Second to last one in this series, I Hope you guys like it please message me if you think I should continue the story onto season 5?
When The Levee Breaks
"Tell me why you are going to die." Dean said and my heart stopped. I faulted just for a second but Dean saw. The sigh, the sigh gave me away.
"I don't know what you are talking about." I said getting to my feet with a small smile.
"Yeah, you do." Dean said getting to his feet and looking at me. I shook my head and started to walk away. Shit! Great, just what I needed right now, Dean knows about me dying... How? Bobby? God if Bobby told him I will-
"Dean all I know is we are all going to die one day." I said walking away.
"You have maybe a week or so left by reckoning." Dean said and I stopped dead. Maybe Castiel squealed. My heart stopped a beat again and my stomach turned.. this was not a conversation I wanted with Dean, this was not how I wanted him to find out. "What? Were you planning on dying and then letting me find out?"
"Yeah actually." I said turning back round to face Dean. His face was stone. He was watching me trying to figure it all out in his mind.
"Tell me why your going to die." Dean said walking up to me. I looked away, not knowing what to say. "Megan, tell me the truth this one time," I turned my head back to Dean and shook my head. How could he say that? I had always told him the truth about everything. I never lied, I may never had told the whole truth, but never lied.
"Truth?" I said. "Truth is Dean, it's my business and not yours." I said coldly.
"It is my business." Dean said grabbing my arms. "I care for you."
"Yeah well you care for Sam and look where he is right now." I said pulling away from Dean and walking back towards the house. I was being mean to Dean I know but... I couldn't let him, I wouldn't let him find out the reason I was dying. I wouldn't tell Dean Sam is going to kill me. I wouldn't. I walked into the house and found Bobby stood by the stairs which led to the panic room. You could hear Sam shouting for people to let him out. Bobby looked at me and sighed.
"The boy needs help. We are just trying to help him." Bobby said shaking his head lightly.
"Whatever, I don't care any more Bobby. Do whatever you like, in fact you and Dean can go round sing sweet love songs and holding hands if you like." I said bitterly.
"Excuse me?" Bobby asked.
"Did you tell Dean?" I asked plainly. Bobby looked at me confused.
"About?" Bobby asked.
"Me dying." I asked again.
"No, why? Has he found out?" Bobby asked worried. I could smell he was telling the truth.
"Yeah." I huffed. I herd Sam shout. "I can't stay here, I need some space." I walked out the back of the house and headed for my Camero.
I got to my baby and she was sat there waiting for me. I sighed climbing in and hitting my head on the steering wheel. Why? Come on why did Dean have to find out about this deal Cass made and why is it happening now? Can't you give me a break? Just this once? You owe me that much. Douche's. I thought with my head pressed against the wheel. What else could possibly go south to make this even harder? Anything? No I didn't think so.
"Now what do we have here?" Richard asked appearing in the seat next to me.
"You have to be kidding me!" I said into the wheel.
"That's not very nice, Megan." Richard said as I sat up and looked at him blankly.
"What is it?" I sighed. "What the hell do you want Richard?"
"It's time." Richard said coldly. "Time to keep your end of the deal..."
"Fine!" I snapped.
"Someone a little touchy today.. is it P.M.T?" Richard asked with a small smile.
"Bite me, now what exactly do I have to do?" I sighed resisting the urge to rip Richard apart piece by piece.
I must have sat in the Camero for hours, just sat there thinking about my life, what I had done with it and how much I wasted on petty things. My family, my friends I had lost and the things I had gained. I need to tell Dean about this, he wont drop it... maybe if I just skip the detail about Sam... Sam. Sam Winchester, I can't believe I'm breaking him out of the house without Dean and Bobby finding out. This is way to complicated. Damn it I never used to complicate things, it was always, research, hunt, kill monster, save people, move on and repeat. But then the Winchesters came along, first I had to try and help Sam and that worked out well... Then Dean, I had to fall for him didn't I? I mean come on! I am the only person who would fall for a guy when really I should of kept professional. Arh! I hate this! Aaarrrrrrrhhhhhhh! I punched the steering wheel and got out of the car slamming the door shut behind me.
"ARH!" I screamed to the sky. I took a deep breath and headed towards the house. I went the back way as always and found Dean sat there drinking a beer. Why? You guys having fun up there watching this? I bet it's a laugh a minute with you guys huh? I walked up to Dean and he noticed me, watching me as I moved towards him. He was giving me that stare, that stare that would drill into your soul and rip you open from the inside out to the point you would say anything to stop the stare. I stopped just a few steps away from him and looked into the green eyes I loved.
"You want to know the truth?" I asked just stood staring into his eyes. Dean didn't move an inch, not one small sign of a fault. "Do you really want to know?" I asked plainly. Dean stood from the steps and walked up to me.
"You, you said back in the hospital after everything with Alistair, when I was in my room. You came in and told me, said you were going to die in four months, said something about Sam and then left. You told me once before you were going to die, now, now tell me how." Dean said struggling to speak. He was really upset and I could see tears forming in his eyes. The hospital? I thought he was... why didn't...
"Um," I sighed looking into his eyes. "You've known since the hospital?" I asked confused and Dean just nodded. "And... um and you never said anything? Why?" I asked finding my emotion choking the words I was trying to say.
"I wanted to be with you Megan. I wanted to be with in the time you had left... I've tried so hard to be with you since then." Dean said walking away from me a little. "But you kept saying no. Knocking me back every time." Dean said with a bitter laugh.
"Dean, I can't be with you when I'm going to die. How can I? How is that fair?" I asked fallowing him.
"Fair? I think I should be the one who decides if it's fair on me or not, don't you think?" Dean asked looking at me, getting a little mad.
"No! No you shouldn't. It's not just you Dean, other people will get hurt, Sam will-" I stopped myself and shook my head.
"Sam will what?" Dean asked grabbing my shoulders. "What's going to happen to him? What?"
"Dean let her go." Castiel's voice rang out from the side of us.
"Cass not now!" Dean snapped still holding my shoulders.
"Dean release her." Castiel said firmly walking towards us. Dean looked between me and Cass and finally let me go. "Thank you."
"What do you want Cass?" Dean snapped glaring at me.
"I am the reason she will die." Castiel said and I turned to him shocked.
"What?" Dean asked just as shocked as I was.
"I made a deal with a reaper for Megan to keep her soul until you have reached the apocalypse. If I had not, she would have died a long time ago." Castiel said plainly looking at Dean. "I am sorry for any pain this will bring you Dean, but I have orders to fallow, as does Megan."
"What? Cass seriously, your telling me you saved Megan from death only to let her die in four months?" Dean asked furious at Castiel.
"Yes." Cass said simply. Dean turned to me and stared at me.
"How long have you known about it?" He snapped.
"Nearly the whole time." I said softly.
"Why didn't you tell me? We could have found a way round it!" Dean snapped again shaking his head. "Damn it Megan you should have told me!"
"She was under orders Dean." Castiel said plainly. Dean kept shaking his head.
"I don't care Cass," Dean said turning to me. "You should have told me." Dean said with tears in his eyes. I felt myself well up too.
"I'm.. I'm sorry Dean." I said as a tear rolled down my cheek. Dean shook his head.
"You should of told me." Dean said softly as a tear rolled down his face. I pulled Dean into a hug and held him close to me. He hugged me back holding onto me for dear life it felt like. No pun intended. Cass must have disappeared because when we pulled out of the hug we were alone.
"Megan, please, tell me what you were going to say about Sam, please." Dean asked, no he begged, he had the sad puppy dog expression, the saddest of sad voices and looked so down that even hell was above where he was feeling in that moment. I took a deep breath and went for the sugar coated truth.
"I... Sam and you will split ways. In part cos me dying, I really didn't want that to happen. You guys need each other." I said softly looking to the floor. Dean placed his hand under my chin and lifted my eyes to meet his. He lent his face closer to mine, rubbing my cheek with his thumb.
"I love you." He whispered before kissing me, I felt a tear roll down his cheek onto me. He pulled out of the kiss and bit his lips. His eyes were so green, but inside, I saw the damage I had done to him. I had just been the thing to throw him over the edge. Inside myself I felt relieved that at least I could telling him one of the big bad secrets even if I couldn't tell him everything.
"Dean, I lo-" I started to say but Bobby appeared at the top of the porch.
"Oh sorry, I was just coming looking for both of you." He said and quickly blushed seeing how close we were.
"It's ok Bobby, I'm getting used to this." Dean said with a small laugh and we walked back into the house, instantly met by Sam's cries for freedom, and screams and just loud noise.
We were stood in the Bobby library listening to Sam's pleads and screams. Bobby poured us all some scotch and we tried to ignore the screams. It so almost unbearable to listen to.
"How long is this going to go on?" Dean asked, I could feel how he felt, scared, worried, anxious, most of all useless... I could feel how utterly useless he felt listening to his brother and not being able to help him.
"Here let me look it up in my demon detox manual," Bobby said reaching for a pile of books. "Oh wait, no one ever wrote one." He said sarcastically. I sighed. "No telling how long it will take, hell I don't know if Sam will even live through it." Bobby said and his phone rang. Dean looked at Bobby and then me. I gave Dean a sad smile and looked away. Dean moved closer to where Sam's voice was coming from as Bobby answered his phone.
"Hello? Suck dirt and die Rufus, you call me again and I'll kill you." Bobby said slamming the phone down. I glanced at Dean and then we both looked at Bobby.
"What's up with Rufus?" Dean asked walking back towards us.
"He knows." Bobby said plainly.
"Is that the 'he knows' girls use when they're mad at a guy but don't actually tell the guy why, or the real he knows?" I asked. Bobby stared hard at me. "I'm gotta take that as the second one." The phone rang again and Bobby sighed picking it up.
"I'm busy, you son of a bitch, this better be important." Bobby looked pissed but soon his face changed to shock and he turned to Dean. Dean looked confused. Bobby hung up from Rufus and did a little research.
"The news, the news ain't good." Bobby said passing me and Dean some paper. It was different events happening across America.
"This is what Rufus called about?" Dean asked and read the paper. "Key West sees 10 species go extinct."
"Yeah plus, Alaska, 15 men fishing crew all stricken blind, cause unknown. New York, teacher goes postal, locks the door and kills exactly 66 kids. All this in a single day. I looked them up, there's no doubt about it, they are all seals. Breaking fast." Bobby sighed.
"How many are left?" Dean asked.
"Who knows. Can't be many. Where the hell are your angel pals?" Bobby asked Dean.
"You tell me." Dean said throwing the paper on the desk and walking away.
"I'm just wondering..." Bobby said anxiously.
"What?" Dean said turning around to face Bobby as I walked up to him.
"With the apocalypse being nigh and all, is now really the time to be having this little domestic drama of ours?" Bobby asked.
"Bobby don't suggest it." I said softly knowing what Bobby meant, he looked at me and then to Dean.
"What do you mean?" Dean asked confused.
"Well, I don't like this any more than you do but, Sam can kill demons, he's got a shot at stopping Armageddon." Bobby said.
"So what? Sacrifice Sam's life, his soul for the greater good? I mean we have Megan too, she can kill demons." Dean asked getting pissed at Bobby. "Is that what your saying? Times are bad so let's use Sam as a nuclear warhead?"
"Look," Bobby sighed. "I know you hate me for suggesting, I hate me for suggesting it. I love that boy like a son, all I'm saying is... maybe he's here right now instead of on the battle field cos we love him too much." Bobby said softly. Dean just stared at Bobby to see if he really felt that way.
Dean needed some air and space so he went to walk around the junk yard. I sat in Bobby's library just listening to Sam talk to himself, and scream and all the noises he was making. I was sat there zoned out when Bobby walked into the room.
"Do you think I was right suggesting it to Dean?" Bobby asked sitting at his desk. I turned to Bobby and smiled warmly.
"Yeah I do, I just think it was the wrong time. He's so stressed right now with Sam, the apocalypse, angels and all the crap, then me on top. I... I think he just needs some time to process it and he'll be ok." I said curled up on the chair. Sam went quiet.
"Maybe you should go down and talk to the boy, I mean you know what it's like to have the demon blood in you." Bobby suggested and on queue Sam started to shout again.
"Bobby I'm different to Sam, I was born this way, I've always had it inside me. I learnt how to control it." I said looking in the directions the shouts came from.
"Then you could teach Sam." Bobby said plainly I turned back to him and raised an eyebrow. "Yeah I know, it ain't that easy. I just..." Bobby sighed.
"Feel helpless?" I suggested and he nodded. "Its the mood of the court my king. It's rolling off of both of you in crashing waves, some times I can't even breath because of it. Then I can feel Sam's feelings and... well it ain't a party vibe in this house let me just say." I said and turned my attention back to listening to Sam scream.
"How can you sit there and listen to that?" Bobby asked getting up and walking out of the room.
"At least it shows me he's still alive." I said softly. Bobby looked at me then nodded before walking out. It was killing me sitting there, but god help me, I was going to, as long as it took. As long as it took to get to the time I needed to release Sam from the room. I thought hugging the pillow.
I was sat in the chair all night listening to Sam's screams. Bobby had gone to try and sleep but didn't and Dean walked into the house really late at night and just sat in the kitchen listening too. The night had been the longest of my life, every scream was killing me. In the morning Dean walked into the library to find me still sat in the chair.
"You been here all night?" Dean asked coming and sitting next to me putting his arm around me.
"Yeah." I said softly still looking in the directions of the screams.
"Why? You shouldn't have to listen to this." Dean said softly. I turned to him and gave him a small smile.
"Yeah I do." I said. "He's more like a brother to me than a friend. I want to be there for him." Dean smiled and kissed me on the forehead whilst hugging me a little. We sat there for a while whist Sam stopped shouting, but sure as the sun will rise he started again. Dean got up and walked over to the door frame leaning and listening to Sam's pleads for help. Bobby walked in and Dean turned to him explaining what had happened last night.
"Now correct me if I'm wrong but,you willing signed up to be the angels bitch?" Bobby asked with his arms folded over his chest. Dean glared. "I'm sorry, you prefer sucker? After everything you said about them, now you trust them?" Dean pushed himself off the wall and walked towards Bobby.
"Come on, give me a little credit Bobby." Dean said. "I've never trusted them less. I mean they come on like shady politicians from planet Volcon."
"Well then why in the hell-" Bobby started to say.
"Because what other option do I have?" Dean shouted. I got up and stood between the two guys. "It's either trust the angels or let Sammy trust a demon!"
"I see your point." Bobby said softly. The screams had stopped I started to walk towards the bunker.
"You hear that?" Dean asked as I walked away.
"That's a little too much nothing." Bobby said and the guys fallowed me down to the bunker.
Dean opened the peep hole and Sam was on the floor fitting. Badly.
"What if he's faking?" Dean asked worried.
"You really think he will?" Bobby asked.
"Send me in." I replied.
"No way, he needs demon blood and your pumping it around your body." Dean said looking at me. "I think he'd do anything to get it." Suddenly Sam's body was flung against the wall.
"That ain't faking." Bobby shouted as Dean opened the door and we all rushed in to help Sam out. We grabbed Sam off the wall and pinned him to the floor. Dean and I held Sam's arms down while Bobby took off his belt and put it on Sam's mouth so he didn't choke on his own tongue. Dean and Bobby held it over his mouth.
"We are going to have to tie him down for his own safety." Bobby said. Bobby turned to Dean and Dean had froze. "Dean you with me?" Bobby asked. Dean was just staring at his baby brother on the floor fitting. "DEAN! Before he has another fit!" Bobby shouted getting Dean out of his trance.
"Yeah, yeah let's just get it over with!" Dean said turning to Bobby and then looking back at Sam. We tied him and left him there.
Upstairs I sat listening to Sam talk to what he thought was Dean, but Dean was sat next to me on the sofa. Dean was terrified over Sam, he was scared and confused... he felt guilty and angry and I felt each emotion, hit after hit. Bobby was nervous and worried, guilty too with a slash of grief kicked into the mix for kicks. Their emotions were so strong that it was taking all my will power to just focus on Sam's voice.
"I'm going to ask one more time. Are we absolutely sure we are doing the right thing?" Bobby asked snapping me from listening to Sam and Dean from his thoughts.
"Bobby you saw what was happening to him down there," Dean said standing up. "The demon blood is killing him."
"No, it isn't." Bobby said softly. "We are!"
"What?" Dean asked I stood up and joined the guys.
"I'm sorry I can't bite my tongue any longer. We're killing him, keeping him locked up down there. This cold turkey thing isn't working." Bobby looked at me. "If he doesn't get what he needs,soon, Sam ain't going to last much longer." I turned to Dean as he looked at me. He was ready to break down.
"I could give him a small amount of blood... we could wean him off it. A little at a time." I suggested softly. Bobby looked at Dean as he started to shake his head.
"No," He said nearly in tears. "I'm not giving him demon blood, I wont do it."
"And if he dies?" Bobby asked.
"Then at least he dies human!" Dean snapped. I looked at Dean and shook my head, selfishly I thought Dean wants human... I am not human... deep down maybe this would have never worked anyway. I mean wolf and hunter... yeah right who was I kidding? Who were we kidding? I looked at Bobby and then walked off down to the bunker, sitting on the steps listening to Sam some more.
I must have sat there the best part of the day until I drifted off to sleep. I was walking along a beach in a bikini with my wolf circling around my leg's, she kept getting under my feet and almost tripping me up.
"Can't you give me a break?" I asked looking down into her eyes as she pushed me again. She ignored me and kept pushing so I just kept walking until she stopped and started to growl. I looked at her and she was growling at something to the left of me. I looked and Castiel was stood there watching me. I felt very self concussion that I was wearing a bikini as I walked over to him. My wolf growled from behind my legs.
"What did I say about entering my dreams?" I asked folding my arms over my chest.
"I need to talk to you." Castiel said plainly. My wolf pushed my leg and growled again.
"Shh! Behave." I said tapping my wolf on her nose. "What about Cass?" I asked looking back to Castiel who was not letting anything go.
"I know about the deal you made with a demon named Richard." Castiel said plainly and my heart stopped.
"What?" I choked out.
"I know of the deal. I am here to help you complete it." Castiel said plainly. I shook my head and started to walk away.
"Leave me alone." I said and Cass grabbed my wrist. I turned and looked into his eyes.
"It is ok, I was sent to help." Castiel said plainly. "There will be no repercussions."
"No, no I... what? How? How do you know about this?" I asked pulling my wrist free and watching Cass.
"I have orders. We will free Sam Winchester together." Castiel said and then glanced to the floor.
"Are you seriously saying the angels are on board for freeing Sam and letting him get his dark side on?" I asked confused. Castiel didn't say anything. He just stared at me blankly.
"I will release his shekels. You simply have to open the door and walk away." Castiel said.
"Why? Why do the angels want this?" I asked confused.
"I have orders. We all have orders Megan." Castiel said looking into my eyes. Something in them said he didn't want to do it.
"Cass are you sure we should?" I asked.
"We have orders. Now when you wake up open the door and hide." Castiel said.
I woke up leaning on the rail of the stairs. I blinked a few times and looked around. The door was there... waiting to be opened. I could hear Bobby and Dean asleep upstairs. I have to do this... I don't know why the angels want him free though? Why? I walked down the stairs and could hear Sam awake inside. His hand cuff's were being released. I took a deep breath and opened the door. Silently I hid in the shadows as Sam walked out.
"Hello? Is anyone here?" Sam asked before making his way up the stairs and out of sight. I sighed and walked out of the shadows as Castiel appeared and closed the door again, locking it.
"Why?" I asked softly, but Cass just disappeared. "Son of a bitch!" My phone rang and I answered.
"It's a shame, but you kept your part of the deal so we are even now," Richard said, I could tell he was smiling.
"Screw you." I huffed.
"Remember, if you go after him, I will kill you." Richard replied laughing a little.
"I know. Leave me the fuck alone." I growled and hung up. I ran a hand through my hair and sighed. What have I done? I thought but was drawn out of my thoughts by some shuffling upstairs. I walked up and saw Dean sound asleep on the couch, but I couldn't see Bobby. I fallowed his scent around the house and then out of the door. "Oh no." I said softly and started to fallow it. I herd Bobby and Sam talking ahead of me and hurried. I walked round the corner as Bobby laid on the ground and Sam had a gun in his hands.
"What did you do to Bobby?" I asked getting on my knee's and checking on Bobby, he was knocked out but ok.
"Megan I had to," Sam said and threw the gun on the floor. I got up and looked at him. I knew I wasn't allowed to stop him, but then when was I ever one to fallow orders? "He, he wanted me to stay here. I can't stay here. I can't I need it."
"Sam you can't leave, there has to be another way. I could, I could give you some of my blood." I said softly walking towards Sam.
"No, no I.. I couldn't drink from you... no. No. I.. I need to leave Megan, let me leave." Sam said with a tear rolling down his cheek. "The only way to end all of this is if you let me leave..."
"Please Sam, come back-" I got a sharp pain in my head, a stabbing pain. "Sam you can't leave, you-" It hit me again and then I felt my nose bleed. I wiped the blood away and looked at my hand, it was a rich red. I looked up and Sam was staring at my hand, at my blood. "Sam please stay-" I screamed as the pain got more intense and I fell to my knee's as the blood ran out more and more.
"Megan!" Sam scream and started to race towards me but stopped, his eyes focused on the blood. I could tell he wanted to taste it, he needed to. "Megan... are you... ok?" He asked trying to tear his eye's away from the blood.
"Sam... stay.. arh!" I screamed and everything went very quickly dizzy and faded into a black as I hit the ground.
I woke up on the couch in the morning. I blinked a few times and was really confused as to where I was. Then I remembered. Sam.. Sam had gotten away... I let him out and I let him get away... I bashed my head on the pillow and sighed.
"See you're awake." Dean said from Bobby's desk, I sat up and looked at him. "You look like crap." He added.
"Thanks." I huffed and looked around for Bobby.
"I found you and Bobby out in the yard. I also saw Sam had taken a car. Bobby's tracking it now. What happened to you?" Dean asked coming and sitting next to me.
"He hit me in the face hard." I lied and stood up.
"Must have been damn hard to keep you knocked out longer than Bobby." Dean said in a tone which sounded like he knew more than he was letting on.
"What's that meant to mean?" I asked turning to him. Dean got up and looked pissed.
"Oh I don't know, just that he was in a locked room and somehow got past you on the stairs and then managed to knock you out pretty good outside. Seems a little off to me." Dean said raising him voice.
"Well where the hell were you?" I asked annoyed and guilty over his accusations. Dean glared at me until Bobby walked into the room.
"Just what are you two eijets arguing about now?" Bobby asked marching past us and down to the basement. I huffed and pushed myself off the sofa and fallowed Bobby.
"Nothing." Dean huffed and glanced at me. Bobby opened the door to the bunker and walked in a little. Dean stood in the door way and I hung back.
"How in the hell did he get out?" Dean asked looking around the room. I got a knot in my stomach... Oh I'd say with the aid of an angel and a werewolf...I sighed and looked around.
"Maybe he had help? A room full of busted devils traps." Bobby said pointing to the busted traps all around the room. I sighed again. Why is Cass making this a cover up? Why is he pointing it to-
"Demons? Ruby?" Dean asked connecting the numbered dots and making a Ruby shape picture.
"That be my guess." Bobby sighed. I looked away.
"How'd she even touch the door?" Dean asked looking at the door.
"You think she's got the mojo?" Bobby asked.
"I didn't think so." Dean said looking confused at Bobby.
"What'd you think back there in the peanut gallery?" Bobby asked me.
"Huh? Um... dunno... I couldn't tell..." I lied trying my best to avoid eye contact with either of them.
"Well what difference does it make? How he got gone isn't as important as where he got gone to." Bobby said changing the topic.
"Yeah well I'll tell you thing, at this point, I hope he's with Ruby!" Dean said getting mad.
"Why?" Bobby asked.
"Because killing her is the next item on my to do list!" Dean said and walked past me glancing at me for a second.
"I thought you were on call for angel duty?" Bobby asked leaning on the door.
"I am on call, in my car on the way to murder the bitch." Dean said huffing.
"One thing." Bobby said walking up to the side of me.
"What?" Dean asked turning around.
"Sam don't want to be found. Which means he will be next to impossible to find." Bobby said.
"Yeah we'll see." Dean said walking off.
I helped Bobby check out the stolen cars in the area and where they were ditched. I was sat at my laptop typing away when Bobby looked up at me.
"Yeah?" I asked typing.
"You mind telling me what I walked in on earlier?" Bobby asked. I sighed and looked up from the laptop.
"Me being my awesome self." I said sarcastically.
"Well you and your awesome self needs to remember you ain't got long left and there is no point burning bridges now honey." Bobby said looking at me.
"Bobby I'm not burning bridges, I... I just..."I sighed and stared at Bobby. I couldn't say I was the reason Sam was running, not now, not when I saw how much damage I had coursed, even if all I did was open a door. I started to think why the angels might want him free.
We found some leads and Bobby forced me to go tell Dean with him. Bobby called it mending bridges, I called him a stubborn old fool. He pushed me out to the car. Dean was over the hood working on it.
"Police found my car. Abandoned in an alley in James Town North Dakota." Bobby said. Dean wiped his hands and stood up.
"He's switching up." Dean said plainly. "Any other cars stolen in James Town?"
"Two, a 1999 Honda Civic, blue," I said.
"Nice and anonymous, like Sam likes." Bobby said.
"What was the other one?" Dean asked, his mind was going crazy I could see it in his eyes.
"A white 2005 Escalide with custom rims." I said softly.
"Its a neon sign." Bobby added.
"You're right he'd never take that. Which is exactly what he did." Dean said looking at both of us.
"You think?" Bobby asked confused.
"I know that kid." Dean added. "Alright I'll head in that direction, you stay here and ride the police data bases. We gotta find him quick." Dean said putting his hood down and getting in the car. I climbed in Sam's side and Dean drove off.
We were driving a few hours in silence which scared me more than Dean's singing. I could feel his eyes watching me every stop sign, every red light. He would take a breath as if to ask me something then just sigh. I kept my head down and worked on trying to find any signs or anything which could lead us to were Sam had gone or was planning on going. We hit a red light leaving a small town and again Dean just sighed. As the Impala rolled off down the road I shut my laptop and turned to Dean.
"What Dean? What are you wanting to say?" I asked watching him. He glanced at me and shook his head. "Don't shake your head at me. The last ten red lights all you've done is sigh at me and look at me like you want to say something. Just say it damn it!" I huffed. Dean turned and glared at me before pulling the car over and getting out. I got out too and fallowed him as he walked to a clearing.
"Did you let Sam get away?" Dean asked turning at looking right into my eyes.
"What? This is what it's all about huh?" I asked flinging my arms up.
"Well did you?" Dean asked marching up and getting in my face.
"What do you think?" I asked shaking my head.
"I think it's pretty convenient that you just happen to get knocked out by Sammy after he sneaks past you!" Dean shouted.
"Ok fine! I was talking to Castiel. When Sam got past me I was in a dream talking to Cass about me dying! Once I noticed he was gone I went to get him back, but in case you haven't noticed my powers are all over the place. The wolf side of me is so unsettled that I can't control it!" I snapped. Yeah it was a lie, and yeah I hated myself for lying but would get Dean off my back and that's all I wanted. I turned away from him and huffed. Dean grabbed me and spun me round pulling me closer to him.
"You can't die until I get Sammy back, promise." Dean pleaded so softly I wasn't sure I had herd him at first. "Please." Dean said and tears were forming in his eyes. I nodded.
"Dean, come on..." I joked but felt tears of my own forming. "Dude.. I'm not leaving until I'm ready. And I'm not ready until I see you naked again!" I joked and Dean laughed a little. "Now lets save your dumb arse brother from himself." I joked. Dean pulled me into a hug and held me close. I closed my eyes as tears escaped. Don't die yet, come on Megan, don't break down, head up and feet moving forward, just a little longer now... I thought.
We got back on the road and Bobby called us. Dean put him on speaker phone while he drove.
"The cops found the Escliade in a ditch outside Elk River." Bobby said.
"How far away are we?" Dean asked.
"Couple of hours. I pulled a weather map, made some calls, there's a town not far from there, Cold Spring, lighting up with demon signs." Bobby said.
"Good place to look." Dean replied and I nodded.
"Hey listen." Bobby said.
"What?" Dean asked.
"Us finding Sam, it's got to be about us getting him back, not pushing him away." Bobby explained.
"Right." Dean sighed.
"I know your mad Dean. I understand you've got every right to be, but I'm just saying, be good to him anyway. You've got to get through to him." Bobby said and Dean hung up.
"You know he's right." I said softly.
"Yeah I know..." Dean sighed. I could feel how he felt, he was mad, guilty, worried and confused. I sighed and tried to think why the angels wanted Sam free. Everything I got made no sense. I couldn't wrap my head around it.
We drove in silence, I could tell we both had things we were trying to get clear in our heads. We got to the motel we thought Sam was in and pulled up.
"How are we going to know which room he's in?" I asked as we walked up to the reception.
"I know him. I know where he'll be." Dean said as we were greeted by a receptionist.
"Hello and how may I help you two today?" She asked with a beaming smile.
"Yeah we're looking for my brother. He booked the honey moon suite, he's expecting us, could you point us in the right direction." Dean asked smiling widely at the young woman. She smiled back typing away at her keyboard.
"I just love weddings, my cousin is getting married in fall... oh god I'm so excited." She rambled. We just smiled and nodded. "OK you go down the hall on your left then it should be on the right." She said with a big smile.
"Thanks." Dean said smiling as we walked off. I just rolled my eyes and walked on as he shook his head. We walked down the hall but before the corner Dean stopped me. I looked up at him confused.
"I want to go in alone to talk to Sam." He said with eyes which showed how much he wanted this to work. I just nodded and watched as Dean walked off into the room. I waited a few minutes until I saw Sam return to the room. I herd him shout and decided to check it out. As I got closer to the room I smelt Ruby. I walked in the door and saw Sam take a knife from Dean.
"Just take it easy." Sam pleaded. He looked better but I could smell why. My heart sunk a little knowing he was back on the blood.
"It must have been some party you two had going," Dean said glaring at Ruby. "Considering how hard you tried to keep me from crashing it. Well solid try, but, here I am."
"Dean I'm glad you're here," Sam said softly. "Look lets just talk about this."
"Soon as she's dead we can talk about this all you want." Dean said coldly.
"Ruby get out of here." Sam said to Ruby he didn't know I was in the door way.
"No, she's not going anywhere!" Dean said taking a step towards her. The room fell silent and she ran out the door past me. I glanced to Dean and fallowed her out.
"Now just where do you think you're running to bitch?" I said growling a little. My powers were leaking out of me, I couldn't control the hatred I had for Ruby any longer. She stopped and turned to me smiling.
"You lay one finger on me wolf-" She said staring at me.
"And what? You'll run off to Sam? I don't think so bitch." I growled bowling my hands into fists. The rage built inside me. The rage of being around the bitch demon, the rage of letting Sam out and back onto the blood, the rage of dying. Everything bad in my life was building inside me to strengthen my wolf.
"No, but I will tell Dean about your deal..." She said and her grin widened. I took a deep breath and smiled.
"Only if you're still breathing." I retorted walking towards her.
"Please, like you could ever take me!" Ruby said getting into a stance.
"We'll see." I added before running towards her. We grabbed hold of each other and swung around smash one another into the walls of the hall. I pinned Ruby to the wall with one hand and started to punch her with my other. She was grasping at my hand trying to tear away my fingers but it didn't work. Suddenly she used her elbow and smashed me in the face, busting my lip. She hit me a few times before throwing me onto the other wall with her demon powers.
"Cute. Now let me down and let's fight monster to monster." I growled pushing against her power.
"No chance Wolfy." Ruby said holding me in place. I started to push, using all the rage I had inside me for every bad thing ever to happen to me, I pushed. My hand started to move off the wall, then my other hand and soon my feet. I dropped to the floor in a heap catching my breath when Ruby started to kick me in the ribs. One god almighty smash after another. I screamed and the scream turned into a growl. I grabbed her foot and pulled her to the ground getting on top of her, I beat down on her, fist after bloody fist. I was beating bloody punches on her and she was beating my ribs. Ruby suddenly grabbed my fist's and held them.
"Here that?" She asked smiling, I stopped and could hear Sam and Dean fighting in the room. "That is the end of all of this!" She laughed and pushed me off her with her powers. I rolled backwards and got to my feet the same time as Ruby.
"Where the hell do you think you're going?" I growled taking a step forward, but then I herd a mirror break in the room.
"Oh I'm leaving and I think you wanna go stop the brothers from killing each other!" She said smiling at me.
"This isn't over bitch! I'm going to kill you myself!" I growled before Ruby ran off.
I ran to the room and opened the door to see Dean sliding down from the mirror. He was all beat up. Sam was really laying into him.
"Sam stop it!" I scream well growled as I walked into the room. He ignored me, instead Dean charged at Sam and Sam through him threw a fence thing in the room. "Will you two stop it!" I said racing over to Dean. He looked really hurt. Sam was seeing red, he walked over to me and Dean and picked me up throwing me onto the bed out of the way. Then started to strangle Dean. "Christ's Sake!" I shouted getting off the bed and ripping Sam off of Dean and pinning him to a wall. "Look at me!" I screamed pinning him there. "Sam look at me!" Sam looked at me. "What the hell are you doing? He's your brother!"
"He's no brother of mine." Sam growled and pushed me away. He had been given a major boost, because Sam was pushing me around when I had my powers going. Sam walked over to Dean.
"You don't know me." He scowled. "You never did. And you never will." Sam headed for the door. Dean wheezed.
"You walk out that door," He wheezed some more. "Don't you ever come back." Sam turned to Dean and they looked at each other. Sam walked out the door. I chased after him.
"Sam wait! Wait!" I yelled and caught up to him. "Sam, your both mad he didn't mean it."
"Yeah he did Meg," Sam said looking into my eyes. "I'd be careful if I was you."
"Why?" I asked confused.
"Dean called me a monster, it wont be long before your one too in his eyes." Sam said putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Sam-" I started to say.
"Go protect his stupid ass." Sam said and walked off. I sighed heavily shaking my head. What have I done? What have I done to the brothers? I should never have let him out... I hung my head and walked back to the room. I walked back into the room and stopped dead Zachariah was stood over Dean and the pair of them were looking at me.
"Megan excellent timing, I was just about to tell Dean something very interesting about you..." Zach said smiling.
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