courses, I was trying to make this as easy for us as it could be.
About two weeks after our fight I finally got a call from Edward, who was apologizing profusely for how he acted towards me. The only explaination I got was that he was stressed out with his father always on his back about college and us, and me not being there.
Little did I know that he was doing much worse then I was. He finally cracked, almost breaking down on the phone.
FLASHBACK
"Bella, I miss you so much. I look at your old house, knowing that you aren't there and that your mother or any trace of you is in that house. School sucks at you and everyone stares at me with sympathy and it pisses me off. My father always tells me that you left for a reason and that I am better off without you. I can't eat...I can't even sleep." he said, voice cracking.
I put my hand over my forehead and leaned forward. I could hear him sniff and it was hard to fathom the thought of Edward crying, I'd never really seen him cry.
" If you would just talk to me. Edward, you need to tell me these things. We can't have a relationship that's full of secrets. I won't do that."
" I knew that you were already stressing with school, work and your dad. I thought that the last thing you needed was for me to be all emotional and shit."
" Promise me that you will never keep anything from me. Ever. Promise me."
He sighed " I promise."
END FLASHBACK
After we got pasted that rough road in our relationship we moved on from it. Next month school would be ending and we would graduate. I was excited, but nervous at the same time. This was my last year of hell school. I wished that I could graduate with Edward and we could go to prom together. But I was going to miss out on that.
Edward, being the stubborn person he is, stated that he was not going to prom, with or without a date. He was going to stay home and play video games, that was the plan he told me. I disagreed and said that if he wanted to go with someone he could, aslong as he didn't do anything beyond respective dancing. I'd trust Edward more than the chick.
I reluctently left the warmth of my bed and went to take a shower and dress. I took a long warm shower and dressed in my white button up, pencil skirt and then stiletto's. I figured a change would be nice. After washing my face, blow drying my hair and brushing my teeth, I applied little makeup to my face and headed downstairs for a quick breakfast.
Surprisingly, my father was still home. He was sipping coffee and eating fried eggs and bacon. I reached up to the cabinets and grabbed a granola bar. I ate it quickly and threw out the wrapper.
" Have you heard back from any college's?"
My head whipped around to look at my dad. " Uhh, yeah. A few."
" Harvard?" he asked.
"It just so happens that I am not going to Harvard. I am looking in Chicago for some journalism course's. Law is not my slot." I said confidently.
He took in a deep breath " Isabella..."
" Dad, I will have to live with this job until I am retired. I will not settle for something that I do not take interest in. I won't apologize for not going to Harvard."
" Did you get accepted."
" I didn't fill out and application."
I grabbed my school bag off the kitchen chair " I best be going."
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When I got to school I immediatly saw Jane by her locker, texting away. Adam was by her side, trying to get her attention.
" Jane will you stop talking to him. You know it bothers Bella and Edward doesn't even like talking to you."
She scoffed " Yeah, right."
I sighed, that was my other problem. Jane still tries to talk to Edward. Though Edward has assured me of his annoyance towards her. She was really starting to act like a bitch towards me. Always smiling at her phone and attempting to call him. She knew it pissed me off to the highest level.
I opened my locker and Jane gave me a sickly sweet smile " Talk to Edward today? Seems like a rough day to him."
My blood boiled and I took a deep breath " Stop talking to him." I seethed.
" Just because he enjoys talking to me doesn't mean you have to get all possessive, Bella."
" You text all the time, and don't think that I don't know what you say to him. He tells me, you know."
" Does he tell you how much he wants me to fly down there to visit so that he can meet me?"
Adam let out a breath " Jane, your taking it too far."
"Look, Bella. Don't be surprised when he breaks up with you. Okay?"
My mouth literally dropped. Christian and Peter made an 'ohhh' noise.
" You don't even know him! He doesn't even like you, all he says is how annoying you are and tells me to tell you to stop talking to him. You call me your fucking 'best friend' yet you talk inappropriately to him and go behind my back and text him."
Jane rolled her eyes and dialed something on her phone, then put it to her ear.
" Call him one more time and I am going to fuck you up." I said.
" Oh, Edward. Hey!"
I curled my fist, brought it back and swung it forward effectively punching her in the cheek. I wasn't going for a measly slap, she deserved what was coming at her. Her phone clattered to the floor and I heard Edward yelling something, it sounded like my name.
Jane let out a scream as she fell to the floor. People around us gasped in shock. She used her right hand to catch the blood that fell. Jane stared at me in shock before she stood up and slapped me across the face. I pushed her back into the lockers and gave her a fear glare.
" I will not hesitate to mess you up further then you are." I yelled.
I felt two arms drag me back. I shrugged them off, leaned down to retreive my bag and walked straight towards the exit when a voice stopped me.
" Isabella Swan. To the principals office. NOW!" I heard Principal Matthews spat.
I groaned.
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What.
A.
Day.
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" I cannot believe that you did that. I though that girl was your friend! But no. I get a call saying that you are suspended for a week because of hitting a girl. Can't you ever give me a break?!" my dad bursted.
" Dad, I am sorry."
He sighed and sat down in the kitchen chair beside me, examaining the tiny cut on my cheekbone. I already washed the blood off of it so it was fairly clean.
" Couldn't you of just made this move easy for me. Just take the year and make it your last and best." he asked, standing up.
" You took me away from home, dad. Away from where I belong. I don't belong in Forks."
" Don't you mean, Edward. I took you away from him."
" Edward is home and you need to understand that I love him. You know what it feels like, tell me. Did you want to divorce mom? You love her. Why can't I have my chance. Why does my life have to be so complicated."
"Life can't always go the way you want it to!" he yelled.
" I know that! Don't you think I know by now. Everything in my life changed. I went from public school to private. I went from a big sunny city to the smallest rainiest town in the United States. I went from not working to working. I had two happy parents that were together to have them break apart and only be able to see one. I went from happiness to...to how I am now. Everything here has caused a problem so far and that is not an understatment" I exclaimed.
He stared me down, his brown eyes boring into mine. I stood up, giving him one more look and walked off towards the stairs.
" Isabella, don't walk away from me!" he bellowed.
" I'm not a child, dad." I stated, still walking.
I took each step up the stairs carefully. When I reached my room I closed the door, locked it and collapsed on my bed. Not knowing what to do. Edward was in school so I couldn't call him.
I threw my skirt in a random direction, along with my shirt and took the bobby pins out of my hair. My shoes were already thrown to the ground, scattered.
I curled up with my covers and hid my face in my soft pillow. My eyes squeezed shut in hope for some sleep. I needed to escape, only for a little while.
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When I awoke it was the sound of my phone blaring. I groaned and reached over. The caller I.D read it as Edward. Reluctently I opened my phone and brought it to my ear.
" Hello," I mumbled sleepily.
" Bella! Finally! What the hell happened. All I hear is the phone dropping and Jane screaming in pain. When I got home I had Adam calling me telling me to check the hottest video on YouTube and I see you punching Jane in the face." Edward stated
" Oh, what a joy. Someone videotaped me. Suspended for a week, somehow convinced the principal not to give me a record. My father scolding me about how 'life doesn't always go my way'. What a fucking day." I said
" Is Jane okay?" he asked
My heart skipped a beat " Does it matter?"
" Bella. Don't get all possessive. I don't even like the girl, I just wanted to make sure you didn't kill her." he stated, his voice defensive.
I sighed " I don't know, nor do I care. If she steps out of line again I'll make sure to straighten her up. I don't mean to sound possessive, clingly or whatever but I won't stand for her talking to you like that. Only I can say things like that to you and if one word comes out of her mouth to you then she is dead."
" Mm fiesty." he growled.
" No time for that."
He chuckled " Why not? What are you wearing?"
Oh, he wanted to play the 'what are you wearing' game. This was a pretty immature game but just to drive Edward crazy... I heard him clear his throat and I decided to answer his question truthfully.
" A bra and panties."
" Only?"
" Mhm." I replied.
I heard a loud groan from the other end " If only I was with you." he sighed.
A small smile came to my face. It was no surprise to me that he said that, he could never go a day without kissing me. He even admitted it to me some point in our relationship. If he can't go a day then the months must be as hard for him as they are for me.
" Only five months and I can break out of here."
" How about I come steal you and we can run away together."
" How cliche."
He chuckled " I know. But why can't we? I see no reason why not."
I ran a hand through my messy hair and stood up from my bed. I slipped on a pair of silk pants and a camisole. When I crawled into bed I was more comfortable.
" So, whens the date of you returning to me?" he asked curiously.
" Beginning of August. I guess I am going to go stay with my mom at the new house until I start college. Speaking of, have you checked out Chicago?"
" Yeah, I have. I was talking about it with my mom. She was curious as to why out of state, I just told her I needing a different senery. My father is still a little upset about my choice of job but agreed that it is a good job besides doctor and/or surgeon." he said. " I think Chicago would be fun and I looked at all the courses and the ones required to become are there, I sent out my application. Have you been checking journalism courses?"
" Yeah, I found alot of good ones. My dad is still hell bent on Harvard but I won't take it. I sent out my application, too."
We talked for a little while, chatting about different things. We mostly talked about college and I really think that we were set on Chicago. I knew that I was, and Edward seemed to really be interested, he had already sent out an application and everything.
All I really hoped is that if we wanted to go together. Is that our parents don't find out and we both get accepted into the college.
Authors Note- I personally like a little bit of possessiveness. Haha, anyways Review.
